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326 · Oct 2019
It's Okay
Merinda Oct 2019
It's okay not to be okay
But i'm not really okay to make it okay
Even it has to be okay in every way
323 · Feb 2019
Goodbye Thing
Merinda Feb 2019
It's sunny day but rainy in the eye
Rising smile even it's hard to try
Walking around this town and meet a big guy
He suggest me to tell a little lie
A tear doesn't mean you cry
But one thing can't deny
There's no good in goodbye
That's why i'm too afraid to say hi
322 · Mar 2019
Sink in Daydream
Merinda Mar 2019
Staring to winter wind
Touching deeply and inviting me to swim
Foolish me decides to stuck and sink
To the beautiful scene of daydream
A flawless story with perfect aim
Colorless screen turning to green
Oh no, someone please help me get outta here!
314 · Nov 2019
Summer Train
Merinda Nov 2019
Traveling with summer train
Recovery from the rain
Prepare for the new begin
Sever the broken chain
All I wanna do just to numb the pain
310 · Mar 2019
The Sound of Fear
Merinda Mar 2019
The sound of fear
Running around my ear
Just force me to disappear
308 · Feb 2019
Dreamland
Merinda Feb 2019
Welcome to the dreamland
Beautiful world with rainbow sand
Create dreams with peterpan
Fly away the universe with snowman
Counting the stars from one 'till ten
Close your eyes and just take my hand
Dream what you wanna dream and believe if you can
Don't give up 'till the end
303 · Oct 2019
A cup of poetry
Merinda Oct 2019
Starting a day with a cup of coffe
Drinking poison to catch the energy
Sinking deeper through emotions 'till I can't breathe
Holding on to traumatic things that stay in me
Pouring it into rhymes and beautiful poetry
301 · Jun 2019
A Loner
Merinda Jun 2019
I'm just a loner
A loner without loneliness
298 · Feb 2019
Souvenir
Merinda Feb 2019
Keep you in my pocket as a souvenir
Join my journey go through the year
Sweet melody whispering my ear
Trying to stop me holding on the fear
Rise those smiles to dry my tear
Silly things bring some cheer
All i want is keep you near
Travel the world but still hear
Locked you in this deep memory, my dear
291 · Feb 2019
Beautiful Boy
Merinda Feb 2019
Hey, beautiful boy!
A little you seem like a roy
You play those beats like a toy
Running over my head to find a joy
Thinking of you just rising a coy
Real world come over me just make me feel annoy
It force me to quit, so mine ain't mill like a soy
288 · Sep 2019
Waiting for You
Merinda Sep 2019
Sitting here waiting for you
It doesn't mean i have a clue
Just because i don't need someone new
To complete my perfect view

I just don't know what to do
Cause without you i only blue
All i have to do just wishing you feel it too
288 · Mar 2019
Under the Stars
Merinda Mar 2019
Drinking tears under the stars
Kissing jar that full of lies
Crawling to the stairway in the sky
Trying so hard to numb every scar
Dreaming the dream so i can fly
285 · Feb 2019
Crawling
Merinda Feb 2019
Crawling through the darkness of the night
No safe place for me to hide
Get ready for a fight
Even i know i have no guide
It's hard to turning black to white
I have nothing but dream inside
That drives me to see the light
285 · Feb 2019
Green Eyes
Merinda Feb 2019
Green eyes stare at me
Through the hedge stop gravity
Deeply eye sting like a bee
Rising smile sweeter than honey
Every glance just drives me crazy
Coloring my world that won't stop going empty
Little me drowning in over sea
Just watching you here with a cup of tea
Cause i know everything i do, we'll never be we
282 · Jan 2020
Put Smile on My Face
Merinda Jan 2020
Just put smile on my face
If you won't regret
281 · Nov 2019
Fata Morgana
Merinda Nov 2019
You put smile on my face every morning
I can still taste your breath in last evening
Your kisses touch my skin
Amazing night like a movie scene

Those flowers on your finger are hiding that diamond ring
To surprising me and asking me to be your queen

