depressed, repressed!!
its 22 degrees and I dont feel blessed
Cold as ice brought to my chest
walking down the middle the street in a daze
walking down the middle of the street hoping for a way
a way out of this mess thats nearly worse as the grave

cold and lonely
No one knows me they only want to own me
or get something from me
drugs, my body, my money, whatever they can bleed
but you do meet allies in the street
And those are the friends you’re glad to meet

Im cold , Im hungry, get me off of the street
Its crazy we still have this in 2016
Im depressed, Im a mess and all I hear is its your own fault
So why should anyone help you, yeah compassion is dead
Every now and then youll meet an angel with no judgement
Who will help you get up and out of the hell you spent

and hell it is
the faces are strangers
none friendly too much most danger
wacth your back and your backpack
watch it or you may never come back
Come back to dull reality where most be

You cant trust many out here
You cant trust any at first
Trust must be verified
still on the street you sleep with one eye
one eye on your money, one on your friend
desperate times create desperate measures, watch him

Im cold , Im hungry, get me off of the street
Its crazy we still have this in 2016
Im depressed, Im a mess and all I hear is its your own fault
So why should anyone help you, yeah compassion is dead
Every now and then youll meet an angel with no judgement
Who will help you get up and out of the hell you spent

Raging river
taking no prisoners
heavy on the levee
The wind is blowin heavy

white light
artificial heaven
light bright
not coming down forever

The horse it rides
and its white
onward I slide
and my brain ignites

it only hurts a bit
get used to it
It could be quite enchanting
If you fool yourself its everything

I been here many times
On many missions
To help mankind
To see not blind
and everything to define
freedom on the inside

I took my life
I found my soul
I found the reason
To behold
The shadows in every season
leading us home

I looked for my guide
and found myself
The stranger that died
has gone to hell
No torment inside
Just freedom on the inside

My life is one
with everything under the sun
The seasons bring
Changes that sing
The choir of the soul
Nature surely knows

Come with me in the driving rain
Take a chance,make a dance, a thunder dance
Impending lightning sky, potential suicide
You're crazy you cried, Yet you need me inside
so we ride on the lightning together
And knowing one strike puts us together forever

blood red, cut with me, make your pact, can't you see
You could just call me crazy and run away far from me
Yet you know I would die, the most torturous cry and pleads
just so you could live and breath, with my guts on the sword as I bleed

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

Mother still says Im poision and you are permananently glued
Stuck to me, cant get away, wont fade away, cant come loose
But then again I like your obsession and I surely adore mine
I swallow you up like a possession, Im a vampire I **** you to make you my bride

We cut, we wear goth, everybody says we went off the deepest end
We said thats enough, painted our lips black, Our hair looks like sin
We are one in our dress, we are one in our flesh, we are everything
Im thankful we possess each others brains and nothing about us is lame
The Day I met you in the palace of my heart is the day you came
And the song we sing is the most heavenly in the lightning and the rain

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

I'm out of time
I want to be with you forever
Beyond this world
In a land of peace we'll be together

Ever since I was born
All I know is the world is war torn
I'm lucky to be where I am
Im lucky to look at it like a film

You and You and I
Going to truly arise
And be very much alive
In a world that never dies

In a land of milk and honey
In summer land where it's always sunny
I make you laugh I'm always funny
I love you all so abundantly

Let's all cruise to the higher ground
Let's all pray we are safe and sound
Let's all love one another as a unit of one
You and You and I and we are the sum

You and You and I
Going to truly arise
And be very much alive
In a world that never dies

We can't betray
We can't forsake
We're not that kind
We're not that fake

The figure was celestial
sensual was its presence
with a full figure
conjuring up feelings intense

The spirit reminded me of woman
The way it guided me gently
guiding me through the desert land
To the ripe fields of plenty

To a peaceful place by the sea
Enraptured and captured by its illumination
As the dusk of the light came over me
Then I woke up to a dream of imagination

I heard the bells go off in my head
I wish I was well, I wish you was well
i heard you tell me things I said
I meant every bit and there's no logic in it
Give me your head and let me get in it
Id rather be in your heart where we can't spin it

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

I lay on the bed my feet sticking west
I call you and see if you got some rest
I want you to know that you are the best
And I am your best friend and I'm on no quest
Please dont you think that this is a test
I have nothing but love me back as request

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

If I could take you out for a big coffee
Give you a coke and make you sleep
If I could show you how good a friend can be
Not that you don't know I just want you to see
That I'll never let go of you faithfully
You're my best friend forever and that means eternally

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

I wore a hat of flesh
blood stains a mess
I layed flat on your chest
Carving my name in your *******

You, a delicate flower
No reject girl that's sour
You, a banquet in heels
You whom I may devour

I watched you from my door
I watched you in the showers
Wishing you were more
Wishing you I may deflower
Like a *****
Yet your vestial innocence
Keeps me in ****** suspense
And as I act on it
Smiling as you crawl the floor

Baby blue
aint you glad I found you
on the edge of solitude
and now you make it back

Baby blue
I'm no way human
as humans do
I won't be doin

Baby blue
Can it be true?
I'm an angel
Tangled with you

Baby blue
No need to feel accused
No need to pay any dues
for the past.

two worlds apart
we are one heart
one mind
forever
lost in time

love is falling
I'm fallen and down
To get back up
look around
and you are solid

You are here
with me now
Not a text
a sacred cow
you're bone and blood

You rush
in my stream
You blush
as you take me
Inside you deep

I sing about the ******
Here I go
A girls got to make a living
Sometimes it's a hard way to go
Theres not always a million things one can do
at a moments notice to have bucks for food
Sometimes you play the harlot and **** for food
for your kids, for yourself, and who wants to judge
from their high horse holding a grudge
saying they just a cancer, **** or sludge
You've never been there so shut the **** up
and practice this little thing called love
it goes a long way if you know where it comes from
its more than a feeling caught inside
It can be a healing for those on a hell ride

next time you see that girl in the street
give her some love and don't be a judge
get her out of the hell and off of the street
could be your daughter at nineteen

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

I sing about the girl
here she comes
life is harder, harder than it's fun
she does what she does for the little ones
so like I said if you judge youve never been there
That's the way it always is for those who don't care
when you should be going out there
and showing your love like the christ like person that cares

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

Magick pours out over my hands
Flicker of the candle on the nightstand
watch the door open and see her silhouette
An angeled beauty I have no regret

Hear the thunder, feel the rain
In the night, no more pain
as she comes to light
and comes down on me like a hurricane

Feel the chill and then the warmth
Make her real in your realm
Feel the lightning in the storm
Feel her spirit in yourself.

tHE DRUGS use me
You transfuse me
blood of one pact
Meat of one bone
Alive after blood
After blood is gone

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves

You brung order out of chaos
welcome to the land of oz
I am the great and powerful
Pay no attention to the fools

I create lightning from fingertips
I create stars from magick
I've been fighting the good fight
The end shall not be tragic

You may call it darkness
I just call it mystery
We all go down in the same ship
It's been forever our history

You may call it deception
Maybe your eyes are wide shut
brought on by the correction
Of the power hungry glut

It's been this way for so long
We keep on singing the same old song
The one that never seems to end
I hope someday they lose and we win

yin for yang
and everything
extreme for pain
with Joy the same
here comes the sun
there goes the rain

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves