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Aug 2020 · 72
Sorry
Jean Sharlot Aug 2020
Why you love him so much
They ask

I dont know
I said

Tears were falling
And their hands taps my back

And Im sobbing.
Sigh
Mar 2020 · 132
It hurts
Jean Sharlot Mar 2020
I was in a deep coma
of loving you too much
of wanting you to stay
of making you believe in me.

When will I be awake then?
Mar 2020 · 80
Unfair
Jean Sharlot Mar 2020
In this life,

I wish I am invisible right now
For people not to see these tears
For them not know I'm in pain
For them to realize I am happy.

But then,

I can’t hold it in
I really wanted to burst it
I am too sad to smile
And I don’t know what to do.

And if I quit,

I will lose everything
I work so hard to be on this
But if you don't want me anymore
Maybe you were right,

Let’s just end this.

(but then I can't.)
Jan 2020 · 187
Wanting to go
Jean Sharlot Jan 2020
Why we always have to wait,
Even if you know
You’re not important
To that person

Can we just go
Can we just runaway
And never look back
Even though it hurts.

Why do we always have to do it,
Even if you know
That it’ll make you cry
And keep on wanting more

Can we just accept it
Can we just forget it
And never ask for more
Because we just wanted to go.
Apr 2019 · 186
I wish  I was her.
Jean Sharlot Apr 2019
I wish I was her

Being spoiled,
Whenever she needed him
There he is
Holding her tight

I wish I was her

Being her guard,
Whenever she’s going to work
And going home
While holding her hand

I wish I was her

And I envy her so much
That tears were falling
And nothing in the world
I wish but to be her.
Apr 2019 · 120
He has to
Jean Sharlot Apr 2019
He has to go
though I don't want him to
he gonna let go
though I'm holding him tight.

I never beg
though my actions says it all
I don't want to cry
and now I'm trying not to.

But as I watch you walk away
far from were I'm standing
tears were falling
but then I'm the happiest

For I know that you'll come back
in my arms,
one day,
after few months.
Jan 2019 · 265
He isn't
Jean Sharlot Jan 2019
I like him
But I'm inlove with someone else
I want to talk to him
But I might get hurt the one that I love.

I thought he was the one
But he isn't beside me,
he was my childhood friend
he cared so much but that's it.

This is part of loving someone
at the wrong timing they said,
that moment when you know everything
but it seems I have to let go.
Jan 2019 · 155
AFAR
Jean Sharlot Jan 2019
I wanna see your face
not from the camera we used to talk.
I wanna hear your voice
and not just read your messages from day to day.

I wish to hold your hands
even squeeze your cheeks,
Tickle you until you cry out of happiness
And hug you tightly while you were still beside me.

I wanna tell you stories I was happy about
staring at you from day to night
and those were the moments I wished I can seize
but then again I remember we were apart.
Sep 2018 · 159
It is
Jean Sharlot Sep 2018
Sometimes affection

makes us expect for more.

Sometimes we let our love

hurt us the most.

Sometimes we already tell our genuine feelings

but they tend to ignore it,

Because towards those people

Even if you love them they will not do the same.
Sep 2018 · 1.6k
BREAKFAST
Jean Sharlot Sep 2018
A coffee on my right side
With a teaspoon of brewed coffee,
A tablespoon of creamer to make it fuller
And a teaspoon of sugar to add a little bit of sweetness.

A bread on my left side
With overflowing nutella
That I can't control
And I just smile to the fullest.

A notebook and a pen in front me
Mixing it all together to fill up my soul
To reminisce those pain that I had
That turns into a memory now.
Sep 2018 · 154
INTRO
Jean Sharlot Sep 2018
When the music starts,
My heart is eager to hear your voice
It was beating so fast
Even though i might get hurt.

Those lyrics breaks every strangers heart
And your soulful voice says it all
But no matter how this might end,
Atleast I know from the start that I'm not dead inside.
May 2018 · 505
I ask
Jean Sharlot May 2018
When did you get hurt?

Uhmm.
That moment when I first saw your name
That message makes my heart flutter
That night when our eyes first met
And those hands that I hold for seconds.

Does it still hurts?

Hmmmm.
There's still glitch of pain
But I think
Maybe were not meant to make memories for long
It just ended the way how it started.
Apr 2018 · 188
Rendezvous
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
Out of the blue sky
in the peak of summer season
on my busy hours
we cross our path again.

I'm still the girl you met,
but there's a lot of things happened
and you are a little bit forgotten
or maybe not you, but the pain I felt.

