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"dredges" poems
Darkness dredges deep into the soul, tempest gouges out my stillness in manic vengeance, lightning in fiery wrath rips up the mind’s horizon. Thunderous sky roars in scaring rage. Panicked, stars went hiding in the pall of gloomy clouds. My soul too blackens out, O Shepherd, where are you this night?
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Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 1:40 PM UTC
The shepherd
It is early. and the world hangs silent, but the birds chirping their chime, An angelic choir of vibratos And tenor beaks humming sweet to the early tangerine crest of sun slivers a powerful bar of light over the peaks to a newly brilliant horizon. Sweeping the dredges of darkness away as the stars fade like coal dust back again, packed into their cupboard of night one by one, lanterns snuffed and sent into the vibrating blue as if the whole sky should erupt into fire azure, hallowed morning pyre Encircled by the gradient hues of coral pink and castille yellow Mediterranean teal A symphonic cacophonic **** of birth Good Day, Sweet mother earth. Squeezed through the valleys canals allies every nook and forlorn cranny kissed with her blissful photonic army And the infantile creatures cry with glee. The dewdrops clutch the blades the tender palasade of petals remembering their darkened escapades slipping tender rain to feed the dirt, the lonely detritus elixirs of the lovely night. And the world bursts into a veritable kaleidoscope of life With a trillion pairs of eyes accessing the mother dream
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 2:48 AM UTC
Rise and Fall (Incomplete)
He knows what lies below. This is where it all began: here Beneath the bubbling sludge and ******* mud. This is the home brew, the cocooning grounds. His sturdy boots trudge through, Hefting questions and glasses askew. Somewhere to the side a fat swamp prince Composes bog rhymes in ribbit meter. Each squelching step sets a buzzing bunch Of crystal dragons zipping away to Slick peridot pontoons. A loon swoons The expeditioner with a sobbing cry. He Has said goodbye to reservations, to the Long-dead preservation rights. He slogs through The buzzing night. Yellow daggers clench Between scaly steeltrap snappers and stones With eyes blink in languid surprise, unnoticed. He is lost, dying, unsure of his quest. He needs a Cure. He knows it lies here, in the beginning place. Their faces haunt his deathly guts and crush His straining heart with need - need for the solution. Need to survive, to prolong his life - alone! So alone: the last. If only he could rest. His nostrils quiver with the homesick stench Of tails becoming legs and nipping lips sprouting Sticky tongues. The answer, he is here for the Only answer. Something below, below, down In the dredges of history - in the slime of Centuries, rotless and preserved. He will find it: Some link, some closer thing he can revive And test and rest as bedrock for his life. A foot sticks in the overfriendly tar. No, He will not pause. He has come too far. In the birthing grime, some hungry memory wakes. It knows what lies above, it thirsts to cease it. It reaches, roils, pulls, rips with smelly squish-fingers - Thirsting and thirsting to slake. It longs to reveal To show, to make known to the traveler. (All he has searched for is found here, it knows, Organized and close. Held and safe below) It reaches, grabs - thirsty - presses him into A false step. A slip. A skritching clipboard Of statistics curses in rustling indignance As it flutters to the mud above a splattered head. Science-frozen lungs fill with dread - With life-giving peat. (It will show him) He ***** in And burbles out a scream. (what he wants, show him) This is where it begins, (this is his dream!) where it ends. Now he knows what lies below. He lies - curled - Quenched from growth. The eyes of unnoticed Stones blink in surprise. Soaring swamp lyrics Rise, a loon swoons with a sobbing cry. He curls in peace and drifts alone Now he knows what lies below.
