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"brutalized" poems
grey and worn the lawn chair has dead leaves stuck to it its one bent arm an expression of pained indifference mud clings to its feet and a single vine like a thin snake wraps its way across its frame seeking the sun i pull at it to set the chair right to seat myself and **** at the breeze from the open field marvel that a cow stands not five feet away silently watching my every move with a wary eye lunching on the grass and **** but the chair now uprooted from its long held position seems more than ever a proclamation of mans intent to be seated here on heavens lawn clear illustration of the intent that you are supposed to take this bent greasy seat sit at your leasuire in the bountiful sunshine it is one of a dozen in the field in this beautiful slice of heaven the lawn chairs litter the field like broken teeth set in a line that wanders across the wilderness growth each having suffered from years standing in the open field two almost completely consumed by bushes one had been tossed into the tree where time had swallowed it into the bark this broken and brutalized fence of chairs these lawn chairs of heaven's field sit in this beautiful place some would say eyesore i say artwork of life's randomness... what party of fools once sat here dressed no doubt for the occasion perhaps celebrating perhaps mourning then got up from these plastic seats and left them behind as testament to that forgotten day... so i sit in heavens lawn chair a mute salutation to my unknown compatriots who painted this pastoral scene of plastic in a field
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Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 2:08 PM UTC
heavens lawn chairs
grey and worn the lawn chair has dead leaves stuck to it its one bent arm an expression of pained indifference mud clings to its feet and a single vine like a thin snake wraps its way across its frame seeking the sun i pull at it to set the chair right to seat myself and **** at the breeze from the open field marvel that a cow stands not five feet away silently watching my every move with a wary eye lunching on the grass and **** but the chair now uprooted from its long held position seems more than ever a proclamation of mans intent to be seated here on heavens lawn clear illustration of the intent that you are supposed to take this bent greasy seat sit at your leasuire in the bountiful sunshine it is one of a dozen in the field in this beautiful slice of heaven the lawn chairs litter the field like broken teeth set in a line that wanders across the wilderness growth each having suffered from years standing in the open field two almost completely consumed by bushes one had been tossed into the tree where time had swallowed it into the bark this broken and brutalized fence of chairs these lawn chairs of heaven's field sit in this beautiful place some would say eyesore i say artwork of life's randomness... what party of fools once sat here dressed no doubt for the occasion perhaps celebrating perhaps mourning then got up from these plastic seats and left them behind as testament to that forgotten day... so i sit in heavens lawn chair a mute salutation to my unknown compatriots who painted this pastoral scene of plastic in a field
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Forced by covenant to conceal The wound you carry deep Too dangerous far to now reveal The secret you must keep The truth, it’s said, can set you free Whose truth, I ask my heart Some truth must hide, to shadow flee Or slay as a poisoned dart A truth which must be guarded well Though to be shouted loud it cries Must be restrained and forced to dwell Within a citadel of lies A soaring fort of alabaster walls Splendid turrets as disguise Conceals pits beneath its gilded halls Where love lies brutalized Though we ache for all the world to see To the heart, it matters naught Two souls are not united by decree Nor love with license bought So truth must wait and a prisoner remain In lonely cell, there to abide Believe dreams of freedom are not in vain That gates, one day, will open wide
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Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 7:42 PM UTC
Citadel
A fortified wall is nothing against a surfing barracuda during a bad dream full of bad intentions: Wave-action makes you look drunk, stumbling in the water, lazy as a jellyfish carcass on shore I stare at you. I am with that girl the one in the silvery bikini and wet hair, fanning on her clumsy shoulders in thin strands. I'll be with her till the end. I'll make this stand. This stand against the wave coming in. Turning around in the barrel of a wave, you wave me in with you; smiling up to your incisors. How cleanly you are able to bite off chunks of meat. The wave womps the **** out of you. Thunder is under there, thunder of waves, lightning of jellyfish, brutalized clams, hard-pressed sand, all confused in the barrel of betrayal that is the wave, while the wave yawns and grins. Nothing can stand the wave, I hope you ******* drown in there; I hope that others just like you, eat you, that you become seafood.
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Aug 25, 2012
Aug 25, 2012 at 10:10 PM UTC
Beach.
