two worlds apart
we are one heart
one mind
forever
lost in time

love is falling
I'm fallen and down
To get back up
look around
and you are solid

You are here
with me now
Not a text
a sacred cow
you're bone and blood

You rush
in my stream
You blush
as you take me
Inside you deep

the sum of all hearts begins at the one
The one from the start
That forged us on....

tHE DRUGS use me
You transfuse me
blood of one pact
Meat of one bone
Alive after blood
After blood is gone

you brung order out of chaos
welcome to the land of oz
I am the great and powerful
Pay no attention to the fools

I create lightning from fingertips
I create stars from magick
I've been fighting the good fight
The end shall not be tragic

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

You may call it darkness
I just call it mystery
We all go down in the same ship
It's been forever our history

You may call it deception
Maybe your eyes are wide shut
brought on by the correction
Of the power hungry glut

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

It's been this way for so long
We keep on singing the same old song
The one that never seems to end
I hope someday they lose and we win

calling forth to the one I can't ignore
To the lands of enchantment I go explore
I love him so deeply and forever will adore
No reason to decieve he knocks at the door

This is the ode
To the one who never shows
Unless you know the code
And then you can know

Hear the echos of the madman
Coming through so deep
Everything I hear inside my head
Either tortures or puts me to sleep

Nights in the castle
In your ****** white dress
You look so pretty and magickal
I love to see you like this

as the storm comes
and the lightning flash
and the vicious rain
May it all come to pass

Here I sit playing my song
In my mask I'm such a beast
I'm hoping that nothing is wrong
We can devour and enjoy the feast

You come from somewhere long ago
A place where I used to begin
I'm hoping that it can grow
And this is not the beginning of the end

as the storm comes
and the lightning flash
and the vicious rain
May it all come to pass

The figure was celestial
sensual was its presence
with a full figure
conjuring up feelings intense

The spirit reminded me of woman
The way it guided me gently
guiding me through the desert land
To the ripe fields of plenty

To a peaceful place by the sea
Enraptured and captured by its illumination
As the dusk of the light came over me
Then I woke up to a dream of imagination

Strike the match
Write it as my epitath
dance in heaven
and never come back

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

I made a star
I made it alive
he is everywhere you are
You cannot die

As I know
death is an illusion
You have one soul
You dance on the ocean

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

Join the circle
Come get it out
Pay your homage
To the one all about

As I see
Through the darkness
and sail on the sea
With his tender caress

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

The beautiful creatures
With the beautiful features
Who've been condemned and used
Since of the beginning of the ruse

Oh star child
You who run wild
come dance awhile
with me and everyone

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

The sound of the owl
The glistening of the star sky
The sensual world and its howl
With my dog mask I howl for you

As I view
The girls dancing
Around the fire
Filled with desire

I am consumed
by the magick moon
smell the perfume
of the girls on the prowl

of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl
of the girls on the prowl

Obedient slave you must behave
From the beginning to the end
and back to zero again
they wish to control you here
and even follow you into the grave
engulf you with fear
so you will behave.

You think you're free
Yet the chains print the name in you
You're branded as a slave
Part of a slave race
Like cattle to the market
The Controls of religion and politics
Have you in their grip.

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves

To the spirits I come
Away from the flesh of existence
And know everything I am
Exist somewhere in another form
although that form is conscious
It is not really human

To the shadows I form
and know this shadow is merely me
Using another anatomy
lurking behind the door
Until you can't see me no more
I exist as darkness and give it meaning

To the light I go
The only light I'll ever know
That gives my soul existence
and my spirit soon follows
away from this rotting corpse
This corpse we think is ourselves

we are the earth
born from the stars
we are stardust
but much more we are

we inherited nature
we're not made for the city
we left our first love
to become humanless and ugly not pretty

