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Make this one famous.
Make it because this is me.
I decide to show myself.
My scars.
My bruises.
Make this one famous, guys.
Because it means a lot.
Make this one count.
Cause i'm vulnerable.
say what you want.
call me a *****.
But i am afraid.
Make this one famous.
I really want to see the world.
I really want to run out of ink so i cant write this letter anymore.
Is suicide me now?
Make this one famous for life.
Not for his death.
I am Zach.
I am me.
I am abused.
I am bleeding diamonds.
So make this one famous,
so at least one of my dreams can come true.
that was the day I began here.
That day I decided to try my luck here.
Hello Poetry
google brought you to me.
I wanted a place to be myself.
A place to write,
have it read.
And I found you all.

My first follower,
Randolph L Wilson.
The moment I saw the 1
My brain blew up in happienes.
someone likes my work!
I thank you.
You brought meaning to these words.
Then the next follower.
And the next
and the next,
until today,
we are here.
You are reading this poem, and I
well I can't quite tell you exactly what I'm doing.
But,
I was born again here.
To all of you.
Even you
I am yours,
these poems are for you.
Maybe to help,
to realize,
to be happy.
Thank you for being here,
people of hello poetry
thank you,
thank you,
thank you.
I can't believe we've gotten this far,
in the last two months,
and we can only go further
**together
appreciation for all those who read my poetry
my scars only make me
beautiful
Im growing up
Im becoming man.
And with becoming a man,
Society has laid expectations
That i have already broken
Without growing to complete adulthood.
ive already cried in public...twice
Men arnt supposed to do that! Be real!
i hang out with mostly girls
Bros before hoes you ***!
i let my sister paint my toenails
Are you kidding?!?! You ****!
Men...see men are mean.
But...im not.
Men are fearless.
Im scared of ****.
Men are ripped atheletes
I will NEVER look magazine worthy.
Men are *** machines
...im still a ******. Ha!
Men dont care
I do....in fact...i do alot!

I am a man
But that doesnt mean
im a steriotypical one
;)
a man who writes,
is a man who truly bleeds
i think its ******* that men are too scared to write because of their ego.
You know whats ****** up?
A man cant hug a man
without getting teased and hated upon.
Apparently, it became gay for men to hug
some time ago.
The word "******" became tossed around like a ****** football.
See, im not gay.
No my dear reader, far from it.
But if my friend wants to hug,
then you can bet your *** ima return that hug.
and theres nothing you can do to stop me.
If he looks good, i'ma tell 'em.
If he ***** up, i'ma tell 'em.
accept it.
move on,
and have a nice...*******...day
what we need to hear...
Acting of love
Acting of hate
both the same
Always
From the heart.
I know its not very good
If his soul is darkened by his experience, he has the greatest opportunity to improve the man he sees in the mirror.
Hissing by like a snake
******* on the heads of those who bow
You
Have no respect.
No remorse
You are not
Human.
Never was.
Because
Humans care
Humans love
Humans have compassion,
And you
Well
You are something else entirely.
This was just a note to say
I hate you
Why can’t I see?
What they want me to be
Why can’t I say?
What they need me to say
Because the more I go
The more I keep falling apart
I keep dying
Endless circles for what I’ve done
So if I keep going
If I keep falling
Will there be any hope for me?  
All I wanted to do
Was make a sound that could be heard
Not for every ear
Not for all to hear
But just to those
Who want to get through life
Who are done suffering just like me
Make me see
Just how eternal love can me
Please just ******* show me.
I go through loops and loops,
Constant hell, because I never learn
I never learn.
So will you die for me
Just so I can see
Die for me
So I can see
Cut me to show me that I bleed
This is my only need
Cut me, cut me
Cut me out!
I need this
I need this
I need this presence!
I need you in me!
Call to action
Bring the moksha.
Bring me peace.
I can’t take this
Day to day
I keep forgetting to breathe
Falling in the ocean
Failing at everything
So end this loop
And all that I know, baby
And bring me to a brand new world.
Rise me up like Lazarus
Breathe life into my bones
Recreate me,
Make me whole.
This circle of hell
Is so real that I can’t tell
What is real
What is fake
These walls keep closing in
Hold me closer, baby
Don’t let me fall
Shame is unforgiving
I know my past
What I am asking now
Is that you please, hold me up
Please, for god’s sake
Hold me up.
God forgive me
I just need this boat to float
God forgive me
I just need this boat to float
God forgive me
I just need this boat to float
Baby, help me
Make me see
Just how eternal love can be.
Make me see
Just how eternal love can be.
upcoming song.
"Hold my hand" my mom used to say
She used to protect me.
Used to be there for me.
But see,
As all children do,
I grew up.
