"Are you mad at us?", he asked.
She look up at him and stare in his soulful eyes. She can see the concern and guilt behind.

"No I'm not", she whispered. "I am not mad at you or her. Actually, I am annoyed at myself because I did, once again, hold onto something that I don't have control over."

As a friend, she failed once again

You see...
She is not that good to be a companion
She can look heartless in some occasion
Boring and awkward as a person
And she always fell while in motion

You see…
In this world, she is the wrong equation

Bruises and scars can't be covered
But that's fine because we just need a shoe
As we are getting older
Just remember, they are getting older too

We have different stories hidden behind our masks
But they have decided to remove their own
Because they want us to know that we can cast
Each can conjure magic for the lives we've known

They let us explore the beauty of learning
They gave us lessons in Science, Math, and English
They cheered on us while we are competing
They helped us appreciate what we have finished

But the most important thing they taught us?

They taught us how to see
The real meaning of why we live
They lend us the sacred key
We just need to take it and believe

They taught us how to breathe
Every time our lungs are empty
We just need to relax and appreciate
We are surrounded by life's beauty

They taught us how to laugh
But they didn't tell us how to live
Because we will always have the freedom
And they know that's what we need

And sometimes the ones' who taught us
They will leave in an instant
It doesn't matter how fast
Because we will be crashed by a giant

Though we don't want it to happen
Sometimes they will leave too soon
The only thing we can do is to listen
Because life can get out of tune

Though we will hate what we have lost
We will always find something to hope for
Although our hearts is currently enduring a cost
That will be reason to search for the right door

Don't be too amazed when you read a good poem, saw a great painting, or heard an awesome song
Observe the emotion portrayed by it
Then think about the person behind it
He created that masterpiece
How? Is it just because he's really talented?

Maybe.
Maybe it's luck.
Or
Maybe he's experiencing that emotion

Everybody does something to express
Just imagine the joy, pain, or numbness behind it
Yes, they can create these phenomenal works
But please don't utter the words "He just wasted his talent" when he finally had enough and swallowed the pills he had been staring at for so long

I just can't be a somebody in your life
I just can't be a someone you barely know
I just can't be an option, that's not right
I just can't be a choice now, you should know

I should be the somebody you'll desire
I should be the someone that lights you up
I should be the certain who builds your fire
I should be the reason you will laugh

I'm begging you to tell the truth
Please just say it while I stare
Because darling my love is a fruit
It will be rotten if you won't care

A raven was searching for her voice
She used to hunt and prey
It is what she was taught
She'll flap her wings so high
Scavenging every one
She wants to badly impress everybody
Nobody appreciates
She didn't stop

Then she met a falcon
Same intelligence, same speed
But falcon knows how to have fun
Raven can't understand
How can someone be victorious but also happy
He taught her how to
He shared with her a playful nature

They laugh for a long time
They became partners in crime
But in time when falcon needs to leave
Still raven doesn't have a voice
He then said to raven

"Stop searching
You already have a voice
The way you fly
The way you think
The way you live
It is what you only need
To be happy, to succeed"

I
Felt
The
Blade

The one you used to cut me

I
Beg
To
Stop

You didn't, remember?

I
Bled
To
Death

Now you're trying to heal me

Blood
Continued
To
Flow

You killed me, now you know

I fell in*

Into your eyes
Into your heart
I fell in the skies
Then I fell down hard

I fell out

I stand in nowhere
I am right now
You saw me standing
Then I bow

I'm not the face you see
Nor the clothes I wear
I'm not the color to be
Nor the perfect hair
I'm not the height you measure
Nor the weight you scale
I'm not the *** with pleasure
Nor the sight to tail

No I'm not those things and I think you should know
I just don't want you to expect those things I wouldn't show

I am the coffee I drink every morning
The sweet-sweet kiss of the sun
I am the book that I finished
The one which brought me fun
I'm the music we listen to
You would know which one
I am the challenges that I faced
Both I failed and won

I'm just not a girl or a creation
You can't describe me as none
I have my own dreams and ambition
I am unusual that I am

Oh my little grass of hue
You know how I adored you
Although not until I tell
With your bearded smile I fell
Before no one knows, I stare
Deep within your eyes so fair
And I never looked away
But still you didn't want to stay

You know I could have been the flower
I could have been your faithful lover
Instead you chose the rounded bush
Then I come to realized and hush
I'll lie if I say I did not think
Since I've convince myself and then I sink
It can't ever happen now I know
I wish his love will fulfill you though

