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325 · Aug 2022
Untitled
Kellin Aug 2022
Like pressing a flower between paper sheets the morning weighs heavy on me
323 · May 2018
Lions prey
Kellin May 2018
Like a lion getting ready to  devour its last meal your eyes graze my skin like sand paper. Like we were some sick science experiment. Palms twitching, hungry eyes, sadist smile. A priviledge you said. Love did always make me stupid and alas, she still was under the delusion she loved you more. So with your yellow eyes and teeth just as so you raught your way into yielding flesh because no wasn't in your vocabulary. So how dare you think that you can fall asleep with that smirk as you extrude me from her so you can take and take what's wasn't yours. And now  it's not fair, I shouldn't have to beg for a love that wouldn't come for your sick benefit I shouldn't have begged at all but we all knew it was just lust. And ******* both for how I feel now, inferno under my skin when real love wants me, for this intense incertitude chaos that fills my brain when real love says no. But little does she know how much damage both of you caused. But it was my own fault right? I did to myself. At least that's what you had me believe.
320 · Mar 2018
What followed you
Kellin Mar 2018
It's not you that I miss
It's the lost memories,
Forgotten time,
Pieces of my heart,
That followed you
When I was left behind
316 · May 2019
Skindeep
Kellin May 2019
Beauty does not fade, yet, instead it manifest into a contrasting concept society is unable to perceive
314 · Nov 2017
Passion
Kellin Nov 2017
Find a passion
that
Exhausts your pain
313 · Oct 2022
Untitled
Kellin Oct 2022
The longest death I've ever felt is staying alive
312 · Aug 2018
Careless lovers
Kellin Aug 2018
I was a fool
to give
my heart
to someone
so
careless
307 · May 2021
M
Kellin May 2021
M
I found her green in the face
Sick on half hearted lovers

Maybe it was just the puff bar
Kellin Jan 2019
I have lost a lot of good things in my life, most was from my own ignorance.
However, I like to believe that everything happens for a reason and better days are ahead.
But
the
days
just
come
so
slow.
297 · May 2022
Codependent
Kellin May 2022
My need for another human died a long time ago

You learn to be lonely once you've spent to many nights expecting a stranger to return home
294 · Feb 2018
Your indigo skies
289 · Apr 2018
Flashbacks
Kellin Apr 2018
My eyes have become a resting place for all the memories I've watched us make, there is such irony in the constant replays
Though you are no longer here, I still see you
286 · Feb 2019
Unlucky
Kellin Feb 2019
Nothing good ever
comes like it did
when I had you around
282 · Apr 2018
Potential ticks
Kellin Apr 2018
When forever wears a watch,
Even time can grow impatient,
With the ticks and tocks of what hope could potentially
Be
280 · Feb 2019
Recreate
Kellin Feb 2019
Paint over the shadows of old lovers
269 · Nov 2020
dysphoria
Kellin Nov 2020
I stare into the
mirror at a body
that'll never be
home
267 · Mar 2018
Sleepily crashes
Kellin Mar 2018
Sometimes it feels
like I am
sleeping
through a plane crash
267 · Nov 2017
Second hand love
Kellin Nov 2017
Broken hearts can only mend
when they stop trying to fit into someone else's second-hand love
261 · Oct 2017
Yellow
Kellin Oct 2017
He had blue eyes, heart like the sea.
Mine were green.
And I was just a fling.
258 · Jul 2018
Envision future
Kellin Jul 2018
I
Am
So
Afraid
I
Am
Not
The
Life
You
Envision
245 · Sep 2019
Childhood
Kellin Sep 2019
The lonely child in me will forever search for you in the brown eyes of  strangers that show me an ounce of kindness
244 · Jul 2020
Demons
Kellin Jul 2020
Love showed me
heavens and
dropped in me
hell
239 · Aug 2018
Dead pieces
Kellin Aug 2018
Do not get me wrong,
there is not a fiber in me
that
misses you.
What I miss are the parts of me that followed you out
Never been the same since you and it is both sad and unfair to know that side of me has died
232 · Jun 2019
Speak
Kellin Jun 2019
Use your
voice
to make a
better
life
231 · Sep 2020
Infinite
Kellin Sep 2020
I wish we could live in this moment
Forever..
229 · Sep 2020
Losing myself in you
Kellin Sep 2020
Small moments of comfort
Were the ones
When you stood in front of me
Smiling like there's no tomorrow
When your eyes became lost in mine
And my eyes became
Lost in you
227 · Jun 2020
Struggles
Kellin Jun 2020
Don't get me wrong
love
I am just a
shell
good at acting
226 · Mar 2018
Ghost of our love
Kellin Mar 2018
I looked into that old antique shop that we once spent countless hours with trinkets and what nots
on that fall day, my heart sank in my chest for it was now just another place I could never go to again
because the ghost of our love haunts
it
225 · Apr 2018
Task of living
222 · Jul 2020
Directions
Kellin Jul 2020
Am
I
Always
Going to
Feel
So
L
  O
     S
       T
?
218 · May 2019
Nostalgia
Kellin May 2019
There are times when the ghost of memories echo through this town, I drown in the nostalgia
214 · Jan 2022
Dove soap
Kellin Jan 2022
She smelled like dove soap
We both did, hands freshly washed in the bar's crusted sink

Her smile when I asked to kiss her was coy   curling where our lips finally touched

She was beauty and kindness and I couldn't measure up
213 · Jul 2019
Different
Kellin Jul 2019
My bones will decay in this unwelcoming body as the word home will echo in some distant euphoric land
I am a trespasser in a country where I was born in to
as my outward appearance reflects the non-conformity that rages in my soul much like the hell fire they  condemn me to

The same inferno will greet them.
211 · Aug 2022
Untitled
Kellin Aug 2022
Across state lines
And fate's design
You'd read between my lines,
You'd seen truths I had tried
To deny
You had read poems
That were tucked
Neatly under my sheets,
Words never meant
To read
You saw inside of me
208 · Dec 2020
More than just quirky
Kellin Dec 2020
I wouldn't call myself quirky

but there is definitely something
wrong with me
204 · Jul 2020
fabrications
Kellin Jul 2020
My knuckles turn white from holding onto a foraged memory of an existence of what we used to call hope and it will shout into the void, echos of shadows that dance in the back of my brain that circumstance could not fore see that picture of us hanging from inside a two story house somewhere lost in rural California where white lace suffocated your skin and red silk flowed over the scars of my past lovers there is a smile that is shown under neath a cascade of fabric which displays a world in which you to could have wanted that white picked fence in the home we built in our dreams but reality is like a hurricane and eases all the evidence of what was once love
204 · Jul 2020
The unworthy you
Kellin Jul 2020
You are not
Crazy
Or too
Sensitive

You bring value
To areas of
Your
Life

Do not allow someone else
to put you in a place
unworthy of you
201 · May 31
Curls
Kellin May 31
In the glow of twilight's gentle gleam,
Her skin, an olive hue, like a dream,
Adorned with curls, a wild, wistful stream,
She danced with grace, in moonlight's beam
200 · Oct 2020
Indifference
Kellin Oct 2020
I've been dancing on telephone wires hoping you'll call me again just to hear  my name sound like a ballet as it floats off your tongue

Lets dance in the ignorant nostalgia
197 · Sep 2022
Untitled
Kellin Sep 2022
“I dream every night
about a grave I have
never seen, a body
I don’t believe is real.”
196 · Sep 2018
The cleansing
Kellin Sep 2018
I wish that I could erase you from my memory so I don't have to be reminded of you

I wish I could tear my own skin off so I won't remember the way your skin felt on mine

I wish I could burn the places where we used to go so that I don't have to look at them

I wish I could stop this guilt that boils inside me so I can move on

I just wish you were gone...
******* ******* ******* ****...
195 · May 2020
The knowing
Kellin May 2020
Now that
                  I
                     Know
                                You
Exist
How
Do
I not
         Love
                    You
191 · Nov 2020
Pill bottles on a Sunday
Kellin Nov 2020
I carry around the
body of someone
that should have
died
190 · Nov 2020
Untitled
Kellin Nov 2020
It's a hard thing for me
to realize that I never
truly loved you

because love was not
supposed to be two broken
people sharing sheets in
hopes to heal their wounds
180 · Dec 2020
Cold fingertips
Kellin Dec 2020
Grief is cold fingertips tapping on my window at night
keeping me
                awake
keeping me
                           aware
179 · Sep 2020
Drowning
Kellin Sep 2020
I know how to swim
but..
I
Let
Myself
Drown
178 · Mar 2020
Define
Kellin Mar 2020
Maybe soulmate doesn't mean
forever
Yet instead it means remember that moment it felt like
forever
Kellin May 2022
I think my attachment style all began when my mother ran away from home that one time.

Or maybe it was coming home from Christmas to find her drowning in codeine

I've never been the same since.
Kellin Jul 2020
Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on TV
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep,
Cause you're my biggest fear
170 · Aug 2022
Untitled
Kellin Aug 2022
My eyes are heavy from the things they have seen

Let me dream...
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