rai Dec 2
leaves fron the vines,
falling so slow.
like fragile, tiny shells
drifting in the poem.

litte soldier boy,
come marching home.
brave soldier boy,
comes marching home...
  Nov 10 rai
can't deal with all these problems
can't deal with all these thoughts
can't deal with all these people
can't deal with all these responsibilities
  I can't
not anymore.
  Oct 30 rai
I’m going dissapear
Don’t tell anyone
I’m just letting you know
On the off chance
You realize I’m missing

I’m going to dissapear
Into to the background
And I’m going to watch
As you forget I existed

I can’t wait to dissapear
I just can’t help but wonder
If anyone will notice
Or better yet care?
Sometimes I know people care. But I have to wonder is everyone too glued to their phones to see people and reality around them
rai Oct 25
(i'm sorry if i write poems 2.0)
  Sep 30 rai
I know my texts don't excite you anymore,
But you are polite enough to reply it anyway
And if I call you, you'll receive it too
But I know you cringe when you hear my voice
Just for the night , you needed me
Just for that one night
The night's already over
But I m not over you yet

I remember everything, so clearly in my head
How beautifully you sang, & I sang along with you
How you made me laugh, laugh & laugh so hard
How you held my hands & we tried to dance
How your lips blew life to my cold and dry spirit
How the butterflies in my stomach fluttered
How my cheeks turned crimson and I looked away
But you kept on staring at me
Like  you wanted to fall in love...

I did not undress my body that night,
I undressed my soul
I put it right in front you
Just in its purest form
I let you see me,
See all my imperfections
I told you all my fears,
The secrets I hid inside,
I thought this is it,
This is what I had been looking for,
My soul was happy
And thought it had found "THE ONE"

Little did I know, it was only for the night
Just for that one night
So tell me who do I blame?
Blame you for setting up my hopes high
Or blame me for believing the truth like lie
Or should I just blame the night?
The night for lasting just awhile.......
rai Sep 23
blowing candles,
because i don't have candles to blow on my birthday.

blowing fallen eyelashes from my hand,
because i don't care anymore.

looking up for shooting stars,
because i rarely see stars now.

waiting for 11:11,
because i'm too busy to notice time...

all in all,
i just stopped wishing.
i missed it
  Sep 21 rai
Don't tell me I'm pretty
Tell me that I'm passionate
That I have drive
Tell me that I make you laugh
That I know how to make your day better
Don't tell me I seem nice
Tell me that I'm kind and compassionate
Tell me that I'm not afraid to dream and to dream big
Don't tell me I'm perfect
Tell me the you love me despite my flaws
That you want to spend the rest of your life with me
Don't tell me I'm beautiful
Tell me that you'll be faithful and forever true
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