I wore a hat of flesh
blood stains a mess
I layed flat on your chest
Carving my name in your *******

You, a delicate flower
No reject girl that's sour
You, a banquet in heels
You whom I may devour

I watched you from my door
I watched you in the showers
Wishing you were more
Wishing you I may deflower
Like a *****
Yet your vestial innocence
Keeps me in ****** suspense
And as I act on it
Smiling as you crawl the floor

I cut for you
deep scars I love
they remind me
Of the hate

I do my drugs
get my tats
shake my ****
it's where its at

Then go home
go to bed
get depressed
give some head

wake up in the morn
blanket covers my arms
In the light of the sun
I see them all in there glory
I go and have some fun
cutting deep, I write my story
I hope they never find me
When I go to the final extreme

Going to paradise today
Going to be so nice today
Won't make a **** bit of difference what anybody says
Cause I'm in paradise today

**** the landlords
**** the police
**** the naysayers
Who can't get no relief
**** everyone
Who wants to steal the peace

I hope this can last forever
I hope were happy together
Smiling like dope, feeling light as a feather
time as we go, getting better and better

Paradise you are ours
Don't ever leave our side
I pray you take us on a ride
And we never ever return even if we have to die

I want to be with you on the other side
Even if I have to leave today
I got nothing to pack, Nothing I can take
Just my soul. Just my love, Nothing fake

Come with me in the driving rain
Take a chance,make a dance, a thunder dance
Impending lightning sky, potential suicide
You're crazy you cried, Yet you need me inside
so we ride on the lightning together
And knowing one strike puts us together forever

blood red, cut with me, make your pact, can't you see
You could just call me crazy and run away far from me
Yet you know I would die, the most torturous cry and pleads
just so you could live and breath, with my guts on the sword as I bleed

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

Mother still says Im poision and you are permananently glued
Stuck to me, cant get away, wont fade away, cant come loose
But then again I like your obsession and I surely adore mine
I swallow you up like a possession, Im a vampire I **** you to make you my bride

We cut, we wear goth, everybody says we went off the deepest end
We said thats enough, painted our lips black, Our hair looks like sin
We are one in our dress, we are one in our flesh, we are everything
Im thankful we possess each others brains and nothing about us is lame
The Day I met you in the palace of my heart is the day you came
And the song we sing is the most heavenly in the lightning and the rain

Mother maybe said I was poision for you
Yet mother never knew how much I'd die for you
Yet mother never knew how much my love is real for you
And how much I pray that we may become a solid crew
Like bonnie, Like clyde, without the bullet ride!!
Impending doom, Lightning Sky.Im consumed with you til I die!!

I sing about the ******
Here I go
A girls got to make a living
Sometimes it's a hard way to go
Theres not always a million things one can do
at a moments notice to have bucks for food
Sometimes you play the harlot and **** for food
for your kids, for yourself, and who wants to judge
from their high horse holding a grudge
saying they just a cancer, **** or sludge
You've never been there so shut the **** up
and practice this little thing called love
it goes a long way if you know where it comes from
its more than a feeling caught inside
It can be a healing for those on a hell ride

next time you see that girl in the street
give her some love and don't be a judge
get her out of the hell and off of the street
could be your daughter at nineteen

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

I sing about the girl
here she comes
life is harder, harder than it's fun
she does what she does for the little ones
so like I said if you judge youve never been there
That's the way it always is for those who don't care
when you should be going out there
and showing your love like the christ like person that cares

Give your love, forget the circumstances
Give your love, show some faith of whatever chances
Give your love, This isn't a happenstance
Give your love, or nothing's going to happen

I looked at a roof
I looked at a loft
I looked at some pills
Thinkin ways to be off

I looked at the future
I felt the nails dig in
I looked at everyone I love
I felt the nails dig in

I looked at the people
To whom I'm a slave by debt
I don't want to be evil
But I just soon run away from it

down
and I got to get up
I'm so down
and I got to get up

I looked at the prices of the guns
I'm broke so I can't buy none
I looked at the eyes of a sad person
And wondered how they can go on

I felt all the people that ever left
And wonder if now if they have regret
They tell us to stay yet they don't know whats best
They don't know what's on the other side of all of this

I keep looking at the faces
of everyone I have loved
And wonder if they'd do better
If I wasn't here to judge

I know I promised you I would see it through
Please forgive me it's so hard to even breath anymore
Don't hold it against me, Remember I love you, forever true
I may looked like I never cared but I did and that I swear
I was never lazy but deeply blue to the depths you never knew
And now as I take my last swing I plead again I love you.