Told my feelings were fake Laughed at for crying Brutalized for refusing Depicted as anomalous This is my "home" I exploded, caught a breath as I felt the silencing Crossed volatile environments Misunderstood ephemeral friends Bullied, ostracized Experienced injustice This is school I performed, in the illusion of shutting silencing Living my curiosity Knowledge is my strength Reflexivity makes me grow Embracing my difference This is my refuge I introspected, in the freedom of their paralyzed silencing Meet mind-like people Discovered my emotions Explored my preferences Dug my family history This is my travel I free-fell, as in my trust I hit structural silencing Communicating humbly Nourishing healthy relationships Trusting my positions Affirming my autonomy This is my womanhood Becoming a mother, I urge to gather the pieces for her freedom
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Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 6:13 PM UTC
Invalidated; a quest to freedom
Guns are everywhere in sight Muzzles, fire and fright. Blood running through sewers like flooded rivers in mid-May, when it should be running through veins. Slain bodies once filled with life are now filled with undeserved death. Pain seeps through the eyes of brutalized victims as they weep. A mother pleads to God with hopes He will breath life back into her daughter's lungs as a child stands over the rotting bodies of bystanders, and waves at the flies Unrest fills the air while fire's are burning under water Tragedy burns the face down to a tear, Could Hell get any hotter? Mirages mirror terror, Silence in broken mirrors. It may seem that voices don't exist in places like this, And that a difference lies off in the distance; out of reach, unattainable. But they do. A blind man's eyes become his hands and his ears when he needs to see, While the mute lack a voice, they still find a way to say, "Hope is never all lost." They need to know they are not alone. Battles are being fought all over this world. War, famine, sexism, racism. A fight between mother and father. Grief for the loss a lover. We can all relate, in one way or another. Ignore ignorance, become informed. Silence does not defeat violence, nor is strength needed to beat it. Courage and a heart are needed to defeat it, along with the will to believe it can be defeated. Throwing punches with fingerless fists and broken spirits can seem useless, but more has been done with less. Remember, a voice with something to say is harder to forget than a voice that is silent.
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 2:49 PM UTC
Shunning Silence (to Defeat Violence)
Guns are everywhere in sight Muzzles, fire and fright. Blood running through sewers like flooded rivers in mid-May, when it should be running through veins. Slain bodies once filled with life are now filled with undeserved death. Pain seeps through the eyes of brutalized victims as they weep. A mother pleads to God with hopes He will breath life back into her daughter's lungs as a child stands over the rotting bodies of bystanders, and waves at the flies Unrest fills the air while fire's are burning under water Tragedy burns the face down to a tear, Could Hell get any hotter? Mirages mirror terror, Silence in broken mirrors. It may seem that voices don't exist in places like this, And that a difference lies off in the distance; out of reach, unattainable. But they do. A blind man's eyes become his hands and his ears when he needs to see, While the mute lack a voice, they still find a way to say, "Hope is never all lost." They need to know they are not alone. Battles are being fought all over this world. War, famine, sexism, racism. A fight between mother and father. Grief for the loss a lover. We can all relate, in one way or another. Ignore ignorance, become informed. Silence does not defeat violence, nor is strength needed to beat it. Courage and a heart are needed to defeat it, along with the will to believe it can be defeated. Throwing punches with fingerless fists and broken spirits can seem useless, but more has been done with less. Remember, a voice with something to say is harder to forget than a voice that is silent.
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(Earnestly) I beg to move the motion Standing on the Order Paper In my name and those good names Of my Right Honourable Friends. Straight up, I’ll say, it’s right that we this House Should debate this issue, should pass judgement. That is democracy; that is our Right That others elsewhere struggle for in vain. Again I’ll say I do not disrespect The wavering of those not yet convinced. This is a tough choice and – yes – a stark one: To stand down our committed troops and turn back Or to hold firm and so continue on. I strongly believe that we must hold firm. The question most people will ask is not Why does it matter – no – but why so much? Well, as we brave this new Millenium And face up to the Nation’s greatest threat With our majority already stretched, A resignation from the cabinet, With all the other parties also split, With everywhere the closest of allies In disagreement while on different sides Those who usually would not agree Agree on this. The people, this parliament Echo the discord with an echo made Less bitter as time passes, not less grave. So why, then, does it matter quite so much? Because the outcome of our firm resolve Will find itself determining much more Than Iraq’s future and her peoples’ fate More than the liberty of an whole race Brutalized in Saddam’s sick sick name. It will in fact decide the way in which Britain, the world and we confront the threats Our right to liberty requires met. It will, what’s more, affect the UN’s role, EU relations, Transatlantic ties, The manners of the US in the world. It will prove the political pattern For a generation, perhaps more, to come. This is no longer the time to falter; I will not be party to such a course. This is now the time for this house to lead; To show that we will fearlessly confront Terror, tyranny and dictatorships Which threaten to put all our lives at risk. To show that at this moment of decision We have the courage, we have the vision To do the right thing. I beg to move the motion…
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Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 1:58 AM UTC
Tony Blair 's Speech to Parliament on the Eve of the Iraq War
