I'm not the one you're looking for
Please stop
Just stop
Don't even try
It's disgusting
You're so pathetic
Don't even start
Please go
Just go
I'm not the one you're looking for

You look at the clock.
It's 5 am.
You look around.
Nothing's there.
You look up.
The fan smiles at you.
You look down.
The floor frowns at you.
You look back.
Nothing's there.
You look at the clock.
It's 5 am.
What are you doing?

When the sun sets down
The sky is filled with gray
The land is occupied by black
The sea is covered in white
Everything was dull
For a moment, I died

I have swallowed dirt
With its unkind taste
Such horror has grown inside of me
Of things filthy and disgusting
I cannot take anymore...

I keep on falling
Yet my blood continues to flow

You pushed me away
Far from your reach
Unto the sky
Outside the universe
Into the distant galaxy
Where nobody could see
The tiny speck of dust
That is me

A sudden spark lit up
And a small light was produced
Its tiny glow radiant as the night
Bright like a silver star
Then it grew
Suddenly it was raging fire
Burning with intense passion
Heat scorching the depths
Nothing was spared
All was left was dying ember

Hop on, take a seat
Lets take a ride very quick
We'll go somewhere you've never been
Somewhere you've never seen
I know youre excited
Who wouldnt be
Travelling to a place
To unravel mystery
Look to the left
There you'll see
Buildings built to escape misery
Look to the right
There you'll see
Strangers wishing they were free
Now look at me
Tell me what you see
Before we arrive
At a place called
Reality

Hanging onto a rope
On a steep *****
Climbing for hope
Under the lens of the kaleidoscope

Breathe
The air goes in
Hope
Tranquility
Bliss
Despair
Chaos
Sorrow
The air goes out
Breathe

Lust is like a rabid dog waiting for his next meal
Once it finds its prey
It would viscously release itself on top
And violate every rule of sanctity
Dismembering each limb down to ***** little crumbs
Until what remains are pieces of delicate flesh and bone
Destined to rot below the surface of the earth
The rabid dog is momentarily satisfied
Because its thirst is quenched
But the hunger always remain

The wind touched me slowly
Her cold made me feel bare
Her soft hands gently going down
Holding every inch of me
It was heaven on earth
I was hers
She was mine
The wind carried me away

Who has the right to atone our sin
No one knows where we've been
Violence is a great demise
To the life we despise
This we ought is good
Yet never have we understood
Neither you nor me can be
Righteous as everyone wants to see

I was planted deep in the ground
I lived in a world where
Darkness covered my thoughts
And dirt surrounded my entire being
For a while, I thought I will never be clean

Until time had come for me to sprout
I raised my head up above the clouds
And saw the bright summer sky
Never have I imagined that life could be so beautiful

I came upon a door that was either slightly opened or slightly closed.
It looked like an old door. It was made out of wood. It had an intricate design that only an artist with great sophistication and eye for detail could've done. I wonder who he was. I held its **** and the feeling of cold welcomed my hand. I twisted its **** gently so as not to break its fragile looking state. The door slowly opened and made a creaking sound. I saw an empty room. It was dark inside. I tried to find a light switch. I grabbed my phone and turned on its light. Its a good thing my phone has a flashlight feature. As I entered the room, I pointed my phone towards the walls of the room hoping to find a switch. I looked at every side and corner, but there was no light switch. I thought it was odd for someone to make a room without a light switch. How can someone stay at inside a room without light? What happens at night? Although it was an empty room, the furniture might have been moved or taken away by someone who used to live there. I saw some scuff marks on the floor beneath tiny specks of dust. With no luck finding a light switch, I decided to look around for a while. The room was quite big, it was about the size of a classroom and could fit around 10 to 20 people. I think it used to be a dining room. I looked up and saw a chandelier. It was barely noticeable as it was deeply hidden in the dark. It was covered with dust and had cobwebs all over. Its beauty has faded over the years. Near the chandelier, I found another door. Unlike the other one, this door was plain. It was made of steel. Pure and cold steel. What could be behind that door? Maybe it leads to another room, I thought. Suddenly, I heard a loud thud. The door behind me was shut. I went back and tried opening the door. I tried turning and twisting the ****, but it didn't work. I tried kicking the door, but it failed. I was trapped inside a dark room alone. Then I heard a thunderous crash bang against the wall. The steel door opened. I saw something I cannot explain. It was coming towards me. I fainted.

It started to rain
From where we stood
A sudden change of mood
I reached out my hand
But it was left cold
Under the water
I roll up my sleeve
Sand poured
It was time for you to leave

The king of kings
Who reigns over land and sea
Sitting above in his throne
Wearing his majestic crown
Covered by sparkling jewels
That shines throughout his kingdom

The queen of queens
Who watches carefully and patiently
In her calm yet graceful stance
Dances with her diamonds
That shimmer through the curtain of night
And strike the heavens in awe

Yet they rule separately
Constrained by time and space
In between infinite celestial bodies
That roam day and night

When fate decides its turn
The king meets the queen
The queen meets the king
At the center of the universe
And for a moment
Everything is still

The shadow hunts at night
Stalking all prey at sight
Nothing can withstand its might
An iron fist it carries tight
Fear it brings at every fight
Killing souls to its delight

She just stood there and stared
She was motionless
Like a rock resting beneath the sea
She uttered nothing
Not even the slightest sound
Her eyes were blank
Her lips were pale
Her face, dead.
She didn't know what to do
I didn't know what to do

She is screaming
Inside the silence of her heart

Her feelings are pulling her down
Into the ocean of her tears

Slowly drowning her
Until she can’t breathe

There's not a thing in the world
That can break us through
Because you have me
And I have you
Whatever happens, just remember
We'll always be together
No matter how rough
Or how tough
I will always be here
So don't fear, my love
I love you.