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Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 7:10 PM UTC
In Peridot Above
He knows what lies below. This is where it all began: here Beneath the bubbling sludge and ******* mud. This is the home brew, the cocooning grounds. His sturdy boots trudge through, Hefting questions and glasses askew. Somewhere to the side a fat swamp prince Composes bog rhymes in ribbit meter. Each squelching step sets a buzzing bunch Of crystal dragons zipping away to Slick peridot pontoons. A loon swoons The expeditioner with a sobbing cry. He Has said goodbye to reservations, to the Long-dead preservation rights. He slogs through The buzzing night. Yellow daggers clench Between scaly steeltrap snappers and stones With eyes blink in languid surprise, unnoticed. He is lost, dying, unsure of his quest. He needs a Cure. He knows it lies here, in the beginning place. Their faces haunt his deathly guts and crush His straining heart with need - need for the solution. Need to survive, to prolong his life - alone! So alone: the last. If only he could rest. His nostrils quiver with the homesick stench Of tails becoming legs and nipping lips sprouting Sticky tongues. The answer, he is here for the Only answer. Something below, below, down In the dredges of history - in the slime of Centuries, rotless and preserved. He will find it: Some link, some closer thing he can revive And test and rest as bedrock for his life. A foot sticks in the overfriendly tar. No, He will not pause. He has come too far. In the birthing grime, some hungry memory wakes. It knows what lies above, it thirsts to cease it. It reaches, roils, pulls, rips with smelly squish-fingers - Thirsting and thirsting to slake. It longs to reveal To show, to make known to the traveler. (All he has searched for is found here, it knows, Organized and close. Held and safe below) It reaches, grabs - thirsty - presses him into A false step. A slip. A skritching clipboard Of statistics curses in rustling indignance As it flutters to the mud above a splattered head. Science-frozen lungs fill with dread - With life-giving peat. (It will show him) He ***** in And burbles out a scream. (what he wants, show him) This is where it begins, (this is his dream!) where it ends. Now he knows what lies below. He lies - curled - Quenched from growth. The eyes of unnoticed Stones blink in surprise. Soaring swamp lyrics Rise, a loon swoons with a sobbing cry. He curls in peace and drifts alone Now he knows what lies below.
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A sadness deepens itself into the center of my body An uncontrolling undesired sadness That meanders my heart & perturbs my mind An uneasy feeling of grievous loss heaves into me I feel repulsed by these unfortunate feelings & I'm trying to will them to leave I cannot explicate this harrowing pain that dredges in my mirthless soul. I am crying out for comfort Because my desolate-being is overwhelmed with grief For I have been mislead by someone I thought I could trust But they were disgraceful & abused my solicitudity And now I'm sitting here baffled Because who knew.. That you could make me feel so terror-stricken I trusted you to keep me safe when I told you my sacred secret... The one secret that ruined me completely But this goes to show, that you cannot trust anyone But yourself.
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Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 12:54 AM UTC
Pensive
madmen fools and nothing, the mien — brazen, stupefied glance and hungry for light, our words gutted like our enemies in our ill-thought. this road dredges, the aporetic line sifting through new divisions, something an equation forgets the dividend and almost always a salient permutation of men and women and the "takatak" boy peddling cigarettes to claptrap *** of metal envoys,   reciprocating some chances of restive dreadnaught, diffusion of sweat in scalding heat of 12:41 afternoon sun and smoking with bystanders unaware of the doldrum and the ennui    it was a fine day in Ortigas.
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Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
A Fine Day In Ortigas
A hand springs forth from the dredges of the pit. A hand failing to knowledge its worth with a will to deny it. The blinding light of things to come bright in its possibility Chemical baths render sludge undone clearing the way for eyes to see. The weight of the land has tipped the scales orbiting in its gravity Quickening the mind that hails and objects the dark's depravity. Realize the void is important yet small in its relevance A calmness to lay dormant for freedom is the recompense. The stranglehold on the soul will be released only when you forgive yourself for not being able to fill the hole.