(Earnestly) I beg to move the motion Standing on the Order Paper In my name and those good names Of my Right Honourable Friends. Straight up, I’ll say, it’s right that we this House Should debate this issue, should pass judgement. That is democracy; that is our Right That others elsewhere struggle for in vain. Again I’ll say I do not disrespect The wavering of those not yet convinced. This is a tough choice and – yes – a stark one: To stand down our committed troops and turn back Or to hold firm and so continue on. I strongly believe that we must hold firm. The question most people will ask is not Why does it matter – no – but why so much? Well, as we brave this new Millenium And face up to the Nation’s greatest threat With our majority already stretched, A resignation from the cabinet, With all the other parties also split, With everywhere the closest of allies In disagreement while on different sides Those who usually would not agree Agree on this. The people, this parliament Echo the discord with an echo made Less bitter as time passes, not less grave. So why, then, does it matter quite so much? Because the outcome of our firm resolve Will find itself determining much more Than Iraq’s future and her peoples’ fate More than the liberty of an whole race Brutalized in Saddam’s sick sick name. It will in fact decide the way in which Britain, the world and we confront the threats Our right to liberty requires met. It will, what’s more, affect the UN’s role, EU relations, Transatlantic ties, The manners of the US in the world. It will prove the political pattern For a generation, perhaps more, to come. This is no longer the time to falter; I will not be party to such a course. This is now the time for this house to lead; To show that we will fearlessly confront Terror, tyranny and dictatorships Which threaten to put all our lives at risk. To show that at this moment of decision We have the courage, we have the vision To do the right thing. I beg to move the motion…
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A sidewalk canvas Half done slush An oil slick Twice frozen ice And boots that slip A train just missed The red eyes glare Rain that floats In sour air Brutalized concrete Bleeding rust Filthy floors And alley walls Spent cigarettes In every nook Steel that shrieks In cold protest Blue lights And a defiant poet On every corner
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Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 9:15 AM UTC
The Scrounger Sees
Did you know that slaves who fought their way to freedom escaped white liberty? They make liberty and justice for all a relevant and possible concept Are you aware that escaped black women were the first to conceive freedom in America? Did you know that the eradication of white supremacy will be brutal and violent? Did you know that after being brutalized the only way to demand respect is to be even more brutal in return? Did you know that after what white America has allowed and done to dark skinned humans it is surprising any white Americans are still alive and not buried by vengeance? Take a look its in a book Its reading rainbow
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 2:06 PM UTC
Reading rainbow
In a perfect world… Women aren’t ***** at such high rates. They don’t suffer from debilitating invalidation. Societal pressures to deliver a baby conceived by **** nonexistent. In a perfect world… Families are carefully planned with the right ingredients. Women aren’t the only ones getting the **** end of the stick trying to raise care build a better human than the ones already in the world. Once that child is grown s/he has three options become a well-adjusted cog in the clockwork of society become a criminal that actively tears at the seams of society or become an unexpected victim to society. In a perfect world… Women aren’t brutalized just to satisfy a man’s ego. Our worth isn’t based on reproducing and rearing children. We aren’t objectified; cut, chopped and reassembled like slabs of meat a butcher can trim on a whim. The v between our knees and the ******* on our chests aren’t the most coveted features of a feminine figure. Our brains and intelligence are the commodities, plus they last longer. We band together in an effort to empower one another. This isn’t a perfect world we live in though.
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Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 10:50 AM UTC
In a Perfect World
Think you can walk on me? Think you can walk away? Think you can take me? I know your darkness, honey. I know your corners full of cobwebs and shadows, The places within you. Think I'm innocent and pure? Sure. I have not torn lace and tasted flesh, Or sharped my fingernails on the ridges of a spine, But I have been to hell, sweetness. Been dragged below a grave, Gouged wet dirt with mine, Desperate hands scrabbling to pull me back To rainy bitter nights. I have lain bare and ****** on the cold stone floors, stained blue and black, Burned beyond a breath, beyond thinking, Beyond hope. I've been brutalized and torn apart inside. To compare evisceration to the blooming of a rose, To say I've had the far away gentler time. To think I am naive as you suppose, That I couldn't possibly know the foreign lands Traveled by your mute experienced hands. Think because I ask for you I need you? It is my nature to give, but not to take. Not to take love when I am not offered it, But also not to take any more **** If you look into my eyes, do you see fear? Of anything, in their depths? Keep looking, search away- You'll not find it here. You'll see my rise and fall, my grand absurdity, But you'll not see my obeisance To someone who will not match me Mile for mile, Straight down. I have seen hell, you see. Gazed long and hard and deep. Purred savage in its velvet caress- The way you have unzipped a dress, I have unzipped my skin And stepped out. So look on, look lust, look IN- I am no white snowflake, glittering Fragile and quick to melt and meld. No sniveling child begging weakly to be held. I am a rainstorm drumming on my own back, A rhythm and reminder of the tenderness I lack, I am a lightning strike, Sudden focused and intense, the white Hot touch of the phantasm immense. I am the song of suffering and of love, I need no substance to loose my demons, No dizzy fiery nectar to lose my mind. I am complete unaltered, and sublime. I have known centuries beneath my skin, If no one's touch, And words of every meaning through my wanting veins For wanting such. And you, girl, are not worth my time. Push her blushing into bed, raise her pulse to reeling heights, For I have pushed the world beneath my kneading hands, and pulled the sun to night. Ravage rashly through the silly schoolgirls that you find. The way into a woman's soul Is the seducing of her mind.
