OCD OCD
Don't you know I love thee
I'm obsessed you're obsessed
We're two stalkers stalking each other in love
can’t get enough
Youre the best drug I ever took

OCD OCD
Don't you know I'm crazy for thee
I want you everyday
You are all that I crave
I crave you like herion
No way will I be mellowin

OCD OCD
Two attached we never let go
we don't care what they know
we don't care what they think
we don't care if they think were bad together
it's beside the point we know forever

OCD OCD
I'm so compulsed I cannot see
I am so blindly in love
I'm so compelled to never let you be
And I know you think the same as me
Let us bask in our OCD

Head down inside the sink you tried
Sick as a dog you wish you died
Pick up yourself, no time for suicide
Rest your health, no need to do it twice

I think it's time for a new tattoo
Make it mine, The man you wish you knew
Make your statement that your love is true
No need to wait then for tomorrow to prove

Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria
Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria

Give me more of them endorphins
Happy chemicals keep me happy again
Fly away from zombie world and depression
Electro shock, lobotomy, dysfunction

Give me more of that legal stimuli
To enhance me to the feeling of being high
Step away from the world its all a bunch of lies
Tried to see it their way, can't say I didn't try

Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria
Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria

Turned Japanese for awhile
Nothing but me to satisfy
Felt the angel of lust call to me
Felt like a spell, fell on my knees

It gets so quiet in the hall
Listen with my ear to the wall
And I can hear her singing praises
A sensual prayer through the ages

I can hear her shrill, I hear her scream
Sounds like a ****, but its a sensual dream
In the night she will feel her bliss
And through all this it took a zero risk

meanwhile I stay awake in bed
Thinking of all the sensuous things she said
Never thought that could come out of her head
Im still thinking of her and how she is spread

I am my own guru
I listen very well
I don't care what you do
It's never where I dwell

I am my own guru
I listen to myself
I don't care who you do
It's nothing I would tell

I am my own guru
I listen to the truth
it is never from you
That is your own proof

I am my own guru
My road is not yours
The road that I must travel
To help me to endure

I am my own guru
looking at the same
From another point of view
In another game

I am my own guru
I walk inside the light
The same light as you
It's the same way bright

I am my own guru
finding the same way
know them by their fruit
That is all I'll say

I am my own guru
There is no ancient text
That I must read
To get a God complex

I was stranded with you on an island
It was a good stranded cause I loved you a lot
I was handed you like a bride
It was a good marriage cause I loved you a lot

And may we never get rescued
May we always stay here just us two
and may we never get rescued
May we stay married just us two

We couldn't have what we wanted
but now we can have it all
And no need to feel haunted
Being stranded isn't our fault

We should have each other forever
Instead of staying apart when were together
We have the rest of our lives to spend here
And i dont believe we should spend them apart

Hope I will break away
From the darkness of the days
Hope that peace will engulf me
And to this world of extremes
I can tell it Im not wanted here
I was never made to be

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

God you are the light
The universal love of my life
In you there is no darkness
No hate, no pain, no hell in flames
No need to torture anyone
Made free via the son

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

All the trials that we have
Will not mean anything in the end
Life can be so bad
I wont make it seem like a friend
So many struggle and fight
So many hope for a glimpse of light

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

Another day in the crazy world
Another day, Another lonely girl
another way across the hazy field
There's more ways than one to get healed

And come out into the sun
and feel that life has just begun
feel the renewing of every drop of dew
Find the renewal of The new in you

Inside you can renew who you are
Just can't live in the past no more
Just got to know its a land very far
far away from the joy thats always ours

Another night stuck in this place
Another night lost out in space
Another light could shine inside your heart
Take you away from the dark unpleasant parts

And come out into the magical night
And feel the life in your veins and face shining bright
Feel the heart beating and the flowers breathing
Breathing life into your wounded soul bleeding

Obedient slave you must behave
From the beginning to the end
and back to zero again
they wish to control you here
and even follow you into the grave
engulf you with fear
so you will behave.

