"repaying" poems
Capricorn the sea goat
Equal parts earth and water
Emotions rush over like waves;
quickly they consume like undertow,
dragged into depths of melancholy abyss
Determined, we persevere as if nothing is amiss
Climbing back atop the mountain in spite of such turmoil,
we bury our feelings in the cool dark soil
Though sometimes we get stuck in the mud
so we wait until it turns to clay
Aiming to build solid foundation without delay,
forming structure is our forte
We’re quite resourceful, I must say!
Sure, Saturn’s influence is rough;
repaying karmic debts can make life feel so fatalistic
It's why we can’t help being so tough;
these unexpressed emotions make us want to go ballistic...
Just always remember it’s all humbling at the end of the day
Such lessons are important for doing whatever we may
Really, we wouldn’t have it any other way
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
Have you felt being needed?
It’s great, it adds to your ego
But what if it’s too much
And nothing’s true anymore.
I’m there when you need me
But when I need you, you’re gone
Your selfish egotistical self
Never repaying your debt.
Now, I've decided
No longer would I be used
I’m not your dummy anymore
You’ll learn to live when I’m gone.
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 2:38 AM UTC
We have two castes, the rich and the poor,
The rich focus on increasing their assets.
The poor focus on repaying their debts.
But,
The rich becomes richer,
The poor becomes poorer,
Atlast,
The rich fly and the poor die.
And we call it 'Incredible' INDIA.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 4:22 PM UTC
What a pretty holiday
I wish that I had gone. No regret tho,
But what they did was to post the location on their phones?
What amazing friends they claimed they have
but actually these people are new friends but no idea of who they really are.
What a funny club night
I felt left out but Is all good am not flirting, there could be a better way to clear all the pain.
What a lovely boyfriend she said,
He bought me lovely gifts
but i tell you he’s repaying you for all his sins?
Wonderful wedding pictures
for everyone to see, but if something accidental happens it could make you bleed
happy shopping, family
filling up a cart in front of their kids. Do you know the parents are fighting in their heart ?
Happy, smiling faces. I wonder why they have to force a smile on the screen of their phone
Sadden heart
Lovely pictures she said’
How long do you hold yo breath and how many pictures did you take to make you look your best?
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 10:20 AM UTC
It never occurred that in order to live one will have to
preserve one's pain
That smiling may come at the cost of repaying its debts
Sep 1, 2020
Sep 1, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
The familiar wrenching in my gut when you speak of love
The acidic burns and aches I keep bottled up
Become a flashflood
Rushing through my veins, poisioned lines constricting and forcing my extremities to spasm
You cast your words fruitlessly into the chasm
The indescribable void that lies before us
My hands scraped and bloodied from tearing down the nails that keep your heart boarded up
I can never break through the barrier you have erected
I leave myself vulnerable to your outlashes, you remain overly protected
Sheltered from the reality that is the extension of my love through every action
Every emotion you stockpile and ration
Maintaining a craving in the depths of my essence
For your ill fated presence
You bask in the symphonies that expel from my eyes gazing
Hear the strings and percussions playing
Without every fully repaying
Any emotional debt you may have accumulated over time
Fingers dancing along every line
I have written vast and true as the moon above
Yet I feel the familiar wrenching in my gut when you speak of love...
Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 7:20 PM UTC
There have been longer nights;
Restless hours, reels of pictures
Playing back our hours together;
On a loop, with no ending.
There have been unbidden thoughts;
You entering from the wings;
Me, like a funnyman startled
By a heckle or misjudged audience.
There have been warmer days;
When your eyes burned bright
And seemed to light up my way;
Your laugh setting fire to my heart.
There have been colder days;
As when we walked on grass;
You in borrowed warmth;
Repaying me, the proud lender.
There have been racking doubts
And moments of essential fear;
A jet dropping from the sky;
A hapless ship of fools.
There have been longer nights
But I really can’t remember when;
Since you left, the dark conspires
But the solstice brings your light.
Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 5:00 PM UTC
Your daughter, you allow her to roam,
While you remain in your drinker's dome.
It's okay because your teenage son
Will watch her while you have your fun.
He doesn't need a happy life,
You've ensured him so much strife.