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Dec 29, 2012
Dec 29, 2012 at 7:15 PM UTC
For The Jester Of The Year
Think you can walk on me? Think you can walk away? Think you can take me? I know your darkness, honey. I know your corners full of cobwebs and shadows, The places within you. Think I'm innocent and pure? Sure. I have not torn lace and tasted flesh, Or sharped my fingernails on the ridges of a spine, But I have been to hell, sweetness. Been dragged below a grave, Gouged wet dirt with mine, Desperate hands scrabbling to pull me back To rainy bitter nights. I have lain bare and ****** on the cold stone floors, stained blue and black, Burned beyond a breath, beyond thinking, Beyond hope. I've been brutalized and torn apart inside. To compare evisceration to the blooming of a rose, To say I've had the far away gentler time. To think I am naive as you suppose, That I couldn't possibly know the foreign lands Traveled by your mute experienced hands. Think because I ask for you I need you? It is my nature to give, but not to take. Not to take love when I am not offered it, But also not to take any more **** If you look into my eyes, do you see fear? Of anything, in their depths? Keep looking, search away- You'll not find it here. You'll see my rise and fall, my grand absurdity, But you'll not see my obeisance To someone who will not match me Mile for mile, Straight down. I have seen hell, you see. Gazed long and hard and deep. Purred savage in its velvet caress- The way you have unzipped a dress, I have unzipped my skin And stepped out. So look on, look lust, look IN- I am no white snowflake, glittering Fragile and quick to melt and meld. No sniveling child begging weakly to be held. I am a rainstorm drumming on my own back, A rhythm and reminder of the tenderness I lack, I am a lightning strike, Sudden focused and intense, the white Hot touch of the phantasm immense. I am the song of suffering and of love, I need no substance to loose my demons, No dizzy fiery nectar to lose my mind. I am complete unaltered, and sublime. I have known centuries beneath my skin, If no one's touch, And words of every meaning through my wanting veins For wanting such. And you, girl, are not worth my time. Push her blushing into bed, raise her pulse to reeling heights, For I have pushed the world beneath my kneading hands, and pulled the sun to night. Ravage rashly through the silly schoolgirls that you find. The way into a woman's soul Is the seducing of her mind.
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Walked to the lake nobody around Watery clear mirrored no sound Fish made their move taken by surprise Divine Love entered the clearing in disguise Appeared from nowhere crossed time bridged space How did Love know where to find this place Knew from the start Love wanted her heart To make her stay from far away Destined to meet had no idea why Kind hopeful passionate romantic guy Foliage reflection silent forest clime A window a portal a wormhole in time Peeked through the veil past the Divide Clandestine link to the other side A kiss a chain two souls linked together A golden moment personified forever To a river where the crowds gather Followed invited welcomed her there Visualized materialized the crack sublime The crowd parted for her proof paradigm Her mission veiled her purpose oblivious Death lurked undetectable ubiquitous Invisible Denizen of Fear Behind in front at her side always near Waited for a mistake hoped for a lie A justified excuse to take her life Stalked her everywhere dragged her around Wondered when to take her down under The ledge behind the edge set up high Nowhere to hide Death always close by Steeled herself gathered her strength Lethal Weapon disarmed; Exigent Innocent Luminous Numinis shielded on all sides Taken to dark regions unknown unseen by eyes Brainwashed cornered Captive memory gone Stood her ground as Death stared her down Lured to the river hard cold fast water slid past “How  Can  I  ....  You, I Love You”, Death asked Brutalized left for dead her sentence repealed Death needed permission the plan revealed Passed back through the portal unscratched Delivered home safe to Divine Love at last
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Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 2:38 PM UTC
Persephone
Walked to the lake nobody around Watery clear mirrored no sound Fish made their move taken by surprise Divine Love entered the clearing in disguise Appeared from nowhere crossed time bridged space How did Love know where to find this place Knew from the start Love wanted her heart To make her stay from far away Destined to meet had no idea why Kind hopeful passionate romantic guy Foliage reflection silent forest clime A window a portal a wormhole in time Peeked through the veil past the Divide Clandestine link to the other side A kiss a chain two souls linked together A golden moment personified forever To a river where the crowds gather Followed invited welcomed her there Visualized materialized the crack sublime The crowd parted for her proof paradigm Her mission veiled her purpose oblivious Death lurked undetectable ubiquitous Invisible Denizen of Fear Behind in front at her side always near Waited for a mistake hoped for a lie A justified excuse to take her life Stalked her everywhere dragged her around Wondered when to take her down under The ledge behind the edge set up high Nowhere to hide Death always close by Steeled herself gathered her strength Lethal Weapon disarmed; Exigent Innocent Luminous Numinis shielded on all sides Taken to dark regions unknown unseen by eyes Brainwashed cornered Captive memory gone Stood her ground as Death stared her down Lured to the river hard cold fast water slid past “How  Can  I  ....  You, I Love You”, Death asked Brutalized left for dead her sentence repealed Death needed permission the plan revealed Passed back through the portal unscratched Delivered home safe to Divine Love at last
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You are so much more invested in domesticated or non-domesticated furry friends then Syrian refugees who look more like you and me. You are so much more invested in a piece of multi-colored cloth that ***** in the wind a symbol of an idea that has not been fulfilled then the victims of drone bombings. You are so much more invested in a barely ancient book then women’s rights. You are so much more invested in police authority then those oppressed for centuries, those brutalized incarcerated, demonized, enslaved, and murdered. You are so much more invested in sports and reality shows then education and the pursuit of truth. And here is what your investments netted you apathy, violence, greed, destruction, pain, suffering terror, and the dividends are still pouring in.