You think you're free
Yet the chains print the name in you
You're branded as a slave
Part of a slave race
Like cattle to the market
The Controls of religion and politics
Have you in their grip.

Give me peace
or give me nothing
Turn the cheek
Don't mean take me I'm yours
Beat me to death
You Win I die
You laugh, I sigh

Give me peace
But I wont let you hurt me
I wont lay down and die
Let you donate my eyes
To the grass and to the dirt
I will try all I can to make you hurt

Give me peace
But I wont allow you to cut my head off
I don't pay homage to allah
I'll spit on your feet and curse your god
whilst you beat me with a rod
and release your swords on my neck like a chicken

Give me peace
And we can live together forever
Don't hurt me I wont hurt you
Dont try to **** me and I wont **** you
Love me and I swear I will love you
No matter what you believe as long as its peace

Strike the match
Write it as my epitath
dance in heaven
and never come back

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

I made a star
I made it alive
he is everywhere you are
You cannot die

As I know
death is an illusion
You have one soul
You dance on the ocean

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

Join the circle
Come get it out
Pay your homage
To the one all about

As I see
Through the darkness
and sail on the sea
With his tender caress

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

The beautiful creatures
With the beautiful features
Who've been condemned and used
Since of the beginning of the ruse

Oh star child
You who run wild
come dance awhile
with me and everyone

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

The sound of the owl
The glistening of the star sky
The sensual world and its howl
With my dog mask I howl for you

As I view
The girls dancing
Around the fire
Filled with desire

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl

I am a witness to the suffering
I have no place to lay my head
I feel empathy for everything around me
Except for those who make the innocent dead

I have a heart for the harlots
And for the homeless on the street
For those who've lost everything
No judgement will come from me

I cry the tears with those lost in life
The girl, The boy in the night
I don't think we're going the right way
It seems love is cold and out of sight

Everyone is just too selfish
To feel others pain to the core
Have to auto judge the helpless
love all the gays, the straights, forever more

I see you in the mystic mist
Like a beautiful ghost in the field
****** white and a face made of bliss
Complete content with your sacrifice

I read about you in another writing
Although this time you live
This time you come out the other side
With a heart full of laughter and a joy full of tears

I dreamed I laid with you on a field
With a little dog and a basket full of food
We were laughing and happy and drinking something dark
And you were telling me I'm all you imagined

And I end with they lived happily ever after
Often as fairy tales and surreal stories do
Although I do believe one day we will be together
I make no promises, as promises often never come true

I woke up and went inside
It is there that I found my guide
she said everything is just a lie
she said everything is a dark sunrise

I heard the bells, I heard the sirens
i heard the tales from the strange men
They tell me all of their religions
They tell me how to degrade women

I found my guide
She said look inside
There is nothing on the out that you need
Follow love and forget all the creeds

love is all you need
love is all that survives an eternity
love is all you need
God gives us love so abundantly

She said follow where it's bliss
And to love you cannot miss
and all the wrong turns you may go
In the end you will always know

Open up your heart, slow down your pain
Look at love as the only thing to gain
Throw away the hate and indifference
Make love not war as the only common sense

I found my guide
She said look inside
There is nothing on the out that you need
Follow love and forget all the creeds

love is all you need
love is all that survives an eternity
love is all you need
God gives us love so abundantly

Look at me
I've gone far
All the way
to the bottom
I cannot fathom
going much farther
down, down down

Look at me
I took the pill
I got free
Or so called
I keep headin south
make momma proud

Look at me
I am a soldier
A soldier of life
The war is here
Got to win the battles
But mostly the war

Look at me
Everyone wants money
so you owe
And you're never complete
Always in chains
From your head to your feet

Look at me
I'm still looking
For things I need
on all levels
My heart bleeds
And it swells

Look at me
I need freedom
I need a world
That doesn't judge
I need a realm
that totally loves

I don't want to break
Your Glass face
I don't want to make
You shatter in a million pieces

You seem so fragile
I seem so magical
You dream so wonderful
I can't remember anything