Oh my little grass of hue
You know how much I loved you

People always want to seem like a mystery
The way they talk, the way they dress
The way they glimpse through the wonders of nothingness
They remain silent for some time
Then eventually loose control and mixed with the crowd
The one who's left wondering stays silent
Predicting the next move of the obvious fools
Look to your side
Look behind
Observe them look at you
How they feel anger and fear
The stares you receive silently
The real reason behind their cold mystery

Don't be scared because it suddenly changed
Don't be mad because it's not the same

Everything changes
Even the spring that past in seconds
Even the a year that contains seasons
Even the fire that burns the quickest
Even the star that shines the brightest

Then the day came...
The day when I realize-
I realize that I'm not living anymore-
Jusy trying to survive

...Might not even trying
Just for the future
... Just hoping

When I lay on my bed all day
Listening to a Paper Kites playlist
You'll know that I don't give a **** anymore
When I stare at the celing or the view of the balcony
Just don't try and knock on my door

I don't care if you care...
I don't care if you don't...
I don't need anything
From you or your soul

Don't let the unsaid words choke you to death

I miss you
I love you
Forgive me

Don't let the toxicity of these words consume your head

Whisper it, shout it if you must
They won't know it if you're not being just

It's not the fact that you're leaving that hurts me the most
The thing is I'm afraid that the memories will turn into ghost

I want you to promise that you won't forget too
But you can't  because you know it's possible that we do
The only thing I wish now is for you to be happy
For me, I'll move on and live life without "we"

Right now I'm here
Trap inside my room
Staring outside the window

It's funny how fast things can change
How love can eventually turn to rage

I have never lost someone important like you
I have never experienced to feel like a blue
Yes, I have expected to be hurt
But no
I don't want you to leave me by this world

A purple striped guitar beside my bed
A dark gray spring inside my head
A fading color of the words that's said*

My friend
Why would you leave me in the end?

My friend, my friend
I'll wait for you, till the end

"Best friends forever?"
He says forever
With that I conclude-
Bad times won't matter

Walking on sidewalk
Eating icecreams
We talk and talk

I don't have a sibling
He became one
I don't have a friend
I don't care-
I don't need some

With him, nothing else matter
He became my savior
I'd cherish him forever

But in times of contentment
The perfect bliss fades
I don't know what happened

"I'm leaving"
Ok, fine
No worries
No goodbye

The things I see on my window reflects the light you gave to me
The drops of rain outside this house definitely brings me glee

Those pictures left under the cabinet reminds me of your word
"I'll come back, my dear"
Forever can be heard

Bullying isn't normal
It is not a joke that will be forgotten as time passed by
It will become a scar on a person’s heart
Bullying is not cool

Wipe your tears up darling
Life's imperfections can't just end
Be yourself and please don't hide your feelings
Being true feels better than pretend

Have you even seen the scars you left on me?
Probably not with your eyes filled with glee

But then again...
When it's time for people to leave
We need to let them go
If demons can possess people,
Why can't angels do it so?

Yes it already seemed perfect
But dear, nothing last
That halo on his head
Can also turn to dust

I looked you in the eye
I listened on your rants
I heard it when you sigh
I love it when you smile

You've never seen me once
No. It's not a lie
But then again...
I looked you in the eye

People will be there*







                                                                         *Then they're gone forever...

Quality has more significance than quantity

Which would you rather choose?

A friend who won't leave you till the end
Or a bunch, talking behind your back as long as they can
A lover which values the word commitment
Or the hoes which pop-ups for the pennies you gave them

Trillions of money which makes you greedy, wanting more
Or a hundred dollar which can help the homeless knocking on your door
30 years of life full of happiness and contentment
Or a hundred though it's filled with chaos and resentment

A prayer from a child filled with uprightness and integrity
Will always be better than a politician creating lists of lies and anomaly

You decided to end it all tonight
You walk and walk until you're in the middle of the bridge
You take a last peek at the sky
Hoping the stars aren't covered by clouds
You want to die but there's still a little bit of hope deep down
You look around you
There's no cars but wait...
At the end of the bridge, there's ironically a stop sign
Is it a sign or is it just life ******* with you again?

The thing about life is it's like a dog
When you put your hands near a dog's mouth,
They can either lick or bite it
When you risk something,
Life can either appreciate or ***** it

The good thing about a dog is when you care for it,
He'll definitely love you
When you care for life,
It can still *******