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Jan 1, 2017
Jan 1, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
You Are So Much More Invested In
God had a green card But cannot get back in the gate. The Bricks are thick But not so tall, I think God may need to scale the wall. Are we safe in structures gated Must we stay in this prison Where women are hated. Our bones are hidden in tunnels. Where has my mother gone My sisters have disappeared, been Abducted into a cult; Suspicious Disinterest displays their guilt. There has been nothing to report. Maybe she has run away To find a new God, Someone has Touched her, she was not safe there In her own bed, in her own home. Some Blackman- Chanted hate lyrics At her; Encouraged by their overseers. Asian cultist cursed her in the womb. In India they ostracized and brutalized Her melanin, Queen of England, a ****** watches through syphilitic Eyes without concern. Beautiful cocoa,vanilla, and mustard Babies sold or married off to smelly suitors for *** before puberty; mere Children, march and are showcased For the wicked pleasures of men. But should I call them men? Remember we once ruled this planet Remember once we bore your beloved sons, Now we work and twerk our bodies As we answer to your perversions We no longer dance to bring rain. We slide down poles reluctantly Displaying our pain. My mother is crying for me My sister's are crying for me. God will ignite the lamp of justice God now has her green card and shall Return us "Back to our Spiritual selves. We dared not become too ripe, though We must remain agile or we be thrown away Like rotten fruit, never to be seen again God now has her green card and Will return us back to our Spiritual State. Once again - You shall call us "Heaven". Woman, who created man in her womb.. Became the enemy of man, and has been cast off. We cannot testify with ovaries or inverted testicles. Soon there was no natural preference No perspective of gender has man ! Procreation ceased,the ****** forever Banned to bear ovarian fruit. We who remain alive wait. Awaiting a Foreign God who's eager to Receive her green card, and save us from our fate. From the hands of a wicked system We are doused in the agony of acid Women perish, For the mercy of death we pray. My mother is crying for me My sisters are crying for me. God will again ignite the lamp of justice God now has her green card; And shall return us to our spiritual state. Remember we once ruled this planet, We bore your unloved seeds, who You've turned against us; We shall Return them unto our bosoms....And Once again, you shall call us " Heaven" ! © Vicki Acquah
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Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 4:22 PM UTC
GOD NEEDS A GREEN CARD
God had a green card But cannot get back in the gate. The Bricks are thick But not so tall, I think God may need to scale the wall. Are we safe in structures gated Must we stay in this prison Where women are hated. Our bones are hidden in tunnels. Where has my mother gone My sisters have disappeared, been Abducted into a cult; Suspicious Disinterest displays their guilt. There has been nothing to report. Maybe she has run away To find a new God, Someone has Touched her, she was not safe there In her own bed, in her own home. Some Blackman- Chanted hate lyrics At her; Encouraged by their overseers. Asian cultist cursed her in the womb. In India they ostracized and brutalized Her melanin, Queen of England, a ****** watches through syphilitic Eyes without concern. Beautiful cocoa,vanilla, and mustard Babies sold or married off to smelly suitors for *** before puberty; mere Children, march and are showcased For the wicked pleasures of men. But should I call them men? Remember we once ruled this planet Remember once we bore your beloved sons, Now we work and twerk our bodies As we answer to your perversions We no longer dance to bring rain. We slide down poles reluctantly Displaying our pain. My mother is crying for me My sister's are crying for me. God will ignite the lamp of justice God now has her green card and shall Return us "Back to our Spiritual selves. We dared not become too ripe, though We must remain agile or we be thrown away Like rotten fruit, never to be seen again God now has her green card and Will return us back to our Spiritual State. Once again - You shall call us "Heaven". Woman, who created man in her womb.. Became the enemy of man, and has been cast off. We cannot testify with ovaries or inverted testicles. Soon there was no natural preference No perspective of gender has man ! Procreation ceased,the ****** forever Banned to bear ovarian fruit. We who remain alive wait. Awaiting a Foreign God who's eager to Receive her green card, and save us from our fate. From the hands of a wicked system We are doused in the agony of acid Women perish, For the mercy of death we pray. My mother is crying for me My sisters are crying for me. God will again ignite the lamp of justice God now has her green card; And shall return us to our spiritual state. Remember we once ruled this planet, We bore your unloved seeds, who You've turned against us; We shall Return them unto our bosoms....And Once again, you shall call us " Heaven" ! © Vicki Acquah
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My mind is frayed Making me miss the days I used to self-medicate Didn't have to hesitate Those days are far away Sobriety making a lengthy stay And it makes me manic Paralyzed in an unending panic Honestly I feel like **** Calm and composed for a bit Then hopelessly falling Substances are calling And it's ****** up That I'm stuck up Left confused and alone Not to mention dangerously prone To hatred and deprivation Brutalized on the verge of starvation I'm on a downward streak Feeling more and more weak So my pen bleeds words That no one has ever heard
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 12:27 PM UTC
Back At It
Once there was a heart, it was stomped on, stabbed, stitched clumsily, it was obviously falling apart it was that close to giving up. Then along the path the heart net a queen, the kind queen stitched and repaired a heart that had been brutalized throughout the years and loved it until that heart was pristine again Then the queen had to go away, but right where she met it the heart stayed it didn't care about the distance it just wanted her back he couldn't bear having to try again only to have its fragile cast cracked It had found it's mate of the soul, it's reason to go on it found a love and affection that carried it to the stars and beyond some say it still wanders around.. asking to this day? Queen? my queen? where are you? will you stay?
