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raicyd Dec 2018
Am I supposed to stop myself from loving you?
Am I supposed to not care?
Am I supposed to just walk away?
Am I supposed to forget you and leave everything behind?

AM I?
Am I? because I never want to

by: D.M.T.P
raicyd Aug 2016
Have you ever felt this,
that moment of unexpectedness.
when you just somehow,
got to connect with strangers.
Then you kind of drifted away
from reality?

I did, and its weird.
But at the same time you felt safe,
because this person doesn't know you,
same goes to that stranger...

I love that feeling of anonymity,
where you just don't need to tell.
Each others backgrounds,
and just talk anything else.

And then you would just realize,
It's getting late.
Probably not a poem...sorry :)
raicyd Feb 2019
dreams are bittersweet
a lot of good things will happen, but they have to end,

you have to wake up and come back to reality,

what we had was a very beautiful dream that I wish would never end.
D.M.T.P
raicyd Nov 2019
suspended in water,
slowly sinking in.

take a deep breath,
you're engulfed in.

don't be afraid,
breathe it in
"deep breath, it's okay to fall in love again."

loving someone again, it's like your floating in a body of water, you feel it but you don't acknowledge it fully unless you let the waters engulf you completely. Scary at first but everything's gonna be al'right.
raicyd Sep 2018
found myself again,
amongst the faceless crowd.

and i saw you ahead,
persistent sunlights your hair.

i'd go after you...,
but cold feet is my middle name.
:)
raicyd May 2019
I get
sad because
you are                                      and I am
  over                                                over
  t­here                                              here

    when we should
     be together
by: anonymous
raicyd Oct 2018
don't
write
a
poem,
about
me
...
words
won't
matter,
if
you
don't
bleed,
like
how
pen
bleeds
ink
on
paper
...
(i'm sorry if i write poems 2.0)
raicyd Jan 2016
Legends are told and gone forth, Praying to the Gods you don't believe in. Civilize goes onward with knowledge, But ignorance cause mistakes, is all it will take to go down in history


Blood will dry underneath their nails of malice
As the wind will rise up to fill up their insanity
Drowning deep in the sea of loathing,
They go down in history.

They breathe the name of their savior in the hour of need,
And taste the blame if the flavor should remind them of greed?
Chivalry stands beside the weakling.Turmoil will **** them, leading them down in history.
raicyd Jan 2021
loving you is like
a night before a field trip.

I couldn't sleep,
knowing it'll be an exciting
life with you.
when a poet learns to love again.
raicyd Sep 2019
deep as the sea,
emotions are drowning me...

will anyone hear me?
if i scream...

or will i be left,
drowning forever...
i want to sleep forever, will never feel everything anymore.
raicyd Mar 2016
The girl runs, as if lightly riding the wind.
But the girl does not yet know that the road to her future
is anything but a straight line.

The two run, holding hands.
But do not realize that the bond of friendship
is very fragile and frail.
raicyd Mar 2016
The girl was always smiling.
Her smile never clouds over,
as if to cover up all the heartaches
and fragileness.
It's Better to smile even a Fake smile can lift up your mood. :)
raicyd Aug 2018
ever get those words flowing into your head?

and you have this urge to write it down.

because you know if you don't,

it'll be lost forever into the abyss of your mind?

i get that a lot...

and i can' write it on my phone,

because i'd  miss that sound of my pen scratches through the rough paper.

and sometimes,

its the only sound i hear in this quiet room.
i can't wait to go home
raicyd Sep 2019
Did it help when I walked away?
Isn't that what you wanted anyway?
Ever since then, until now
All roads seem to lead back to you

Someday you'll realize that
You didn't have to go
If leaving is the only way
I'm sorry
Goodbye
Wherever you may be
current mood: missing you
raicyd Sep 2018
i'm
     sorry
         that
             every
                     word,
                              i
                                write
                                      bleeds
                                               in
                                                  dark
                                                          ink...
                                                   scratches
                                              on
               ­                             to
                                     your
                              skin,
                         like
                   pen
                on
       rough  
papers...
           i'm
                sorry
                         if
                              i
                                     don't
                                              use
         ­                                              my
                                                        words,­
                                                    the  
                                            way
               ­                      it
                         should
          be
      when
i
write
             you.
i'm sorry if i write my poems from the way i should feel...
raicyd Aug 2018
how many times do i have to say it?

