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Aron Mar 2016
Middle of the day,
you're laying on your bed
or busy doing something
&
then that strong feeling of
missing someone hits you;
I think that,
is more special
than missing someone
at 1 A.M.
Aron Oct 2014
That's what she always has been.
Hard to find, difficult to be seen.
Her words are enough
to **** me.
"You're just a friend and that's all it will be."

"But no, I don't want
my love for you to end.
"

"Then you better catch me if you can."
Aron Dec 2020
How do you heal a wound that was made by love?
"Tell me!"; I shouted and pleaded to the Gods above.

Does a happy ever after truly exist for someone like me?
The scar she left binds me and with that, I'll never be free.

Trapped in a never-ending cycle of despair and madness.
Drifting on an empty sea of waves of tears and sadness.

Searched for answers everywhere but to no avail.
So, I wonder -- will I recover from this lonely tale?
A collaboration with Shaina.
Aron Nov 2014
There is a possibility that you can survive
being strike by lightning or
manage to avoid an oncoming vehicle.
But there is one thing that everyone
cannot escape or avoid.
Love.
Once you've got struck by it, there's no turning back.
Aron Oct 2014
Everything must come to an end and so does the summer sky.
Without a warning
the clouds of fall began to cover this heart of mine
and the sadness & darkness begins to creep back again.
. . .
Aron Oct 2014
News has spread like fire, there's a thief in town.
Locals say she's beautiful, has an angelic smile and nice.
She's been spotted last week, walking around.
She will steal your heart without even thinking twice.
She's a Queen that doesn't wear a crown,
if you fall in love with her, be prepared to pay the price.
Aron Feb 2016
Black & White.
In the middle
of the night,
took off my
disguise
and watched
as our love
slowly
dies.

Love, what happened
to us?
We crumbled
and turn into
dust.

You'll wake up,
alone
with love
greeting you
with a
different
kind
of
tone.
2-5-2016
Bored.
Aron Dec 2014
You won't understand how much I love you,
and also the fact that I would do anything to,
spend time with you dear
and no, I don't want to drink beer,
for I want you to be the only chemical, rushing
on my mind & in my veins
and with that, it is a fact that's discouraging,
that my love for you will bind me like chains.
First poem collaboration with R.R. (Idah)
12/15/2014
Aron Oct 2014
"Our love ended before it even start."*

How am I supposed to accept the fact that she's gone,
when that's all the explanation she has given to me?
And,
How can she sleep at night knowing that I'm all alone
with those words keeping me up at night?
12:50 AM
10/9/2014
Mood: Extremely Sad
Aron Dec 2014
She left me without saying goodbye
and now I am here, left alone.
But what did I expect,
from a girl
that contained
billion of stars
on her small & fragile body?
Did I think that she,
can possibly
love someone
as broken
as
me?
12/14/2014
Aron Oct 2014
Love, where have you been?*
I was looking for you, but you were
nowhere to be seen.
You made it clear that you were leaving
And with that I am here, alone & grieving.
It's been 4 days of misery & sadness,
Come back and save me from this madness.
Aron Nov 2014
Everything that makes me whole,
I would gladly give it to you.
If that's what it will take
to make this coldness & emptiness
that I'm feeling right now disappear.
I'm feeling really down right now..
Her
Aron Oct 2014
Her
As each day passed by, I'm wanting her more and more.
Every details about her even the small ones, all of it I adore.
I didn't know that I'm capable to love someone like this
until I met you.
And Yet, loving you has been nothing but eternal bliss.
For her.
Aron Dec 2014
As I look across the sky,
I can't wonder but to ask why?
Why that even though we're far away
from each other,
I can still smile
because
we're still living under the same sky.

*That is more than I can wish for.
December 6, 2014
Aron Oct 2020
I’ve never thought that I’ll be content
With just your head on my chest
This feeling is heaven-sent,
True and genuine, that I can attest.

