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 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Green Day once sang,
"Sometimes I wish someone out there
would find me"

And right Now
is one of those "Sometimes"
in my life

But no matter
How much I shout
And no matter
How much I scream
I know that nobody
will ever hear or see me
cry

On this empty street
Of my broken dreams
Where not even a single hope
is living

Well...I've gotten used
to walking alone
And it's only sometimes
that i wish I had someone
to walk beside me

Right now my only companion
is my shadow
On this Boulevard
Of Broken dreams...
As you can see I'm clearly inspired by the song "Boulevard of broken Dreams" by Green Day.
Wanted to try to write a poem inspired by music and this is the result
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm giving up on Love
I don't want it anymore
Don't want to hurt
and don't want to be jealous
Don't want to cry
and don't want to be nervous

I hate the fact that I smile
When his face shows up in my mind
Hate the fact that I
Always recognizes his voice
No matter where I am

I'm stalked by the feeling
That's slowly choking me
I wish that Love
would just let me be...
The day I tried to make a distance was the day he chose to move closer...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Cancer is a thief
tho' it doesn't steal property
instead it steals lives
and changes a familiy's life
'Cause it's not concerned
about who it murdered
Actually it doesn't care much at all
It just love to make people fall
A son, a father
A mother or a daughter
no one is safe
and it's a curse,
which is hard to break...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
This is my grandfather
Or rather
It's his grave
You see
there's just the thing
that he and I never meet

He died before I was born
He didn't even meet his grandson
none of the grandchildren
did he meet
tho' he had always whished for it

So this cold stone
which is covered by grass
is the only kind of grandfather
which I ever had...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
You told them I was mad
that I was insane
that I didn't understand
that you didn't have the blame
so you left me in the mad house
in a ******* plastic cell
didn't really care
just left me here in hell

And I watched you walk away
How can you say
that you don't have the blame
when it's you
who drove me insane
I have scars on my body
I have scars on my soul
how can it still be
that you're the one who's free to go...

Just you wait 'till I get out
then the roles will be switched
and I'll be the hunter
and in one way or another
I'll stop you
before you hurt another soul...

I'll have my revenge
on you
and that'll be the price you'll pay
for leaving me in a plastic cell...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
My inspiration left me
I just flew away
Can't you please tell me
how to make it stay
every time I try to catch it
I only catch the air
No matter where I look,
I can't find it anywhere...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm sitting in the classroom
looking at the clock
watching it count-down
'till I can run off
out the classroom, out of this hell
over to my friends, where all is okay
here I'll stay
but only for 15 minutes
then I'll have to return
back to the cage
where time moves slow
back to the place
where I'm not sure that I do belong
So I'll just sit
and watch the clock count'down...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Have you ever cried
while you heard a song?
Because it reminded you
of something
or someone?

I did
not so long ago
since I was reminded
of the last time
I was in love

I wished he was mine,
but nothing ever happened
For three ******* years I was stuck
Before I finally woke up

I had finally had enough
and from that love I moved on,
but now I don't know
what to do
'Cause I fear the next time
I'll fall in love

What awaits me
Is probably a new tragedy,
but that's how I guess
my life's supposed to be

You can call it crazy,
but that don't make it wrong
That was a part of the lyrics
of the song,
which caused me to cry
while thinking about the guy,
who I meet so long ago ...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
If you ask me what I am
I will tell you
that I'm a sentence...

Please give me a chance to explain why
since this is sadly not at joke to make you smile
Instead it's one last try
to lessen your sorrow
when I *die....


Because like every sentence
my life has an end
and when I die
I won't wake again.
But unlike many I won't die old.
won't have a family
which will be left behind with sorrow.

'Cause I'll die young, I already know.
without children and somebody whom I love.
My mother might cry
My father will probably drink more wine.
But slowly, I know, that they'll move on.
The same goes for you and him.

I know your family will get you up on your feet
none of you will continue to weep
and heal slowly year after year
eventually you'll both forget
that I even was here.

In the meantime I'll just be sleeping
Peacefully, while I'm just dreaming
of the times when we were together
him, you and me, just us three

Him, who's closer to you than I'll ever be
is at the same time my only regret
because of the three words
which will be left unsaid.

Please my friend
promise me you'll be fine in the end
since I won't be able to cheer you up
and that alone almost hurts enough
to make my heartbeat stop...
NOT a SUECIDE POEM!! but a poem about a person who knows that they'll will be dying soon - could be due to cancer- I imaginated the I as a deadly-ill person, who's writing her goodbye to her dearest Friend since she don't want this person to cry when she's gone.
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm a selfdestructive mess
The only person
who I honestly hate
is myself

I want to crack the mirror
when I see
this green-eyed girl,
who looks back at me

I'm not her,
She ain't me
This is a fact on which
we both agree

'Cause I'm not sure on
who I am
I only know
That I'm no man

The only thing,
which I know about myself
Is what kind of music
that can make me
Smile
when I want to cry
and live
when I want to die

It cheers me up
when I feel down
It lends me a hand
when I hit the ground
But sometimes not even music
is enough
to cheer this selfdestructive mess
up

Don't worry
I'm not cutting myself
Instead I write on my body
with a pen
Lyrics from the song
which my phone play
heh, today it was the text from
Castaway by Green Day.
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm the burden
of your day.
I'm the thought,
which takes your smile away.
I am just
a problem.
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Take with me to Neverland
Here you'll become a never-man
won't grow up, won't get old
but in exchange
you'll loose your soul

The second star to the right
The destination can't be reached by flight
You need a happy thought or two
or else you won't even reach the roof

You're barely soaring
a centimeter over the earth
While I'm having clouds
sticking to my shirt

You can't let go
You're always stuck
Sometimes I ask myself,
when will you have gotten enough

When will you finally
have a breakdown
so I can help you
get back up.
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Hip Horray, it's Valentinesday
so you can find me in my room all day
locked up with bottles of ***** and beer
not going out since I know what awaits me out there

Couples walking hand in hand
Both with empty wallets, mostly the man's
whose reward will await him later tonight
If his girl decides that it's only right
to give him something, which he surely will like....

Anyway I don't really care
since I'm busy drinking ***** and beer
I'll probably be sleeping soon
and if i'm lucky then
I won't wake up before noon.
Hopefully this Valentinesday
will be over soon
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