He should cater to you, **** his spare time,
Disobeying you is a crime.
But you punish in unfair ways,
Screaming, breaking things, making him pay.
You'll regret it some day, I promise,
His children you will come to miss,
For their cheeks will never experience your kiss.
He'll keep them, and himself, far away,
Repaying you for all the days you made him pay.
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 11:18 AM UTC
On October 19 2021
Was a terrible day
For people who knew linden sims
You see linden was nice to me
When I was a drunk
When nobody else was
But he just flew away from me
So on October 19 Ted bundy
And Ronnie Biggs
Came into linden’s head when he
Was asleep and whisked him away
To outer space and tied him up
Really tight and linden was saying
HELP HELP HELP ME
Ronnie and Ted both yelled at him
Saying why don’t you shut your trap
You weren’t normal in this past life
But I will **** you
And make you suffer ‘linden’
You will die you will die mr sims
And you will go to hell
Popeye was an evil character
And so are you linden
They told linden that they have just killed him and he won’t see the sims family again
And that will be cool for us
I want you to be normal
But not a family person
I want you to be a troubled kid
Where you will constantly suffer
Nobody will save you
NOBODY will SAVE you ‘Linden ‘
Then I came in and said leave linden
Alone
He was nice to me in the 90s
And I am repaying his niceness
By freeing him from these two criminals
Suddenly Ted bundy put me and linden in a fire pit and threatened to **** us
I got out but linden couldn’t
And I took linden over to BUDDHA
To free lindens spirit
Buddha and I said
Linden sims
You will be free from suffering now
You will go off into your next life
Where you will have a family
That really loves you
And I thank you for giving me somebody
To muck around with at raid basketball
I know I was a DRUNK
I will send you to the next life you have
Just look at your suffering as POSITIVE
You were a great friend to me back then
Linden smith
Have a great future life
And then I sent Ted and Ronnie back to Mercury to suffer in silence
But not before lindens death
But he will head to his next life
Catch ya later dude
Oct 25, 2021
Oct 25, 2021 at 9:16 AM UTC
A sunset on the blue waters of Maldives, the Colosseum, a field of Sunflower, the graceful saunter of a Lion in the Serengeti, an evening at the Eiffel tower and a long walk along the great Wall of China. I want you to see these places, so that you can have a hint of how beautiful your presence has painted my soul. I want to show you the world, so that you understand what I'd give up for you. I want to love you as long as I can, to reach places in you you never thought existed. I want to curve a landmark of passion on your heart, I want to swim with you through storms and hold your sails so that you never drown just as you've held mine. You should never feel lost for no matter where you go, my affection will always shine your way, I want to hold your hand through all scotch and walk by your side till sunset. I want to listen to the rhythm of the night in the euphony of your heartbeat, I want to build a monument of you in the centre of the earth so that all generations will tell of one who found a seed in piles of **** and watered it with kindness till it bloomed into a beautiful wild flower. I want to tattoo your name on my mind so that I can never forget the magic you make me feel. I want to give you a kind of peace the world only dreams about. I want you to be the poetry I never stop writing, the story for the very last page. I want to count the sands on beaches of the world and when we're done, the Stars, I want to share with you the search for the lost fairy of forever but most of all, I want to make you the happiest person in the universe because you've drugged me out of the deepest hole I was ever thrown. I just want to spend the rest of this life repaying you, albeit I know it'll never be enough.
Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 3:10 PM UTC
The day’s hours were worn down and a sudden sunset, that resembled a master’s painted glimpse of Valhalla was upon us, its majesty of deepest blue, blood red and black.
From our tenth-floor skew, the river looked, for all, like a wrinkled sea expecting a storm. Boats moved to tie up before the dark body of windswept clouds arrived trailing a wall of downpour and flickering, electric thunder.
Our study group had run over, as they tend to do. Most of the members urgently moved to pack up (they’d be campus bound). An unpropitious rumble and fierce flare of light revealed that mild twilight had swiftly faded to a darkest stormy night.
My pinched-pleated curtains thrashed before this tempest for the almanacs, feigning a life they do not possess, like twin ghosts stirred to wrath.
