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187 · Jul 2020
FOUR WALLS
-elixir- Jul 2020
The conversations go on,
With the four walls,
As it dampens the silence
Of the isolated winds,
As I dive into them.
How long till it ends or just begins?
187 · Oct 2020
distorted reflections
-elixir- Oct 2020
The distorted reflections of hopes
turn golden with an air of dope
through each line I inscribe
on the face my life, alive
through sickness
and by darkness.
GOLDEN.HOPES
-elixir- Sep 2020
My smile was my flight,
while it was your fright.
The year of ambitions piled on,
as you prayed it begone.
My foundations of hope,
was beyond your tiny scope.
My soul and mind that governed me,
was the threat to your state of monarchy.
The steps I took for higher success,
made your mind filled with abscess.
The thought of my mind's own executions
was beyond the apparent permissions.
The sky's a limitless flight,
unlike your pitiable plight.
I have risen from your filth,
and left you with your myth.
I hope you grow out wings,
and fly away from your strings
of insecurities that taint your soul,
that once to me you sold.
FLY AWAY
179 · Mar 2020
RUSTIC MAIDEN
-elixir- Mar 2020
Reach out to her rusted heart,
Play with strings of bonds,
listen to the rustic melody,
that awakens the fire,
that remained clandestine.
in her heart, so divine.

Breathe the fire in,
as you play the rustic melody,
Watch as you enlighten,
your soul with the fire,
and heart with mysteries,
waiting to be discovered.
171 · Apr 2020
AGE OF INNOCENCE
-elixir- Apr 2020
The moment when
   lips that once spread love,
   now spread hostility.
  
   The laughter of soul, so vivid,
   becomes grim, oh so livid.

   The once inquisitive naive mind,
    now infiltered with the seven sins.
  
    The once happy is lost,
    and a grimy path is ahead.

is when I realized,
the age of innocence
has become a memory.
164 · Jun 2020
lonely
-elixir- Jun 2020
The man rows his boat,
away from the shores
  of livid hate,
   into the ocean,
    in the pale moonlight,
     as the night dissolves
      the blur and stars
       shine his mind;
        and the ocean
         swallows his soul
           for his Nirvana.
live and let live
162 · Aug 2020
Lonely child
-elixir- Aug 2020
The lonely child waits,
For her parents with a lolly
In her hand.
As she can't wait to play with papa
And bake cookies with mama.
She asks why they are asleep
to her uncle.
As he watches their bodies lower
Into the soil with tears that roll
Down his face, as he hugs her close,
to obliviate her future despair
161 · Apr 2020
SINNER
-elixir- Apr 2020
They call me a sinner,
           all because of,
                   the sin inside of you
                           that still thrives in you,
                                  as I strive,
                                          to emerge, from
                                                 the ashes from hell
                                                         you left me to burn in.
"Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future"
-Oscar Wilde
161 · Jul 2020
blooming lilies
-elixir- Jul 2020
The lilies bloom in these
Murky waters fuelled
By the pristine dreams
Of mine that brings
A smile on the eyes
Of the beholder that
Lurks in these waters.
A piece of my mind
152 · Jul 2020
Move On
-elixir- Jul 2020
The petals fall off
as I gather
the fallen petals
of my hope
and swoon to the
beat  of my
heart, as I shower
in the rain,
the woes of the
hopes now
tranquil, amidst the
thunder.
To seek the distinct
unknown,
my heart desires.
Amidst the cracks
in the reflection
of my memories.
Sometimes the only way to find peace is to move on and leave the problems behind
151 · Jun 2020
The lie of the voices
-elixir- Jun 2020
The road to your nirvana
lays somewhere ahead,
where the skies
triumph.
The road fills me with
voices, as I struggle
to walk.
The wanting to finish and
cease floods my mind
as I forget the road
ahead.
I jump with no thought,
into nothingness, void.
As I get stuck in the
web of lies of the voices.
Leaving behind
memories to impale
the traumatized kin.
suicide is not a solution to anything.
150 · Sep 2020
when did I go?
-elixir- Sep 2020
Take me away to the time when
my innocent smile played on my lips,
when thoughts remain untainted,
when the tears never fell.
Why did it go, leaving me
to live in the lies of demons?
The mundane crushes the curiosity
into life of numbing smoke.
The skies no longer pink with life,
It's grey from blurred tears.
HOPE
149 · Apr 2020
EMBRACE
-elixir- Apr 2020
Before the last sunrise,
Embrace,
The loveliness of the world.
Enjoy the way their
Cherished trails of euphoria,
While you transcend,
Through the fleeting life.
Remember the cherished
Loveliness,
Before you embrace,
The soil forever.
enjoy life and it's mysteries. Time is short make most of it ,while you can.
148 · Aug 2020
legacy
-elixir- Aug 2020
The time will write history
through the lines on my body,
But will you write the story
of our beating hearts,
an untold story?
144 · Apr 2020
GONE
-elixir- Apr 2020
I sit by the window
as I sip my coffee,
and celebrate our joys.

I imagine that you will
come home with the sunshine,
but your coffee's gone cold
Sometimes you just realize how important it is to hold on to those memories,
after a loss
144 · Apr 2020
END OF TUNNEL
-elixir- Apr 2020
As I tread through the
murky waters,
The apparition whispered
the joy of pain as
we treaded further,
into the tunnel.

With just a quarter left,
to the end,
the apparition left me,
all alone and murky,
constricted in my own mind.