Safe from all harm
As I embrace you in one arm,
I’ll always be by your side,
As it is the safest place,

I see the universe in your eyes,
Clearer than the blue skies.
It is brighter than the flares of the sun,
A magnificent sight, you’re the one.

Eyes that are so wide and deep,
filled with oceans
Crashing and wild, turning over ships.
Filled with every emotion.
....
Aron Oct 2014
Keep it steady
For I am not yet ready.
Shoot me at the back,
Then put my body on a sack.
Throw me on a river,
Don't be scared, I won't shiver.
Tell them not to look for me,
For it is my choice to flee*.
Aron Oct 2014
Death is such an inevitable thing right?

That's what she said before
leaving me without saying goodbye.
And after all those years,
I finally realized what it really meant.
It was our *love
that has died
and cannot be saved
no matter how hard we try.
I'm missing her.
Aron Oct 2014
She's always on mind
whether it's day or night.
I'm on this endless bind,
having a great delight.
As we lay here, with each other's arms both entwined
my heart is beating faster than the speed of light.
Aron Dec 2014
I am missing you,
I need you here beside me
and I can't remember
how many times I've
retraced my memories
searching for you,
while waiting for the dawn,
alone.
12/13/2014
Aron Dec 2014
As I walked around on the place
that we've first me, I suddenly realized
what am I really here for?

Maybe this is for my big ego,
and I just wanted you to see me doing fine,
much more better now than when we're
together.

Or maybe I am here because
I'm hoping that seeing you, would
help to fix my broken heart
and also  the damage
that you've
done in me.

But deep inside me, I always knew that
the real reason that I am here, even though
being here gives me so much pain, is that
no matter what you have done,
I will always be in love with
You.
12/20/2014
I made this when I was on my way home.
Aron Jul 2015
My love for you really ****** me up.
Why?
Because up until now,
even though we haven't talked anymore
I am still missing you
and the crazy part is,
it really hurts so bad.

It is driving me insane
and you are nowhere near
to help me,
but it is okay
because I want to spare you
from the miseries that
I am feeling right now.
Yet.
Aron Oct 2014
Somewhere deep in the ocean hides a majestic creature.
With a gorgeous hair and an amazing feature.
Everybody thought it didn't exists
with it's beautiful face and voice, you just couldn't resist.

As I walk along the shoreline
I saw something grand, something divine.
I thought to myself maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me.
I'm thinking whether to sojourn or flee.

I gathered all of my strength and cast away the fear.
Her voice is the only thing that I can hear.
Now I'm beside her, standing & looking for the right words to say,
but all I can see is her smile that's as bright as the day.

As I finally said hi and catch my breath,
I remembered a legend about pirates & their sudden death.
Enchanted by a beautiful voice,
they're all ensnared without any other choice.

And with my love for her, now I am bound,
crying & lying hopelessly on the ground.
I'm engulfed with a burning sensation and she's the one that ignite,
this enormous flame called "love at first sight".
Aron Nov 2014
I will keep you forever and will never let you go*.

I've waited so many years &
searched everywhere to find you.
I've been through many heartaches
but all of that don't matter any more,
now that you are here with me now.
We will be together till the end of time.
Aron Oct 2014
As an atheist,
I didn't believed that angels exist
but one day there's a sudden twist
a feeling that's so hard to resist.

You're a flower trapped in a ***,
you passed me by within eyeshot
and then suddenly I forgot,
everything I believed in
suddenly turn to naught.

Maybe someone has cast a curse
because suddenly I am forced
to believe something so diverse!
You're a Goddess that created
not just the world but also the entire universe.
Aron Nov 2014
I can feel it, I'm about to fall apart.
And I'm really trying my best not to.
But it's so hard, when you're all alone
and feeling worthless.

So please,
Let this be the proof of my suffering & sadness.
Let this be the proof, that no matter how a
person seems happy & contented,
and even if
you're seeing a smile on his face,
he might be hiding a pain inside his heart.