“We can order in,” I offered, waving a menu from the downstairs bistro, as I closed my French, glass doors. “Why not eat here and wait it out?” I shrugged, “My treat,” I offered, “and I have wine.”
A pleasant embracement of relief and consent followed. What held more power, I wondered, the society, natures coerce or the gratis fare?
Later. as we parted, a young man paltered, repaying me with a quick hug and cheeky kiss. The valueless touch, was itself rewarded with a small grimace of a smile, but the sin did not overset the mood.
.
.
Songs for this:
Riders on the storm by the doors
Stormy by Classics IV
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 7:01 PM UTC
Well I met you at the drugstore
You were staring between the shelves
Wondering if any of the pills
Matched any of the pain you felt in your heart.
You said hey here’s a few quarters,
I found them on the ground,
Don’t you worry about repaying me,
I don’t need them anyhow.
And I said I’ll use them well.
That secret that you hold,
You don’t want to let go.
It tears you apart,
And darkens your soul.
But you know that you need to
Keep it locked, tucked away.
Then the rain started pouring,
We were stranded in the store.
I was holding both my bags,
Searching for ways into your arms.
You said I could stand here forever,
Being here with you like this.
There was a strong gust of wind,
And we started to kiss.
And I said I’ll use them well.
There's a quiet that we know,
We don’t want to let go.
I’m in love with your body,
I’m in love with your smell.
What’s that there on the ground girl,
Is it more than just loose change?
And I said I’ll use them well.
Jul 27, 2011
Jul 27, 2011 at 2:44 PM UTC
this writing is for you,
those who have always seen the best in me.
this writing is for you,
those who think i am worth something.
this writing is for you,
those who have unknowingly saved my life.
this writing is for you,
so you know that i will keep on finding my purpose in life.
this writing is for you,
so you know that you mean a lot to me,
this writing is for you,
so you know that i will spend the rest of my life repaying your kindness.
this writing is for you,
from me, who is a nobody, but will be a somebody one day.
because of you.
Aug 29, 2020
Aug 29, 2020 at 7:47 AM UTC
Brother And Sister Together Will Make It Through
Some Day A Spirit Will Take You And Guide You There
I Know You've Been Hurting But Ive Been Waiting To Be There For You
And Ill Be There Just Helping You Out Whenever I Can
Everybody's Free
This One Is For All The People Showing Love, Its Appreciate, Its Ironik
Life's Crazy Man Listen To The Lyrics
[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep To Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment
(They Can Wait For A Moment)
[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment
Listen, Listen To The Words
[Verse 1:]
Don't Cry For Me When I'm Gone No Point Of Wasted Tears Our Time Will Come One Day And I'm Just Confronting My Fears Though Its Not Really A Fear Its More Like A Destiny Some Times I Sit And Wonder Is This Life Really For Me, Coz Ive Seen, Heard, Felt, I'm Done. I Hope Ur Proud Of Where Ive Come, You've Seen Me Grown An Helped Me Thou, An There Is No Repaying You, I'm Here An I Feel Like Im Delaying You, Betraying You, An When I'm Gone I Hope There's Sum1 Saving You
[Chorus:]
Stay With (I'm Gonna Stay, Listen) Me Dont Fall Asleep Too Soon (I'm Gonna Try Not To) The Angels Can Wait For A Moment (They Can Wait Man, I Swear)
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels (Im Gonna Hold On) Can Wait For A Moment
[Verse 2:]
I Wanna See Your Face Every Time I Come Home Coz I Cant Leave U Like This In This Cold World Alone, But, In This Life Were Livin Hu Knows When Ill Be Gone, I Don't Wanna Leave You Wiv Wot Ifs, Now Im In For Long (To The World) There's To Much To Prove, An Sometimes I Wonder Wot I Really Have To Lose, An Then I Really See Its Not All About Me, I Wanna Show You From This Harsh Mad Reality, Its Real.
[Chorus:]
(Like, Lifes Risky Sometimes, But Really, U Gotta Take Your Chances)
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment( Its Crazy Look)
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment
(Listen 2 The Words)
[Verse 2:]
To The World,
Lifes A Game An We Need To Play It Correct, Do The Right Moves An Don't Get Caught Up In Ldza Mess, Be Calm Don't Be Stressed, Be Sure To Pass Ya Test, Stand Ur Ground An Don't Let Others Put You To The Test (Repeat)
[Chorus:]
Stay With Me Don't Fall Asleep Too Soon The Angels Can Wait For A Moment [x3]
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 12:24 PM UTC
Love me like you want me &
Want me enough to love me unconditionally!