so you could stop,

do you stop when you hear my voice hoarse from screaming?

no, you kept going.

but you stopped though,

the moment i scratched myself and let out blood.
:(
raicyd Sep 2018
blowing candles,
because i don't have candles to blow on my birthday.

blowing fallen eyelashes from my hand,
because i don't care anymore.

looking up for shooting stars,
because i rarely see stars now.

waiting for 11:11,
because i'm too busy to notice time...

all in all,
i just stopped wishing.
i missed it
raicyd Dec 2018
leaves fron the vines,
falling so slow.
like fragile, tiny shells
drifting in the poem.

litte soldier boy,
come marching home.
brave soldier boy,
comes marching home...
iroh
raicyd Aug 2019
Just  take a breath, love
Fill your lungs up.

Rest your head,
there's no sense in losing sleep.

You can break down,
Let  your worst out.

Lose your temper,
but you're not losing me.
raicyd Sep 2019
love,
If you'd map my heart
You'd be the end, the middle,
and the beginning.
i love you.
raicyd May 2019
maybe we'll meet again,
                 when we are slightly older
and our minds less hectic,
                      and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me.
                       But right now,
I am chaos to your thoughts
            and you are poison to my heart.
as for now, i'll focus on myself.
raicyd Aug 2018
how many times,
should we keep on saying it?

"next time,"

I've come to hate,
that word.

it is the only word,
that stops us from seeing each other.

and I'm scared,
that someday our "next time," will be

"never mind,"
when will be that next?
raicyd Jun 2016
Once upon a black lined paper,
a deaf girl wrote a poem...
She named it "Speak to me"
Her mute friend glared at her,
It means she hated it.

Once upon a  yellow sticky note,
she wrote a poem...
She named it "Can you see it?"
Her blind friend gave it back,
because she can't read it.

So she read it for her.
Her friend throw a tantrum,
because she will never get to see the world,
She made her upset.

Once upon a torn paper,
her friends wrote a poem...
They named it "Did you hear?"
The deaf girl cried and throw it away,*
*because it mocks her.
Poems can be deadly
raicyd Mar 2020
i bleed for you,
to express you.

i hurt and scratch paper skins,
for you to express you.

i have a short life for you,
to express you.

but i do not last long,
to express you.
pens and poets entry no. 1
what pens says to poets
brand name: "my gel"
raicyd Mar 2016
The girl liked the night.
The tranquility, the purple-hued city,
the deep dark darkness.

Those bought the girl calmness.
She loved darkness more than anything.
Isn't lovely? How silent it is in the dark.
raicyd Jan 2019
It's always like this,
My mind is confuse,
Always been failing,
but you're the one my heart beats.

How many letters have I written to you
How many tears have dried

When will I laugh
that's not forced, not overlooking sadness?
When will I get
your hugs and kisses without dreaming?
When? When? When is the old us?
M. T,J
raicyd Sep 2019
I'm a prisoner of doubt,
Is there a purpose to the journey?

But,
At last I found you...again.
raicyd Jan 2016
Pitter,Patter, the rain starts to drop.
While the water may fill up  the hole on the road,
it will never fill up the hole of one's heart.

The droplets trickling down his cheek
flows into the boys heart,

and while that may create a ripple,
it will never become his tears.
It's been raining lately...:)
raicyd Aug 2018
read me,
like you know me

read me,
like you felt me

read me,
like you would look for me...crave for my voice and my words

read me,
when you turn your back to me...and look back again to read me like an open book
will you read me like a book?
raicyd Aug 2016
Lets run away
to the green forest
and blue sea. . .

I'll give you ride
on my bicycle,
Let's runaway from this
lifeless cycle.

You won't have to
worry about lectures, works
or villains,

Oh,
Just once, Let's live
like homeless children

It'll be mornings with no
alarm ringing,
And just the thought
of it have me grinning.

I don't care if its sunny, cloudy
or a storm coming our way.

As long as were together,
it's a beautiful day.

Don't know if the future,
is pitch black or sparkling.