As my eyes swell up with tears
I think of all the stolen years
And it took a real man to face these fears
And let it all go and hope you'll conquer
Your loneliness, without me here
your solemnness and your future so near

As low as I can go
Seems to be the way the river flows
As solo as I can be
Looking up at the solemn trees
looking down at my bended knees
drowning in a pool of clear blue sea

As I look back at you
as everything turns to dust and salt
I see a person so true
And I see me so full of every lie that's bought
And it's you I forever sought
And I failed even you in the end, I never fought

I let the demons come and have me
I let the angels forget and ignore me
I let the screaming have my ears so loudly
I forgot who you were, I was supposed to protect and serve
and now you're getting nothing you deserve
But more pain and more vain words

I love you baby, Goodbye
I couldn't stay in, But I tried
Good night.

leap into the darkness
looking for a clue
Creep into the madness
you don't know what to do

been here for years
And it's the same faces everywhere
Can't easily turn to where
You need to be and say I'm out of here

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Running from the past
with the future close behind
If it doesnt change we don't last
we just stay numb and blind

into our mental prisons
with all the ghosts that can be
haunting with precision
with all the past we don't want to see

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Magick pours out over my hands
Flicker of the candle on the nightstand
watch the door open and see her silhouette
An angeled beauty I have no regret

Hear the thunder, feel the rain
In the night, no more pain
as she comes to light
and comes down on me like a hurricane

Feel the chill and then the warmth
Make her real in your realm
Feel the lightning in the storm
Feel her spirit in yourself.

I want to feel you near
I want to know you're there
I miss you everywhere
I hope that you are here

Haunt me
Let me know you're ok
Haunt me
And never fade away
Haunt me
I hope that you can stay
Haunt me
Forever and today

Haunt me if you can
haunt me with your love
Come on take my hand
Hold me it's enough.

Remember I told you I was an angel
On a mission and I hope it hasn't failed
Don't put me down, Don't make me them
Remember I told you don't be like everybody else

I will vanish soon enough
In ways you never dream
in this life I've had enough
Thank you for everything

Thank you for everything
you've been a bright light in my darkest night
Thank you for everything
You've been my best friend with all your might

Everyday That I talked to you
Everyday it was brand new
Loved to hear from you and how you were
I was sincere in listening to every word

And God bless you and God bless your daughter
She's sweet as you, take good care of her
As I know you will as you're a good mother
As i know you will find someone other

Another day in the crazy world
Another day, Another lonely girl
another way across the hazy field
There's more ways than one to get healed

And come out into the sun
and feel that life has just begun
feel the renewing of every drop of dew
Find the renewal of The new in you

Inside you can renew who you are
Just can't live in the past no more
Just got to know its a land very far
far away from the joy thats always ours

Another night stuck in this place
Another night lost out in space
Another light could shine inside your heart
Take you away from the dark unpleasant parts

And come out into the magical night
And feel the life in your veins and face shining bright
Feel the heart beating and the flowers breathing
Breathing life into your wounded soul bleeding

I was stranded with you on an island
It was a good stranded cause I loved you a lot
I was handed you like a bride
It was a good marriage cause I loved you a lot

And may we never get rescued
May we always stay here just us two
and may we never get rescued
May we stay married just us two

We couldn't have what we wanted
but now we can have it all
And no need to feel haunted
Being stranded isn't our fault

We should have each other forever
Instead of staying apart when were together
We have the rest of our lives to spend here
And i dont believe we should spend them apart

everybodys flyin around
everybodys leavin town
Everybodys tryin to be who they are now
and if only they knew who it was
Threy might could get by with who they are
If only I wish we didn't forget from the start

Some people are fueled by hate
Some people are fueled by love
some people are fueled by selfish intake
Some people are fueled by drugs