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Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
Queen (Another Sappy Love Poem)
Outside, it's cold as ice But I can feel the blistering heat around my neck. The burning grip, I can't escape leaving me mutilated as I cease to breathe These are the hands of a murderer inhuman and inanimate I thrash through the embers in attempt to escape the vicegrip that leaves me bleeding, gasping, burning amongst the flames I am a brutalized, bleeding corpse. Pain and indifference drips onto the floor with every worthless step that I take The demons have stabbed me repeatedly I've lost every drop of humanity I had Everything I've ever loved has been destroyed This is not what was meant to be It's me and my demons, and I've just lost it Someone's going down, and it's not me Today I will tear the hands of my demons from my brutalized, mutilated face I will pull the devil's crushing deathgrip from my lifeless corpse. I shall watch the blood pour from his body, Listen to his bones begin to shatter, and the screeching sound of his inhuman, brutal wretching like the squeals of a pig. I'll set him ablaze and watch him burn. The devil's vice-grip hands couldn't hold me down. I'm ready to start my mission. I'll tie my demons to a tree and do unto them what they've done to me I'll tighten these chains around their neck, Just like they tried to do to me. I'll watch them suffer, struggle to breathe Then I'll tighten these chains some more. and when they think they've reached the end I'll stab them with knives a hundred times. Soak them in gasoline, light the match I'll watch the flesh fall off their burning bodies. And I'll do it with a smile on my face. This job will not be done until each and every one is wholly unrecognizable, Skulls shattered into a million pieces, Bodies thrashed, cut up and burned They thought they were certainly stronger than me. But they would soon meet their demise. I put a bullet in all their heads and they all hit the ground, dead. They should have listened to what I said. Should have ****** with someone else instead. I put bullets in all their heads. Now they're all ******* dead.
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Aug 30, 2019
Aug 30, 2019 at 10:32 AM UTC
[BRUTAL] Supernatural
Outside, it's cold as ice But I can feel the blistering heat around my neck. The burning grip, I can't escape leaving me mutilated as I cease to breathe These are the hands of a murderer inhuman and inanimate I thrash through the embers in attempt to escape the vicegrip that leaves me bleeding, gasping, burning amongst the flames I am a brutalized, bleeding corpse. Pain and indifference drips onto the floor with every worthless step that I take The demons have stabbed me repeatedly I've lost every drop of humanity I had Everything I've ever loved has been destroyed This is not what was meant to be It's me and my demons, and I've just lost it Someone's going down, and it's not me Today I will tear the hands of my demons from my brutalized, mutilated face I will pull the devil's crushing deathgrip from my lifeless corpse. I shall watch the blood pour from his body, Listen to his bones begin to shatter, and the screeching sound of his inhuman, brutal wretching like the squeals of a pig. I'll set him ablaze and watch him burn. The devil's vice-grip hands couldn't hold me down. I'm ready to start my mission. I'll tie my demons to a tree and do unto them what they've done to me I'll tighten these chains around their neck, Just like they tried to do to me. I'll watch them suffer, struggle to breathe Then I'll tighten these chains some more. and when they think they've reached the end I'll stab them with knives a hundred times. Soak them in gasoline, light the match I'll watch the flesh fall off their burning bodies. And I'll do it with a smile on my face. This job will not be done until each and every one is wholly unrecognizable, Skulls shattered into a million pieces, Bodies thrashed, cut up and burned They thought they were certainly stronger than me. But they would soon meet their demise. I put a bullet in all their heads and they all hit the ground, dead. They should have listened to what I said. Should have ****** with someone else instead. I put bullets in all their heads. Now they're all ******* dead.
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Jesus I don't even know what to say to You I'm standing here With empty hands And broken eyes Accusing You Of teasing me Of broken promises Scorpions instead of bread My soul feels brutalized Bereft In the wake of such violence I'm reaching out And grasping empty air My hands are empty As though the promise of eternity Has passed through my fingers I tried to hold the light As though I could keep it in my hands Only to find It just fades away I'm searching for You here In these empty places Only to find I'm becoming more lost And more is being taken away I have stood here before With empty hands And broken eyes Searching for a Savior Who never seems to come I gave my whole life to You, Lord Built my world around Your promise Counting on a Sun That never seems to rise My God, I feel so bitter Empty and alone Ripped apart Abandoned How can You possibly ask me to trust When You only seem to hurt me? I don't want to believe anymore I just hide here in my room Blocking out sounds Of lives still in the sun No one is coming Not for me Not for me Don't You see me crying? With these empty hands And broken eyes I just cry I'm not strong enough To be what You want, Lord I'm just not enough Is that why You left me alone?