We are the egomania animal
we think we're so important, the center of everything
and were really just another mammal
Maybe everything's special in the bigger picture of things

we are cruel and merciful
We know how to consciously invoke terror
and we know how to consciously invoke compassion
We are both sides, evil and good, full of life and passions

beds of nails
Let us sleep
indiscriminately deep
and dream lucidly
like we did
when we saw acid trees

young woman
You old girl
sleeping strong
in a curl
like your hair
you swirl

and I bathe in the sea
of a night of lucid dreams
and make haste to the shore
To see you some more
and breathe in and believe
we can be kids that climb acid trees

I hear you paddle
I hear you cry
is it your shadow?
You can never leave behind

we make our way
through the tired waves
And pray its not the same
Finally free from being slaves

And I ***** in the darkness
On a night of lucid dreams
And make haste to the sunrise
to live with you free
and dance inside ourselves
and be kids that climb acid trees

She likes mushrooms
I like red things
The smell of perfume
On the love vein

i like her colors
I like her smell
She like no other
With her I dwell

In a sultry place
Salt and taste
Every inch of skin
A deadly sin

Like the cobra
with the venom
She as deadly
I go flaccid and numb

Hope I will break away
From the darkness of the days
Hope that peace will engulf me
And to this world of extremes
I can tell it Im not wanted here
I was never made to be

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

God you are the light
The universal love of my life
In you there is no darkness
No hate, no pain, no hell in flames
No need to torture anyone
Made free via the son

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

All the trials that we have
Will not mean anything in the end
Life can be so bad
I wont make it seem like a friend
So many struggle and fight
So many hope for a glimpse of light

I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I feel right at home at the end of the tunnel
I can see light at the end of the tunnel
I can feel the peace I've never known
I can see the people that are gone
at the end of the tunnel

Look at me
I've gone far
All the way
to the bottom
I cannot fathom
going much farther
down, down down

Look at me
I took the pill
I got free
Or so called
I keep headin south
make momma proud

Look at me
I am a soldier
A soldier of life
The war is here
Got to win the battles
But mostly the war

Look at me
Everyone wants money
so you owe
And you're never complete
Always in chains
From your head to your feet

Look at me
I'm still looking
For things I need
on all levels
My heart bleeds
And it swells

Look at me
I need freedom
I need a world
That doesn't judge
I need a realm
that totally loves

I see you in the mystic mist
Like a beautiful ghost in the field
****** white and a face made of bliss
Complete content with your sacrifice

I read about you in another writing
Although this time you live
This time you come out the other side
With a heart full of laughter and a joy full of tears

I dreamed I laid with you on a field
With a little dog and a basket full of food
We were laughing and happy and drinking something dark
And you were telling me I'm all you imagined

And I end with they lived happily ever after
Often as fairy tales and surreal stories do
Although I do believe one day we will be together
I make no promises, as promises often never come true

I walk the same path we all walk on
I share the same laugh and the same cry
My shoes are your shoes
I walk in them every mile that you do

I know how you feel
and sometimes I dont care
and I apologise for that
For everytime I didnt care
For everytime I didnt give from myself
somebody hurt or somebody died

I choose this day to not hurt myself
I choose this day to not hurt you
I choose to feel what it is to be someone else
To feel every fear and every tear
To feel every joy and sorrow
To love you my enemy and to love you my friend
To resist the resistance that comes from within
When I feel a need to divide from you
And to feel like Im better when I to have sin
To love you with love and nothing else again.

I don't want to break
Your Glass face
I don't want to make
You shatter in a million pieces

You seem so fragile
I seem so magical
You dream so wonderful
I can't remember anything

You live in sadness
I live in madness
which one do you want?
Let me know to replace

Glass face
I try not to break
Your Glass face
If I kiss it
I'll kiss it slow and soft
I'll try not to break
Your Glass Face

I slither all over the place
Like a snake
hoping to invade your garden
I always wanted to play

Phantoms everywhere wanting a fight
Ghosts from my past revisiting me
And there you are showing up in time
Problem is time is almost up

You lead me to water yet I drown
To the well, yet a foot from
fate is leading to synchronicity
Is the real thing truly part of me

Glass face
I try not to break
Your Glass face
If I kiss it
I'll kiss it slow and soft
I'll try not to break
Your Glass Face

