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532 · Apr 2022
[ If once, you could see ]
Zywa Apr 2022
If once, you could see


me the way I do, then what --


would your face show me?
Collection "The drama"
532 · May 2024
[ I am so in love ]
Zywa May 2024
I am so in love

that I must confess to her:


I don't write poems.
Story "Dichtertje" ("Little poet", 1918, Nescio), written in 1917, chapter 2

Collection "Rasping ants"
531 · Apr 2021
[ Is it a secret ]
Zywa Apr 2021
Is it a secret,

that I might have one, and I –


therefore don't know it?
“Ik haat de storm, ik houd van de storm” (“I hate the storm, I love the storm”, 2015, Lieke Marsman)

Collection "Shelter"
Zywa Mar 8
The more you want me,

the more you'll see me, even --


when I am not there.
Novella "De heilige Antonio" ("The Saint of the Impossible" / "Saint Antonio", 1998, Arnon Grunberg), chapter 15

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 80s and 90s"
530 · Aug 2023
[ The underworld is ]
Zywa Aug 2023
The underworld is

close at hand: ****, poo and junk --


slimy and rotting.
Poem "Besök i närmaste undre värld" ("Visit to the nearest underworld", 1982, Lars Gustafsson)

Collection "Specialities"
529 · Feb 2023
[ You should not do it ]
Zywa Feb 2023
You should not do it

secretly: but unnoticed --


just tactically.
"Het Bureau - Het A.P. Beerta-Instituut" ("The Office - The A.P. Beerta-Institute", 1998, Han Voskuil), page 655

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
529 · Sep 2022
[ I don't ask Do you ]
Zywa Sep 2022
I don't ask Do you

love me? as long as I learn --


to understand you.
Memoires "Het verkoolde alfabet" (Memoirs "The carbonised alphabet", 1992, Paul de Wispelaere)

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 80s and 90s"
529 · Jan 2023
[ The row of medals ]
Zywa Jan 2023
The row of medals

divert people's attention --


from his worn-out suit.
"Frammento di cronaca di Marco Leccio e della sua guerra sulla carta nel tempo della grande guerra europea" - V ("Fragment of a chronicle of Marco Leccio and his war on the map in the time of the Great War in Europe" – V, 1919, Luigi Pirandello)

Collection "Appearances"
528 · May 2022
Forked tongue
Zywa May 2022
Deep into the night
they felt like winners
The blood had flowed
and it was not theirs

But at dawn
the corpses lay down
with the frightened women
and crying children

in their heads
Occupied, nothing wants to
flow in their bodies
Betrayal! Betrayal!

Ghosts and rats
lick the anger
and play hide and seek
in the maze of lies

about the heroic battle
for the fatherland
and its powerful fathers
with their forked tongue
Collection "PumicePieces"
528 · Jan 2023
[ I enjoy writing ]
Zywa Jan 2023
I enjoy writing

tear-off calendar poems --


The same every year.
Rereading deepens understanding

Collection "New Ago"
528 · Feb 2022
[ His attention, caught ]
Zywa Feb 2022
His attention, caught,

and dropped from excitement, then --


she picked up the shards.
"Verbroken" ("Broken", 2008, Hagar Peeters)

Collection "VacantVoid"
528 · Jun 2023
[ He talks about her ]
Zywa Jun 2023
He talks about her

all the time, so there's a chance --


it's almost over.
Novel "de vrije vogel en zijn kooien - De geschiedenis van een domicilie" ("the free bird and its cages - The history of a donicile", 1957, Simon Vestdijk), chapter 3-2

Collection "Inmost"
527 · Dec 2022
[ Unexpected things ]
Zywa Dec 2022
Unexpected things

never startle me, I just --


respond too slowly.
"Het Bureau - Plankton" ("The Office - Plankton", 1997, Han Voskuil)