Be the something that shines within my soul ;
Please do not destroy me instead Embrace me
I know sometimes you just simply wish to erase me and shut me up with some jerky line!
I Pray you can forgive me for all the hurt I have caused over time,
You have no clue the cost it was to have ever broken your heart;
I am constantly repaying for it with each and every weak spot you find
when we argue from time to time!
I get to relive what I did or did not or it's all in your head;
For me even though I still have you and you chose to stay
it is almost unbearable on some days.
Guilt Swallows me whole; knowing at any moment you could
choose to act out just to punch back but you claim you'd never do that although I call BS!!
I beg to differ since there are times we relive my past tending to point the fingers! My actions made me weak and guilty too so please don't punish me by withholding love to me from you.
Crying at night when you do not see
this sometimes is the story of me,
So just know this now I have and will always be
In-Love with you giving you everlasting love from me!
Just please do not keep on punishing me.
Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 4:11 PM UTC
And until the day I find true love, I'll keep searching in the sky above. Longing for a shooting star, in hopes it's luck not be too far. For a simple wish is all I seek, on ****** knee so humble and meek. With hands clasped and heart open wide, the truth I hold released from inside. That love is what I yearn for each day, when night comes and sleep takes me away. For your gentle touch I dream of each night, and tender lips of angles flight. So soft and sweet none can compare, even your smile considered so rare. Oh how I wish love would make a passing glance, to send my heart pounding in dance. To the beat of wings as the angles take flight, your image a goddess dresses in gold and white. And as I watch you fly away, courage brings fourth few words to say. I love you with all of my heart, as your image from my mind it darts. Like a fleeing flock of angry birds, with the sweet taste still lingering of those soulful words. And as I wake with you in mind, dreams repaying as I press rewind. In the hopes to see you for one second more, my heart in pieces feeling so sore. For the few moments of bliss that we shared, was ripped from me without a second spared. Alone I feel once again, my only memories found with paper and pen. Words thrown into rhyme to make you see, how precious love really is to me. And as I fall asleep tonight, I hope she reads this with all my might. So when morning light is finally here, I pull her loving body forever near.
Feb 19, 2012
Feb 19, 2012 at 9:41 PM UTC
*I find myself pulling the trigger, against the silence that haunts and lingers,
withers in pieces and whispers;
in tears that kiss the hollow,
walking in darkness that swallows,
the moment about to follow
screams that won't be heard outside this box,
it is to be seen if I am or am I not a corpse,
here in this ambiguity, I feel so lost,
I fear the cost of repaying life with death,
for something I haven't met yet;
dreams I cannot forget,
and a handful of regrets,
here i am, chained to myself,
so the ashes can burn my skin and Eat my eyes,
consume the bliss and feed my lies,
I swear I feel I have died, every night there are only ghosts by my side,
dead moments and dreams,
my box is already full, and I can't let go of where I have been,
what I have seen in the loneliness of my being,
I am everything and nothing at all
I'm only standing in hollow as tears fall,
I am no one, inside the walls of this box,
I am someone, for something I rot,
I have no where to be and so I walk, I talk to the emptiness,
the loneliness,
of being me inside the box.*
Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 9:48 AM UTC
there are some
that you owe your very first
and your very last
to
but to you
I owe not just that
but everything
in between
and I am more
than happy
to spend every day
of my life
repaying
you
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 12:55 PM UTC
If I have to thank
There are lot in
My list
Father, mother, sister
Relatives, friends
Neighbors
Some strangers
Lot more
Thankful moment of
My life
This happened almost
5 years ago
I am in a bus and
My co-passenger
An elder person(in 60's)
It took half an hour to start a
Conversation
And finally I started with a smile
And said where are you heading
It's coincidence our destination is same
Then we had a long chat it almost took
3 hours and still running
We reached our destination and when leaving he said to me "I am a retired teacher and for a long time I am feeling uneasy"
"Because I cannot express my views these days and I had this information and a good teacher is not happy sitting idle. Your company gave me an opportunity to teach something and I am very happy. It's like repaying a mortgage of millions of dollars. Thank you". He said.
