I want me to be yours
I want you to be mine
I'd run on all fours
With a chill down my spine
I'd knock down all doors
And show you my rhymes

I'd like you to feel free
I'd like you to like me

Be mine, even just for a day
Follow me no matter how far we stray
Stroke your hair, stars gaze
Feel your body, hearts ablaze

Be mine, just for a week
Together on each path we seek
Be there for the goods
And be there for the bads
Be there for every memory we share

Be mine, just for a while
Because time is now showing its smile
Come with me while the sun bleeds
Following the unspoken creeds
Come with me into the scorching sun
Burning our hearts while we run

I'd like you to like me
I'd like you to feel free

when the answer to every thought is
"what does it matter"
and the scary thing is
it's not like depression makes you think so
it's just that you have to think long enough

Entropy engulfs around me
Drain everyone that sees me
I'm sinking till you free me
I'm choking till you need me

red wine is red
my feelings are blue
do drugs instead
of loving you

I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel scared
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel sad
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel angry
I want to beat my mind
Whenever I feel stuck

I want to drag myself over the trenches
I want to push myself through the rain
I want to force my eyes upon the good things in life
I want to fly myself to the future

This is what's keeping me back. Me.
And I intend to change that,
one change at a time.

I want to beat my own mind.

The king of blood
Pumping in my veins
The king of blood
Draining until he wanes
For the king of blood
Makes you do what you do
Because the king of blood
Will never be done with you

The king of dancing
Flowing in my mind
The king of dancing
Makes me go blind
For the king of dancing
Really isn't real
Because the king of dancing
Only makes me feel what I feel

The king of ghosts
Making me disappear
The king of ghosts
Is never here
For the king of ghosts
Shows when you don't
Because the king of ghosts
Smiles when you won't

The king of gold
Shining in my eyes
The king of gold
Accepts no deny
For the king of gold
Takes what it takes
Because the king of gold
Leaves after your mind breaks

The king that rules them all
A ruler so wise and tall
The leader through rise and fall
"King of Kings", is what he is called

A king so beautifully just
A king filled with lust
Heart set in burning passion
Ruling from his iron mansion

His words speak the loudest
His actions makes him the proudest
His hands anchored in souls
His crown giving him control

The king of kings
Has seven strong fingers
The king of kings
Envies what lingers
For the king of kings
Wants to have it all
Because the king of kings
Is counting his fall

The king of roses
So pretty and deign
The king of roses
Acts without shame
For the king of roses
Loves the unloved
Because the king of roses
Breathes your updraft

The king of truths
Speaking in my head
The king of truths
Talks in my stead
For the king of truths
Is the wisest of all
Because the king of truths
Can make me feel so small

She's there whenever you need her
She smiles whenever you see her
But she sells to whoever buys
And deals in truths wrapped around lies
She will make you crave more
Until you realize
Poetry is a *****.

I feel like a ripple in an ocean
but when I'm with you
I feel like a crashing wave

Decorate yourself with glitter
Pretend you're not a throat slitter
Put           on some fancy            clothes
Stuff            up your rotting             nose
Remove the dirt from your oozing toes
Cover up the cuts      with pantyhose
Bin the decomposing embryo's
Do       what you    want,
But    what I  sup    pose
Is that it  always shows.

She clipped my wings
The girl that sings
But I stabbed her in the back
And grew my wings back
So I could be soaring through the skies
So I could run from my inevitable demise
But I've still got both feet on the ground
And I feel like I've only been drowned