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
527 · Jul 2021
[ The longer you live ]
Zywa Jul 2021
The longer you live,

the less you care about it --


what you think of it.
Collection "Metamorphic body"
527 · Mar 2023
[ Causes and effects ]
Zywa Mar 2023
Causes and effects,

implicated in something --


like the One and All.
Singularity

Collection "Ifless"
526 · Jan 2022
[ It's best to marry ]
Zywa Jan 2022
It's best to marry

someone who will not hurt you --


when you get divorced.
"Außer sich" ("Beside Myself", 2017, Sasha Marianna Salzmann)

Collection "Ya, a tightrope walk"
525 · Aug 2022
[ Being objective ]
Zywa Aug 2022
Being objective

is easy, less scary as --


being subjective.
"Hoog en laag springen - Faxen aan Ger #4" ("Like it or not - Faxing Ger #4", December 25th, 1999, published 2021, Nicolien Mizee)

Collection "Out of place"
525 · Mar 2023
Drinking tea in the rain
Zywa Mar 2023
Drinking tea in the rain
in the smell of rain
plain tea, plain rain
but, the two of us, full
of expectation: touch me
touch me, feel me

Lips, hands, all
of you, dear darling
touch me, touch me
nicer much nicer
than dreaming
dreaming the past

If you like you can
silently shout a stick
into the sky, climb
and climb higher, higher
sliding looser, looser
down and up

higher higher up
colours around the sun
diving deep into them
wallowing and wrapping yourself
and sparking sparks
from my hands

But stay with me
want me, want to
see and feel me
keep me whole
see me, feel me
touch me, touch me
The closing song of "Tommy" (1969, Pete Townshend, The Who), "We're not gonna take it", ends with the exclamation "See me, feel me, / touch me, heal me"

For Maria Godschalk

Collection "On living on"
524 · Apr 2023
[ Children ask questions ]
Zywa Apr 2023
Children ask questions,

and they learn a lot from that --


Just like adults do.
Collection "I am"
524 · Sep 2022
[ The truth in the lie ]
Zywa Sep 2022
The truth in the lie

must be recognizable --


or the lie won't work.
Brieven uit Genua - 25 februari 2015 (Letters from Genoa, 2016, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
524 · May 2021
Explod
Zywa May 2021
Your kisses drizzle under my skin
they buzz in all directions
My arms and legs are panting

Your breath, I feel it whispers
that I am enchanted forever
My desire sighs for more

Your hands splashpatter
they rustle me completely wetterwet
My sweat gushes in your mouth

Your muscles dance and drone
they sulphurize thunder in my nose
My ears sough and sizzle

Your pelvis rages in me
pommels of fireworks explode
hunted by my heart
Collection “Without reserve"
524 · May 2022
[ Anyway we live ]
Zywa May 2022
Anyway we live

in common on our commons:


our planet, the earth.
Commons: common grass land, in the middle of the 'community'

"Nederland leest" ("The Netherlands reads", 2019, Ronald Giphart), in the collection "Jan Wolkers - Winterbloei" ("Jan Wolkers - Winterbloom")

Collection "Wean Di"
523 · Dec 2018
The seal
Zywa Dec 2018
Behind the tears between my heart
and my head love is shining
inexhaustible I think

the clouds are just knots
and in rain love is pouring
too because it's the time

of Aquarius, the sun
of dear people shines
in my heart my open heart

I don't fly I am
strong because I have become
so and that makes me

beautiful you say with the seal
of the giving moon
and the all receiving

sun on your heart yes like you
see me I want to be, a flower
in our season
Collection "Summer birds"
522 · Jul 2019
[ Play the waiting game ]
Zywa Jul 2019
Play the waiting game,

scan each other silently:


brainstorming session?
"Grand Hotel Europa" (2018, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "On the fly"
522 · Oct 2024
[ So, what is my life ]
Zywa Oct 2024
So, what is my life:

my existence, being there --


plus my history.
Novel "The Road" (2006, Cormac McCarthy) - Incomplete thought: "You think when you wake up in the mornin yesterday don't count. But yesterday is all that does count. What else is there? Your life is made out of the days it's made out of. Nothin else."