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 2:29 PM UTC
Coil of Desolation V: Antecedents
*The impurity of my soul is what attracts the dredges  of the earth to me The false,  the pretentious, the idle, the egotistical They all hide behind a slight swagger and yet a frown of insecurity They creep in with their words and disappear leaving behind the sediment of their pungent contamination But why me? Am i only the company I keep? Am I more than this delicate mystique? Or do I hide behind the name sake  of succubus and lover in fear of what's underneath I dare say ........it may be to late for me*
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Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
to late
Thee Artiste Carvó's "Fumility" I am a tróubled Tróll, yes I be draped in bonds of turgid fumility endowed with a mind's inanity! Indeed, I fantasize the glóry of Thee floating like a cork in lunacy at the edges of the dredges of futility! But then, as I hallucinate visions of greatness in I and me, the Vóices come, singing fóllies of my destiny buzzing in my head like a bumblebee! The mystic maggóts envelop the I, the fartistic see birdies tweet to coo coos in the jujube tree   while the lónely Lóg swims in I and Thee, counting buttons, deviant in insanity! Some souls are just simply shallower than others. There is no shame in recognizing I's ówn drabness, and appreciating the bóredóm Thee'self has unleashed upon the world. When Thee writes crap about the greatness of I, Thee is displaying I's disappointment for I's lack of gifts... Would you yourself not feel pity for the finest fartist alive? *Original ('Humility') by:      Thee Artiste aka Logbrain Crappó Reworked by:    CrE aka Trollminator*
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
Thee Reconstruction of Logbrain #5
L'heure verte The mountains. The heaps of their bountiful gravels, and earth, and soil, large oversized masses of half-frozen water teetering on the precipice of subzero masculine ******* Francophilic cleavage jetting out of this deserted white pastoral dressing. The inaugural bawl, wanton fixations of putting the imperialist foot on every spot of tree, each and every shrub, until the limbs' cast reaches each dimple that foliage braves, where that blue eagle of patriotism dredges its claws to form every river, rill, estuary, creek, channel, flume, littoral, and waterway where the iron-rich gullies once brimmed in the interamnian basins, rich crimsony waters riffling through fruitful and extravagant aquifers. Beyond that, where an inexplicably feral wind rips vines from their dendritic housings, where barely an eye can see, this place of exsanguination and abysmal phytocide. At the end of this lamentable torture, only a desert of human interest remains. There is no reason to laugh, or smile, or cheer, or put a leg up, to call on a friend, or to have ice cream. There will be no more ice cream. There is only the loathsome incredulousness and avarice in the semblances and familiarity of those with whom we thought we once knew. Little can ever be known, for there is much to gain in the absence of knowledge, and even greater that can be acquired in the alms of wisdom through patient examination and thorough silence. Here on the buttes and cornices, the thwacking gavels of evil power deities throw down their lust for more and soon become adjoined to these grand discrepancies greed mistakenly loses to a lack of awareness and to self-aggrandizement. Power is the weapon of inexperienced wielders. Passion is the immortal frequency that is worn by artisans and artists, poets and painters, it is the business of quietness to learnedly evolve to protect our tomorrows from personal needs, but to instead preserve the integral parts of society. The words of languages, artifacts, and cultures, rather than the skeletons of ****** and the deeds of possession. Each who sleeps knows their bedfellows to equally be at peace. For no wealth can exceed that of comfortable pillows, soft quilts, and sheets. We are all the same while we sleep.
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 6:52 AM UTC
L'heure verte
L'heure verte The mountains. The heaps of their bountiful gravels, and earth, and soil, large oversized masses of half-frozen water teetering on the precipice of subzero masculine ******* Francophilic cleavage jetting out of this deserted white pastoral dressing. The inaugural bawl, wanton fixations of putting the imperialist foot on every spot of tree, each and every shrub, until the limbs' cast reaches each dimple that foliage braves, where that blue eagle of patriotism dredges its claws to form every river, rill, estuary, creek, channel, flume, littoral, and waterway where the iron-rich gullies once brimmed in the interamnian basins, rich crimsony waters riffling through fruitful and extravagant aquifers. Beyond that, where an inexplicably feral wind rips vines from their dendritic housings, where barely an eye can see, this place of exsanguination and abysmal phytocide. At the end of this lamentable torture, only a desert of human interest remains. There is no reason to laugh, or smile, or cheer, or put a leg up, to call on a friend, or to have ice cream. There will be no more ice cream. There is only the loathsome incredulousness and avarice in the semblances and familiarity of those with whom we thought we once knew. Little can ever be known, for there is much to gain in the absence of knowledge, and even greater that can be acquired in the alms of wisdom through patient examination and thorough silence. Here on the buttes and cornices, the thwacking gavels of evil power deities throw down their lust for more and soon become adjoined to these grand discrepancies greed mistakenly loses to a lack of awareness and to self-aggrandizement. Power is the weapon of inexperienced wielders. Passion is the immortal frequency that is worn by artisans and artists, poets and painters, it is the business of quietness to learnedly evolve to protect our tomorrows from personal needs, but to instead preserve the integral parts of society. The words of languages, artifacts, and cultures, rather than the skeletons of ****** and the deeds of possession. Each who sleeps knows their bedfellows to equally be at peace. For no wealth can exceed that of comfortable pillows, soft quilts, and sheets. We are all the same while we sleep.
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Bounds and bounds of names of the forgotten, I wandered through the dredges of solemn Wastes that had entangled my thoughts, The antagonistic braves of loss, The ones who’ve left ones petrified, The ones who’ve died, left crying alive, I have also forgotten each name, The false memory of these people, all the same, Dead is dead, this flair for the living, This selfishness bears no arrogance deceiving, I am one who welcomes death, This fortitude alarming to some who step, Along the edge of insanity, I am the abyss, the abyss is me. So strong I was, walking head high, Disregarding tokens left behind, Until a sight then stopped me cold, A sullen grave but marked ”Unknown.” - I couldn’t move, I was frozen in place, I was then proved, My heart, indeed, was laced. Not even I, who so asked for sleep, Could even stop tear From escaping me, I couldn’t stop but wont to weep. - Aside from the sorrow ”Unknown” had caused, What’s worse is that he had someone, Here I was, alone and hateful, Someone remembered, and was grateful, For the stone had upon it but five little roses, Alive and well, not dead like the others, Some person some where had remembered ”Unknown” So that not even ”he” was left alone. - Destroying everything I have believed, Spiteful, hateful, and aggrieved, I stepped back and cursed him in jealousy, Fell back, I tripped, shocked, and conceived, That perhaps I was thinking like a child, Everyone deserves there life so mild, Who was I to curse anyone? All in all, I wanted everything undone. - The real beauty in this situation, Is that no one earns stagnation, No one knew him when he was buried, But someone now shows care and hurried, To his site to show their love, I just hope he’s diseased, but Above.
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 7:08 PM UTC
The Graveyard. Part IV: The Unmarked Stone.
Bounds and bounds of names of the forgotten, I wandered through the dredges of solemn Wastes that had entangled my thoughts, The antagonistic braves of loss, The ones who’ve left ones petrified, The ones who’ve died, left crying alive, I have also forgotten each name, The false memory of these people, all the same, Dead is dead, this flair for the living, This selfishness bears no arrogance deceiving, I am one who welcomes death, This fortitude alarming to some who step, Along the edge of insanity, I am the abyss, the abyss is me. So strong I was, walking head high, Disregarding tokens left behind, Until a sight then stopped me cold, A sullen grave but marked ”Unknown.” - I couldn’t move, I was frozen in place, I was then proved, My heart, indeed, was laced. Not even I, who so asked for sleep, Could even stop tear From escaping me, I couldn’t stop but wont to weep. - Aside from the sorrow ”Unknown” had caused, What’s worse is that he had someone, Here I was, alone and hateful, Someone remembered, and was grateful, For the stone had upon it but five little roses, Alive and well, not dead like the others, Some person some where had remembered ”Unknown” So that not even ”he” was left alone. - Destroying everything I have believed, Spiteful, hateful, and aggrieved, I stepped back and cursed him in jealousy, Fell back, I tripped, shocked, and conceived, That perhaps I was thinking like a child, Everyone deserves there life so mild, Who was I to curse anyone? All in all, I wanted everything undone. - The real beauty in this situation, Is that no one earns stagnation, No one knew him when he was buried, But someone now shows care and hurried, To his site to show their love, I just hope he’s diseased, but Above.
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It’s bones echo as her song is sung in sorrow Petrified eyes wander aimlessly until they’re hidden Reclusive below an endless sea of regret engulfing the path to forgiveness They swell like flesh that’s been kissed by the blazes of hell Rising above the intoxicating waves of silk and misery To gaze upon the sun until it rests Her head of protruding thoughts ignites while she rests Inundated in everlasting sorrow The variables given only result in misery It’s soul once residing within is now hidden Lost forever it dredges forgiveness Such tragedies must only exist in hell It’s destiny slips through it’s weak hands reminding it, this is hell Reminding it to cherish each passing moment it has left with her, envisaging forgiveness Letting all be know and nothing hidden In hopes for redemption and a life free of sorrow Yet alone her broken body rests Reflecting its misery The black of night is its cloak of misery And her misery and brokenness is it’s Hell Her song harmonizes to its sorrow Putting their calamity to rest Revealing sprouts of change which lay beneath the ash hidden Waiting for a new tomorrows light and the rains of forgiveness Time heals all things so in time comes forgivenesses It tells itself so it can rest Perhaps times cold slumber will extinguish it’s hell Perhaps it will sit and wait still in misery Remembering the circumstance which brought about such sorrow Letting it be shown and not hidden It prays her love is not lost, only hidden Prays for growth and happiness exchanging misery It prays so that it can rest Her smile and warm embrace prove the existence of forgiveness Or is this still hell Is this inevitable sorrow Forever in sorrow the light is hidden This dark hell torments it’s heart with misery Forgiveness illuminates it’s consciousness putting its demons to rest