And im trying
To go back
From when I started
I forget that
Deja vu I feel it everywhere
I been here before I swear

some people are stuck in the past
And they worry about it all the time
No good moment can ever last
Cause they recreate that last line
That they remember and face disorder
Where all they read is that memory reordered

We have to forget the demon of the past
To reorder the angels in our lives and see us when we laughed
And all of the good that we did that was blessed
Someone got some good or we got some good and it made a difference

And im trying
To go back
From when I started
I forget that
Deja vu I feel it everywhere
I been here before I swear

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

leave it all behind
leave all the pain
leave it all behind
hop on that train
leave it all behind
all those possessions
leave it all behind
No more regression

It's the same ole rerun
same ole gun in the face
it's the same situation
Same ole run in place

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

leave it all behind
Start a new day
Leave it all behind
Be on your way
Leave it all behind
Go and find some friends
Leave it all behind
You can trust in the end

Stuck in nowhere
I wish I was a gyspy
Goin somewhere
Somewhere like a hippie

Give me peace
or give me nothing
Turn the cheek
Don't mean take me I'm yours
Beat me to death
You Win I die
You laugh, I sigh

Give me peace
But I wont let you hurt me
I wont lay down and die
Let you donate my eyes
To the grass and to the dirt
I will try all I can to make you hurt

Give me peace
But I wont allow you to cut my head off
I don't pay homage to allah
I'll spit on your feet and curse your god
whilst you beat me with a rod
and release your swords on my neck like a chicken

Give me peace
And we can live together forever
Don't hurt me I wont hurt you
Dont try to **** me and I wont **** you
Love me and I swear I will love you
No matter what you believe as long as its peace

OCD OCD
Don't you know I love thee
I'm obsessed you're obsessed
We're two stalkers stalking each other in love
can’t get enough
Youre the best drug I ever took

OCD OCD
Don't you know I'm crazy for thee
I want you everyday
You are all that I crave
I crave you like herion
No way will I be mellowin

OCD OCD
Two attached we never let go
we don't care what they know
we don't care what they think
we don't care if they think were bad together
it's beside the point we know forever

OCD OCD
I'm so compulsed I cannot see
I am so blindly in love
I'm so compelled to never let you be
And I know you think the same as me
Let us bask in our OCD

Raging river
taking no prisoners
heavy on the levee
The wind is blowin heavy

white light
artificial heaven
light bright
not coming down forever

The horse it rides
and its white
onward I slide
and my brain ignites

it only hurts a bit
get used to it
It could be quite enchanting
If you fool yourself its everything

depressed, repressed!!
its 22 degrees and I dont feel blessed
Cold as ice brought to my chest
walking down the middle the street in a daze
walking down the middle of the street hoping for a way
a way out of this mess thats nearly worse as the grave

cold and lonely
No one knows me they only want to own me
or get something from me
drugs, my body, my money, whatever they can bleed
but you do meet allies in the street
And those are the friends you’re glad to meet

Im cold , Im hungry, get me off of the street
Its crazy we still have this in 2016
Im depressed, Im a mess and all I hear is its your own fault
So why should anyone help you, yeah compassion is dead
Every now and then youll meet an angel with no judgement
Who will help you get up and out of the hell you spent

and hell it is
the faces are strangers
none friendly too much most danger
wacth your back and your backpack
watch it or you may never come back
Come back to dull reality where most be

You cant trust many out here
You cant trust any at first
Trust must be verified
still on the street you sleep with one eye
one eye on your money, one on your friend
desperate times create desperate measures, watch him

Im cold , Im hungry, get me off of the street
Its crazy we still have this in 2016
Im depressed, Im a mess and all I hear is its your own fault
So why should anyone help you, yeah compassion is dead
Every now and then youll meet an angel with no judgement
Who will help you get up and out of the hell you spent

You brung order out of chaos
welcome to the land of oz
I am the great and powerful
Pay no attention to the fools

I create lightning from fingertips
I create stars from magick
I've been fighting the good fight
The end shall not be tragic

You may call it darkness
I just call it mystery
We all go down in the same ship
It's been forever our history

You may call it deception
Maybe your eyes are wide shut
brought on by the correction
Of the power hungry glut

It's been this way for so long
We keep on singing the same old song
The one that never seems to end
I hope someday they lose and we win