Collection "Over"
522 · Mar 2023
Freeblood is my name
Zywa Mar 2023
There is a sound of *** in my name -
at school, I often had a blush
I was ashamed of the giggles

At parties I stood in the quiet places
and in the parade I walked
on long wooden legs

The wind blew, tugged and
tore my trouser legs
There were shouts and calls

for more, "Hellooo helloohoo
where are you, what are you
thinking about", my friend asked

"Everyone sees only the veils
under which you hide, are you aware
that none of us knows you?

Just be a little like crazy, for once, dare
to go for it, to die of shame
or to bed with someone

Dare to be a descendant
of the man who chose:
Freeblood is my name"
"Mensch, durf te leven" ("Man, dare to live", 1917, Dirk Witte, sung by Jean-Louis Pisuisse)

Collection "BloodTrunk"
522 · Dec 2018
No news
Zywa Dec 2018
Outside the village is the bridge
without a road, at the cemetery
Occasionally townspeople sit there
painting it
Sometimes there are children

To me, it is an image
of life and this morning
I came across a woman there
She lay on the abutment
and was scared, did not dare

to come with me, because of me
she lost her no man's land
For the rest, little happens here
There's never any news
and that is official
Collection "Slow circles"
522 · Nov 2022
[ Depicting the Now ]
Zywa Nov 2022
Depicting the Now:

vibrations of the breakers --


the wave of Being.
#124 "Tom Poes en de Viridiaan-dinges" (#124 "Tom **** and the Viridian-thing, 1968, Marten Toonder)

Collection "Bearer Toonder"
521 · Dec 2021
[ A jar full of worms ]
Zywa Dec 2021
A jar full of worms:

they're trying to creep away --


without a leader.
Collection "Mosaic virus"
521 · Sep 2022
[ The pain, the pleasure ]
Zywa Sep 2022
The pain, the pleasure,

the ****** of giving birth:


fertility queen.
"Sprookje" ("Fairy tale", 1992, Kristien Hemmerechts)

Collection "Stream"
521 · Aug 2021
[ Clouds are approaching ]
Zywa Aug 2021
Clouds are approaching,

they are dark, I seize the days --


The sun is still shining.
Carpe diem

Collection "On living on"
521 · Mar 2024
[ My kisses ask you ]
Zywa Mar 2024
My kisses ask you:

please love me, I do love you --


because I kiss you.
Submitted letter "Liefde is vormenplicht" ("Love is a duty of formality") by Henk Bresssers, included in the article "*** voorkomt u dat uw huwelijk in de scheidingsstatistieken belandt?" ("How do you prevent your marriage from ending up in the divorce statistics?"), published in the NRC of December 24th, 2019

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 10s"
521 · Jun 2022
[ Thank you, cat, here is ]
Zywa Jun 2022
Thank you, cat, here is

your blackbird offering back --


Gods are generous.
Collection "From Sacred Scriptures [1]"
521 · Mar 2024
[ The grand parade is ]
Zywa Mar 2024
The grand parade is

over, and never over:


unforgettable.
Novel "Two Years Eight Months & Twenty-Eight Nights" (which is 1001 nights, 2015, Salman Rushdie), chapter 1, The Children of Ibn Rushd (Averroes, 1126-1198)

Collection "Low gear"
520 · Jan 2023
[ Quiet as a child ]
Zywa Jan 2023
Quiet as a child

in his mother's arms, quite so --


even is my soul.
Psalm 131:2

Collection "The sweet curve"
520 · Mar 2021
Undertone
Zywa Mar 2021
We eat a fresh-caught crab fish
in the setting sun and as in the old books
of my mother, we count the ticking
of the clock from time to time
you say old books also are okay

Another carrot and a pun
once more delaying
the unavoidable farewell kiss
no more calling on each other
I really don't know what to say
Collection "Life line" (written in 1973)
519 · Oct 2022
[ Without any tears ]
Zywa Oct 2022
Without any tears,

her eyes are crying sorrow --


and love into me.
Collection "Webgarden"
518 · Feb 2022
[ If you don't forgive ]
Zywa Feb 2022
If you don't forgive

you'll drink poison, hoping that --


the other suffers.
Interview with Mpho Andrea Tutu (nrc, 19 februari 2022)