Finally, let this be the proof that no matter how strong or tough
a person might be, this world can still and will break you apart.
No matter who you are or where you from.
Because we are living in a cruel world and that
is a reality.
11/13/2014
Aron Jul 2015
The reason that I still write
poems for you,
is that when we were
together
it brought us closer
to each
other.

And now that we
have grown apart,
I am still hoping that
one day, you will read this
and it would bring us
back together
*again.
Yet.
Aron Mar 2016
I find it scary
to love someone like this.
You give everything you have
your love, time & attention.
Hoping that
they will do & feel
the same way
like you do.

Missing them every single time,
making sure that they're happy &
remain contented with you,
& your love.
Doing everything that you could
to make sure that
they wouldn't leave you,
alone.

At the same time,
giving them
space & freedom
that they want & deserve.
To make sure
they won't
feel locked, stuck & chained
with you.

Loving someone
so deeply, pure, sincere
& innocent
is not an easy task.
This might sound
narcissistic,
but
I admire
myself & those
who has done it?


It is scary, yes.
No assurances
that all of it wouldn't be wasted.
Maybe that's the beauty of love
Making smart & logical people;
dumb, fearless & illogical.
Driving human beings,
insane &
risking it all,
for the name of
love.
3/5/2016
Aron Jan 2016
Was it worth it??

Was it satisfying?

To break someone's
heart, mind & soul
in the process of
finding or achieving
the true love
you've always
dreamed of?
Series of questions that I've asked myself.
Part 1 (1-5-16)
Aron Jan 2016
She's happy.
So why?
Why should I
be not,
every time
I see her smile?

Why, should I
envy those people
who makes her happy
right now?

Why?
Am I left
here
on my own
trying to
move on from
decisions I've made
&
memories
we've shared
together.
Series of questions that I've asked myself.
Part 2 (1-5-16)
Aron Mar 2015
It's been so long since we've talked.
I know I did you wrong
when I walked
away and
didn't stay.


I'm writing this while thinking of you.
Leaving you behind has been
my biggest regret and it's beating me
black and blue.
3/18/2015
This is for you, Meriette.
Aron Mar 2015
I'm writing this while thinking of
our memories that I wasted.
Thinking if there are still things left unsaid.


Here I am, still stuck in the past,
while you're already gone
and have moved on so fast.


As I sit here in the dark.
Help me because my love for you
is breaking me apart.
3/19/2015
Meriette, I am missing you.
Aron Oct 2014
I don't know which is more sad?
Is it that,
Here I am alone and wishing that you'll be by my side,
Or the fact that you will never be mine?

Maybe what's more sadder
Is that I have given you
the power
to do this
to me.
Love is so cruel.
Aron Nov 2014
Can you see it?
Feel it?
This sadness that lately
has been eating me alive.
If you can, please do whatever it takes
to save me.
I'm on the edge of giving up & breaking apart.
Please...
Save me.
And the depression I'm feeling right now is getting worse.
Aron Oct 2014
I will bury my love for her in a secret garden, where all of my hopes & dreams lies.
In there, my love will be eternal & pure.

Then one day, it will bloom like a flower but it will be the most beautiful flower that everyone will ever see.

Then I will proudly tell her that my love for her will totally feel brand new.

It will be a love so strong that it can withstand any storm & hurricane but it will also be weak, for without her my love will be shattered to pieces.

It will be eternal & will last longer than the illusion of time but when she desert me, my love will die in a heart beat.