Head down inside the sink you tried
Sick as a dog you wish you died
Pick up yourself, no time for suicide
Rest your health, no need to do it twice

I think it's time for a new tattoo
Make it mine, The man you wish you knew
Make your statement that your love is true
No need to wait then for tomorrow to prove

Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria
Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria

Give me more of them endorphins
Happy chemicals keep me happy again
Fly away from zombie world and depression
Electro shock, lobotomy, dysfunction

Give me more of that legal stimuli
To enhance me to the feeling of being high
Step away from the world its all a bunch of lies
Tried to see it their way, can't say I didn't try

Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria
Euphoria
Sweet Euphoria
Complete Euphoria

In a world not safe but dangerous
In a world of pride and indifference
In a world of poverty and cries
In a world where starving children die

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Life *****, I've heard it said so many times
So many places to go over run with crime
people killing, ******, taking from each other
Children forsaken and taken from their mother

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Every mile
The hard and twisting roads
Every mile
The precarious ones you don't know

In a world where people have no home
In a world where they're sleeping all alone
I watch them cold out on the street
Homeless and fighting for something to eat

I'm still enraptured by you
I'm still in awe about you
I'm still captured by your sweet smile
I swear to go with you every mile

Every mile
The hard and twisting roads
Every mile
The precarious ones you don't know

I woke up and went inside
It is there that I found my guide
she said everything is just a lie
she said everything is a dark sunrise

I heard the bells, I heard the sirens
i heard the tales from the strange men
They tell me all of their religions
They tell me how to degrade women

I found my guide
She said look inside
There is nothing on the out that you need
Follow love and forget all the creeds

love is all you need
love is all that survives an eternity
love is all you need
God gives us love so abundantly

She said follow where it's bliss
And to love you cannot miss
and all the wrong turns you may go
In the end you will always know

Open up your heart, slow down your pain
Look at love as the only thing to gain
Throw away the hate and indifference
Make love not war as the only common sense

I found my guide
She said look inside
There is nothing on the out that you need
Follow love and forget all the creeds

love is all you need
love is all that survives an eternity
love is all you need
God gives us love so abundantly

The golden sea, cling to me
Let me be in peace with thee
Let me sail your tender seas
Where I am safe, forever to be

Let me in the welcome door
Welcome me as a son forevermore
May I greet the ones I adore
And the one that i can't ignore

The golden sea, eternally sail
Rescue me, make me whole and well
A perfect creation, no flaws to tell
From resurrection, forever to dwell

you're the light that shines through
Through the darkness to remain true
perfect water, so deep and blue
I sail your sea, it's all I can do

I heard the bells go off in my head
I wish I was well, I wish you was well
i heard you tell me things I said
I meant every bit and there's no logic in it
Give me your head and let me get in it
Id rather be in your heart where we can't spin it

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

I lay on the bed my feet sticking west
I call you and see if you got some rest
I want you to know that you are the best
And I am your best friend and I'm on no quest
Please dont you think that this is a test
I have nothing but love me back as request

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

If I could take you out for a big coffee
Give you a coke and make you sleep
If I could show you how good a friend can be
Not that you don't know I just want you to see
That I'll never let go of you faithfully
You're my best friend forever and that means eternally

You spill all over me
My best friend forever
And that's faithfully
You spill all over me
Not one regret
To be your friend eternally

I'm out of time
I want to be with you forever
Beyond this world
In a land of peace we'll be together

Ever since I was born
All I know is the world is war torn
I'm lucky to be where I am
Im lucky to look at it like a film

You and You and I
Going to truly arise
And be very much alive
In a world that never dies

In a land of milk and honey
In summer land where it's always sunny
I make you laugh I'm always funny
I love you all so abundantly

Let's all cruise to the higher ground
Let's all pray we are safe and sound
Let's all love one another as a unit of one
You and You and I and we are the sum

You and You and I
Going to truly arise
And be very much alive
In a world that never dies