The tunnel, with time,
taught me the joy,
within me, hidden
as I whisked to the end.
To be soaked in the Love,
in the Universe.
144 · Oct 2020
a wish upon a star
-elixir- Oct 2020
Let's write our future in the stars,
as it will shine eternally among
the dark clouds of our storms.
Let's both assimilate into one
like the soil that holds on forever.
Let the winds blow between our hair
to remind us of what we are in this entity.
Let's perfume our minds with love,
as we silence our flaws within.
Let's leave a mark on our future,
as they look up at us and reminisce through us.
143 · Aug 2020
today's last sight
-elixir- Aug 2020
My eyelids close as I see you
tell me lies,laced in sugar that I fell
into for a blotch in time,
For the last time today.
122 · Aug 2020
until the stars collide
-elixir- Aug 2020
You peer into the universe,
As I see the constellations.
I seek to reach the universe,
As you float in imagination.
I wish you saw past the clouds
That drapes my mind
In your fascination.
117 · Nov 2020
IF I..
-elixir- Nov 2020
If I held on, would you have stayed?
If I never stopped the talk,
If I never stopped waiting,
If I never stopped believing,
If I never untrusted you,
If I never stopped dreaming,
If I was never in the uncertainty,
If I never was scared and insecure,
If I never feared the strings of the bond,
Would you still hang up on me?
111 · Jun 2020
A little night poem
-elixir- Jun 2020
The night is young
and I am stung
with the unsung
melodies from my lungs.

Drifting is the moon
like a silver spoon.
She begins to swoon
to my icy tune.
night constantly inspires me to write.
99 · Jun 2020
The Dark
-elixir- Jun 2020
The night wind
embraces and soothes
my mind as I
share my day with
the stars and moon.
The dark digests,
my mind,
as he dissolves
our souls,
into one
constellation, forever
engrained in,
the cosmos.
Look up at the skies and observe the unions for the eternal glow.
97 · Jun 2020
As I close my eyes,
-elixir- Jun 2020
My eyes swell,
As I dwell,
Upon my fears
With shears,
To cease the shivers
That flow in rivers
Of untold stories,
Of hidden glories
95 · Oct 2020
Dream's a sin
-elixir- Oct 2020
Grown to embrace life,
but made to curb for unsaid toxins
of the boxes, you created nevertheless
without my consent nonetheless.

Dream's a sin without a cause,
for your blind thoughts
that will obstruct you from
the unknown glories yet to come.

While the walk's riddled
with dreams unfulfilled,
while souls wait hidden away,
for their pending justice one day.
nobody belongs to your type or boxes that you create. We're free thinking humans who have the right to take decisions for ourselves. Gender, race,past emotions etc, are never a reason to confine them to a stereotype. PERIOD.
84 · Aug 2020
..an abrupt awakening..
-elixir- Aug 2020
The familiar child I was
spanned across the gardens
of Eden with her stocky legs,
And laughed with all her
childish glory unwashed.
As she came and started a
countdown to go into
a deeply long sleep.
"..3,2,1"she said,
as I woke up with a start,
to find my heart beating.
68 · Aug 2020
Apocalypse
-elixir- Aug 2020
The walk's difficult,
along the strings of trust,
as you almost throw me over
into the chasm of ghosted waters.
My tears assimilate into the salted
waters as the strings almost snap
with each step.

While my heart, your heart,
an apocalypse
stop pushing me over the strings, leave.
68 · Mar 2020
RIOTS IN MY MIND
-elixir- Mar 2020
Riot in my mind

I stare at the azure sky,
As it lightens up and
Dies; just to come back
       To life again.
Silently as the universe
Races forward in time,
I lag back due to the riots,
Of my mind,that I'm
Constantly entangled in.

The cure is oblivious to me.
The riot builds up as I grow ,
Engulfing me in the fire ,
Of insanity.
Desperate to find the cure for the oblivious.

As I burn in the flames,
You found me, rescued me.
Untwining me of my riots,
Hushing the flames.
As you lead me out of oblivion.

My obligation to you is boundless,
Like the bjeweled skies at night.
My soul was stirred ,
By your charity of mind.
I am much obliged.
61 · Jun 2020
paint it
-elixir- Jun 2020
Paint it,
my blank canvas
of life, before the sun
rises again and burns us down again.
Let it dry before it rains and ruins our painting.
57 · Jul 2020
storm of the mind
-elixir- Jul 2020
The words flow as she
waited for him to see
the rainbow at the end
through this storm
of your mind that washes
it's agony over you.

It aches and pains but
they dry up with time.
Yet you take the leap
into the oblivion.

My lashes get heavy
with tears as you
go on letting the storm
make you bleed yourself away.

As I invoke for your bright
permanent and banish
your temporary.

Your mind is your slave,
that ought to lead you
in the storm,not
to banish you.

Heed my words for thyself,
and let the doors of
enlightenment unbolt
for you.
Don't take such a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
36 · Mar 2020
WARMTH
-elixir- Mar 2020
Born into this village of turmoil,
Where blind people walk ,
Igniting the turmoil .
The fire is no longer warm.
The warmth has fled,
From every soul, the blind souls.

She grows up amidst the cold fire,
Wondering ,what is wrong ?
Why is the fire so cold ?
Why the doves are black ?
Her soul yearns for warmth,
Amongst the blind hell.

She seeks the warmth,
She was denied for so long,
That she paints the streets , with the blood of her conspirators.

She burns down the village,
With her raging want ,
Of warmth from,the mundane cold .
She savours the the warmth,
She longed for all her life .

— The End —