But one thing is for sure, my love for her will be pure & honest.
Aron Oct 2014
Here I am, awake and consumed by my thoughts of you.
Yes, you!
You should be proud because you're driving me crazy.
You're the only one that has ever done this to me,
so you can consider this as an achievement.
Well done.
Now, there's only one thing for you to do
and that is to accept my love for you.
Can you at least do that for me?
*please?
insomia
Aron Oct 2014
The overwhelming sadness that had covered my heart,
that day it melted away into the summer sky.
October 1, 2014
Aron Oct 2014
The overwhelming sadness that had covered my heart,
that day it melted away into the summer sky.
I am thankful for the hope, love & joy she has to impart
to me, and the promise that she will never say *goodbye.
revised version of Summer Sky.
Aron Oct 2014
How did you stop missing me so fast?
I need to figure out how to get you out of my head.
Every single memory that we shared,
all of it, I tried to throw away.
I tried so hard to erase the picture of your smile,
the funny sound you always made when you laughed.
All of it, I want it all gone but it's easier said than done.
And so here I am,
still & forever will be in love with you.
Aron Oct 2020
Oh please, teach me the art,
of how easily you tear me apart.
Love, where do I start,
to pick up the pieces of my broken heart.

Our love was sweet yet so bitter.
It felt hot though it was winter.
Alive but as it slowly withers.
I'm hoping for something better.

Every ending comes with a new beginning.
Love was never meant to be binding.
It should be bright but not blinding
and must have that perfect timing.

So now I'll tell you where to start.
Listen as this is the important part.
It's easy, no need for a chart.
Yourself.
There's where you should start.
Aron Nov 2020
When I saw those eyes, I've expected death
To my surprise, I've caught a kiss instead.

A sudden surge of feelings intertwined.
All of the stars in the sky suddenly aligned.

This is it! Finally, a brand new start.
I thought while calming my heart.

"Quick, pinch me! I must be dreaming!"
A single kiss gave my entire life meaning.

How did I end up in this situation?
An angel came and gave me salvation.
11/29/2020
Aron Jun 2015
I wish I can turn back time,
to be at the exact moment
when you were still
mine.

Undo all the things
I have done & spent
the days with you again
like you were never
*gone.
Yet.
Try
Aron Oct 2014
Try
I try so hard to write poems for you
And Yet you never did the same for me.
Loved you with all I got and that's true.
Even if I don't know how to swim, I'll jump at the sea.
If that's what will it take for you to love me.

*I want you to be mine.
Aron Oct 2014
This cruel world that we're living in,
has taken away everything from me.
Joy, my smile, energy, youth and my innocence.
All that's left is love, and I have a ton of it.
But what am I supposed to do with it,
when nobody even wants it?
I just might as well throw it somewhere else.
I'm a fan of The Smiths.
Aron Oct 2014
The sun has now finally hidden behind the clouds.
It will never come back again and shine.
And with that, the winter has arrived.
The winds will start to become cold,
and the bright colors that were once
bursting into flame will now turn into gray.
Yet
Aron Oct 2014
Yet
Lately, I've been forcing myself to write
about a girl whose name I cannot tell.
Her smile has always been a beautiful sight
but loving her feels more like hell.

The reason is that every day & every night,
she's on my mind like some kind of spell
but I cannot stop since it does not feel right
for I am afraid to be the one to bid farewell.

I'm standing outside, looking at the moonlight,
a sudden realization arises.
There's something on you I cannot repel.
It was you who started & ignite,
a fire that so strong it burned the skies.

And now with all of my might,
I will finally reveal and tell
without fear & a single trace of any regret.
Writing this poem for you has been a delight,
my voice is shaking but I will proudly yell
that I am finally convinced that loving you was kismet.
Aron Dec 2014
We* both started this story
and I'm really proud of our glory.
I knew when I first saw you
that life has finally
given me something new.


Our story has been nothing but great,
it is beyond anyone's control, this is fate.
Creating this story has kept
the coldness away
and now the skies were blue &
not gray.


But all stories must come to and end,
our goodbyes are now sealed
like a ******, our story must now
descend.


It seems to me that we must
finish this story because it's about
to rust.
We cannot save this story anymore,
we must end this and stop to ignore
all the signs that always has been there
looking at our story with it's glare.


This is the end.
*Yet, I love you
Last poem for the year 2014.

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