talking with this prettying girl,
we are just walking --
down this new york block, we just talking
pretty **** thing, high heels, white skirt - black stockings
nice eyes,
thick thighs,
amazing lips,
the perfect smile -- of all things.
she was a flirt ,
kept licking her lips,  as we were talking
but it was much to my delight - I'm not complaining
it was midnight,
in the middle of the park,
a fullmoon, so the scene is candle light dark
stars glistening off her eyes,
each touch of our lips, ended with a spark.
the taste of her lips, was my favorite part.
her skirt -- fitted so tight,
as I clung to her hips
the body contact, felt so electric
the attraction so strong,
pulling me in - like a magnet
she couldn't be more perfect
this night -- out of this world
we are on our own planet.

Honestly,
I want to spend the rest of the night,
                                        inside of you.

Cuddle me in your arms,
Keep me warm
Cuddle me with your legs
Keep me hard
Cuddle me with your ***
Keep me going

The day you met me
And you told me
that you loved me
And took my heart
Into custody.
               NOW THAT YOUR GONE
               TIME WONT GET IT BACK FOR ME.

Trapped in a world that doesn't care
sometimes I surprised someone actually gave a **** to get me here.
but that's neither here nor there.
Ever since I got here, people wishing I would disappear.
like I asked for the directions that got me here.

To be honest,
I never asked to be here,
sometimes I don't want to be.
and the people that did me the favor,
do me a favor --
and don't do me no favors.
the worse part of you;
are my worse behaviors.

Stuck in this **** hole,
that's why I act like an *******.
the blood in these veins churning cold.

Trying hard not to fold
The odds against me;
even these jokers -- getting old.
just playing it the best  I can --
even that is starting to get old.

i'm not happy or sad
my emotions change so much
even I -- don't even know.
I get hurt and it don't even show.
this dark corner of my mind
looks like a place we all know.

I use to love her;
          until the halo went away.
          should have known from the start.
          now her scars mark my heart.
          what use to be a bright future,
          is the darkest part.

She had such a pretty smile.
       Her lips kept feeding my curiosity.
       Left me lost in a different reality.
       Loved watching her walk over to me,  
       Watching her leave, such a tragedy.

Some of them abuse you.
Some of the abuse,
is caused by you.
Everyone looking for something 
Many  ending with nothing
Stardom is only for a chosen few.
the rest they blame on you
for doing what they tell you to do.
Some of them want to use you
Most of them are already used.
Look at them, looking in at you
what are you supposed to do,
when nobody knows what to do.
Except for telling these lies about you.
Knowing the can't do it without you.
Using tools of abuse, to doubt you
knowing not a thing about you.

We turn,
our lips close,
eyes closed,
Mind taken a way.
Touching lips,
touched my soul,
still touching me,
in the right way.
Careful what you wish for: open your eyes and its taken away.

Been thinking about you,
I want to talk to you.
make you laugh
and go wild,
the way lovers do.
Kisses in the bed,
feeling so close to you.
My hands gripping your hands,
making your body move.
The more we vibe
Temperatures rise,
Body heat seeping thru.
Doing what we do,
Anything is possible
******* to our senses,
Feeling unstoppable,
Not stopping,
Is all we do.
Getting deep,
Hips dropping,
So into you.
Hips rolling,
waves crashing,
I'm feeling you.
And you,
Feeling me too.

I remember the look in your eyes; surprised. The taste of our first kiss, opened your eyes to the other side, the feelings to this day, I'm still feel inside. You are my soulmate, I find myself in your confines, the only place I can hide. Our love, one of a kind. The feeling so divine, words can’t define; my reality inclined. Loved and let go, now your back, guess that means that your mine. Read your body language, as well as your mind, I like your idea, a great mind thinking like mine, our  imaginations combined. Your foreplay,  is my forte, we'll be in bed before nine. Let’s go again, again, the press rewind, babe it’s fine. Your *** drive, driving me crazy, your curves blowing my mind. In paradise, with an angel in real life, I’m taking my time, paying the price, so high on life, one hell of a climb, now I'm enjoying the sights.