Perfect moment that creating by imagine
It was just Fata Morgana in the morning
My alarm force me to wake up from this dream
278 · Oct 2019
Broke Me
Merinda Oct 2019
I did everything for you
But you left me with someone new
It broke me not just in two
266 · Dec 2019
Light through the Darkness
Merinda Dec 2019
Let the light come
To the darkness of mine
260 · Dec 2019
Hater
Merinda Dec 2019
They wake up earlier
Just to see nothing's better
All words are going to disappear
You got it, sir?
257 · Oct 2019
Climb
Merinda Oct 2019
Just waiting for the perfect time
To make it all mine
Stay away from demons that trying to make us blind
Singing me a lullaby and whispering the "can't"
To find another top to climb
254 · Jan 2020
Dead Sun
Merinda Jan 2020
A dead sun is going to blind
or heading another climb
250 · Jun 2019
Memories
Merinda Jun 2019
Thousands stories painted on our memories
239 · Mar 2019
Madness
Merinda Mar 2019
Drowning in a glass of juice
The madness in me is ready to push
Insanity stay in focus
Burning up inside and holding on to something to lose
Drinking emotions i'll never choose
Swiping up the ocean of lotus
Looking for a smile to boost
238 · Oct 2019
Burning in The Sky
Merinda Oct 2019
Hope and dreams are burning in the sun
After tragedy that truly killing my mind
****** eyes in my wasting time
Broken soul's trying to run
Beautiful scar, it won't be fine
238 · Mar 2019
Fantasy and Reality
Merinda Mar 2019
Falling in fantasy
Empty in reality
235 · Sep 2019
Waiting...
Merinda Sep 2019
Waiting for love to be mine
It's 8.372 days and i'll be just fine
233 · Nov 2019
Hey!
Merinda Nov 2019
Hey problem!
Sit down here, and let's talk about 'em
231 · Mar 2019
Nobody's Perfect
Merinda Mar 2019
Correct yourself
Not everyone else
Cause nobody's perfect
230 · Mar 2020
Same Battle
Merinda Mar 2020
Bad and good always fight in the same battle
225 · Feb 2019
New Day
Merinda Feb 2019
When the trouble has come
And chase me with a gun
Makes me feel such as dumb
There is no escape cause i'm blind
but i hope still can see the sun

I try everything but i can't
I try to run
To reach something that i can find
That maybe can replace this numb

I don't need those thumbs
All i need is just the one

Someone please rescue me from this hunt
When i face the valley i just wanna jump
Show me the way so i can stay calm
Teach me how to be bright and shine
Cause i believe a new day will come
And bring me some more fun
223 · Dec 2019
Lamented
Merinda Dec 2019
The fate...
It wasn't great
221 · Nov 2019
Man Behind the Coat
Merinda Nov 2019
Man behind the coat
Breaking through the rain and killing the cold
Crossing the sea of tears riding a boat
The whole story's still untold
214 · Mar 2019
Laugh in Cry
Merinda Mar 2019
Laugh in cry
Battle emotions that hiding in a deep eye
Keep holding on 'till the day i die
Building a castle made of by perfect lie
Smiling our way in the beautiful sky
207 · Feb 2019
Broken-Marriage
Merinda Feb 2019
High hopes when building the bridge
No one cares about sound of ditch
One year, two years, no matter about rich
'The running of time' make a deal with leech
Change everything and turn to perfect pitch
See this body 'frozen' in the hottest fridge
So, what's the deal for marriage?
207 · Mar 2019
Disappointed
Merinda Mar 2019
Disappointed
A feeling that no one want to granted
205 · Nov 2019
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Merinda Nov 2019
What's the worst part about friends?
It's ignore by them
203 · Feb 2019
Morning Light
Merinda Feb 2019
The cutest smile say 'hi' to my life
It gaves me some beautiful sight
Shine like a morning light
I wish i could hold it tight
Like thread to the kite
Spinning around this mood like wheels on bike
Chasing me down and no where i can hide
195 · Mar 2019
Just Dreaming
Merinda Mar 2019
Happy man said
Don't be scared to dreaming
Wise man said
The falling is raising pain
The world said
Maybe they can be friends
And creating beauty from pain
188 · Sep 2019
Ghost
Merinda Sep 2019
You treat me like a ghost
I swear, it hurts me the most
187 · Feb 2019
Notice
Merinda Feb 2019
Staring to the east
Hanging out with geese
Trying to redeem emotion that turning to beast
Tasting something bitter but i'm telling mine it's just a cheese
Facing the truth that you never notice
179 · Feb 2019
Man in Black
Merinda Feb 2019
The man in black
Waiting someone that never comes back
A lost is going bad
The heart is already dead
Drinking poison to moves the mad
Fixing tears to cut the sad
Forget everything that never get
158 · Jan 2020
Blue Way
Merinda Jan 2020
I face my reality in a blue way
And then the sky turns to grey
147 · Jan 2020
Flashing Light
Merinda Jan 2020
Bathed in flashing light
In the darkness of night
Emotion was crawling inside
Reaching something right
138 · Feb 2019
The Hole
Merinda Feb 2019
The hole in the wheel
Stop the world and make a deal
They're coming with a bill
Asking for a ****
Killing the ill
That every single day becomes so real

Ignore the meal
But give attention for a pill
Running to the hill
Hope that giving me some chill
Find something that i will
Keep to stand still
94 · Feb 1
The Storm Is Me
Merinda Feb 1
What if the storm never really passes?
What if it's part of me?
What if it's my strength?

What if the storm is me?
What if destruction is the way I breathe?
What if disaster is how I see beauty?

Do you mind that?
Do you still see the beauty of me?

What if I'm the one who could destroy you anytime?
Is that "more than coffe" thing still meant for me?

I hope so,
'Cause I'll always be the one standing my ground.

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