I had a Dream

That Memories and Pleasant sounds
Will Surround as I Fly Around

The World Keeps Spinning
Here I am
Sitting in the Center
Smiling and Dizzy

The World will Keep on Moving
The Sound Continue Flowing

But Eventually, You'll lose Your Place
When Your Lost and Dead in Space

There is No Way They'll Hear You Cry

My Own Silent Gospel
My Own Silent Screaming
My Own Silent Gospel
Drowns Out All The Dreaming

Floating on the Edge of Despair
Don't Know if I am Even Here

Feels like the Comet's Tail
Burning and Chilling
But Not Really There

I Had a Dream

That I will Become the Constellations
And Imagine Forever in the Making
A Sight that No One is Forgetting



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I remember you
I remember you
I tried so many times to forget you
And when I look back
It's like a flashback
Of memories of the future and the past
Let me tell you all about the time I died
And you held me in your arms as I fade away



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The taste of your poisoned tongue
Filled me with unadulterated lust
Tried to spit out the bile
But you made me swallow it whole

Suspicious, Suppression
Goes hand in hand
Suspicious, Suppression
Sinful life of lust

Avoid this degradation
Dissolution of simple romance
Just wanted to hold my hand
But you defiled me instead

Suspicious, Admission
Just leave me be
Suspicious, Admission
We could have talked

The day has come to an end
Fairytale ending has passed
No point in prolonging demise
Here, let me help you 'friend'

Suspicious, Liberation
I am on the edge
Suspicious, Liberation
Jumping to my death



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Drifting across currents
From oceans to oceans
Remnants of war.

Drunk on Confession
High on Calamity
Make yourself immortal.

Poison the clouds, poison the water
Watch people collapsing
From metal dragons in the sky.

Flushed from Blazes
Deaf from Explosions
You’re the cause of war.

Low on empathy
Empty on repentance
Deception built on misconception.

In a world full of peace they’ll come and hunt you
But during catastrophe, you’ll be our hero.
You're a man of war.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Pieces of me
Drift into the sea
Wanted to built
Into the person I can be
But when I look back
It's like a flashback
Of memories that will no longer last
They melt against the heal of pain



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Yo sentí el calor del cuerpo
Sentí en mis brazos mi sufrimiento
No me quise seguir mintiendo
Sabiendo la verdad.

La lluvia se cae como gotas de lagrimas
Queriendo lavarme me de mi desesperación.
Yo busco un recipiente para guardar
Todo el rocío y neblina que aun me falta.

La lluvia se cae queriendo hacerme ahogar
De emociones rebosante,
Arrastrándome por el fondo del mar
Sufocando me con mi depression

Quitándome la vista del coral.
El arroyo me abrazan estrechamente
Llevándome al abismo del mar
Y como la luz pronto te olvidare.

La lluvia me llevara de este cruel mundo
Pero escapa de mi entre mis dedos.
Besos en forma de gotas diciendo me despedidas
Recordando me que pedazos de mi hay en el corriente.

En la oscuridad vi que un color brillaba
Lejos de mi, por la superficie del mar.
Pero cuando lo quise alcanzar
Destrozo en fragmentos de cristal.

Miles de piedras preciosas estrellados en el mar
Desarrollándose sin dueño y yo su cruel mujer.
Yo hundiendo contrar la presión
Pecados y virtudes de vidas pasadas.

Memories que quiebran y cambian de forma
Son las únicas cosas que me conectan a esta lugar.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I believe
I believe
I believe in you
If I say it enough I’ll know it’s true
Like the sight of the morning hue
Or the sounds of people in the afternoon
Something you know it’s always there without further proof

But then you started talking
Your tongue told me lies in my mouth, I believed everything it was saying
I cried by your words creating rivers that you denied fueling the flooding
Your smile left a nasty cut so sharp that I could feel your lies bleeding
Believed you’re beside me, feeling you in the dark, hoping you won’t be moving

I believe
I believe
I believe in you
You say to me but I know it’s not true



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Viví en un país de ladrones
Motivados por corazones y pasiones
Robando affection de amores
Dejando parejas quebradas
Pero tu me pedistes mi amor
En ese momento me enamore

De verdad pensasteis que te dejare
Cuando el me ofreció riquezas?
Tu eres todo que he querido
Tengo miedo qe tu te arrepientas

Si lo vas a pensar otra vez
Por favor no me digas
No quiero saber tu epifanía
Dejame vivir en la ignorancia

Cómo viví en en un país de ladrones?
Con gente que ni saben que ellos quieren
Robando todo en su vista
Dejando corazones rotos
Tu me enseñastes que todavía hay bueno
Me dado el regalo de compassion



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

A penny for your thoughts
But you're not worth the change.



© Sofia Villagrana 2020

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friends conversing around us with lifelines
their phones hiding their discomfort and anxiety
tapping your shoulder, beaming up at you so friendly
the whole time your talking i drone out your voice with music.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The past is just a lie
Your words will not surmise
To be or not to be
I wish it was that easy



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Just wanted to let all of you know that someone hacked into my account and changed my profile picture, and insinuated that I was a transgender and masturbated a lot.

They also deleted my most popular poem and then changed my password locking me out of my own account. I have regained access to my account thankfully. I just hope this doesn't happen to any of you guys.

When you grabbed me too tightly
When you made me choke
Then you left me, darling
And with your back turned
I tried to reach your throat
I marked you like an animal
You caught me like a hunter
My head became friendly
With your favorite rope
Then you thought me a lesson
Now all I do is float.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

You shiver more than you used to
Wanting to stay alone in the room
Trying to steal the memories
From photos of moments you missed
Don’t want to forget her
But tears smear these images.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Monster dressed like a saint
You said you were sorry
But all I heard was a hiss
As you hugged me with a sad face
Which morphed into wickedness



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I feel an ache when you step into my body
‘In my mind.

When you fall into the dark you always haunt me
‘Open mind…

Think it is much too soon to tell you that I need you
‘Open wide….

I tend to lose my sense of time in the morning
‘Don’t cry..

When I am cold I want to feel your blood flowing
‘Hold on tight…..

And as I fade into the light ignore my yearning
‘To this love……



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

your voice is so calming and dull
monotone words that stagnant the air
but your presence doesn’t socially exhaust me
i need to stop and not get used to you my dear friend.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I don't know why the song is playing
My voice is slowly fading
Blood leaving my lungs to escape
Now I am hurling my dedication

I don't why the song keeps playing
My voice is about to break
I just want to hear the ending
But I am trapped in a cage of creation



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Skin
Deep

Touch me once again
Make me feel alive
Before I lose myself

There's no point in trying
If I can't feel myself
Human or not
The texture is not the same

Can't get up
                     Can't get up
                                         Can't get up
                                                              ­Get away from this dream
                                               Won't give up
                        Won't give up
Won't give up

Won't fall at the seams
As my skin falls apart
Softness reveals the truth
Sticky bleeding wound

If I tie myself up would you feel the stitches
My flawless skin now permanently blemished

Please don't falter
Tell me I am still soft
Please lie to me
I want to feel the same
I don't want to feel the weight
Of myself becoming nothing

Inside I am pink and delicate
I don't want to fall apart

Skin
Deep

Don't touch me friend
I am too afraid I'll bleed
I am just too fragile
Like shattered glass
End up hurting myself instead



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I always wondered how long I could hold your breath
Hands wrapped like ribbons on your neck
No signs of forced entry since I let myself in gently

I always wondered how my feet will feel on tile flooring
Stained red when you didn’t stop me
Just wanted to write down some notes and your arms were so appealing

I always wondered how I’ll look bathed in blood in the moonlight
Will it look blue with the night hue?
Pity you didn’t let me try, your cries made me lose my appetite

I always wondered how it’ll taste, human flesh from your face
Only the most honorable will be selected
The rest thrown to dogs since they didn’t fit my palate

But of course, I only wondered
I am only hysteric not psychotic your Honor.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

In the past we were otherworldly

But when you get
Older
Bolder
Sainer
I remember everything you have done.

Burning like embers concentrated.
Falling tinder yelling frustrations.
I consume everything you are.

Smoke rising up like pillars in the sky
Thought you were sleeping
Safe and sound, burning in my arms.

Instead, you were gone.

When I gave you shelter with my fire
Ended up suffocating all of my love
Left me smoldering with a broken heart.

Tendrils of smoke slowly dancing.
Ashes floating from deception.
You were nothing after all.

Now we are
Plainer
Colder
Bitter
After you broke this spell with all of your doubt.

Guess we were human after all.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The apocalypse has started already in my mind
Embers smoldering inside my bloodshot eyes
The flames have yet to subside
Licking the inside of my body

The warmth I live with will burn anyone else
So is it a crime that I purposely embraced you
The sins outnumber my virtues
They have begun to feed on my soul

Deceit and Dishonesty is the only way I live
Words that I spill have tainted my hands red
People who surround me are now victims
I will elevate myself and become a ruler

As I stand on broken bodies I fight of a grin
My facade is shattering with every evil deed
Who will see the real me the next time I ****?
Guess you’ll find out on the next broadcast



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Every day is like an aircraft
Flying into my dreams
But then they fall apart
No aspirations to fuel them

Try to be happy

Is it like photographs
Stained and wrinkly
Memories that don't last
Yet they are lovely

What was that for?

Sounds like waterfalls
Yet not as soothing
Wish I could feel their mist
But then it'll melt me

Take Me Somewhere
Somewhere Nice
Nice place to die



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Nos es verdad
Diga me algo mas
No te quise hacer llorar

Diga me la verdad
Si te hice odiar
A la gente que amaba

Deja te caller y gritar
No te dejas esto aqui
No te quiero ver te sufrir

No mas te quiero decir
Te amo, lo lamento
Pero te amo



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Take a Cup

Let It
Fall
In
Disarray
Watch It
Slowly
Give Away
To The
Weight
Of
Gravity

And as it shatters on the ground
It glares at you in agony
Asking why you let it stay
On this path of self-hate.

Tried to pick it’s remains
But as an act of defiance
It turn towards pain
And cuts you as you try to help it.

There’s no longer a cup.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Sorry to interrupt your schedule program but I need to talk with the Mr. and Mrs.
Lead the children out I don’t want to shock them with the truth I am speaking
The world is ending in a couple of minutes by a force of our creation
No point in fighting just try to crying for mercy
Correction no point for begging cause there’s no escaping.

Your parents are wailing but you are all laughing at hands outstretched across the horizon
Maybe you aren’t scared of my image because you have no basis to draw your perceptions
You are still individuals not products of your parents’ dreams and fears
You still have free will, no concept of living, of course, you won’t be afraid of dying
You aren’t affected by my presence since you have yet to be introduced to me
But eventually you’ll fear me, join me, and you’ll be the cause of your child’s undoing.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Yo quiero dormir aqui
Sin tus bracos apretando me

Yo quiero morir aqui
Y encontrar un cofre de tesoro

Yo quiero descansar en tu cuerpo
Pero no quiero abrasos o besos

Yo quiero acostar aqui
Sin condiciones de afeccion



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Do you remember his name?
Maybe he comes with fame?
When you go over to ask
His image does not last
All that's left is a shimmer
Now your day is grimmer.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018