It was in the 26th of May
When thirteen stars became one in the galaxy
Among the stars that light up the dark sky,
They shine the brightest with their own light
More were enticed by their brilliant colors
With their own flare that never wears out
In the sky, we watch them dazzle
They will never lose that spark
Others might try to dim their flame
But they only blaze up with more energy,
Enchanting the whole universe
All eyes and ears; mesmerized
Though we're skies apart,
Our hearts are just a beat away
A promise to always protect the glow
Of the thirteen stars that made us dream again
Reality struck me at midnight
My fantasies had fade away
As my heart began to sink even deeper
How long have I been dreaming,
About a stranger I can’t call my lover?
The only stranger whom I allowed
To break and mend my heart repeatedly
The only stranger whom I loved recklessly
And the stranger whom I let myself
Get consumed by the love I have
The stranger’s face is all I see
In the morning when I wake up
Until midnight when I go to sleep
I dream about him in the day
And even when the night falls
Until our paths have crossed,
We’re no more than just strangers
But even if the deity allowed us to meet,
And his eyes laid upon me,
He will soon forget about it
Thus, when the day comes
I get tired of dreaming
About a stranger I can’t call mine,
Only then will I restrain myself
And forget about that stranger
I can’t hug them, I can’t even see them
They are the reason for me to live.
I just have to believe.
I thought I was close
But suddenly the chances closed
I and my fandom are inseparable
But meeting them seems impossible.
I said I love you… you can’t feel it,
I cry for you… you can’t even see it
Because I’m just one of your million fans.
Impossible to hold your hands.
No matter what will happen
I’m just a girl in the crowd
Impossible to reach you.
I always reached for the stars thinking that it was you.
In my life full of chaos, you were the one who gave me a colorful hue.
I watched you as you swayed your body
Throughout this catchy rhythm and loud melody.
Your smiles that worth thousands of butterflies
Our fate is impossible to catch in our eyes.
I prayed every night to hug you and kiss you before I sleep
For in your sparkling eyes made me easily leap
It doesn’t matter how long I’d wait
Rumors around started to burn into hate
You are the star twinkling at the darkest skies
Your every movements are watched in every eyes
How I wish I was beside you
Holding, hugging and comforting you
Optimistic words that encourage you to do better
My heart is really shot like a jagger
Then I realized I’m out of your league
The endeavors will never be with us even if I beg
I will always be your admirer
Even if, it labels me as a pretender
I might be your crazy stalker
But I'm really your secret lover
Will my dreams ever come true ?
Or will it disappear just like you?
I know that I'm not worth looking
Still, recognize me as a human being
Your smiles were only for her
But still, It's too much to bear
Everytime you come at her way
What could I do to make you stay?
I will always be your secret fan
Because you'll never be my man
The words will remain unsaid
As our love will forever be one sided
I will be sad to see you go;
Your explosive awesomeness
and gut-busting science
has kept me laughing since my twelfth year
of exploding pigs
and Adam screaming "Ouch!"
"Is Jamie a robot?"
You will always remain in my heart
as one of my favorite shows
and I hope and pray
that the re-runs keep rolling
'till the end of my days.
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Tyler Pose[y]-ing you to choosing defining what is "true" love for you
are the surface, are the #COLORS white and gold
But they will paint you to underLying black Badlands
and Blue Neighborhoods
Nihilistic aesthetics kids don't believe All the Art they sell you
The feels rack me
Fits of squealing
In the dark so no one will see
Tumblr plans the wedding,
Look! My otp!
I ship it so hard
It actually pains to read fanfics
We read it all
To get more
Life giving feels.
The cuteness makes us skip meals
One more episode.
When's sherlock season 3?
you might describe me as
"in her own world"
it's only because
fictional people mean more to me
then you do
that might be sad
but to me
it's my whole world
what happens on the screen of a tv
affects me more then
what happens in my school
and watching my favorite character die
hurts so much
and i'm so tired of being categorized
as just another fan-girl
because i feel like so much than that