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Jul 25, 2021
Jul 25, 2021 at 5:19 AM UTC
It’s Tragedy
It’s bones echo as her song is sung in sorrow Petrified eyes wander aimlessly until they’re hidden Reclusive below an endless sea of regret engulfing the path to forgiveness They swell like flesh that’s been kissed by the blazes of hell Rising above the intoxicating waves of silk and misery To gaze upon the sun until it rests Her head of protruding thoughts ignites while she rests Inundated in everlasting sorrow The variables given only result in misery It’s soul once residing within is now hidden Lost forever it dredges forgiveness Such tragedies must only exist in hell It’s destiny slips through it’s weak hands reminding it, this is hell Reminding it to cherish each passing moment it has left with her, envisaging forgiveness Letting all be know and nothing hidden In hopes for redemption and a life free of sorrow Yet alone her broken body rests Reflecting its misery The black of night is its cloak of misery And her misery and brokenness is it’s Hell Her song harmonizes to its sorrow Putting their calamity to rest Revealing sprouts of change which lay beneath the ash hidden Waiting for a new tomorrows light and the rains of forgiveness Time heals all things so in time comes forgivenesses It tells itself so it can rest Perhaps times cold slumber will extinguish it’s hell Perhaps it will sit and wait still in misery Remembering the circumstance which brought about such sorrow Letting it be shown and not hidden It prays her love is not lost, only hidden Prays for growth and happiness exchanging misery It prays so that it can rest Her smile and warm embrace prove the existence of forgiveness Or is this still hell Is this inevitable sorrow Forever in sorrow the light is hidden This dark hell torments it’s heart with misery Forgiveness illuminates it’s consciousness putting its demons to rest
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**A painting of the future, a grandiose world of adventure Awaits us all beyond the call of the mid-morning Blackbird, filling with the sunlight of ages past, A dawn of a new era approaches. Her voice heard. The air, a scent, camp fires of the joyous years of our youth, Of when we all used to run and laugh, puffy clouds, skies blue, The sight of such clarity, yet to be mistaken for another Dream, it will light the path that we used to follow, in truth. Sky-full of color, drowned out this filth! This city curb with Alcohol and drugs and needles pouring down into the Hideous dredges below through a crack, it's disturbing, Like a tumour, a world of wicked witches, fear, and lack.** Let the scientists try to explain it away, the myriad of colorful Hues balancing and bouncing off each other in the skies... **Sterling silver the moon, her crescent to become Full-like a white-gold orb, the backdrop sparkles star dust, In the light there is a vibrant halo, delicate and full, Explain it away! The earth is waking up, eventually...** She will again be whole.
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Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 1:02 AM UTC
Painted Apocalypse
1- Alex S You were a rough hit to the stomach a cold and ***** baptizing I ****** you twice and never again because of you I stopped eating I haven’t seen you since I was 14 and that’s okay with both of us 2- Alex F Your name still gives me chills you remind me of a fox in winter I really did love you like the waves love the ocean shore I really would have drowned myself for you im sorry I took your virginity 3- JJ S It was a drunken hookup on a ***** couch in a smoke filled basement that I had to sneak out of later and you were 27 and should have known better and it was really just too awful to talk about 4- Garrett F In a Chinese restaurant parking lot at 9 pm we used your backseat like it had rose petals and candles and you were my best friend and it’s still one of my biggest regrets and we stopped speaking after that 5- Michael H Really I just wanted the free **** and a place to spend the night so, did you enjoy the taste of my tall black soul that tends to smell of tar and the dredges of a coffee *** 6- Julian R I don’t know the first thing about you besides the fact you are from New York and 25 and play basketball for a college and you pushed me down on the bed and swallowed me whole 7- Sean E It was Halloween and we were drunk and we undressed in the back of someone’s jeep and laid under the stars at 4 am on a blanket in a backyard the first time you were ever inside me 8- Johnny B 24 and never someone I’d normally **** but I stayed at your house for 2 weeks and we became connected on every piece of furniture and I still never got enough of you and god I miss you 9- Aaron E You are the end of it all and with you I am butter melting I am grinding my teeth down in lust I’ve never seen anyone look so perfect naked and I’m wishing you were the only one in this list
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Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 1:35 PM UTC
To Those I've ******