It feels great to see how I've grown
with those heartaches that I endure,
those tears that made me paralyze
and the memories that I seize with you.

Maybe were not meant to be together
were just build to be friends
but thank you for the pain,
it made my heart stronger.
Apr 2018 · 143
ILY
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
ILY
I had you in my arms, even though you're thinking of someone else.
I love it when it hurts because I know it is real.
I never wished for you to stay but I'm dreaming to be in your heart.
I'm letting you go for you to be happy and for me to continue.
For you, my dearest friend.
Apr 2018 · 176
Type Writer
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
We pierce their hearts through words
with those combinations
we didn't even know
where it came from.

We make it to free ourselves,
to inspire readers,
to mend the broken pieces
and to bring back memories.

Yes, it wasn't easy
but as we go on
and continue writing
we start to build relationship.

We write poems
not to hurt you or feel anger
but for you to feel
that love does exist.
Apr 2018 · 103
Memory
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
I was watching you walking from afar
waiting till you glance my way,
I love it when you look at me
with your sweetest smile.

I never wanted to end this moment,
I found myself in you,
I was deeply overwhelmed
then suddenly tears were falling.

I held your hand and kiss it,
I stared every time you laugh,
I memorize all of your jokes
and this made me cry.

In a short period of time
I got this chance
to see you holding my hand
and this made me weak.

When I saw you there lying
my knees don't wanna move
you're so cold and I'm trembling
and now, I'm crying.
Apr 2018 · 190
WARNING!
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
Seeing you now still hurts
but I know I'm stronger,
thinking that I was
but now I'm starting to melt

So now I said to myself,

Don't look at his eyes
it might deceive you again,
chin up and don't forget
that person left you hanging.
Apr 2018 · 306
It will
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
Falling in love is unforgivable
it gives you heart attack
makes you feel complete
at the same time, incomplete.

Falling in love is staying
making yourself clingy
believing that it will lasts
though at some point, it hurts.

Falling in love is a sacrifice
you have to be strong,
to fight for your will
and to firmly stand when disaster comes.

Falling in love is cure
it will heal every broken heart,
makes you accept everything that happens
and letting you be free, and continue.
Apr 2018 · 152
STARTING
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
I always had a broken
keep on mending every time
I didn't even know what to do
and this makes me paranoid.

I was once a broken piece
but now it is mending day by day
I will do whatever it takes
to win the game I've lost.
Apr 2018 · 351
Chillin'
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
It started to that place
where chainsmokers lingers
liquors playing in every intestines
and songs that makes you sway.

We talk almost every night
from that moment our eyes met
we didn't even know how to start
but that was just part of talking to stranger.

This might be a start of something new
or maybe another part of growing up
and no matter how this ends
I will stay here, calmly listening.
Apr 2018 · 196
Signing off
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
Two syllables
makes me weak
my knees are shaking
and my heart's breaking.

Two syllables one word
leave me breathless
makes me speechless
but it gives me spaces.

No, Yes, No, but Yes
One word give me happiness
it takes away my eagerness
but leave me full of tears.

Goodbye.
Apr 2018 · 139
I got it
Jean Sharlot Apr 2018
I got this feeling
that butterflies tickles me
and made me fly
without wings.

I got this feeling
that the wind kisses me gently
and I'm breathing smoothly
so now I will walk slowly.

I got this feeling
and I'm smiling
without doubt thinking
that I will restart.
Mar 2018 · 247
Just for a moment
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
As I watch the time passing by
I knew I was near to meet you
I'm having hand tremors
and I'm sweating.

My heart beats rapidly
and my feet don't want to move
I'm nervous, yes
but I don't want to repent in the end.

Little by little I'm getting closer to you
then suddenly I stop, then you stand
and walk near me
then escorted me to sit.

I'm starting to melt
only my smile is allowed to do
because I can't even think twice
or walk any further.

Your sweet and calm voice
drifted away all of my sadness
and then I close my eyes
to catch every word you let go.

Everything seems perfect
but when you called me to meet her
I want to have time machine
to bring back the moment that I was all alone.
Mar 2018 · 147
Flashback
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
I survive from the pain I've caused
but I'm thankful to be seize
with those memories
that I laugh with yours.
Mar 2018 · 139
Menu
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
You left me untold
And I was set aside
Like when the course ended
In every meal that I had.
Mar 2018 · 161
INFORMED
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
I know your past. And I can't get to think that maybe you'll change like when the typhoon ruin everything and turns into a beautiful disaster. But this was just part of something that I keep on holding on while we were together. I keep on believing that one day when I wake up holding you I wish there wasn't anyone holding you too. This idea hurts me deeper and deeper every night. I don't want you to be with anyone else  but you leave me no choice and even though it hurts, I have to end this chapter and move on.
Mar 2018 · 176
Why
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
Why
When you got to know everything
But you got nothing.
Mar 2018 · 155
TWO THINGS
Jean Sharlot Mar 2018
Of all the things made on earth
Pen and Paper were perfectly match.
The pen that has too many colors
and while the paper has too many pages.

