You live on "borrowed time" At least that is the story you say If that actually is true Can you explain the delay? Knowing how fake you are Sure it's just a lie Many of your words are ******* Surprised you are not covered in flies Uncertain how you got to this point Was a time where you once stood tall What I mean; You had a reason to Still do with no reason at all I guess along journey you changed The person that I see Became a perfect example Example of who NOT to be You tread upon backs of others In order to get what you want Even if that means inflicting pain You do not mind being a **** Not thinking about future Solely focused on present thrill Feeding on people's energy Seem to never get your fill I suspect you are miserable inside That's why you tear others in two Only way to ease your suffering Make everyone as unhappy as you But never seem to shed a tear Wear a permanent grin I believe it's because you are striving so hard Concealing the agony within Broken so many ways Have a house but it's not home Without family to return to Probably easier to roam A steady rotation of bodies Little boys avidly chasing your tail Your company isn't free Because *****'s for sale Thrown like a football Highest bidder gets the pass You get bored-no problem There is always greener grass Your life rests in ruins Lost so many parts Kids Friends And reputation Vanished like your heart Falling apart a piece at a time Pretending to keep together We both know you can't maintain Perfect charade forever Your youthful beauty all but dead Wear so much paint on your face Entire cosmetics section of Walmart Stuffed into your makeup case I see beneath false advertisement True colors bleed right through Under skin is grey and black Soul the ghastliest hue Reflected in statements you make Sound either insane or idiotic Unsure if you are playing stupid Or you are truly that psychotic It appears you hurt those around you Because you can As if you don't have enough suitors Steal another woman's man Your cruelty clearly defined At least it is from my point of view Fool everyone else surrounding A persona that isn't true But karma will catch up in the end Hope you're destined to be alone I feel that is what you deserve Frozen straight to bone It's never too late to turn over a new leaf Begin treating people right You have to want improvement Fear for you it's out of sight Content with road you're walking Not knowing where it leads Flesh poked with needles Uncaring it bleeds Darkness swallowing you whole Don't seem to be aware It's strangling the last bit of goodness Within remaining there I do not understand how you can glance In mirror and not feel disgust All the disappointment you've caused Lost a lot more than just trust Next time you drag name through the mud Make sure own hands are clean You have more sins in your book Than a ***** magazine If expecting us to back down In for quite a surprise Soon as we go toe-to-toe I will cut you down to size So better watch your mouth If the plan is to avoid confrontation Free to do and say whatever you please I warn you - there will be retaliation
This was written about this ***** who was talking **** about my family behind our backs. Sorry to anyone who is offended. The to title comes from a text she sent a friend of ours saying she wanted to beat her to a ****** pulp and then skull **** her, and her name is Charlie.
deathly light the diseased white sun will bleach your bones after the doves pick them clean
sickly white your cracked teeth clatter out of your skull dominos in a dead white jar
trembling hands the color of spoiling milk carefully cradle an almost translucent infant mother and child both far too weak to feed
the only thing that grows here is decay white mold thrives on your hoarded white bread while outside the safety of the white picket fence there is not a single soul who does not recognize the white of an unburied skeleton under a full moon
Revelations 6:8-And I looked, and behold a pale horse: and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to **** with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth.
I am a terrible person for what I know I have to do But I am only human and deserve to be happy too I am used to depression It's been a long time friend But as long as we are together it surely won't end Not because you abuse my body or my feelings But because you aren't helping the **** with which I'm dealing You may be sweet but you make me feel sour Quiet because it is easier to cower Than to pick a fight that is impossible to win Aggravation works it's way further under my skin You are supposed to have my back Clearly you do not You throw me under the bus without a second thought I wish I would have waited before rushing in headfirst It seems with bad judgement I am hopelessly cursed An impatient creature Now both are paying the price Because I am too foolish to stop and think twice I know you will be angry You have every right to be But I have faith that in the future you will see That this decision really is for the best It only gets harder the more time we invest I know deep cuts now are engraved on your soul It wasn't my intention to carve out a hole But attraction has slowly shifted to dismay "I love you" is a phrase that toward you I'll never say The way I looked at you changed after our first fight And has only grown worse since that night I held on hoping situation would improve And one day of your actions I'd actually approve But our relationship dies a little bit more Each time you do something that I deplore My eyes are finally open to who you really are Too bad to see it took getting this far This whole time I've held on wishfully thinking It will get better but problems aren't shrinking I'm ready for this to be over Yearn to be free Keeping your emotions safe is mentally draining me A grave is already dug now it is time to lay to rest The remains of our romance Suffered cardiac arrest You can yell if you want to or call me names Whatever it takes to break these heavy chains I have bottled up the truth for far too long Pretending it might work despite it feeling wrong I ignored my instinct in fear of loneliness But these gnawing doubts have gotten too large to repress Obnoxious ocurrences are a routine indication Of our incompatibility Leading to irritation It seems we are both holding the other down Not only do you not make me smile You widen my frown I am fully aware I frustrate you as well Without saying one word by your expression I can tell I don't want to be the source of your despair But the weight of commitment has become too much to bear I have wanted to cry out loud but kept my mouth closed But these silenced concerns beg to be exposed I think the moment is past overdue for you to hear The honest thoughts crowding my skull no matter how severe I apologize for hurting you Hope you believe it wasn't my plan I would stick it out awhile longer but am not sure that I can
Sometimes you have to be selfish in order to preserve your emotional well-being