I grew angry
Because
She wasn't there
When I needed her.
Where was her hand
When dads hand was beating my face.
Where was her hand
When dad made sure I couldn't  move.
I used to think mommy will save me.
Nope.
She just watched
Not a day passed that she helped.
She was turned.
Mommy
Failed
Little
Zachary.
Now I've grown to know that I have no mom.  No dad .
Just distant memories of what life could be, and the fear it gives.
I am not an orphan.
I am an example
Of what life can offer
and what it *can't
We always  need something new.
Have you noticed?
We have become so unpleaseable
And everything  comes so upgradeable.
I miss simplicity.
The days were i didnt worry much.
Getting older *****.
We got jobs
Families
Harder School
And all of thay stuff
But yet
We want more
More
More
More
New things
More
Fun
More
Drama
More
Hate.
We need to take a mintue
To be greatful
For what we have been lucky  enough
To have
Short but  true
When someone dies,
there will always be that ONE person who tells you,
"get over it"
as if the world hadn't stopped as soon as they left.
But what they don't know is the gaping hole in my heart.
The huge absence that was once always there.
Mourning is not just a word,
it's a practice.
Each time, we get a little better.
But tears still end up winding their way down our cheeks.
Each time, it brings a pain not felt last time.
Each time, bringing regrets and taunts because there was just something we did or didn't do.
But if you truly have the audacity  to tell me to get over it,
well,
let me tell you that the person I mourn for,
will not be coming back any time soon.
And when you open your mouth to speak,
you open your heart for all attacks aimed right towards you.
I will not stop crying so you can stop hearing me.
No.
Because my tears are life,
and they bloom to show that I am a human.
You cannot define me by something,
if you have felt it for yourself.
Who can say,
they've never lost a thing?
Because I can count one.
You lost respect
from ME
No
no
no
You are wrong.
About me.
You have always been one for anger,
violence and oppression
You have always been one
to lash out against others who
don't agree with you.
You say it's possible to change,
I've been waiting for years
This abuse,
this warfare
is my life now.
I wish I could go back
to a time
when I could be myself.
But,
like many other things
it just isn't possible
You have wrecked me.
My life
my soul
my hope
my dreams
my aspirations
my everything
you have made depression
a ******* reality
You ******* my life,
stirred my family,
and caused nothing but raw hate from me.
You are so cold.
So unforgiving
You preach about the "good lord"
where was he when you were on top of me?
YOU ARE A ******* *****
do you know that, dear sir?
YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HUMAN LIFE
did god tell you that yet?
YOU ARE A VICIOUS ****** WITH A FIST
that's really quite scary.
I am so tired of you
I am going to leave soon.
From you,
from all of this.
And when I'm gone,
you''l have to wonder,
"Where did I go wrongGgGgGg?"
Well let me tell ya,
you went wrong
the very day
you met me.
*****.
I ******* hate you.
Everything about you.
Everything.
I'm breaking down.
can you see my cracks?
I feel so alone.
You told me that.
I have gotten darker by the day,
and I don't care if I stay in this world.
I'm losing all I care about,
because your hate is like poison.
It spreads.
Through me,
through mom,
through the whole **** family.
And you sit there,
on that god forsaken couch
gorging yourself in snacks and sweets,
expecting the world to bow
before your swollen feet
I am angry "dad"
I am upset.
You will feel it soon.
I can promise you that.
You have nothing but a dead son coming,
better start planning.
And if you touch my sister,
death is coming
goodbye, Mr "dad"
*I'll see you in hell
my piano
plays a sad tune.
My piano
makes a rhythm that echos through my heart.
It sings and cries,
while confessing all its lies.
My shattered heart follows the piano.
As If there was salvation
in *music
to music
When I was able to feel the pain
I went not to my mother.
My mother betrayed me.
Not my father,
My father left me.
I retreat to music.
I bury my scars and bruises in music notes.
I wait for that beat to drop,
In order to raise my heart back up.
This music numbs my pain.
I feel safe in my music,
Grab a pair of headphones before a gun
In a **** zombie apocalypse.
I am going to drown out the hurtful words,
In a tub full of lyrics.
Music,
Heres to you,
For saving my life,
More than anything ever should have to.
Safety,
If you’re lucky
Will be found.
But my safety is the drums
And the guitar.
A song for every occasion,
The rain even has a beat,
Drumming but no rhythm.
that is what I have been
for 8 years.
I've been a mute.
I have been expected to take the ****
to make the impossible work,
sleep it off,
and take what i cant dish out.
Don't expect to understand me
my life's story
is really quite boring.
He  wants you to think
that I am just a perfect, quiet little church boy,
that has a demon side to him
he has lied for years,
each time pushing the mute button a bit harder.