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Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 1:21 AM UTC
Crisis of Faith
The revolution will not be televised, unless it is being used to vilify, or is being politicized by those political guys trying to score votes. Any fair press will be silenced or brutalized along with other protesters. The leadership will be euthanized, or demonized unless they can be subdued quietly. If you are under the illusion that you can fight back physically you must be mentally silly. The cops got equipment left over from the military cause the war machine wants to sell our government the newest toys. If our government has any say they will find a way to lock away anyone who might inspire change. If you don’t believe me just look and read about Assata Shakur, or Angela Y. Davis. If you know or love anyone who is out there trying to save us, from the congressional and big business, power hungry alliance you better pray that they keep their defiance just low key enough to slip the notice of Law enforcement, or POTUS, cause this country isn’t for us and does not provide justice. It is just a business that is made to break and degrade while the working class is enslaved.
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Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 10:40 AM UTC
Untitled 655
Were my life to be a diary Each sentence a moment, each page a time with a distinct feeling and flavor Chapters running into chapters, with a rising and falling action that will cycle through Until I am dead. no There are joys, sadnesses, moments I would care to never read again. Some pages are repeated over. and over. and over. The same feelings and mistakes running through me like some fated theme. A coursing river of celestial meaning flowing along with the lines of my life Like somewhere out there is a universe that wants my existence to make sense. Though, one page is black, empty beyond a lack of light. It exists as a hypothetical possibility, something that I can never see But must accept as fact. no I must also accept the ebony to be my own fault, I held the bucket of paint and poured it down my throat. Drinking the emptiness that would trickle through my stomach Diffuse into my blood and cloak my brain as I wrote the memories of that night. I drank the midnight poison by my own hand... Usually the words look better a little faded and scribbled anyways One more thoughtless, silly, scrambled night couldn't hurt, right? no But, I drank too much midnight, The pen dropped from my hand Then a flurry of movement that I could not, would not, had. not. planned. He took my pen and scribbled his notes all over my beautiful diary Threw himself on a page I did not give to him. He tagged it and brutalized it as the paint poured into my brain Covering the tracks milliseconds after he made them. no I do not know what is written underneath that paint. Neither does he. Does this mean that boy is no more to blame than me? I did not know he wrote in me that night, until others mentioned they had seen scrawls bled into the creamy pages, And hinted that perhaps there were some words written below. So understand that when I look at that page and brew with hurt and rage That the fact he does not remember what he scrawled Doesn't change the times I've bawled, the paper Trying to rip it away from the spine of my diary And forget the message left inside me, On a night when all I can remember saying is no.
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Dec 3, 2012
Dec 3, 2012 at 12:13 AM UTC
kNOw
Were my life to be a diary Each sentence a moment, each page a time with a distinct feeling and flavor Chapters running into chapters, with a rising and falling action that will cycle through Until I am dead. no There are joys, sadnesses, moments I would care to never read again. Some pages are repeated over. and over. and over. The same feelings and mistakes running through me like some fated theme. A coursing river of celestial meaning flowing along with the lines of my life Like somewhere out there is a universe that wants my existence to make sense. Though, one page is black, empty beyond a lack of light. It exists as a hypothetical possibility, something that I can never see But must accept as fact. no I must also accept the ebony to be my own fault, I held the bucket of paint and poured it down my throat. Drinking the emptiness that would trickle through my stomach Diffuse into my blood and cloak my brain as I wrote the memories of that night. I drank the midnight poison by my own hand... Usually the words look better a little faded and scribbled anyways One more thoughtless, silly, scrambled night couldn't hurt, right? no But, I drank too much midnight, The pen dropped from my hand Then a flurry of movement that I could not, would not, had. not. planned. He took my pen and scribbled his notes all over my beautiful diary Threw himself on a page I did not give to him. He tagged it and brutalized it as the paint poured into my brain Covering the tracks milliseconds after he made them. no I do not know what is written underneath that paint. Neither does he. Does this mean that boy is no more to blame than me? I did not know he wrote in me that night, until others mentioned they had seen scrawls bled into the creamy pages, And hinted that perhaps there were some words written below. So understand that when I look at that page and brew with hurt and rage That the fact he does not remember what he scrawled Doesn't change the times I've bawled, the paper Trying to rip it away from the spine of my diary And forget the message left inside me, On a night when all I can remember saying is no.