When you were at the peak of wanting to write poem
this two things meet like when you met him
it suits very much that you can able to write the perfect words
to describe your happiness.

But while you continuously writing
you never figure out
that the paper were starting to get out of pages
and then you stop.

You wanted to crumple that piece of paper
and just overflow the ink from within
but the pen describe you
and those pages are the moments you made together.

Maybe it's time to finish it
to open new pages to write poems
to breath and think of new words
and to write again.
Feb 2018 · 157
Second Chance
Jean Sharlot Feb 2018
I saw you again
and I don't think I should remain
but I'm still standing
and I'm heavily breathing.

I don't know what to say
because now I just wanna lay
and pretend that I was dead
while you were holding my hand

Your smile, laugh and voice changed
and also your heart becomes cold
we catch up and tried
but still you ended.
Feb 2018 · 136
5-7-5
Jean Sharlot Feb 2018
Singing his love song
Makes my heart flutters right now
Even though his not here.
Feb 2018 · 523
Word of sadness
Jean Sharlot Feb 2018
Bitter is a word
made by the mind
that is written by the hand
and the food that we tasted.

When this goes into our souls
We know exactly what it is
but why does this exist
when all of it were nothing but sadness.
Jan 2018 · 384
WITCH
Jean Sharlot Jan 2018
WITCH
By: Jean Gutierrez

******* sorrounds us,
When you get to attach to them
They came up with freaking stories
Those rumors that can ruin your name.

And when you let it go deeper,
You’ll be played without knowing it
Those moments when you laugh
Will change into anger.

You’ll be hesitant to say a word,
Some of the letters were gone, missing
And when you hear the name or voice of it
Little by little your blood goes up.

Why are you here?
My hands crumpled and ready to punch
But I controlled it
Because it’s only a waste of time.
Jan 2018 · 174
At last
Jean Sharlot Jan 2018
I saw you with her
and it hurts, I guess
but I'm glad I give up
because you're happier now.
Jan 2018 · 298
Let me go
Jean Sharlot Jan 2018
Life is full of excuses,
Breakable rules in the street,
Unacceptable reasons
and doubt in every step.

This things were build to lasts,
For us to learn how to wake up,
To move on in every pain
and to be happy for a minute.

We owe to love each other,
To survive and get rid of negative vibes,
Everything is cruel
but live the life you eager to have.
Jan 2018 · 298
Reality, I guess.
Jean Sharlot Jan 2018
Those who loved you
Will definitely leave you
And when you chooses to stay
You will be hurt deeper.  

But people whom you left
Will always be there holding you
Those people whom you trying to forget
Will never be forgotten.
Jan 2018 · 128
Sigh
Jean Sharlot Jan 2018
You will never recognize the time
Unless it was already gone.
So enjoy,
Until the last tik, tok.
Dec 2017 · 264
"Unpredictable"
Jean Sharlot Dec 2017
Kindness can be dangerous.
It might misinterpret the said action.
It can shrink you down.
It will make you believe on something unimaginable.
So you shouldn't go deeper.
Because,
It could tear you apart when you end up falling for it.
Dec 2017 · 232
Her love
Jean Sharlot Dec 2017
I heard a story about love
it does conquers all,
how the beauty of it
tries to **** somebody.

They started to be a strangers
meeting with friends to friends
shake hands, a little glimpse of smile
and suddenly her name was known.

They were happy to hear stories
each pages were meaningful
and when someone get hurts
you were susceptible.

The tenure you were together laughing
and those memories that was so rigid
your determination on making on time
though you always omit failure.

Things goes up side down
I cried, I laugh, I feel anger at times
not because I don't give love
because I gave it to be destroyed, by you.

And now I see your widest smile
those shining shimmering eyes
while you are waiting on that isle
to whom I didn't know.

Then my tears slowly falls apart.
Dec 2017 · 292
"Settle down"
Jean Sharlot Dec 2017
Sun sets on it's own
So don't be bothered on waiting
because time will tell
that beauty
comes in every endings.
Dec 2017 · 146
Yesterday
Jean Sharlot Dec 2017
You are something
you talk like the others
but you are different
from within.

