Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose

It was ***** and cranberry juice
City lights and long night kisses
late night talks and his hands around her waist
holding her,  like she always wished

She was light and thunder
And he, … a fresh breeze on a Sunday morning

She was caught up in her own mind
Living a dream with made up people in a ghost city

Reckless dreams and undefeated attitude..  
lonely roads sentencing her future
never letting anyone in, but the monsters in her head
Love was an old memory of a distant friend...  
but what's love without pain, and pain without living?

He... He took her breath away
So cold and distant,  
but there was something In his eyes,  
something in the way he talked,  
Like a forbidden fruit
and there's always something sensual about danger

He thought she was magic,
She was eager for love, he, …  ready to ****

Her breath, his touch, her hands, his clothes …
She confused passion for love
Game over, He's gone

after all the talking,
she saw an oportunity
he left a small door open,
it was so tiny, that she almost missed it
so she reach out and touch his soul
just for an instant, it was almost like a dream
like it didnt happen
it was lust and angels
is like you can touch the sky,
and as soon as you get close enough, you fall
but when you fall, you're numb

she could let herself dream, and make you laugh
be gracefull and delicate
she could be smart enough to know when to back off
and then you'll completely fall for her
but she's not that type of girl
the one that waits for a men to writte her a poem
she's the one that writes a poem about him

In a parallel universe you’re still alive
In a parallel universe i called you first
In a parallel universe i wasn’t  so proud
In a parallel universe we´re still together

In a parallel universe you didn’t die,
you’re still with me,
and last week i managed to make that stupid call,
I told you how much i missed you
and that i was worried about you
you answered with your usual indiferent and detached tone of voice
and told me not to worry,
that everything was fine,

I guess that’s why we where so perfect together
We trusted no one and never share too much
But even in the shallow talks
We knew how much we meant to eachother

In a parallel universe,
we would have made plans for the weekend
we would have bought some beers
and talk about men

In a parallel universe you never left

See, that could have been our song,
For a while it was..
A magical while

Tonight I want to kiss you
Close my eyes and go back to that December
Lose myself in a moment and give it all to you

Take me by the hand,
Take me back to that December
To the night you told me,  
The moon was cheating on the sun with the stars

He said close your eyes,
then make a wish?
But you are my wish ...

So, She looked up to the sky
The stars where all aligned
It was The kind of night that takes your breath away
No, it was not love, not like in the movies
Neither the best of friendships
But It was you...

And for the first time she's daring
dancing in the sand
with hair all over her face
The kind of dance you do when you're little and free,
with your feet bare

and for the first time
She didn't care what was gonna happen
So she rolled the dice and risk it all

and then she knew...
these were the good times,
it was real,
she could do it on her own

there was no sound, but the sound of wind
no movement, but her dress twirling through the air

she was supposed to be afraid
scared, drowning and confused
but for the first time she could read the sky
and smiled

being her was to raw
being someone else was fake
was she picturing it all in her head?
she had traveled all the roads and created new ones
but was it enough?

so she flew, she flew as fast and far as she could
that fast, that she thought her wings were going to break
and maybe they did, maybe she got lost,
maybe she disappeared,
maybe some remembered her, maybe no one did

so she escaped,
escaped to the place where the skies are purple
and there's gold flamingos
rubi stars that share their secrets
dancing demons with cellophane treasures
Hidden in endless forest with a touch of mist

Gazing memories,  searching clues
Not that kind of girl..
But you can turn me into the impossible
The impossible lover
And the beautiful pain
The strength i never thought i had
With the promise of happily ever after ♡

Oh darling,
If only I could tell you how beautiful you are to me,
I know you and I were never meant to be,
But I was so capricious and reckless,
And I thought I could fool destiny,
Kidnap you, take you with me and and re-writte the code
But somethings are not meant to be,

And without even realize it
I've been thinking about you all week
I want to hold you
Hug you
Tell you I've missed you
Kissed you in the most sweetest way
Make love to you..  
And this time we're gonna go slow,
we'll take our time
Enjoy each other
I'll spend the night for the first time
You're gonna kiss me in the forehead
And tell me that you love me,
that I'm special for you

I want you to be mine
And mine only
Not because I gotta have you
this time is different
Different for me

Little did I know that love
wasn't just about love

My instinct tells me to run
Run as fast as I can and disappear
Because its getting real and I'm feeling too much
But I want to drown in your world and never let go

The doctor check my vital signs yesterday
my heart began to ache a month ago, he says its severe
I’m week, i cry everyday
My eyes don’t have that glow anymore
My skin is dry and after all this time
I’m still not hungry

Sooner or later I’m going to die
My heart will collapse for the pain
But at least i will stop missing you

People say its not all bad,
that my soul will finally rest in peace
Maybe its the start of a new beginning

Many years has passed and i see you smiling
You got a wife now and a little girl
and you swear that you are the happiest man alive

I guess this is how the story ends
After all, you were right, we didn’t belong
But no matter what, i will always think

What would have happen if we hadn’t fall apart

Its been a thousand years
And it feels like yesterday
This little amazing unworthy girl
How could this be true?
How could i still harm myself like this?

How could i shine so bright and at the same time just fade?
How could i be everything and nothing at the same time?
How could i be useless and the greatest?

I thought i wanted you so bad,
And then i met someone else,
And instead of you, i wanted him to stay
That's when i realized what i really wanted was me

You’re the only mistake I’ll make twice, knowing I stand no chance.

I thought i wanted you so bad,
But then i met someone else,
And instead of you, i wanted him to stay
That's when i realized
I held  the answer i was looking for in different faces