A dead man can't carry his weight
I'm what matters. Its too late,
for the mistake, they are about to make.
Without my pointers, things don't calculate.
Me and my life sentence are like a columbine
when we combine, with the thoughts of my mind.
My headlines; greatest of all time.
until I manifest, I'm the best,
the futures written, the only way I lying
down the words, even when I die.

I want to spread your legs
across my sheets
like waves across a beach
and get you wet enough
for me to dive on in
until the depths of you
I reach.

I drank from her,
                until I was drunk off satisfaction.
                her thirst, quenched mine.
                endless desire,
                exhausted with passion.
                Unyielding urges,
                consumed by hunger.

Your love is a piece of cake, And
Your kisses are the icing on top.

The music in the background
playing as I lay you down
sounds of my voice
making you moist
as we settle down

imagination racing
we are on level ground
heart beating pacing
your ******* slide
as I pull them down

our bodies cravings
for craving we haven't found
stuck in a safe haven
with only ourselves around
wrapped around each other

Heavy breathing
for the rest of the evening
you came first, now we're even

temperatures changing,
faster than the seasons
make it hot and cold
leaving you steaming
kiss all over you neck,

the sensations so pleasing
i want to hear your sounds,
of your body being pleased,
to be pleasing
hear you begging for, no reason

your voice crack when your screaming
define two bodies making love
with a whole new meaning
we're not just having ***,
we sexing the whole evening

getting you so high on life
no thoughts of ever leaving
flying higher than the ceiling
playing our cards the way we deal them
moving forward with with our gut feeling

She just walks into a room and causes trouble
selling her pride on the side as lil hustle
see the worries in her eyes
these guys and their lies
she doesnt love’em or trust’em
telling them lies like its nothin
A Diamond, in the rough
Smooth skin, acting tough
A lost cause, but still worth somethin.
But she doesn't know when enough is enough.
Caught in her own web of keeping up.
Using pins and needles to keep herself up.
Tried to walk a straight line, easier being ****** up.
Been fighting through a struggle her whole life
"Doing what I have to.", read her tattoo on the right
her body paying the price
addicted to the hustle and the fast life
fast cars and flashing lights
Nikki Manjing for an extra $200 a night
the money feels good
She's getting it all right.
She’s all in,
ryde or dye for life.
Her daddy telling her he loves her
she believes him
and wont leave him
cause abusive love; is still love
a pimps love is deceiving.
Same face full of tears reappear when the drugs disappear
she had big dreams, in a small town that are no longer there.
An addiction kept her here.
Working the track, lost her long hair.
From sun up until the bright sky  is no longer there.
Drugs kicking in
she wishes she wasn't here.
Judge calling for her order
Warranted, Her lawyer doesn’t even care
going through her own trials and tribulations
with herself her family isnt even there
its apparent that nobody else cares
lied too many times crying wolve
now everyone and every thing gone-- they ain't there.
she sayin this ain’t fair
as its time for her to face fear.

People look for differences that aren't really differences; rather distractions, from the truth.

We are all created; equally capable of Love and Hate. Preference or variety aren't means for discrimination, they are means for development and understanding.

If it were up to some people; every rose would be red, and only grow the way they want them to grow; any other color would be killed and treated like a ****.

If they ony knew what they were missing...

When I am inside of you, your moans give direction.

I heard your whisper; even though unclear.
I felt there meaning; crawling into my soul
climbing into my heart,
taking residence there.
Imaging you standing here.
Reaching out; as you disappear.
Wishing, instantly you would take me there.
In our world; where we still exist.
Feels like I'm the only one aware.
Never imagined loving,
our being loved,
from such a distance,
seems as if,
only true love,
really hurts like this.

A, Good girl.
Can not take what I got.
Touched my soul.
Burnt her lips, and left a spot.
Not playing games.
When I say I poked her dot.
She **** first.
Either she's read, or not.
Mind made up.
Pay attention, cause x-marks the spot

Watch out for weak-minded people
that pray on the weaker,
to feed their hunger
for self esteem.
to build them-self up
to be something they are not
for they lack human nature,
rely on selfishness
to guide their decisions.  
The lead people  to dead ends
just so they can advance
they hate change and
unless its their improvement
these people will drain you
there thoughts will consume you
and soon you will be a shadow of your existence.