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Wake up What a circus To watch On the TV screen Waco Thugs? No Danger to society? No Evidence of inherent white violence? No Just the boys At it again No one beaten by cops No one brutalized by police Or the media Just another white day In a white town
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May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 12:15 PM UTC
Juxtaposition in Waco
Listen Can you hear it? Through the calloced, Burned eyes Of the carcass. The flame Thrown unto them Like a ball. Caught With deadly force, They fall. Cooked On the earths grill Of hot ground, And plants Light up Like burners. The melting tears Of a childhood home Kills their history. No mark left To signify they lived, Even for a moment, On this planet. Can you hear it? The dogs screaming bark, The crackling cackle Of a fire ruthless? Burning anything it touches Including itself. As it’s a destroyer, It’s dug it’s own grave. Just as any carnivore, Or herbivore Takes life just to die. Just as plants Take nutrients From the dead, So they die. It’s all a cycle Of death and decay, The melting eyes Bring sight To the living. We take knowledge From the minds Of the old, They pass For the sake Of your mind. We bleed on the inside, Our heart gives us this, A blood flow That’s so beautiful from the outside, But so necessary inside. Our heart kills itself, Bleeds out, For us. So one must question, How much have I destroyed, How much have I taken? Do I deserve this, When all I’ve done Is taken form others lives? The answer depends, On how you’re spending Your life, Have you used it in honor Of those you’ve taken Life from? Or have you slain And brutalized. Given pain For your own dishonor? Martyred yourself, For the world Is too much for you To bear. Remember those who care, Remember the life you can give If only you try to. Be careful what you give To the world, For it will come back to you. With a heart of vengeance, Wrath
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Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 6:00 PM UTC
A Letter From Wrath
Listen Can you hear it? Through the calloced, Burned eyes Of the carcass. The flame Thrown unto them Like a ball. Caught With deadly force, They fall. Cooked On the earths grill Of hot ground, And plants Light up Like burners. The melting tears Of a childhood home Kills their history. No mark left To signify they lived, Even for a moment, On this planet. Can you hear it? The dogs screaming bark, The crackling cackle Of a fire ruthless? Burning anything it touches Including itself. As it’s a destroyer, It’s dug it’s own grave. Just as any carnivore, Or herbivore Takes life just to die. Just as plants Take nutrients From the dead, So they die. It’s all a cycle Of death and decay, The melting eyes Bring sight To the living. We take knowledge From the minds Of the old, They pass For the sake Of your mind. We bleed on the inside, Our heart gives us this, A blood flow That’s so beautiful from the outside, But so necessary inside. Our heart kills itself, Bleeds out, For us. So one must question, How much have I destroyed, How much have I taken? Do I deserve this, When all I’ve done Is taken form others lives? The answer depends, On how you’re spending Your life, Have you used it in honor Of those you’ve taken Life from? Or have you slain And brutalized. Given pain For your own dishonor? Martyred yourself, For the world Is too much for you To bear. Remember those who care, Remember the life you can give If only you try to. Be careful what you give To the world, For it will come back to you. With a heart of vengeance, Wrath
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he snarls, she sobs tears really can fall and they fall like rain her tender skin brutalized her blueblue eyes close again same scene difference nightmare she’s screaming louder so hit me, i dare you to i’ve been down and out seen the worst, worse than you hit me, I dare you to a simple punch, a vicious word can’t pierce these scars can’t close these eyes these broken eyes kept wide shut keep the monster away
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Jan 19, 2010
Jan 19, 2010 at 4:43 PM UTC
let it be
As I walk through this life I am burning. Burning alive. Flames ripping Tearing at my flesh. I have been terribly disfigured Left a mangled shell Of my former self. As I walk through this life I am reviving Reviving my soul. Bandages healing Light restoring. My disfigurations fade But never leave. As I fall into hell Temptations ravaging me As the hungry flames Taint my skin I know I am falling And I feel it. But can I change? Lifted up I feel restored My wounds healing at once. But I know that there are others Falling So I must go back. I must return. I am no longer falling Though I constantly waver I push through the flames Standing strong when attacked Brutalized by those I love. But I must go back down To bring them up.
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 11:51 PM UTC
Burning
I really didn’t know my mother I knew her moods But, I didn’t know her And I really don’t think she knew her children She knew our names...mostly But, she didn’t know us I know my mother loved singing I heard my mother sing "How much is that doggie in the window” And One of my favorites "Charming Billy" I know she liked to cook I know she read The Godfather and Valley Of The Dolls I know she liked having a party I know family holidays STRESSED her out I know she had many friends I know she drank a lot I know she went out a lot I know she drank and went out a lot with her many friends I know she had many blackouts I know she could go from very pleasant to wicked mean, instantly, especially when drinking I know that she hated my father I think she hated my father for not doing what needed to be done to make it all work out I think maybe she resented her sons for being his sons I know my mother was brutalized by her father I know my mothers father followed my mother wherever she went as a teen because he didn’t trust her I know my mothers father called her terrible names that a father should not call a daughter I know that my mother married an alcoholic who gambled too much and beat her for his own sins I wish I knew other things instead of these things about my mother But... I know my mother would have liked me to remember other things too...
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Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 12:09 AM UTC
Remnants Of Ma