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513 · Jun 2023
Memories don't drown
Zywa Jun 2023
Events flow through my head
faucets spontaneously spray
memories over my feet
Frogs jump out of the pool

What seemed so ordinary
is now demonstrating
and keeping me awake
Smashing the window panes

I hide behind the lace curtain
Shadows beat the drum
They live on the street
and declare me guilty

I am no longer safe
from the straight faces
and the doubts of my family
They slink through the house
Film "La Llorona" ("The weeping woman" [looking for her drowned children], 2019, Jayro Bustamante, about the Guatemalan Genocide in the 1980s

Collection "Greeting from before"
512 · Sep 2023
[ Sex since the helminths ]
Zywa Sep 2023
*** since the helminths,

derailed into a big deal --


for human beings.
****** reproduction started in prokayotes. Helminths are the oldest ****** animals. Helminths is a name for all (macro)parasitic worms: ringed worms, flatworms, roundworms and thorny-headed worms. Most are hermaphroditic, roundworms have their sexes differentiated.

Novel "De rimpels van Esther Ornstein - De geschiedenis van een verzuim" ("The wrinkles of Esther Ornstein - The history of a neglect", 1959, Simon Vestdijk), chapter 3-1

Collection "Inmost [2]"
512 · Aug 2023
[ Together we pick ]
Zywa Aug 2023
Together we pick

handfuls, there's gold everywhere --


the buttercup gold.
Novel "The PowerBook" (2000, Jeanette Winterson), chapter "EMPTY TRASH"

Collection "No wonder"
512 · Jun 2019
Karma mixer
Zywa Jun 2019
It is not personal
when things go wrong
although I live wisely
because we do everything together

in the karma mixer
of instincts and virtues
and circumstances that change
from moment to moment

My life is too short
for any karma of my own
which will come later
as a drop in the brew

from the karma mixer
that's all I am
unimportant, even
if I'm famous
Collection “Ifless”
511 · Jan 2023
[ People are equal ]
Zywa Jan 2023
People are equal,

Article 1 states, but who --


does obey the law?
Article 1 of the Constitution of the Kingdom of the Netherlands reads: "All persons in the Netherlands shall be treated equally in equal circumstances. Discrimination on the grounds of religion, belief, political opinion, race, ***, ****** orientation, disability, or on any other grounds whatsoever shall not be permitted.

Collection "Without reserve"
510 · Jul 2024
[ There is no wisdom ]
Zywa Jul 2024
There is no wisdom

in the East, no, everywhere --


people are foolish.
Novel "The Enchantress of Florence" (2008, Salman Rushdie), part 3, chapter 18

Collection "Low gear"
510 · Sep 2019
Reading aloud by the sea
Zywa Sep 2019
The sun hangs on
just above the water
With romantic feelings
the old people look

at us on the rocks
where we read to each other
They don't see the ants
only our young bodies
and in mind, they add the lizards

A foghorn sounds at sea
but there is nothing to see
until suddenly around us
the bathers on the concrete blocks
become who they seemed to be:

ghosts cherishing themselves
in the warmth on their skin
They turn around and wait
sleeping for the sun
Umag, Croatia, September 1988

Collection “WoofWoof”
510 · Jun 2021
[ When he concentrates ]
Zywa Jun 2021
When he concentrates,

his legs begin to tremble –


then he says something.
“De vader van Artenio” (“The father of Artenio”, translated from Italian; it is a summary from the diaries, 2020, Frida Vogels), November 2nd, 1963 in Bologna

Collection "Trench Walking"
510 · May 2022
[ I'm waiting in bed ]
Zywa May 2022
I'm waiting in bed,

wondering who to invite --


if you don't come soon?
Collection "Freend"
Zywa Sep 2022
With their girl, tough men

melt, she is already soft --


she gets tough later.
Letter 141, to Carl van H, February 20th, 1987 ("A pleasant postumity: letters 1965-1997", 2004, Herman de Coninck)

Collection "Shortages"
509 · Nov 2020
[ Shadows slide along ]
Zywa Nov 2020
Shadows slide along

the tree line in the evening:


the wood gatherers.
Letter 260 (September 3rd, 1882, Vincent van Gogh)

Collection "Home sea"
508 · Apr 2021
[ The perfect woman ]
Zywa Apr 2021
The perfect woman

is from marble, and barefoot –


she stays where she is.
“Edge” (1963, Sylvia Plath)

Collection "Actively Passive"
508 · Oct 2020
[ Are there any saints? ]
Zywa Oct 2020
Are there any saints?

