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Arpan Rathod May 2015
The time.. When poetry goes illegible.
Arpan Rathod Dec 2016
A day without you
made me realize
how it's never
gonna work.

A day without you
forced me to think
about all the times
you said
"I need you".
and
"I can't live without you".
when it's clearly
possible
and easy.

A day without you
was a day
without light,
where I couldn't
see myself,
find myself.

A day without you**
was also a day
without me...
just a draft..
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
What would be
the alternate ending
of our relationship?
a happily ever after? you answer.
but that wouldn't be
an ending.
exactly.
Arpan Rathod Apr 2015
Here and there,
His hands bare,
Touching her
Beneath her skin,
A new story begin...
To be Continued...
Arpan Rathod May 2015
From whole night talk....

To that 'Good Night' text..

From the first time we saw each other...

To the last time we met.
To be continued...
Arpan Rathod Apr 2015
Her finger smiled.
As she got grip of him,
Their palms hugged.
Her fingertips kissed back of his hand tightly,
It was the celebration for the ring finger without any ceremony...

Her Fingers wished to touch the stars,
As being with him, she was already on cloud 9.
She painted her finger with a smile,
A smile, happiness that he gave her….

Her life was like a card thrown out of deck,
He came like an Ace in her life…
To win her and her life.

She was lost as she found him,

As they hugged,
She caressed her fingers on his back,
They were hugging each other’s life...

They were Two when they are apart…
Now they are ONE…

~rpan™
Arpan Rathod May 2017
If you aren't
then
there is
no god.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
The attention
you seek
in others' eyes
but not inside
your own.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Why has she moved on
So easily
and
I can't?
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
Your cruelty made
my soul bleed
my screams are now
silent
but my paper is
now filled with
bleeding lines.
Thank you Rosema for the prompt.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
I'm thankful
That your words
Moved me
And
I'm thankful
That your words
Helped me
Move on.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Do I want
her closer
or
a closure?
Thank you @jugnu-the-firefly for the help.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
I was
the shadow
to your
Light.
But...
You chose
Darkness.
And I disappeared.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
The words inside me
are dying.
Please betray me again
Please hurt me again.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
Hearing her
voice, I realised
it was the last time 
          I was going to 
          hear it. My ears
          heard the screams
          of her rage being
          converted into
          sound and I felt 
          like I will go deaf. 
          Instead I went 
          numb, looked
back at the past
and her screams 
slowly faded.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
The fire danced
in her eyes
again
as she
wiped the tears.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
No.
I won't cry
18 minutes in
to my birthday
just because
you didn't wish me
first.
Happy birthday to me.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
You'll be gone one day,
but these words,
they shall live forever.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
You'll have
the whole world
but
the loneliness
of not being
with that one
will haunt you
forever.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
I'm in a state
where crying
isn't venting out
the hurt,
it's just me
screaming.
I don't recognize
the tears
anymore.
He
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
He
The day he was brought back home
the therapist said that he is now ready
to face the world again.
Was he that mad?
His girlfriend has never came since the day he was taken away
She was scared and literally hurt by him
His parents has hidden all the knives and all the sharp things
Was he that mad?
But the therapist said that  he is fine now
that he has drawn a line now
between pain and pleasure.
He is safe now, so we all are.
It's just a draft.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
"Everything will be alright"
said she.
and for the first time
I wanted to believe it.
Arpan Rathod Apr 2017
Whenever I got serious, and told you that I just want us,

nothing else now matters and only you can flatter or shatter

everything that is mine.


You stayed like you are mine,

until no other guy gave you any sign

of interest

without another thought, you broke my trust,

it was unjust, felt like it was out of lust.


Was it all my fantasy, couldn’t you behave with a little decency?

When we started, when our hearts and sorrows parted,

you told me that you would never change,

that it would never get this strange,

or is it some kind of revenge?


It didn’t have to end like this,

3 years ago, being together was the only bliss,

and oh my! that kiss.


Can I say that I still love you,

One day, you will forget everything and say, Fantasist? Who?


Even then I will be within you somewhere,

my voice will faint and words will blare,

that’s when you will care.


My thoughts and words will blend,

but at that time, we will end.
For what happened on 24th of March and 14th of April.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
When you left
you took away
the words as well.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
So many 'I Love You's
left unsaid,
and
they're rotten
ruining
my insides.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
I'd be insane
if I'd say
I don't sleep
I'm normal
because I never
wake up.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Looking at
her photos
on the internet
captioned as
"Finally an explorer"
I also became
An Internet Explorer.

©Rpan
Arpan Rathod Apr 2015
“One day this pain will go,
Let’s move on and not let it grow,

You are special, you are brave,
Not anyone’s slave,

Don’t seek for revenge,
Of course, your life will change,
Don’t act too strange,

because…

One day this pain will go,
Just Move On, and not let it grow.”

~rpan™
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
We
meet
daily
through
poetry
now.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Day by day,
I'm getting
closer
to rename
the folder
"Memories"
to
"Mistakes"
Arpan Rathod Jul 2015
She was mesmerizing him all the way from death to life.
From his reality to her lies.
Looked like she was saving him.
From that darkness where light was dim.

It looked real but it was fake.
It was sweet but not a cake.
On her, He forgot to do a reality check.

He realized, she was not real.
It was now all clear,
Nothing left to conceal.

It wasn't love at all.
She knowingly made him fall.
It was her arrogance that she left.
Abandoned his heart and life that she kept.
He wept and wept and wept and wept.

Then once again, an angel came.
He thought that she's playing a game.
But she was real, she was the one.
He tried to run from what's already done.

He fell, Fell harder.
And got caught.
Caught by her, realized he still has heart
in that slot.

She healed his hurt, and mended him.
Brighten the light which had gone dim.
He could see the love of his life.
The one whom he wanted to make his wife.

He got to know that love can hurt and love can heal.
It is something not everyone can feel.

His story ends now.
I take a bow.
A poem on every poet's life.
Arpan Rathod May 2015
As the moon kissed the ocean,
Her lips on his,
She's Cold like the moon,
His heat, like the sun.

His light on her made
Her bright, Her imperfections fade.
Moon and Sun.
Perfect example of
Made for each other.
Yet far from each other.
One comes, other has to go,
They can't be together.

His heat of lust burned her.
She is not cold like moon anymore.

She is learning to become one
Like him, she seeks for revenge.
Giving the light, like him in the day.
She's with the stars.
He is alone.
In heat of his own, Burning.
Hiding his light behind the clouds.
Just for a glance of her.
She is nowhere to be found.
She is gone in the darkness of the moonless night.
Forever. She is gone...
The draft.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
You will miss us
in the nights of
moonless sky.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
My body aches for your touch
I miss it so much

Why can't I hold the anger longer
Yes, I was wrong, but you were wronger

Day by day,
I'm feeling less of a human
Please save me, my beautiful woman.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
The door is locked
forever
But isn't forever
a lie?
Arpan Rathod May 2017
I miss you
as many times
as I
breath.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Dig deep in your heart,
May you find your passion.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
These tears
will stop
one day,
and
you will
see the world
clearer.
P. S. The title of this piece is my eye drop's name. ;)
Arpan Rathod May 2017
The way you left
showed all the
love you had
for something
that was
yours.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
As I say
final goodbye,
I add
one more name
to-**** list.
Arpan Rathod Jun 2017
Come close to me
no!
stab me from the front this time
and look into my eyes
while you do that.
Arpan Rathod May 2017
Doesn't your love
really end
when
you stop
stalking?
Arpan Rathod Apr 2015
There is nothing a star cannot like about the sky..
Just a thought..
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