Of infinite darkness
And eternal fear
Ever so lifeless
Always drear

I can see it in your eyes
That you just keep telling me
The same old lies
And you don't know
How it hurts
To know someone
Whom you love
Stab you at the back
And leave you there bleeding
How does it make you happy

I have never written about love
For I fear love
Will forsake me
And leave me alone
Crying in agony

I have never written about love
For I fear love
Will treat me unkind
And laugh upon my misery
Leaving me in shame

I have never written about love
For I fear love
Will leave me hopeless
And take away my breath
Leading to my own demise

Fear was slowly injected
Contaminating every part
Unstable like a disease
She was dying inside
Yet she stood there
Calm and still

It's summer.
Isn't it exciting?
A time where you should be going out
Having fun, being loose.
Not a care in the world.
Sweating out your problems.
Yet, here I am.
Alone.
Under the rotting sun
Melting away.
It's summer.

But you decided to stay
And take that space
That you knew
You could only fill

Ika'y tanging nagniningning
Parang mga bituin sa langit
Na nagbibigay liwanag sa lalim ng gabi
At kahit gaano ka man kalayo
Tila ika'y maabot
Sapagkat nang mahulog ang mga bituin
Sayo ako'y humiling

In our hands
Lay the power
To create
To write
To define
What we can do

Our paths intertwine
Seeking what we ought to seek
Hoping to get there someday
And put our marks in stone

Now is the time
To run
To chase
To dream
In our hands
Lay the power

I live, to die
I love, to hate
The truth is a lie

What is in between?

I die, to live
I hate, to love
The lie is a truth

Lost is the moon
In the middle of winter night
Entangled in the shroud of mist
And trapped inside darkness' grip
That covers the empty sky
Then the stars began to fall
Slowly under the depths of the sea
Drowned by sorrow
Their fate rests with the unknown
And all you could do was watch

Now only silence remains
The symphony of death

A man looking for treasure
His whole life spent digging in the dirt
Buried under the sands of time
Counting each grain
As if there was an end
In his long journey
Looking for his lost gold

He decided to lay down
In his bed of quicksand
That swallowed him whole

He could only think of her
And her alone
Under the setting sun

The silence woke him up
The night passed by
But darkness remained

I don't like writing
What's the point?
It remains untouched
And eternally dead
Wasted space
A waste of time
I should've left this page blank
For no one to see
And nobody to remember

It doesn't matter
How loud
Or how long
Or how hard
I scream
My voice will end up
Vanishing into thin air
As if nothing happened

Everybody puts fear first
Leaving their dreams in the dirt
Not knowing the greatest source of happiness
Are small acts of kindness
Never was it all about the money
The joker who tricked us into being happy
But it was too late to realize
That we were despised
Such a life of demise

Each stroke traverses the smooth surface of the land
Marking every inch of its territory
It swings carefully yet gracefully from left to right
Making sure each detail is never gone unnoticed

The round
The square
The straight
The crooked
The curve

They say nothing's perfect
But you are
Whatever shape you may be

A seed planted firm
Awaiting its turn
For freedom to earn
But how does it grow?
Inside a box
Surrounded by locks
That freezes the clock

Write as if your life depends on it
Write as if every word is your last
Write as if you're going to die

Make it smooth like a river flowing
Make it sweet like a rose blooming
Make it sad like a woman crying

Put every word into motion
Put every word into rhythm
Put every word into life

The scariest thing about life is reality
People fear to live
People live to fear

Your soft lips
Caress me
As I fall deep
Inside your spell
I see red
Roses and cheeks
All over me
Resting on my body
As I lay in this
Pool of blood

Come and hear the voices of darkness
And listen to the tone of sadness
Together with this melancholic melody
Let's all sing along
To this lovely broken song
While we drown ourselves in tears
In this unending hymn of sorrow

Swing to the rhythm of the lonely night!

My head keeps turning
Where do I go?
I tell myself to go forward
And to never take it slow

Run and run
Is all I could do
Travelling along a crooked path  
I stumble upon Waterloo

Gashes and bashes
I endure everyday
I stitch my wounds
And continue this game I play

Towards the end
There stands a tree
Old yet strong
This is where should I be

Have you ever felt that feeling where you have no where to go
You try to crawl inching your way back
You try to reach for something to hold on
You try to shout for someone to hear
But everything refuses to cooperate
Your legs become numb
Your arms become paralyzed
Your voice become mute
A time when hope is dead
And despair is alive

Drown me with your tears
Let me sink in your overflowing sorrow
Until I cannot feel anymore

Let me die slow
Inside my helpless body
Only to accept bitter fate

Look at me falling into the depths
And turn into dust
Completely forgotten

I love you
To the point of dying
I don't care if it kills me
Let love take away my body
Let love take away my soul
All for you

Grab me by my body
Hold it firm and it tight
Lay your soft hands all on me
Doesn't that feel right?

Let me in your lips
Put me in between
******* flavor
Oh, ain't that sweet?

Pull me in
As hard as you can
Experience every bit of me
Again? Again!

Take me out
See what you've done
Do you feel it?
Now you've won

No amount of words can describe my love for you.
No noun, no verb, no adjective.
No dictionary can fill what I feel for you.
No book has said it.
No law has written it.
I could go far as the universe would let me,
And I would still be lost for words.
Even if I dare ask the gods, what can they say?
Nothing.
Words, unwritten.
Unspoken.
Unknown.
Nothing can compare.

Fear is an illusion...

You think its there, but its not
If you believe
If you trust
If you try
Fear is nothing