Possibly, they always hide –


like the unicorns.
“Lament for Qu Yuan” (177 BC, Jia Yi)

Collection "Inmost"
508 · Dec 2018
Be Wappy
Zywa Dec 2018
I wandered through the village
in the woods of densely formed trunks
and I was told that it is not a forest

but a tree, I drank sweet tea
under the ******* aerial roots
and the thick foliage above it

The woman I spoke to, laughed
at my wonder and took my hand
She led me to the middle

where our surrender embraced the trunk
which was too thick for four outstretched arms
The red ribbons touched our head

Back on the terrace on the edge
where the young trunks in the lake
form a living canopy

we saw a flight of parrots
The birds were shouting at us
'No Hurry', they yelled every time

when they passed in the bright colours
of their message: 'No Hurry!
Be Wappy!'
Banyan

Collection “Summer birds”
507 · Feb 2023
[ Narcissus prefers ]
Zywa Feb 2023
Narcissus prefers

to play alone, with mirrors --


as his string quartet.
Composition "Partita Ritardata" (2022, Paul Pankert) for violin and electronics, performed by Paul Pankert in the Organpark on February 25th, 2023

Collection "org anp ark" #281
507 · Nov 2022
Set piece
Zywa Nov 2022
On the photo you don't see
that the water stands still
and you can think

that the sea has almost taken
the land and the house
will soon drift away

A person just has to take
other points of view
to find out something

and to keep living in the world
not in appearances, not in set
pieces of one's own fantasy

empty, unless actors populate them
of whom you no longer know after a while
whether they are acquaintances of you

but your own images nestle
in your head, they fit exactly
whereas the world is uncomfortable
"House By An Inlet" (1930, Edward Hopper)

Collection "NightWatch"
Zywa Jun 2019
Hi boy with the bike on the vase full of bloom
.........................................................pl­oom ploom
hi chair by the table
hi bread on the table
hi fisherman-fish with the pipe
........................and
hi fisherman-fish with the cap
.................cap and pipe
..........of the fisherman fish
..........................hi

Hi-i fish
hi sweet fish
hi little fishy mine
Translation of "Marc groet 's morgens de dingen" (1928) by Paul van Ostaijen
507 · Apr 2022
Secret code
Zywa Apr 2022
Possibility, chance, no coincidence
fate or god, but the outcome
of the self-learning program

in our heads, the decisions
lay already enclosed within us
as our future, our path

You came down the stairs
stopped in the hall
and looked at me

called unexpectedly
lovingly my name
said you

will get mail from me:
the promise that bound me
during your holiday

I looked for a secret code
in the text on your cards
and only found my longing
For Dory dK
Collection "The Big Secret"
505 · May 2022
[ Something sings beneath ]
Zywa May 2022
Something sings beneath

reality, there's the beat --


of a heart, loudly.
"Underneath" (2022, Jasna Velickovic), composition for hyperorgan, part 1 of a chain composition by ten composers, performed by her in the Organpark on May 20th, 2022

Collection "org anp ark" #208
505 · Feb 2023
[ From now on, dare to ]
Zywa Feb 2023
From now on, dare to

be tough, firm and resistant --


more than a man's wish.
Novel "Zij" ("She", 2023, Maaike Neuville)

Collection "Truder"
504 · Mar 2019
Let me forget
Zywa Mar 2019
Dark clouds in the sunset glow
there's an invisible death below

Amidst apartment blocks, I stroll
around and around a new black hole
of concentrated matter

A broken-winged cargo plane smashed
friends of friends of friends of mine

It is quiet after the blow
I want to hear what I don't want to know
and then kiss away the danger
be it with a stranger

Caress me, caress me, make me glory
for a night, let me forget this story
“Bijlmer disaster”, a Boeing 747-258F/SCD cargo aircraft of El Al, flight 1862, crashes in Amsterdam on October 4th, 1992

Collection "Moons"
503 · Nov 2018
Big heart
Zywa Nov 2018
All beginnings are difficult, but
shall his heart grow with mine
and will not matching sensitivities

be given a warm place anyway?
Can it be big like an elephant?