We can't betray
We can't forsake
We're not that kind
We're not that fake

come with me in the driving rain
Take a chance,make a dance, a thunder dance
Impending lightning sky, potential suicide
You're crazy you cried, Yet you need me inside
so we ride on the lightning together
And knowing one strike puts us together forever

blood red, cut with me, make your pact, can't you see
You could just call me crazy and run away far from me
Yet you know I would die, the most torturous cry and pleads
just so you could live and breath, with my guts on the sword as I bleed

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

Mother still says Im poision and you are permananently glued
Stuck to me, cant get away, wont fade away, cant come loose
But then again I like your obsession and I surely adore mine
I swallow you up like a possession, Im a vampire I **** you to make you my bride

We cut, we wear goth, everybody says we went off the deepest end
We said thats enough, painted our lips black, Our hair looks like sin
We are one in our dress, we are one in our flesh, we are everything
Im thankful we possess each others brains and nothing about us is lame
The Day I met you in the palace of my heart is the day you came
And the song we sing is the most heavenly in the lightning and the rain

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

I am stranded
way out here in space
so cold and empty handed
longing for a smiling face

Everything seems so random
Yet everything seems in order
All that I can imagine
Never gets me any farther

Among the wreckage
I'm among the wreckage
of the earth
I live in a flesh machine
Who could break down in extremes
It's a miracle I still breathe

I am waiting
For one thing or the other
Death or rescue
not sure what comes first
For billions its been death
Rescue hasnt came yet

None of us know too much
we wear mortality like a crutch
We gamble with our souls
And we think we know
None of us know much of anything
One day it shall show

Among the wreckage
I'm among the wreckage
of the earth
I live in a flesh machine
Who could break down in extremes
It's a miracle I still breathe

Hanging there
like Robin Williams
In despair
Like starving children
Life is hard
No one cares
Til it's too late
And you're hanging there

Hanging there
Like Michael Hutchence
A *** type thing
With asphyxiation
Life is black
like a coven
Burning blaze
thrown in the oven

Hanging there
Like lucy Gordon
Twenty Eight
or not much more then
Life is sad
Hear it echo
drive you mad
From the get go

Hanging there
Like Chris Beniot
Smell of shotgun
down in the hall
Life is brutal
Thrown up on the wall
Whatever sticks
I hope is good for all

My missions about done
Wanted to tell you
You're my best friend ever
Thank you for listening
You are a treasure
A wonderful being
In someplace called forever
We will have a new meaning

My mission is done
I hope I didn't fail you
I'm a bit into myself
Too deep and too true

My mission is done
Smile, no tears
I am honored
To be near your heart
In anyway it was
It was sincere

I'm sick of loss
It always comes
Someones gone
You or I one of them

Silent falling
falling down
The summer came
with you around

The winter here
and it's cold
Nowhere near
I should have known

We been together
Through it all
I hope forever
Before the fall

I can't express
The way I feel
To you
but its real
and it hurts
mostly concealed
all my failures
Hope the wound heals
for now it hurts
but for you I treasure
Its me at my worst

I pray God
not let us scatter
When the hell appears
And nothing matters
But your love
your love you've held
And I take for granted
And I use you a bit
but not all of you
I do love you
Yet I'm selfish
and afraid
we wont last
through that day

I been here many times
On many missions
To help mankind
To see not blind
and everything to define
freedom on the inside

I took my life
I found my soul
I found the reason
To behold
The shadows in every season
leading us home

I looked for my guide
and found myself
The stranger that died
has gone to hell
No torment inside
Just freedom on the inside

My life is one
with everything under the sun
The seasons bring
Changes that sing
The choir of the soul
Nature surely knows

Baby blue
aint you glad I found you
on the edge of solitude
and now you make it back

Baby blue
I'm no way human
as humans do
I won't be doin

Baby blue
Can it be true?
I'm an angel
Tangled with you

Baby blue
No need to feel accused
No need to pay any dues
for the past.

yin for yang
and everything
extreme for pain
with Joy the same
here comes the sun
there goes the rain

Taking Pictures
And you blush
Night of ritual
And I'm crushed

Begging you
And I'm crushed
I could of loved you
And I'm crushed

I'm crushed like a flower
Like a rose crushed
I scream from the tower
"I love you so much"