Collection "Actively Passive"
518 · May 2023
[ The riches we have ]
Zywa May 2023
The riches we have

are limited, we want more --


attention, on call.
Collection "Mastress"
518 · Jan 2023
[ I am not myself ]
Zywa Jan 2023
I am not myself,

I'm in love, I am waiting --


for him for hours now.
"Fragments d'un discours amoureux" - "L'attente" ("A Lover's Discourse: Fragments" - "Waiting", 1977, Roland Barthes)

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 60s and 70s"
518 · Dec 2018
Undressed by beauty
Zywa Dec 2018
Along the Lost Cost Quay
the cargo ships are almost drowning
while we party

in Oslo and Ghent, you dance
sparks from the floor, you dance
the delicate velvet petals

up, let them float
and return to the flower
Your shirt falls open

just enough to wish
for more, for no reason
just to experience

the lovely wonder of feeling
what I feel, myself, as if
your beauty is ******* me
Kyakura, the returned flower

Cafés "Oslo" and "Ghent" at the Kostverlorenkade ("Lost Cost Quay") in Amsterdam

Collection "The Big Secret"
518 · Jun 2023
[ The castle ruins ]
Zywa Jun 2023
The castle ruins

have an imposingly high --


ceiling with real stars.
Collection "Different times"
516 · Apr 2022
[ My love spell on you ]
Zywa Apr 2022
My love spell on you:

take only notice of me --


only care of me.
"I put a spell on you" (1956, Jay Hawkins, album "At Home with Screamin Jay Hawkins" [1958]; sung by Nina Simone in 1965)

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 40s and 50s"
516 · Aug 2023
[ People read stories ]
Zywa Aug 2023
People read stories,

the travel maps of the world --


travel maps of lives.
Novel "The PowerBook" (2000, Jeanette Winterson), chapter "NEW DOCUMENT"

Collection "WriteWiser signage"
515 · Nov 2022
[ Covered by the night ]
Zywa Nov 2022
Covered by the night

I visit you secretly --


That is the rumour.
In response to "Stoner" (1965, John Williams)

Collection "NightWatch"
514 · Oct 2022
[ He sniffs and he sucks ]
Zywa Oct 2022
He sniffs and he *****

all air out of the bedroom --


Open the window!
Father on his deathbed

"Je leek met ieder" ("You seemed with every", 1990, Michel Bartosik)

Collection "Stall"
513 · Aug 2024
[ Kiss as often as ]
Zywa Aug 2024
Kiss as often as

you desire and kiss more, still --


you'll kiss too little.
Novel "The Sandcastle" (1957, Iris Murdoch), chapter Three

Collection "Unspoken"
513 · Aug 2024
[ Relaxed by the gin ]
Zywa Aug 2024
Relaxed by the gin

I get up and see the yard --


rotating round me.
Novel "The Sandcastle" (1957, Iris Murdoch), chapter Twelve

Collection "Unspoken"
513 · Nov 2024
[ A sleepy village ]
Zywa Nov 2024
A sleepy village,

the doors and shutters are closed --


Dogs barking loudly.
Poem "vluchtweg" ("escape route", 2022, Emilie Dewitte)

One-act play "Huis clos" ("Closed doors", 1943, Jean-Paul Sartre)

Collection "Within the walls"
513 · Jun 2023
Memories don't drown
Zywa Jun 2023
Events flow through my head
faucets spontaneously spray
memories over my feet
Frogs jump out of the pool

What seemed so ordinary
is now demonstrating
and keeping me awake
Smashing the window panes

I hide behind the lace curtain
Shadows beat the drum
They live on the street
and declare me guilty

I am no longer safe
from the straight faces
and the doubts of my family
They slink through the house
Film "La Llorona" ("The weeping woman" [looking for her drowned children], 2019, Jayro Bustamante, about the Guatemalan Genocide in the 1980s

Collection "Greeting from before"
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