But if you want to see
whole new sky.

Run away with me
Darling~
raicyd Jul 2020
by the end of the day
I swore that silence
only comes in
when I am
dead.
I'd only find peace when I'm dead.
raicyd Sep 2019
I want to dance with you slowly,
Holding hands,
Closed eyes,
Dancing with the music.

I want to dance with you slowly,
This is the song that we've been waiting for,
This is the chance that I will say to you,
What my heart feels,
I want to say this long ago.
mood
raicyd Mar 2020
sometimes,
you close your eyes
and remember how his voice
sounded through your ears.

I missed it.
raicyd Dec 2019
sleepless nights,
I lay still.

silent tears,
pools in my ears.

thoughts of your words,
strucks my heart,

I lay still,
hand in my poor heart.
"poets faces the ceiling"; poem no. 1
when the world felt too much for you, remain still.
raicyd Mar 2016
The boy was uninterested with everything.
Therefore, he pushes forward with only the power
that favors nothingness

His blade heartlessly slashes everything.
Even himself.
raicyd Nov 2019
its unromantic when,

cold empty sheets beside you,
a warmth from me would have satisfy.

cakes are too sweet for me,
it might taste less sweeter with you.
there is nothing romantic about living your life away from the one person who makes it worthwhile.
raicyd Aug 2018
O, my lonely heart,
alone as ancient art...

I have grown cold,
should I try to be bold?
should I?
raicyd May 2016
Looking up high, found a steel tower
Wondering how would it feel, If I fall down
Was it dream? I saw deep red.

Looking down below from top of the tower,
Fear takes over my heart and my knees won't stop shaking
Then I realize I'm falling down...

And now I'd be flying high to the sky,
Lifting me to the yonder,
Something brought me here so far from home,*
*but I'm not cold at all.
This is actually a bird I saw in the sidewalk by the tower.
raicyd Dec 2019
when you left,
a part of me left with you.

and I forgot,
what part was it.

when you left,
It felt like falling from a cliff.

and the cold waters impact,
awoke me from the fantasy.

of the thought of us,
might last forever.
"poet's faces the ceiling poem"; poem no. 2 we all have that person whom we never wanna leave...I felt that.
raicyd May 2016
Why so serious?
Face masked in frown,
Put it down.

Why so serious?
Does it help you?
No, it didn't.

Why so serious?
Put an ear to ear smile...
You can't?

Why?
*put a smile,

or i'll slit your mouth in the each side.

So you can **smile.
You better smile, It looks good on you :)
raicyd May 2016
O, broken hearted one,
your soul has grown weary...

Have you turned to the rippling tides
to engulf your lonely tears?

May the waves embrace you,
Lull you softly to sleep...

Ease away all the hurt and pain
That you've carried through the years

But if given the chance,
Would you forget the past?
Your ending is just another beginning...
raicyd Mar 2020
you bleed on me,
leaving bruises on paper skins.

scratched me,
i opened up wounds for you.
pens and poems entry no. 2
yellow pads speaks too
you
raicyd Apr 2019
you
you're a dreamer,
in your own nightmare.

sweet in words,
barely expressed in actions.

 misunderstood,                      
but you still stand as a loving man.

handsome in a different way,
but the opposite, you remind yourself.

you're difficult,
but I embraced it anyway.
a personal poem to someone dear to me...sorry, if it's not much of a poem
raicyd Apr 2019
I'm sorry if I'm putting to rest,
my heart that got tired from waiting and waiting.

So in the last moments that I'm feeling your embrace,
Can I pretend that you are still mine?

I will keep on hoping until you return,
I will keep on hoping even though it hurts.

Maybe I will see you again
When the sun rises,
when the night ends.

If I don't force what is not yet for me,
Maybe it will come back to me.

You're free now...

I will drop my weapons and back down from the fight.

Not because I'm a coward but because I love you,
It's hard to fight against the "swords" of the clock.

If I continue to hold on, it will just bring more pain.

You're free.
i'm writing poems again, can't contain the bottled up emotions from us
raicyd Aug 2018
darling,

without the moon chasing and the stars wishing for you,

you wouldn't survive in the dark...
do you stare at the same star every night?

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