1- Alex S You were a rough hit to the stomach a cold and ***** baptizing I ****** you twice and never again because of you I stopped eating I haven’t seen you since I was 14 and that’s okay with both of us 2- Alex F Your name still gives me chills you remind me of a fox in winter I really did love you like the waves love the ocean shore I really would have drowned myself for you im sorry I took your virginity 3- JJ S It was a drunken hookup on a ***** couch in a smoke filled basement that I had to sneak out of later and you were 27 and should have known better and it was really just too awful to talk about 4- Garrett F In a Chinese restaurant parking lot at 9 pm we used your backseat like it had rose petals and candles and you were my best friend and it’s still one of my biggest regrets and we stopped speaking after that 5- Michael H Really I just wanted the free **** and a place to spend the night so, did you enjoy the taste of my tall black soul that tends to smell of tar and the dredges of a coffee *** 6- Julian R I don’t know the first thing about you besides the fact you are from New York and 25 and play basketball for a college and you pushed me down on the bed and swallowed me whole 7- Sean E It was Halloween and we were drunk and we undressed in the back of someone’s jeep and laid under the stars at 4 am on a blanket in a backyard the first time you were ever inside me 8- Johnny B 24 and never someone I’d normally **** but I stayed at your house for 2 weeks and we became connected on every piece of furniture and I still never got enough of you and god I miss you 9- Aaron E You are the end of it all and with you I am butter melting I am grinding my teeth down in lust I’ve never seen anyone look so perfect naked and I’m wishing you were the only one in this list
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Empower me With the keen edge Of cathartic sagacity And I will dance In exalted  tribute To daybreaks invincibility Double time While quoting  rhyme To the downbeat slash Of the scarecrows scepter While compatable Emulation Exposed to rarefied Imagination As the keep of the keys Pounds out The scathing expose That dredges up Those Benumbed and bewildered Riders Who have been Constantly Overexposed to the negatives Developed In those darkrooms WHERE Expedited promises Secretly enacted Enabling Blankcheck ******* Of any and all Faithful believers Of our beloved Carrousel That we have Always  insisted Is the keepsake Bequeathed To all the concerned Caretakers--once empowered With the keen edge Of cathartic sagacity Now just Trying to keep dancing To the fading  calliope music As too many Once - synchronised Elements Of our revolving Carrousel   Are going wrong Breaking down
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Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 1:16 AM UTC
Breaking Down
Feral mood swings give the elastic momentum to soar from the dark dredges, As it was previously unthinkable. From the glorious misanthropic lows, to a euphoric revelry or youth. These golden days are replete with vicious change, The growth plates of potential prosperity ease close with a snide unforgiving sentiment. The bright orifices of the sky plunge into obscurity, Only the imprints leave us dazzled, thinking the dream still holds an office. But the endless chapters are truncated, until the only thing left is the devil's **** or his charity. Bubbling youth to grim compliance.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
Untitled
And the jejune...just like that it leaves my life. And the mundane of it all? The looking of both ways and crossing, The tieing of shoelaces... the washing of hands. And the dullness of it all suddenly shines like a sharpened knife on a darkened shelf in a forgotten home That is now just a house. Glistens like that. Out of place and unexpected. And all of the sudden the sun lifts her goddess body stretching forth her sinewy limbs, just for me ...playfully fondles my skin with heat. Undeserving, inconsiderate me. And without any predisposition the ocean dredges the finest, tiniest grains of sand for me,           for me. Vain. Reckless me. Turns over an hourglass glistening with his diamond dust and just like that... And I am grateful, yes I am humbled. And I will clutch it, I will seize it. I will patronize, I will hoard. And I will covet it, herald. Proclaim. And I will know that time? Seconds hands, he stroke me now. Hours wind around my wrist and bind my eyes with red slithery silken sashes- And Love? Fickle stroke of her pen and just like that I am chosen. Moved from the side of the street where a damp mold covers the crumbling bricks... and the people I pass, they look up at me now nodding with a secret knowing. Because we are chosen for this love, We are the elite. Plucked from the remaining pugilists. And just like that he loves me. Just like that it swallows me whole ...And just like that, love. Sahn 7/2/2014
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Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 12:39 PM UTC
Just Like That
This twisted sandman strangles the sleep of the guilty mind. The over-exposed cycle the why conjoined with I. Persists, persistant, perspire. He self-develops in your spine. In black shadows, as he dredges through memories and dredges through memories and dredges through memories. All recalled, and in pain sorted, distorted, and wrought anew. But never quite to a wholly dissonant cognition. For these prints These prints hold images impossible to crush or cast aside. For there he stands in his and your own dark room in screaming defiance of the false. The light thrown on He smashes your funhouse mirror and chemical-burns your closed eyes.