I love being with the memories while reminiscing
it feels like it just happen yesterday
you laugh and laugh
and continuously tell everything.

I can still barely remember the first  day I met you
you were quietly sleeping in peace
your cap halfly covered your face
and you were just sleeping all the way.

I wish it might be a never ending story
while you and I were together listening to the whispers of the air
seizing every moment
until the sunlight turns into moonlight
Nov 2017 · 291
Eotteoke?
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
I can do anything
and I can easily adapt to it's nature
but I'm afraid
something is still missing
I was totally complete and incomplete
how can find out
what I was meant to be
how can I be somebody
if I don't know
Who Am I.
Nov 2017 · 214
Distant
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
I'm having akward feeling
I want to talk to tell stories
I want to listen to be updated
I want to laugh to have fun
But i was here away from everyone
Nov 2017 · 166
Unexpected
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
I never wanted to see your name
or even hear something about you
Side slide, scroll down and there you are
At my recent contacts and engaging a beautiful smile
But until now I'm still wishing I didn't met you.

Two letters of your name, and I'm stuck
I know how to end this what if's
But I'm afraid I might lose something
Not you or anyone else.

But myself, again.
Nov 2017 · 551
Tatlong Salita Lamang
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
Nais kong ipatid
Ngunit hindi maihatid
Dahil ika’y manhid
Sa tuwing tumatagilid.

Tinatanong sa isipan
Ngunit ako’y nag-aalinlangan
Dapat bang hawakan
O ito’y pakawalan.

Sinasambit ng labi
Bawat salitang itinabi
Sa paraang pasintabi
Upang hindi madali.

Sumusulyap lang sa’yo
Tuwing ika'y nanunuyo
Upang hindi lumayo
Ang pagmamahalan niyo.

Nandito upang alalayan
Puso’t isipang naguguluhan
Tumabi’t ako’y sandalan
Dapatwat hindi pangmatagalan.

Nais kong malaman
Ano ang nilalaman
Ng pusong nakikipaglaban
Na walang kahahantungan.
Nov 2017 · 244
one
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
one
I right thousands of letters.
But only “u” hurts me a lot.
It tears me apart every time it pops.
But all I can do is just write it down,
To  keep my alphabet complete.
For me to learn how to move on.
Nov 2017 · 155
Loyalty
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
Every story has its history,
whether it happens yesterday or before you were standing at the peak of the mountain shouting out loud,
held up high and feeling the cold breeze that kisses you while your eyes were closed and enjoying the highest view your into.
But before that you were struggling,
that every step that your taking you might fall and turn into **** piece of dirt.
With scratches in your face and hands and down to your knees.
But there's nothing more painful when you were betrayed and left behind by the one whom you trusted by the most precious thing you could have, your heart.
#tremors #tears #move
Nov 2017 · 150
YES
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
YES
Three letters
That can easily be said but it's too hard when it comes to you
Three letters
That can change everything that it used to be
Three letters
That can make you the happiest
Three letters
That on the contrary can break your heart and turn into pieces
Three letters
That will never be said by you.
#unknown
Nov 2017 · 287
Whisper
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
As I look into your eyes
I see sadness from within
I want to drift it away
cause I wanna see how bright it could be  

I know your happy now,
but I want to do something to make it happier
I wanna stare on every laugh you make
in every time you blush without noticing it

In every stories you wanted to unfold
I will listen little by little
because I wanna continuously hear your voice
without thinking that I might fall deeper

I wanna endure everything
no matter what will be the consequences
I'm willing to face it
without doubt

I wish I could tell you this things
but I'd rather be unspoken for now
until time is ripe
and till then, please don't hurt me.
#hiddenTreasure
Nov 2017 · 177
Offered
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
In love, we all have different types of sacrifices.
It's either you keep it hidden from the others to keep your relationship going, or go wherever he is no matter how far you go, or you might able to change what you use to for that someone who doesn't even know your worth.
You were just simply a friend and someone who were given a chance to listen to their words of wisdom.
You decided on your own that you never did before.
It's awful but that is the only way you know to be with him.
#maybe there will be a chance
Nov 2017 · 166
Life
Jean Sharlot Nov 2017
Maybe paradise stays only for a while then it will be drifted away by the calamity that might come.
No matter how tight the tree holds onto the ground it might fall down from its roots.
No matter how hard the rock is, it might turn into pieces once it was driven by the trailer truck.
And no matter how tough you are, time will come you'll feel dying , dying for all of the pain that keeps on stabbing you softly until you take your last breath and then stop.
#cycle
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