I became a fool
In the eyes of the world
Now I'm drowning in a pool
For you sweet girl

I am a witness to the suffering
I have no place to lay my head
I feel empathy for everything around me
Except for those who make the innocent dead

I have a heart for the harlots
And for the homeless on the street
For those who've lost everything
No judgement will come from me

I cry the tears with those lost in life
The girl, The boy in the night
I don't think we're going the right way
It seems love is cold and out of sight

Everyone is just too selfish
To feel others pain to the core
Have to auto judge the helpless
love all the gays, the straights, forever more

beds of nails
Let us sleep
indiscriminately deep
and dream lucidly
like we did
when we saw acid trees

young woman
You old girl
sleeping strong
in a curl
like your hair
you swirl

and I bathe in the sea
of a night of lucid dreams
and make haste to the shore
To see you some more
and breathe in and believe
we can be kids that climb acid trees

I hear you paddle
I hear you cry
is it your shadow?
You can never leave behind

we make our way
through the tired waves
And pray its not the same
Finally free from being slaves

And I ***** in the darkness
On a night of lucid dreams
And make haste to the sunrise
to live with you free
and dance inside ourselves
and be kids that climb acid trees

I am my own guru
I listen very well
I don't care what you do
It's never where I dwell

I am my own guru
I listen to myself
I don't care who you do
It's nothing I would tell

I am my own guru
I listen to the truth
it is never from you
That is your own proof

I am my own guru
My road is not yours
The road that I must travel
To help me to endure

I am my own guru
looking at the same
From another point of view
In another game

I am my own guru
I walk inside the light
The same light as you
It's the same way bright

I am my own guru
finding the same way
know them by their fruit
That is all I'll say

I am my own guru
There is no ancient text
That I must read
To get a God complex

I cracked inside
I be my own Guide
I'm the only one enlightened
I'm the only one not frightened

You shoot at me
With words as seeds
You don't need to beg
I know it's not as you said

Welcome to the internet
No one's real I just bet
But me of course
I scream until I'm hoarse

I looked out at the world
At all the boys and girls
I went back inside my shell
Even they could not tell

Love all of those
Those that are different
As opposed to not being the same
Hold no blame
for all of those
All of those you think
Should be exactly as you
You don't have to agree
With their lives
It isn't yours to be a judge
It isn't yours to change them
And I know you can't love all
As there are those who wish to **** you
Some are enemies with guns and swords
Yet learn to tolerate those who make peace
Pray for your enemies in the world
And I know it isn't easy with the things we see
love those who love love
love those who hate love
yet that doesnt mean excuse them
we must rid our world of beasts
That want no peace but our blood

In vain, I made it for you
Insane, That may be true
I claim to be of the few
With great pain I push you through

The blame, Like a million lies
Pick one, Like a star in the sky
The game as you call it died
Can't blame a man if he tries

I dream, and I fantasise
Everything I must glamorise
What is the point of thinking low
Look at it big and out of control

Turned Japanese for awhile
Nothing but me to satisfy
Felt the angel of lust call to me
Felt like a spell, fell on my knees

It gets so quiet in the hall
Listen with my ear to the wall
And I can hear her singing praises
A sensual prayer through the ages

I can hear her shrill, I hear her scream
Sounds like a ****, but its a sensual dream
In the night she will feel her bliss
And through all this it took a zero risk

meanwhile I stay awake in bed
Thinking of all the sensuous things she said
Never thought that could come out of her head
Im still thinking of her and how she is spread

I'd **** everyone that hurt you
Even a priest or nun
I'd steal everything and give to you
Burn money for you just for fun

I'd take the last potion and save you
I'd sail the turmultous ocean to find you
I'd shipwreck on the shore
If it meant see you forevermore

I walk through the black parade
I see the darkness and charade
I laugh to keep the cry inside
I'd die if it was you that died

I breathe for you night and day
I live on every word you say
I cannot move or fade away
In your presence I wish to stay