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Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 9:12 AM UTC
Dark Room
The greatest of the greatest pieces of art come from grief. The grief of death, absence, lost love, and defeat. Grief is a phase of sadness, a substitute for when just being sad is not momentary and the word not good or strong enough, the sadness from a specific departure from our lives. In a life so full of grief we dread the sadness, it hides in the shadows of happiness when the fleeting moments of bliss are pulled from under us. Even though we expect it, we never expect it. Often though, in the dredges of depression brought on by this great and terrible grief it allows us to see something we other wise may have over looked in the moment. That is happiness. Even when shrouded in the pitiful emptiness of grief when we look back on that person or thing or idea we so miss, finally we see our happy moments. We remember more fondly, and it dulls our regrets for things not said or deeds not done or ideas that never came into fruition because for someone or something, the clock wound down. The gift of sadness is it makes us know which moments were truly good, which memories we will hold dear to our hearts until our own clock, our own heart stops. Just when you think your heart is about to explode in your chest some relief comes from looking back, then going on. It comes from knowing you were happy once.
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Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 10:20 PM UTC
The Gift of Sadness
began with the end of your sentence the dredges at the bottom of the mocha fool yourself into thinking you are not running on less than nothing accept it doesn’t make sense read the symbols you find at the bottom of your reservoir
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Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 8:16 AM UTC
dredges
The washer and dryer mask the sound of Nana and me Down the three or four steps to the garage Of the Blackberne house Her hands on my hands or more likely Gripping my forearms As dimples take over my chin Voice shaking As she dredges the grief of the day out of me
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Mar 27, 2023
Mar 27, 2023 at 9:05 AM UTC
Set on the Washer
he jokes about tuscaloosa and being buried in dixie shot in his truck near the border or set on fire for a better purpose had gone down in a tomato fight somewhere in texas, and when he's mad he dredges up all the things he secretly hates about me but'll ne'er admit, 'cause sometimes he doesn't even know what he's feeling, has got all his spirit out in ten arms searching for the best way to put down one sentence-- he's pretty scary when he's angry looks like might just lash out or shoot through my redwood patio 'specially with the threat of his truck runnin' in the background, rumbling in the driveway ready to take him away-- he used all my favorite things to get inside but starts to take them away one by one I tell my mom same, same cause it's the same story, different page, different chapter same book, same shelf, same dust he once said I was what he was tryin' to get back to told me he was takin' his mom to church once brought up the Lord in a dim light but now he don't see the point I'll tell you what, I'll tell you what
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Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 10:12 PM UTC
Over His Shoulder.
I wish I was a novelist I could write this into a fairy tale With love triumphant While birds sing bring me songs of simple bliss I'm sick of something sweeter than this I'll settle for the dredges at the bottom of my coffee cup No need for excessive amounts of honey I'd rather brace myself for the bitter than cover it up So what's the purpose of money? I mean really what does it do? Besides turn me and you into simple creatures I mean collecting shiny things, storing them for later That's something the crows do But even the crows know why they do it They do it because they like shiny things do you? Do you love what you do? Do you let it consume you? I'd rather wake up under a bridge with a little chill in my bones Then in a warm house that doesn't feel like home So what about you? Starting fires in a old coffee can, a gift from a friend you've never met Not quite what you picture happiness to be? Is it? But sit down, pass that old sweater around I'll tell you some story's Some of the things I've seen even I don't believe The magic of this city It still gets to me Subway tunnels are the damnedest things People walking around in such close vasinity Some of these people don't even look around Have you ever admired the ridiculousness of it all? What about that guy next to you? Having troubles at home Doesn't know if he can finish college Not because he can't afford it His trust fund has that settled But he can't get that one girl in introduction to statistics to say hello So he picks up his phone more often he used too Just to look at it What about the old man The one all the kids on your block said was crazy Have you ever seen evidence of those false claims? Ever thought it was all just hear say? Pass the message along Life isn't about all the stuff we stockpile store for a later than never comes So don't wait for life to hand you what you want you have to take it go up and make your **** demands Because this is not some fairy tale This is not some song and dance This is life and it'll knock you around There's a few differences between me and who I want to be I let it get to me, I fall down And it takes me much longer to get back up than it should But that's the key I get back up I make a stand I keep the crowd cheering in the bleachers No matter how small they seem Weather it's just God watching me, or my family I'll keep it real If reality keeps on keeping me
