Anxiousness drooped from the ear,
Fastened by a clip.
An uncomfortable feeling instilled in the bones,
Making up your frame.
The buzzing won’t stop,
Willingness would fall,
Until it’ll all stop,
For once and all.
Death will arrive tonight.
To claim the broken body that lays still.
Death will travel through the streets.
And when it reaches the door, it’ll gently knock.
Death will glance in the tub,
And see it’s reflection in between the blood streams.
And perhaps, death will slip on the blood that once flowed from the body’s wrist to the hardwood floor.
And perhaps, death will cradle the body as it weeps for all the strong ones that came before.
As I stand at the edge of the ledge,
My feet dangle.
Creating the music you used to sing.
and your old words push my mind.
"If you're so sad why don't you jump?"
those were your exact words, father.
Maybe, I'll try to fly
but your words will push me down.
My body will go numb,
as my screams create waves in the chilly water.
And then I'll swim away
I try not to write about you
But whenever these hands get hold of a pen
They start sketching your beauty and flaws
I thought writing after a heartbreak would be easier
But whenever I try to find the flaws to sketch ,
I'm met with a beauty more majestic
I thought all my tears had dried up
But then you left ,
and proved me wrong
honestly , I think its a relief
knowing that after you
I can take a trip to any kind of hell
numb to pain
It's past midnight ,
Thinking about nothing and
Got a burning heart but soaked eyes,
I just wanna get lost anywhere ...except my thoughts
As a child everyone was scared of the monster under the bed
That made snarky and rattling noises just when we're about to sleep
I was scared too
But then we grew up
And realized that it's all a myth
We got our heart broken
Shattered beyond repair
We got our self -esteem splintered
Soon we stopped sleeping at night
Like earlier times
But this time the monster that made noise
The monster underneath our skin
I know you love me ,
You said so your self
I know you're trying to heal me ,
You didn't say so but I can see it in every effort you make
But it's difficult to un-break me
So I'll just act like I'm alright
I'll give you a fake smile
Hoping you won't see straight through the lie
Thank you for trying
Our heart is a muscle as big as a clenched fist
Its meant to fight
Was studying biology n this came to my mind
Some days I can't help but notice
The fainted - past scars,
Red lines turning to white
Look so beautiful ....
Some days I keep looking at those faint white lines for hours
Remembering the struggle that looks so beautiful now
" self harm is the most elaborated form of love "
She saw beauty in everything
He is her drug
She was his tissue
Sand in our hair
Eyes fixed on the starry sky
The sound of the ocean waves
And your hand in mine
She's too tired to cry
So instead she fake smiled....
Spoiler - She's me
Maybe we get stuck in the past , just because it's familiar
We are so scared of the future...
that we prefer to live in the past ; and alter it from time to time making an imaginary-pleasent future
I'm just a sunflower
In a field of roses
Waiting for someone
to appreciate my petals
before they start withering
I'm yellow between all reds, still you don't notice me
Don't hide your scars from me
Don't bottle up those tears
Don't give me those fake smiles and "I'm alright"'s
Don't cover up those wars you're fighting
Don't hide those poems, that tell how much you've burned
I'm just trying to make you feel okay..
Don't look away
I'm just trying to make you feel okay
But all you do is walk the other way...
My biggest fear -----
You'll look at me the way I look at myself
And that's really bad
She had a beautiful smile
but she used it to conceal her broken parts
He had a contagious laugh
but he used it to mask his anxieties
They had many scars and bruises
but caked them up with "I'm fine"
"How are you ?"
Like the broken vase near the window,
With all it's contents falling off
Like the chair creaking,
Due to the occupant's pressure
Like the thing you didn't like,
The most common answer of a broken heart - I'm fine
She said she wasn't an artist,
Maybe that's what great artists say
Because the way she describes him
Is no less than pure art
All colours in one at full brightness
One day we were fighting who's more special
And look here,now we're discussing who has more flaws
Is it safe to say - time changes and so do people ?
Our melody is going out of sync
Age doesn't define maturity,they say,
My heart's been played
Enough times that
Now it is cold
home to monsters
I'm sorry to all the lovely people, that actually deserve love and I'm not able to give them. And also to those who tried loving me ( they are very less) but failed.
Sorry to all
We **** flowers because we think
We **** ourselves because we think
Messed up mind, sending me messed up signals
" I have to leave. Please don't fall apart "
How could you think I won't ?
When you took with yourself
All the strings that were holding my shattered heart
" Don't be that way, fall apart twice a day. I just wish you could feel what you say"
All I gave you was love and care
even if I was slightly bend from previous 'experiences'
All you ever did was stab me with words , breaking me further
And return those broken pieces wrapped in the cloak of betrayal
- The one you left broken
I just need a closure
A real reason why you came and left
Did you come to carve me deeper ?
Cause all the excavation work has left me hollow
With deep scars and traces of overburdening
Or did you come to me for your benefit ?
Cause now my 'friends' are slowly slithering to you
You came just for entertainment
And now the movie has ended
And you've left without any comments or suggestions
You're back , with repeating episodes
— The End —