Some people crave
Fear,
Adrenaline,
Things that stir them awake
Set ablaze
A fire
That brings light to the dark
Your eyes
Are my fear
My adrenaline
They are scary and exciting

In all honesty, I don't care
I really don't
I don't care who came before me
Where they are now
Who they are now
All I care about is Us

When you're with me
Our joint togetherness exudes heated magic
It's like you're a paintbrush
I'm the acrylics
The world is our canvas
And we paint it a plethora of colorful brightness

You can tell whoever else that they are obsolete
Their presence is no longer needed

I'll be your band-aid
Your wounds I aim heal
You'll be my whiskey
I'll forever be intoxicated from your kiss

My mind's played the scene over and over again
That moment when we become more than just friends
Lying in my arms, lip locked in a caress
Let the arms protect you, safe in my fortress
Protection from the elements
Don't worry I can handle it
I long for the next time I can get there again
But for now reality knocks on my door
I answer
And there stands
"just my friend"

You know those times when you're always like
"why are you smiling at me? I didn't even do anything"
But ya know, you did
The day that I found out that you exist
Since that day, I haven't been able to stop smiling
Yeah
*Your existance fills me with joy

Your eyes shine with more intensity than the ocean can roar
Their image forever embedded within my mind
Reaching even the deepest crevices
Bringing light tot even the darkest depths
Awakening me from within
They're so easy to get lost in
It's like  I become cloud
Lost in the vast, endlessly beautiful blue sky that is your eyes
Your eyes
Yeah
You could say I adore them.

A bird this morning sang upon my window sill
And from this I was made to realize
All that was and was not real
The intensity of your stare
The way it made me feel
Until I finally saw
My fatal flaw
Your heart I was unable to steal

I want to be your match
Not the kind that's like the perfect catch
Ignite within like a fire
See you fly, take you higher
You like a firework
Let me light you up
It could be so easy
I could show you but
You keep up your guard
I don't know why
You gotta play hard
But hey you ain't gotta fight
Just let your guard down
Let me mess up your hair
I could be your fire
Set ablaze in the air

You're an island that I'm forced to call home
I try to get away
The waves in my mind bring me back to thoughts of you
I know if I continue to stay here
How much harm it will do
The view from here is stunningly gorgeous
But the situation at hand
Is too much of a burden
On my heart
Collapsing it down on itself
It screams at me
Under the intense pressure
****!
So I listen
And here I go
Flee

I am a fire
This i can't deny
I aim to set ablaze your passion
Place a twinkle in your eye

I spread way to fast
To be contained
My flames engulfing everything, everyone
Stimulating activity within their brain

I don't want to destroy everything in sight
I only want to burn your fears
Birth within you a little might

As you lay down at night, I'll keep you warm
Watch you as you slumber
Ward off any harm

As my embers start to die down
My light beginning to wane
I want to be able to say that my purpose has been fulfilled
Bring forth the oncoming rain

Lustrous Brightness
Blinding the darkness
I am your saving grace

Here I sit
In range of admiration
Your skin immaculately velvet
Your hair messily tasseled
Your gravity seizes my attention
My distraction

I want to be close to you
The warmth your body exudes
The rhythmic rise and fall of your chest
Your beating heart near to mine
My north star

But here I am
There you are
The distance so mere
Yet it feels like a universe
My loneliness

You always claim to lack strength
You think you can't bear the burden of pressure
You say you're not as bright as the darkness that surrounds you
But what you fail to realize
Is that you won my affection
I can see within you the sturdiness of a goliath
The will of a warrior
The grace of a dove
You are elegance
My precious diamond

You think that you know what I want
But in reality you don't
You think that I desire your touch
Your caress
But with these I can only be preoccupied at best
You
Your presence, your being
I need
Because by you
And by you only
My heart, my soul
Are freed

They say that time will heal all wounds
But mine seem to only grow deeper

It's kinda funny how things are
People say love makes you blind
Oblivious to a person's flaws
Their shortcomings
The very things that makes them "them"
To me, love acts as those little old school 3-d red n blues
It helps you to distinguish what's real, what isn't
Helping you to see a person as they're meant to be seen
Past the *******, past what people say
And straight through to who they are at heart

I desire to make love to you
But not just to your body
I want to tantalize
your mind
See if I can stimulate it just a little
Show you a thing or two
I just want.......
I want to make sure that you know there's more than meets the eye
Anyone can pull down their pants
For a little romance
As for me
I prefer a sexier entropy
I want to make love to your mind

The shy thing
It's like a double edged sword
I mean yeah it's cute
At times
But it keeps things from happening
How do you get past the unnerving moments
When you want to manifest your feelings
In outward actions
Because no one can see into your mind
Unless you bring your mind to them
But the shyness is like a roadblock
So treat it as such
And break through it

And I lay here with tear-pooled eyes
As the memories begin to flood my  shallow mind
I hold onto the hope that they will silence the agony in my cries
The ones that've come about since we said our goodbyes
Yet still, here I lay with tear-pooled eyes

Your eyes a ravenous riptide rush
Rose spreads from your cheeks
Your face in heated blush

Your body's like a snowy winter scape
That I long to explore

Your beauty is blinding like the reflecting sun
Shimmering off of the snowy caps
The sight captivates me

You're the 8th wonder
I long to traverse through your landscape

Let me heat you up
Temperature rising like a stove
Gotta have you right now
Slip ya *** out them clothes
They say there ain't nothing wrong
With a little bumpin grind
I wanna play you a song
First make some love to your mind

Why does life have to be like this?
You search the world over
Looking for the perfect specimen
Someone who you think is worthy of you
Your good, your bad
You're ******* awesome
But it seems like there's none around
But then you look to your side
There's your friend
Your best friend

Gonna have a little fun
So let's play a little game
Gone put this scene on rerun
As the neighbours learn my name
We set into a steady rhythm
Your chest motions up and down
Let me consume you like an ocean
In this lovin' you can drown

Your best friend is dear to you
You have some of your fondest memories with them
But what happens when them being your friend isn't enough
You want more of them
But you also don't want to take a chance
Because you might gain
You might lose
It's a game of risks
Gain a love?
Lose a friend?

As my whispers dance over your ear
Your breathing deepens even slows
My hands bend along a river
Love the way your body flows
They say a picture's worth a thousand words
To me that statement still holds true
You're more like a dictionary
Even then I'd read you through and through
You've become my favorite book
I can't stand to put you down
Maybe more like my favorite sport
Always ready for another round

I like you
Not because you're the prettiest
Not because you're the smartest
But because you're you
You don't care about these things
You just let them be a part of you
A side effect of you just being you
I like that
This care-free-ness
Your mind, its mental prowess
Your looks, their god-given effortlessness
Makes you all the more sexier
Yeah
I like you

How do you determine the worth of a man?

Is it measured in accordance with the dollars he's made,
The places he's been,
Or in the beds he's laid?

Does it correllate with the amounts of shoes he possesses,
The cars he drives,
Or the clothes in which he dresses?


To society these things may amount to much
But his worth is measured by the amounts of hearts that he's managed to touch

The people he's helped up when fallen down
The amount of smiles he's been able to transpire from a frown

A man's worth isn't a material thing,
It's an outward manifestation of the amount of joy that he brings

Your eyes shine intensely
So intense
The midday sun seems so dark
They possess
This intense luminescence
They tease me like a planet
That longs to be explored
I would telescope them
As an astronomer admires the night sky
Peering into them
Looking to traverse through your mind
Get lost within
Reveling in the beauty that is such
Stumble across the kind magnificence
That is your gentle soul