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Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 5:04 PM UTC
Material Possesions
I wish I was a novelist I could write this into a fairy tale With love triumphant While birds sing bring me songs of simple bliss I'm sick of something sweeter than this I'll settle for the dredges at the bottom of my coffee cup No need for excessive amounts of honey I'd rather brace myself for the bitter than cover it up So what's the purpose of money? I mean really what does it do? Besides turn me and you into simple creatures I mean collecting shiny things, storing them for later That's something the crows do But even the crows know why they do it They do it because they like shiny things do you? Do you love what you do? Do you let it consume you? I'd rather wake up under a bridge with a little chill in my bones Then in a warm house that doesn't feel like home So what about you? Starting fires in a old coffee can, a gift from a friend you've never met Not quite what you picture happiness to be? Is it? But sit down, pass that old sweater around I'll tell you some story's Some of the things I've seen even I don't believe The magic of this city It still gets to me Subway tunnels are the damnedest things People walking around in such close vasinity Some of these people don't even look around Have you ever admired the ridiculousness of it all? What about that guy next to you? Having troubles at home Doesn't know if he can finish college Not because he can't afford it His trust fund has that settled But he can't get that one girl in introduction to statistics to say hello So he picks up his phone more often he used too Just to look at it What about the old man The one all the kids on your block said was crazy Have you ever seen evidence of those false claims? Ever thought it was all just hear say? Pass the message along Life isn't about all the stuff we stockpile store for a later than never comes So don't wait for life to hand you what you want you have to take it go up and make your **** demands Because this is not some fairy tale This is not some song and dance This is life and it'll knock you around There's a few differences between me and who I want to be I let it get to me, I fall down And it takes me much longer to get back up than it should But that's the key I get back up I make a stand I keep the crowd cheering in the bleachers No matter how small they seem Weather it's just God watching me, or my family I'll keep it real If reality keeps on keeping me
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I thought the wounds had closed But they've merely been covered by scabs Scabs that needed no picking for the wounds to bleed again Bleeding with renewed pain Pain that I had hoped would have disappeared like the passing of the years Yet the mere mention of your name Dredges up my most agonising memories Memories that I thought I had suppressed Memories that could never be repressed Memories of you breaking my heart Of you healing it only for you to break it into even tinier pieces Memories of claw shaped fingernails Scratching my neck, my face, my chest Of a razor tipped tongue that cut me to the bone with your insults Of your poison laden honeyed words that turned my own friends against me Of heavy hands that always left me bruised and battered Memories of me walking away again and again only for you to reel me in with your promises and your declaration of love But your promises were as empty as your heart Your profession of love was as false as that smile on your face I see that now I see that the only reason why these wounds have never really healed Is because I have never truly let you go Somewhere deep inside me I had always wished you come back to me For you were my first love And for all the bad memories, we had some good ones too And now with my heart slowly mending And light banishing the shadows in my cave I have to tell you this I am letting you go
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
Let you go
I cross the bridge to nowhere, in the cold, in my underwear Intense winds push me to edges, where I contemplate ledges Looking down, spirits swim and stare; icy waters are their lair I levitate and meditate; medicate with mental dredges Such mundane nonchalance; my bridge leads to idiot savants I would be crowned their King, kindred soul of unsound meditations We've left our lost souls unburied, unhurried to right the carriage Take a deep breath of the ether of dregs and suppurations Take the one whom you love, not in marriage, in ************ On the bridge, I pass a young ponce and hear echoes of "Bon Chance!" Purple rags greet me at the gate, royal flags of highest distinction Winking my eye, scratching my head, the dead are now forgotten Deep in my pit, so deep I forget, a pang of extinction In my palace of darkness, no light will shine on the rotten In the court of fools, coarse avowals can't be washed by the fonts So lines are drawn by idiot courtiers and indigent warriors Cities with no regret or sorrow, tomorrow trampled to tatters Through smoke and burnt flesh we ***** we hope to soothe the worriers We are all Babylonians, babbling on as if nothing matters The bridges to nowhere we cross, we cross bridges to Babylons
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Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 1:05 AM UTC
Into Babylon