It already is, trumpets one
yeah ha ha ha, stamp the others
grandma Phant blows my hair in a mess

don't hold on to your questions
she says, better come with us

She trunks me between her ears
chatting about phants and people
with their peculiarities

we reach a wide field
of waving colours

The children phants start tasting them
crushing more flowers than they pick
but with love, new ones grow

you see, grandma Phant says
it's easy

if you give space to the sun
Collection “Webgarden”
503 · Oct 2023
[ You did, you said: I ]
Zywa Oct 2023
You did, you said: I.

How dare you! What do you think!


That you are something?
"Citizen: An American Lyric" - VII (2014, Claudia Rankine)

Collection "May the Might"
503 · Feb 2022
[ If only love was ]
Zywa Feb 2022
If only love was

contagious, only too bad --


only bacilli.
"Vindeling" ("Findling", 2019, Vonne van der Meer)

Collection "VacantVoid"
503 · Dec 2021
[ I waved back to him ]
Zywa Dec 2021
I waved back to him,

to the fluttering greeting --


A sleeve without arm.
Ester Naomi Perquin about poetry, in: "Maybe a beginning of something big. 29 poets at work" (2021, Hester van Hasselt en Bianca Sistermans)

Collection "WriteWiser signage"
502 · Apr 2022
[ Automatic face ]
Zywa Apr 2022
Automatic face

recognition: wearing masks --


for your privacy.
****** recognition systems

Collection "Half The Work"
502 · Apr 2023
[ The Director stands ]
Zywa Apr 2023
The Director stands

in his room like a farmer --


in his own courtyard.
"Het Bureau - De dood van Maarten Koning" ("The Office - The Death of Maarten Koning", 2000, Han Voskuil), blz. 43-44, Maarten Koning and director **** van de Marel (1987)

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
Zywa Feb 13
Farewell, I just wave

my empty hands a little --


to get rid of it.
Poem "Vertrekkende" ("Departing", 2006, Antjie Krog)

Collection "After the festivities"
500 · Sep 2023
[ Toilets overflow ]
Zywa Sep 2023
Toilets overflow,

trains cannot run on the tracks:


copper is golden.
Copper theft from the railways in the Netherlands, in 2023

Tour of the guest house of the King Sabata Dalindyebo Technikon in Mthatha (Eastern Cape, RSA) and of the old sewage treatment plant in Kroonstad (Free State) --- Tale "A Change of tongue" (2003, Antjie Krog)

Collection "After the festivities"
500 · Nov 2022
[ Early morning mist ]
Zywa Nov 2022
Early morning mist,

hanging about in the buzz --


of the rising sun.
"Fiery Horizon" (2021, Peter-Jan Wagemans), for violin, keyboard with sound files an 4-track sound file, performed in the Organpark by Maria-Paula Majoor (violin), Maarten van Veen (keyboard), and Peter-Jan Wagemans (electronics) on November 6th, 2022

Collection "org anp ark" #246
499 · Dec 2021
[ A big party, we ]
Zywa Dec 2021
A big party, we

laugh and sing, louder, wilder,


and more and more -- free.
"Bella la vita" ("How beautiful is life", 2020, Roderik de Man), played on mechanical ***** (musix box) The Busy Drone (December 1st, 2021) and on spinet (Ere Lievonen, December 2nd, 2021)

Collection "org anp ark" #185
499 · Feb 2022
[ Karma: taking care ]
Zywa Feb 2022
Karma: taking care

of yourself and your neighbours --


now and now and now.
Collection "The drama"
498 · Jul 2023
[ The psychiatrist ]
Zywa Jul 2023
The psychiatrist

desperately deals hard blows --


to me, to my thoughts.
Novel "The Good Apprentice" (1985, Iris Murdoch)

'Desperate cases require desperate remedies'

Collection "Unspoken"
498 · Jul 2022
DearI
Zywa Jul 2022
I awake with a start, from the heat
as if you were lying heavy on me

I don't make a sound, sleepily I turn
the duvet down. You are not here

The door is locked
it's quiet in the house

I think of Missy in the other room
see her eyes light up in the basket

pricked up at the slightest sound
I make, a sigh

turning my pillow over
the thought of a caress

Being in love may be enough
care and company, I can organise

I shouldn't want everything
and yet I must, I want to

give myself everything
as much as possible
For Maria Godschalk

Collection "DearI"
498 · Aug 2023
[ The heart and dagger ]
Zywa Aug 2023
The heart and dagger

on the dark jar lure me, ask --


me to pick it up.
Novel "The PowerBook" (2000, Jeanette Winterson), chapter "EMPTY TRASH"