You live in sadness
I live in madness
which one do you want?
Let me know to replace

Glass face
I try not to break
Your Glass face
If I kiss it
I'll kiss it slow and soft
I'll try not to break
Your Glass Face

I slither all over the place
Like a snake
hoping to invade your garden
I always wanted to play

Phantoms everywhere wanting a fight
Ghosts from my past revisiting me
And there you are showing up in time
Problem is time is almost up

You lead me to water yet I drown
To the well, yet a foot from
fate is leading to synchronicity
Is the real thing truly part of me

Glass face
I try not to break
Your Glass face
If I kiss it
I'll kiss it slow and soft
I'll try not to break
Your Glass Face

I walk the same path we all walk on
I share the same laugh and the same cry
My shoes are your shoes
I walk in them every mile that you do

I know how you feel
and sometimes I dont care
and I apologise for that
For everytime I didnt care
For everytime I didnt give from myself
somebody hurt or somebody died

I choose this day to not hurt myself
I choose this day to not hurt you
I choose to feel what it is to be someone else
To feel every fear and every tear
To feel every joy and sorrow
To love you my enemy and to love you my friend
To resist the resistance that comes from within
When I feel a need to divide from you
And to feel like Im better when I to have sin
To love you with love and nothing else again.

Remember I told you I was an angel
On a mission and I hope it hasn't failed
Don't put me down, Don't make me them
Remember I told you don't be like everybody else

I will vanish soon enough
In ways you never dream
in this life I've had enough
Thank you for everything

Thank you for everything
you've been a bright light in my darkest night
Thank you for everything
You've been my best friend with all your might

Everyday That I talked to you
Everyday it was brand new
Loved to hear from you and how you were
I was sincere in listening to every word

And God bless you and God bless your daughter
She's sweet as you, take good care of her
As I know you will as you're a good mother
As i know you will find someone other

My missions about done
Wanted to tell you
You're my best friend ever
Thank you for listening
You are a treasure
A wonderful being
In someplace called forever
We will have a new meaning

My mission is done
I hope I didn't fail you
I'm a bit into myself
Too deep and too true

My mission is done
Smile, no tears
I am honored
To be near your heart
In anyway it was
It was sincere

I'm sick of loss
It always comes
Someones gone
You or I one of them

come with me in the driving rain
Take a chance,make a dance, a thunder dance
Impending lightning sky, potential suicide
You're crazy you cried, Yet you need me inside
so we ride on the lightning together
And knowing one strike puts us together forever

blood red, cut with me, make your pact, can't you see
You could just call me crazy and run away far from me
Yet you know I would die, the most torturous cry and pleads
just so you could live and breath, with my guts on the sword as I bleed

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

Mother still says Im poision and you are permananently glued
Stuck to me, cant get away, wont fade away, cant come loose
But then again I like your obsession and I surely adore mine
I swallow you up like a possession, Im a vampire I **** you to make you my bride

We cut, we wear goth, everybody says we went off the deepest end
We said thats enough, painted our lips black, Our hair looks like sin
We are one in our dress, we are one in our flesh, we are everything
Im thankful we possess each others brains and nothing about us is lame
The Day I met you in the palace of my heart is the day you came
And the song we sing is the most heavenly in the lightning and the rain

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

She likes mushrooms
I like red things
The smell of perfume
On the love vein

i like her colors
I like her smell
She like no other
With her I dwell

In a sultry place
Salt and taste
Every inch of skin
A deadly sin

Like the cobra
with the venom
She as deadly
I go flaccid and numb

Going to paradise today
Going to be so nice today
Won't make a **** bit of difference what anybody says
Cause I'm in paradise today

**** the landlords
**** the police
**** the naysayers
Who can't get no relief
**** everyone
Who wants to steal the peace

I hope this can last forever
I hope were happy together
Smiling like dope, feeling light as a feather
time as we go, getting better and better

Paradise you are ours
Don't ever leave our side
I pray you take us on a ride
And we never ever return even if we have to die

