We all have that scenario in our lives
when suddenly your world stops for a while,
when you were looking onto his eyes
and the slow motion moment when he  talks
that you never wanted to share to anyone.

His whispers on your ears
that makes your heart beats rapidly
and when you murmurs
his face goes closer to you
and causes your heart becomes crazy, again.

You never know when that started
but you only wanted that would never ends
unfortunately, time run so fast
and he wanted to go
though you still wanted to stay.

This feeling kept on killing me inside
those moments that I wish I never had
but God gave it to me for a reason
maybe to know that my heart can actually flutter
but on the contrary, pain rules me now.

You'll never know when somebody would loved you, on a setting sun  on a rush hours never knowing who and you cannot believe that it's already in front of you, cannot believe who is moving closer to you until the rush hours no longer needs it's presence to stop because it is near you,

        And it does offers you flowers and chocolates and the party goers break their path as they play around into the space, and you know the heart is incomplete but it can stand for itself, and who are you to ask for it, who are you to resist on biding.

What if I run into the water,
to see the other island
What if I can make a way at the sea
to avoid getting drown
What if I can float in the seashore
maybe I can avoid the sand being magnetized
What if I am with you
maybe I will be happy staring at the sunset
But what if the waves are my friends
maybe every time that they will come
they will slap me,
to wake me up on the dream that I keep on dreaming.

I always hide things
only few knows about it
I'm afraid of judgment
I feel terrible inside

But when someone told me this
my heart flutters
I was too excited to write
and having doubt to tell stories

Poems are full of unspoken words
from our soul down to our sole
everything we had from within
that we wanted to shout out

Maybe it hurts
but it will free us from burden
all of the uncertain things happened
this could make you feel better.

And that's why I write poems.

Why? She asked
there is no such thing as perfect relationship,
no matter how long you date
time will come to its end.

The eagerness of wanting to see each other
will fade away,
The seizure of every moment together
will be far away.

The communication for an hour
will turn into seconds,
The sweet messages
will become arguments.

But no matter how it goes,
breathe, settle and seize every moment that comes
because you'll never know
when will be the time that everything will be forgotten.

We we're having long night conversations
You planned the day you'll come back
Everything were about to do
But little by little you start to disappear.

I thought you were the one
But i see you again with somebody else
She was leaning onto your shoulder
And you're happy, I guess.

Your smile were full
And also hers
How could you do it again
Why would you make me feel I'm the only one
Why all of a sudden you betrayed me again.

I gave you chances
That I thought you deserve
But here you go again
Holding somebody else's  hand.

I can easily forgive
But please do me a favor
Just tell me the truth
And never come back again.

How does it feel to be loved
Or to fall in love
Through this uncertain things happening
Maybe there would be a chance for it.

Eventhough you were as bitter as the bitter fruit
You'll feel empty at times
And long for sweetness but all you can do now
Is just engage yourself into the grounds of happiness

You ask a million questions from above
But only one answer is said to do so
By the time comes
You will not figure out the said response.

Time really flies without wings
Action hurts a lot without pierce
Teardrops means a lot in darkness and in silence
But still wishing to had the chance to feel that way again.

When I look in your eyes
I see happiness from within
I'm glad I was with you
while pretending that you were mine.

I create this idea secretly
without preparing myself after the setting sun
and just enjoying the cool breeze
while it was with you.

Sometimes I often forget that it's just something I made up
you do want me by your side
And every time I was with you everything stops
but I remember that this was just my hopeless imagination.

So I will wait you like a abandoned child,
longing for a long lasting love
till you'll see me again and stay with me
and mend the broken heart.

But for now,
I will just collect every photograph captured by my eyes
every aches you gave me when you laugh
because that's the way it is.