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 0s and 10s"
498 · Jul 2019
[ Making up stories ]
Zywa Jul 2019
Making up stories

together, that is the core --


of relationships.
"Grand Hotel Europa" (2018, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)
497 · May 2024
[ A silvery sky ]
Zywa May 2024
A silvery sky,

dark and quiet the mountains --


as if sound asleep.
Novella "Fuglene under himmelen" ("The birds under the sky", 2019, Karl Ove Knausgard)

Collection "Glimpsed"
496 · May 2023
[ Here too, policemen ]
Zywa May 2023
Here too, policemen

coming to deport me to --


a death of torture.
After a rejected asylum application

Film "Die middag" ("That afternoon", 2023, Nafiss Nia)

Collection "Between where"
496 · Jun 2023
[ I despise myself ]
Zywa Jun 2023
I despise myself

for everything I can't do --


like other students.
Puberty

Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 7, page 316

Collection "Inmost"
495 · Sep 2021
[ My things keep quiet ]
Zywa Sep 2021
My things keep quiet,

they are absent in my home --


till I pick them up.
Collection "WoofWoof"
495 · Feb 2024
[ While talking, we find ]
Zywa Feb 2024
While talking, we find

in our circular thoughts what --


we already knew.
"Diffractive Reading" by Bill Mullaney: reading of the twelve cards designed by him after Pauline Oliveros' "Wind Horse Mandala", in the Organpark on February 10th, 2024

Collection "org anp ark" #363
494 · Feb 2022
[ People are party ]
Zywa Feb 2022
People are party

to politics for the peace --


of self-interest.
"De rat van Amsterdam" ("The rat of Amsterdam", 2016, Pieter Waterdrinker)

Collection "May the Might"
494 · Jul 2021
[ Tea and gruntsinging ]
Zywa Jul 2021
Tea and gruntsinging

of old Tibetans before --


they get in the air.
"Steeds hoger" ("Higher and higher", 1970, Jules Deelder)

Collection "Held True"
494 · Oct 2023
[ Sometimes the sunlight ]
Zywa Oct 2023
Sometimes the sunlight

glints in the drop that I am --


in the sea of life.
"The Once and Future King" - part 4, "The Candle in the Wind" (1958, Terence White) - End: "The fate of this man or that man was less than a drop, although it was a sparkling one, in the great blue motion of the sunlit sea"

"Desolation Angels" (1966, Jack Kerouac), part 1-1-15

Collection "Stream"
494 · Mar 2024
Temple in the forest
Zywa Mar 2024
Today, an excursion to a temple
somewhere further along the river
and we don't take anything with us

although no one seems to be there
so there will be no daily rites
This must be a lesson

We walk single file
through the forest, we walk
over the edge

of a basin, we are there
in the middle of the temple
a row of orange flags

in the open cave
of the waterfalls
of time

which overwhelm me
and carry me away, for a week
I can't be found

Only the forest sees me
while my body meditates
and does not know that I exist
Film "Samsara" (2023, Lois Patiño), novices in orange robes visit a semicircular amphitheatre with waterfalls (in Laos)

Collection "Metamorphic body"
494 · Dec 2022
[ The birds sing for me ]
Zywa Dec 2022
The birds sing for me,

yes, they like me, and the hemp --


seeds next to my chair.
Matthew 6:26  Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them.

"Three Little Birds" (1977, Bob Marley & The Wailers)

Collection "SoulSenseSun"
494 · Mar 2021
[ There is a drum roll ]
Zywa Mar 2021
There is a drum roll

behind the quiet houses –


everyone is there.
Collection "From Sacred Scriptures"
494 · Dec 2023
[ My work is simple ]
Zywa Dec 2023
My work is simple,

I too am averagely --


uninteresting.
Poem "Arm" ("Poor", 2022, Koenraad Goudeseune), written on his deathbed

Collection "Over"
493 · Feb 2021
[ The cat does not move ]
Zywa Feb 2021
The cat does not move,

she is observing the moon –


the hypnotic ball.
“And the quiet cat” (1968, Jack Kerouac): And the quiet cat / sitting by the post / perceives the moon

Collection "Held True"
493 · Jan 2024
[ Farewell: we don't eat ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Farewell: we don't eat,

it just seems that way, as you --


also see in plays.
Novel "Een Fries huilt niet" ("A Frisian does not cry", 1980, Gerrit Krol), chapter 4.1

Collection "After the festivities"
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