I want to be with you on the other side
Even if I have to leave today
I got nothing to pack, Nothing I can take
Just my soul. Just my love, Nothing fake

The golden sea, cling to me
Let me be in peace with thee
Let me sail your tender seas
Where I am safe, forever to be

Let me in the welcome door
Welcome me as a son forevermore
May I greet the ones I adore
And the one that i can't ignore

The golden sea, eternally sail
Rescue me, make me whole and well
A perfect creation, no flaws to tell
From resurrection, forever to dwell

you're the light that shines through
Through the darkness to remain true
perfect water, so deep and blue
I sail your sea, it's all I can do

Love all of those
Those that are different
As opposed to not being the same
Hold no blame
for all of those
All of those you think
Should be exactly as you
You don't have to agree
With their lives
It isn't yours to be a judge
It isn't yours to change them
And I know you can't love all
As there are those who wish to **** you
Some are enemies with guns and swords
Yet learn to tolerate those who make peace
Pray for your enemies in the world
And I know it isn't easy with the things we see
love those who love love
love those who hate love
yet that doesnt mean excuse them
we must rid our world of beasts
That want no peace but our blood

beds of nails
Let us sleep
indiscriminately deep
and dream lucidly
like we did
when we saw acid trees

young woman
You old girl
sleeping strong
in a curl
like your hair
you swirl

and I bathe in the sea
of a night of lucid dreams
and make haste to the shore
To see you some more
and breathe in and believe
we can be kids that climb acid trees

I hear you paddle
I hear you cry
is it your shadow?
You can never leave behind

we make our way
through the tired waves
And pray its not the same
Finally free from being slaves

And I ***** in the darkness
On a night of lucid dreams
And make haste to the sunrise
to live with you free
and dance inside ourselves
and be kids that climb acid trees

Silent falling
falling down
The summer came
with you around

The winter here
and it's cold
Nowhere near
I should have known

We been together
Through it all
I hope forever
Before the fall

I can't express
The way I feel
To you
but its real
and it hurts
mostly concealed
all my failures
Hope the wound heals
for now it hurts
but for you I treasure
Its me at my worst

I pray God
not let us scatter
When the hell appears
And nothing matters
But your love
your love you've held
And I take for granted
And I use you a bit
but not all of you
I do love you
Yet I'm selfish
and afraid
we wont last
through that day

I cracked inside
I be my own Guide
I'm the only one enlightened
I'm the only one not frightened

You shoot at me
With words as seeds
You don't need to beg
I know it's not as you said

Welcome to the internet
No one's real I just bet
But me of course
I scream until I'm hoarse

I looked out at the world
At all the boys and girls
I went back inside my shell
Even they could not tell

Hear the echos of the madman
Coming through so deep
Everything I hear inside my head
Either tortures or puts me to sleep

Nights in the castle
In your ****** white dress
You look so pretty and magickal
I love to see you like this

as the storm comes
and the lightning flash
and the vicious rain
May it all come to pass

Here I sit playing my song
In my mask I'm such a beast
I'm hoping that nothing is wrong
We can devour and enjoy the feast

You come from somewhere long ago
A place where I used to begin
I'm hoping that it can grow
And this is not the beginning of the end

as the storm comes
and the lightning flash
and the vicious rain
May it all come to pass

you brung order out of chaos
welcome to the land of oz
I am the great and powerful
Pay no attention to the fools

I create lightning from fingertips
I create stars from magick
I've been fighting the good fight
The end shall not be tragic

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

You may call it darkness
I just call it mystery
We all go down in the same ship
It's been forever our history

You may call it deception
Maybe your eyes are wide shut
brought on by the correction
Of the power hungry glut

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

It's been this way for so long
We keep on singing the same old song
The one that never seems to end
I hope someday they lose and we win

calling forth to the one I can't ignore
To the lands of enchantment I go explore
I love him so deeply and forever will adore
No reason to decieve he knocks at the door

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

everybodys flyin around
everybodys leavin town
Everybodys tryin to be who they are now
and if only they knew who it was
Threy might could get by with who they are
If only I wish we didn't forget from the start

Some people are fueled by hate
Some people are fueled by love
some people are fueled by selfish intake
Some people are fueled by drugs

And im trying
To go back
From when I started
I forget that
Deja vu I feel it everywhere
I been here before I swear

some people are stuck in the past
And they worry about it all the time
No good moment can ever last
Cause they recreate that last line
That they remember and face disorder
Where all they read is that memory reordered

We have to forget the demon of the past
To reorder the angels in our lives and see us when we laughed
And all of the good that we did that was blessed
Someone got some good or we got some good and it made a difference

And im trying
To go back
From when I started
I forget that
Deja vu I feel it everywhere
I been here before I swear

beds of nails
Let us sleep
indiscriminately deep
and dream lucidly
like we did
when we saw acid trees

young woman
You old girl
sleeping strong
in a curl
like your hair
you swirl

and I bathe in the sea
of a night of lucid dreams
and make haste to the shore
To see you some more
and breathe in and believe
we can be kids that climb acid trees

I hear you paddle
I hear you cry
is it your shadow?
You can never leave behind

we make our way
through the tired waves
And pray its not the same
Finally free from being slaves

And I ***** in the darkness
On a night of lucid dreams
And make haste to the sunrise
to live with you free
and dance inside ourselves
and be kids that climb acid trees

Hanging there
like Robin Williams
In despair
Like starving children
Life is hard
No one cares
Til it's too late
And you're hanging there

Hanging there
Like Michael Hutchence
A *** type thing
With asphyxiation
Life is black
like a coven
Burning blaze
thrown in the oven

Hanging there
Like lucy Gordon
Twenty Eight
or not much more then
Life is sad
Hear it echo
drive you mad
From the get go

Hanging there
Like Chris Beniot
Smell of shotgun
down in the hall
Life is brutal
Thrown up on the wall
Whatever sticks
I hope is good for all

I cut for you
deep scars I love
they remind me
Of the hate

I do my drugs
get my tats
shake my ****
it's where its at

Then go home
go to bed
get depressed
give some head

wake up in the morn
blanket covers my arms
In the light of the sun
I see them all in there glory
I go and have some fun
cutting deep, I write my story
I hope they never find me
When I go to the final extreme

In vain, I made it for you
Insane, That may be true
I claim to be of the few
With great pain I push you through

The blame, Like a million lies
Pick one, Like a star in the sky
The game as you call it died
Can't blame a man if he tries

I dream, and I fantasise
Everything I must glamorise
What is the point of thinking low
Look at it big and out of control

In a world not safe but dangerous
In a world of pride and indifference
In a world of poverty and cries
In a world where starving children die

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Life *****, I've heard it said so many times
So many places to go over run with crime
people killing, ******, taking from each other
Children forsaken and taken from their mother

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Every mile
The hard and twisting roads
Every mile
The precarious ones you don't know

In a world where people have no home
In a world where they're sleeping all alone
I watch them cold out on the street
Homeless and fighting for something to eat

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Every mile
The hard and twisting roads
Every mile
The precarious ones you don't know

the sum of all hearts begins at the one
The one from the start
That forged us on....

I am stranded
way out here in space
so cold and empty handed
longing for a smiling face

Everything seems so random
Yet everything seems in order
All that I can imagine
Never gets me any farther

Among the wreckage
I'm among the wreckage
of the earth
I live in a flesh machine
Who could break down in extremes
It's a miracle I still breathe

I am waiting
For one thing or the other
Death or rescue
not sure what comes first
For billions its been death
Rescue hasnt came yet

None of us know too much
we wear mortality like a crutch
We gamble with our souls
And we think we know
None of us know much of anything
One day it shall show

Among the wreckage
I'm among the wreckage
of the earth
I live in a flesh machine
Who could break down in extremes
It's a miracle I still breathe

we are the earth
born from the stars
we are stardust
but much more we are

we inherited nature
we're not made for the city
we left our first love
to become humanless and ugly not pretty

We are the egomania animal
we think we're so important, the center of everything
and were really just another mammal
Maybe everything's special in the bigger picture of things

we are cruel and merciful
We know how to consciously invoke terror
and we know how to consciously invoke compassion
We are both sides, evil and good, full of life and passions

leap into the darkness
looking for a clue
Creep into the madness
you don't know what to do

been here for years
And it's the same faces everywhere
Can't easily turn to where
You need to be and say I'm out of here

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Running from the past
with the future close behind
If it doesnt change we don't last
we just stay numb and blind

into our mental prisons
with all the ghosts that can be
haunting with precision
with all the past we don't want to see

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

I'd **** everyone that hurt you
Even a priest or nun
I'd steal everything and give to you
Burn money for you just for fun

I'd take the last potion and save you
I'd sail the turmultous ocean to find you
I'd shipwreck on the shore
If it meant see you forevermore

I walk through the black parade
I see the darkness and charade
I laugh to keep the cry inside
I'd die if it was you that died

I breathe for you night and day
I live on every word you say
I cannot move or fade away
In your presence I wish to stay

Taking Pictures
And you blush
Night of ritual
And I'm crushed

Begging you
And I'm crushed
I could of loved you
And I'm crushed

I'm crushed like a flower
Like a rose crushed
I scream from the tower
"I love you so much"

I became a fool
In the eyes of the world
Now I'm drowning in a pool
For you sweet girl

I want to feel you near
I want to know you're there
I miss you everywhere
I hope that you are here

Haunt me
Let me know you're ok
Haunt me
And never fade away
Haunt me
I hope that you can stay
Haunt me
Forever and today

Haunt me if you can
haunt me with your love
Come on take my hand
Hold me it's enough.

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

leave it all behind
leave all the pain
leave it all behind
hop on that train
leave it all behind
all those possessions
leave it all behind
No more regression

It's the same ole rerun
same ole gun in the face
it's the same situation
Same ole run in place

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

leave it all behind
Start a new day
Leave it all behind
Be on your way
Leave it all behind
Go and find some friends
Leave it all behind
You can trust in the end

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

I know I promised you I would see it through
Please forgive me it's so hard to even breath anymore
Don't hold it against me, Remember I love you, forever true
I may looked like I never cared but I did and that I swear
I was never lazy but deeply blue to the depths you never knew
And now as I take my last swing I plead again I love you.

As my eyes swell up with tears
I think of all the stolen years
And it took a real man to face these fears
And let it all go and hope you'll conquer
Your loneliness, without me here
your solemnness and your future so near

As low as I can go
Seems to be the way the river flows
As solo as I can be
Looking up at the solemn trees
looking down at my bended knees
drowning in a pool of clear blue sea

As I look back at you
as everything turns to dust and salt
I see a person so true
And I see me so full of every lie that's bought
And it's you I forever sought
And I failed even you in the end, I never fought

I let the demons come and have me
I let the angels forget and ignore me
I let the screaming have my ears so loudly
I forgot who you were, I was supposed to protect and serve
and now you're getting nothing you deserve
But more pain and more vain words

I love you baby, Goodbye
I couldn't stay in, But I tried
Good night.

I looked at a roof
I looked at a loft
I looked at some pills
Thinkin ways to be off

I looked at the future
I felt the nails dig in
I looked at everyone I love
I felt the nails dig in

I looked at the people
To whom I'm a slave by debt
I don't want to be evil
But I just soon run away from it

down
and I got to get up
I'm so down
and I got to get up

I looked at the prices of the guns
I'm broke so I can't buy none
I looked at the eyes of a sad person
And wondered how they can go on

I felt all the people that ever left
And wonder if now if they have regret
They tell us to stay yet they don't know whats best
They don't know what's on the other side of all of this

I keep looking at the faces
of everyone I have loved
And wonder if they'd do better
If I wasn't here to judge