This one moment of my life made me feel like yes, I did something
Thank you God for this moment
I know This is not a great thing
But, I want to share this
Always listen to elders
They only need us to listen
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 10:51 PM UTC
You may think that I’m going to be talking about the word and feeling “love”. I may or may not be. It really depends on you, the reader, to determine what this “love” is.
Love ******* hurts. Love is time consuming. Love is demanding. Love will require you to swim the depths of the ocean and cross the largest of deserts. Love will not make it easy. Love is the thing you fear the most. Be it the monster under your bed with the red beady eyes and the horribly yellow teeth, or the 1,000 foot drop from the sky, plummeting downwards as you feel your stomach drop. Love will leave you bleeding dry from the things you do just for love. Love will not even realize that you are doing those things for love.
But love will repay you. In ways you won’t understand. Love will be for you during the worst times. Love will listen to you and encourage you to be your best self. Love does not even realize that love is doing these things for you, love is just doing them.
Love will not realize the effect on you.
For me, it has always been me crossing the deserts, swimming the oceans, bleeding dry just to please love. When will it be love’s turn? Maybe today, tomorrow, or a time that I’m no longer here.
I think love has been repaying me every since I started loving love. Maybe love has a different way of expressing love. Maybe the love that love gives is sweet, pure, and just. Maybe I just need to open my eyes to see that love will not cross a desert for me because love is standing right there beside me. Love will not bleed me dry, for love is the one rushing though my veins. Love is not the monster, love is the light. Love is not the fear of the fall, love is the trust fall, knowing you’ll fall right back into love. Love does not realize what I do for love because love is too busy loving me.
And now, I am grateful enough to see it.
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 2:24 PM UTC
Futuristic streams of destiny pulling portions of soul into one
Separated bloodlines undergoing transmutations within the sun
Bright coronal plumes change the nature of a living cell
Dipping in cosmic rivers of magical kinds, we cannot tell
Still forks of alterations keep a fated path ever divided
Left to those not third eye blind finding a way to fight it
Gripped by ultimate knowing trapped inside amnesic holds
Lost within the greatest cipher of every ancient story told
Drift into multiple realities after losing sight of the first
As trans-dimensional Beings usher in the brink of a new thirst
Love and oneness are the signposts on a well worn road
All have traveled before, repaying the universe what we owed
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
Twisted hot metal
Coiled and wound
Around thin necks
Held to the ground
Limbs malnourished
Temples concave
On all a dark symbol
Cruelly engraved
The swelling illness
Spreads with the ice
Together repaying
Our sins over twice
The sickness unending
From the stars brought down
Our final judgment
Shall be our crown
Feb 15, 2017
Feb 15, 2017 at 8:24 PM UTC
My reality is that I am a failure
That I am never good enough my grade are not high enough my brain is not adequate for this world
My athletic ability is not good enough I lift I run I jog I practice over and over and yet I am still benched and middle of the pack
My abilities in the court room have granted me acces to plentiful rewards yet I am still not good enough for Albany
My friendship is solid I aid you in whatever way I can I am there for you I am always there yet you chose the drug and twin over me
My sister was good enough though she suffered from a similar thought process. And I failed to detect the lies she spewed. And I let my little sister to to **** herself because I was to busy with my life because I couldn't tell she lied. My sister is now scared physically and emotionally and I am yet again a failure. But she will be healthy and smile and laugh again whole hearted my some day
My father and mother to busy to really understand what Is going on. My parents I am aware have more important things to take care of yet my hatred and anger grow exponentially.
My thesis of apparent disappointment is near it's closing.
My hair the color has changed my body has become more toned my personality ever so bright under the sunshine of the class. But no no no I do not understand how can the sun shine when the horrors of her interpreted reality are a film repaying? Oh boy how shall she shine when the darkness invades again when she cannot avoid facts of todays news report?
She stands and waits and holds a breath and puts a foot infront of the other and slowly walks away from herself.
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC