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6d · 285
Resurfacing
Kellin 6d
I don't want to write you down
I don't want to think about you
I have no words

But my silence screams from the void in my chest and memories threaten to echo deep from within my consciousness

I have painted over them
7d · 66
Indifference
Kellin 7d
I've been dancing on telephone wires hoping you'll call me again just to hear  my name sound like a ballet as it floats off your tongue

Lets dance in the ignorant nostalgia
Sep 27 · 214
Losing myself in you
Kellin Sep 27
Small moments of comfort
Were the ones
When you stood in front of me
Smiling like there's no tomorrow
When your eyes became lost in mine
And my eyes became
Lost in you
Sep 14 · 245
Infinite
Kellin Sep 14
I wish we could live in this moment
Forever..
Sep 13 · 208
Drowning
Kellin Sep 13
I know how to swim
but..
I
Let
Myself
Drown
Sep 12 · 688
lost in time
Kellin Sep 12
You're gonna find yourself lost in another
time
Sep 9 · 197
Untitled
Kellin Sep 9
I'll never say
I
Miss
You


Out loud...
Aug 22 · 90
Ghosts these days
Kellin Aug 22
Saw another
ghost now
she's laying in my
      sheets
Aug 17 · 66
Lonely hour
Kellin Aug 17
I do not think
Loneliness
is absence of company,
rather the inability to form an emotional connection with yourself or anyone else
Aug 17 · 106
Complex
Kellin Aug 17
Maybe I am just to
*******
Complicated
For
Anyone
To love
Aug 9 · 670
Finish the story
Kellin Aug 9
I wanted her
She wanted me
We both wanted each other
But......
Aug 1 · 157
loving you young
Kellin Aug 1
We can get

Tattoos

And trash

Hotel rooms
Jul 29 · 861
Demons
Kellin Jul 29
Love showed me
heavens and
dropped in me
hell
Jul 29 · 133
Directions
Kellin Jul 29
Am
I
Always
Going to
Feel
So
L
  O
     S
       T
?
Jul 28 · 108
Tv static
Kellin Jul 28
The inside of my head feels like TV static on full volume.

Loud and uneasy.
Jul 21 · 230
Drunken nights 🌙
Kellin Jul 21
I told you from the start
I disappear when it gets cold
But you found a way to keep me here
With a body to hold

And I think of you
When I am drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you do to me
When I needed you and blacked out

I miss you darling
Yeah I guess I'll say it
I know I'm a fool
Kellin Jul 21
Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on TV
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep,
Cause you're my biggest fear
Jul 21 · 370
The unworthy you
Kellin Jul 21
You are not
Crazy
Or too
Sensitive

You bring value
To areas of
Your
Life

Do not allow someone else
to put you in a place
unworthy of you
Jul 11 · 136
fabrications
Kellin Jul 11
My knuckles turn white from holding onto a foraged memory of an existence of what we used to call hope and it will shout into the void, echos of shadows that dance in the back of my brain that circumstance could not fore see that picture of us hanging from inside a two story house somewhere lost in rural California where white lace suffocated your skin and red silk flowed over the scars of my past lovers there is a smile that is shown under neath a cascade of fabric which displays a world in which you to could have wanted that white picked fence in the home we built in our dreams but reality is like a hurricane and eases all the evidence of what was once love
Jul 9 · 277
Sun and moon
Kellin Jul 9
It's as if you are on fire from
Within
Yet still the moon lives
In the
Lining of your skin
Jun 14 · 226
Moon phases
Kellin Jun 14
Much like the moon we go through phases of emptiness to feel full again
Jun 14 · 107
Struggles
Kellin Jun 14
Don't get me wrong
love
I am just a
shell
good at acting
Jun 1 · 186
wants
Kellin Jun 1
Maybe you weren't
The one

For

Me

Deep down I wanted you
To
Be
May 29 · 446
The knowing
Kellin May 29
Now that
                  I
                     Know
                                You
Exist
How
Do
I not
         Love
                    You
May 26 · 273
Words
Kellin May 26
I want the words you do not have
May 11 · 177
Loss
Kellin May 11
I can't be the love of your life
But I will be the loss of your life
May 10 · 579
Cravings
Kellin May 10
I want
The
Part
Of
You
That you
Refuse
To
Give
May 7 · 103
Still lives
Kellin May 7
You still live in
the silence between
my thoughts
May 6 · 122
Painful butterflies
Kellin May 6
Sometimes it's not the
butterflies
in your stomach
that tells you you're in love but the pain
May 6 · 76
Differential
Kellin May 6
Let go of the
illusion that it could
have been any

different
May 6 · 152
Grief
Kellin May 6
I sat with my anger long enough until she told her real name,
Grief
May 6 · 134
Guarded
Kellin May 6
The wolf in my heart will never let the world see the lamb in my soul,

But sometimes you see it in my eyes
Mar 29 · 192
Define
Kellin Mar 29
Maybe soulmate doesn't mean
forever
Yet instead it means remember that moment it felt like
forever
Mar 17 · 123
Intoxicated thoughts
Kellin Mar 17
That day I got high
And almost called you
What I would have gave for another laugh
To hear the air move from your lungs
And wash out the dust in my mind
A chance to cleanse my soul
Mar 11 · 348
Soul right
Kellin Mar 11
no one ever got
my
soul
right
like

                             she
did
Feb 17 · 256
Twisted reality
Kellin Feb 17
None of it was real,
Yet I never felt
So
Alive
Sep 2019 · 162
Childhood
Kellin Sep 2019
The lonely child in me will forever search for you in the blue eyes of  strangers that show me an ounce of kindness
Aug 2019 · 318
Mind over heart
Kellin Aug 2019
The mind can deceive and control, yet the heart can sway and destroy. Where does the truth lie?
Jul 2019 · 137
Different
Kellin Jul 2019
My bones will decay in this unwelcoming body as the word home will echo in some distant euphoric land
I am a trespasser in a country where I was born in to
as my outward appearance reflects the non-conformity that rages in my soul much like the hell fire they  condemn me to

The same inferno will greet them.
Jul 2019 · 326
Seven years
Kellin Jul 2019
They say it takes seven years
for your body
to become new,
maybe then the imprints
of your fingertips
will no longer be
burnt into my skin
Jun 2019 · 151
Speak
Kellin Jun 2019
Use your
voice
to make a
better
life
May 2019 · 236
Skindeep
Kellin May 2019
Beauty does not fade, yet, instead it manifest into a contrasting concept society is unable to perceive
May 2019 · 354
Ungrateful life
Kellin May 2019
Give this breath that once breathed
life into me and give it to someone more wanting, deserving
May 2019 · 155
Nostalgia
Kellin May 2019
There are times when the ghost of memories echo through this town, I drown in the nostalgia
Apr 2019 · 544
The second chance addict
Kellin Apr 2019
A swiss army knife in an unwelcoming God toolbox is how I would describe myself
Versatile but cheap.
Not profound at anyone thing.
Illusionism of quantity that is mistaken for quality
Many books started but never finished
A vast resume both musical and medical
Many half played sheet music
Many diplomas full of emptiness
If started but never finished adventures could be considered hoarding I would be the sickest on earth.
The addiction of rebirth, restarting, and creation swallow me whole
Me the addict of wanting to live many lifetimes
I am the backspace bar of life
The blank sheet of paper on an empty desk resting beside a newly sharpened pencil
This, the description of the feeling I so desperately crave- absolutism

My shakey addict hands hunger for words like; blank, clean, fresh

These fuel my unhealthy obsession for second chances
Mar 2019 · 1.3k
Passionate but depressed
Kellin Mar 2019
I have fire inside
me
Passion that kindles an
inferno
Only to be ***** out by
Melancholy
Mar 2019 · 299
The blink of forever
Kellin Mar 2019
You asked me how long forever is as we laid on your dusty couch in a borrowed apartment
with a sigh I replied sometimes, just one second
Feb 2019 · 976
Mind games
Kellin Feb 2019
In my head,
our shadows will dance upon
dark red walls as the lace that grazes  upon a tattooed thigh entices my imagination
We will slowly twirl towards a bed of roses
But land on nails instead and you will rip away my fantasy as your ghost fades
Feb 2019 · 208
Recreate
Kellin Feb 2019
Paint over the shadows of old lovers
Feb 2019 · 185
Unlucky
Kellin Feb 2019
Nothing good ever
comes like it did
when I had you around
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