I am a mute,
but it is time for me to speak.
He won't expect it,
he WILL regret it.
He is responsible for my scars,
and they want revenge
I'm coming for him.
I shall arrive only so soon
the dagger in his chest,
8 years of damnation
will fill his soul.
He will be muted
just as I was,
*so long long ago.
Her skin
Soft like a newborn.
Her legs wrapped around my waist.
Her eyes are staring into mine
I see the stars forming.
In her cornia.
Her body heat
Slowly elevating mine.
Her lips tight against mine.
She is all I've ever wanted
And here she is
Upon my waist.
Upon my body
upon my mind
Here she is,
Her muscles tightening
Her breathing rapidly quickening
Her soul flying
Her lovely sighing.
She is all I've ever wanted
She looks so perfect tonight.
She seems to always know
just what I like.
Her chest up against mine
Her heartbeat strong
Her breaths now so long.
And it is everything for me
Not to lose myself.
She is all I've ever wanted
She is the one for me
And she cried the day
I got on one knee
Here we are
Alone tonight
My hands on her curves
Her hands gripping tight
She is
Suduction
But my, I dont mind
She can have her way
After all
She is all I've ever wanted
the day i first saw her,
she sat in the corner
curled up,
with one earphone in one ear.
She looked at me
for a brief second,
then looked away,
for some odd reason.
I looked at her,
saw her beauty.
I hadn't known
what our future would hold.
How could i known
What joy she'd bring me.
And what
love she would hold for me.
How could I have known
at that very second,
how much her life,
would mend with mine.
I remember that day,
like it was yesterday.
I wish I could have known
just who that girl would be.
I marveled at her
when i finally met her.
Her personality clearly beat mine.
I love the way
she looks at me now.
I love the way she smiles at me.
so clearly I can see,
her love for me.
So lovely is she.
Shemeans the wordl to me
for you
My body is the planet
My heart is the people.
It is fighting itself.
The blood popping from their vessels like the volcanoes erupting.
My heart hates itself.
No more than the mirror on the shelf.
My body is evolving.
My body as the planet,
But somehow my emotions are changing with the tide of the ocean.
The people hope for a promotion,
Like the brain in all glory,
This, this is my planets story.
Each scar is a war,
Originating from the heart of pain.
Beneath the scars there are bones,
The support of my world,
The atmosphere,
Keeping all that is bad out,
But yet the bones keep breaking.
These seeds of evil keep coming out,
And I am feeling dark.
These bones,
The atmosphere is breaking
The ozone becoming as thin as paper,
My bones as paper shall break.
This planet of mine,
This body of mine,
Has something to see.
These eyes as oceans,
They flow within me.
The oceans as eyes so calming.
Stood in the dark place, but the water remains.
The one thing that holds beauty when the people’s actions do not,
This is the area in which we are taught
To read people.
When you look in my eyes,
Though not blue,
You will see life.
Life as the sea, because there is a world within the waters.
So much life and profound hope to be seen,
And here is where you look.
These eyes see sadness just as the oceans become *****,
You can poison the heart, the people.
You can break the bones, he land, and tear them to shreds,
But the eyes, the oceans will move on.
It will roar.
And the brain you ask,
This brain is the main part in which I operate.
It is the history of which Ive seen and what Ive not,
Learning from its mistakes and taking the past as learning tools,
Not criticizing the last fools.
My brain sees the unseen.
My brain is not the people,
For not everyone understands the past.
My brain is not the land, not the bones,
Because bones will fall.
My brain is history.
And history is not to be forgotten.
my depression
feels no sadness,
nor an
end.
My depression feeds on joy.
It consumes me alive like a fire to a church.
My depression
marks the feeling on my fore head.
The sensation tickles,
call me insane.
I live in the dark,
my scars told me so.
And my teddy bear told me to do it.
So here i sit.
on the porch.
ready to take the leap of faith,
with no one to catch me.
Here, i go.
weeeeeeee
to the bottom of the ground.
to the bottem of hell...
want some tea?
how about a bagel?
Scared yet?
because i was,
when i saw the signs
of my own. *******. Depression
this is me. halleigh ******* luyah
my head is my enemy.
it always catches me at my worst moments.
My head makes me wish to die.
My head makes me feel like I am worthless.
maybe my head is right
My head gives me thoughts darker than the night,
My head makes me think I am sick,
coughing up evil,
and damning me to death.
My mid makes me crave pain.
It makes me crave it like an orphan craves  a home.
darkness fills my head.
darkness clouds my soul
I don't need this, I know.
But some part of me always listens to my head.
I am easily swayed,
just as equally paid back
with pain
its like
captain ghost
whelming this life.
My brain is infected
with depression
there is no cure
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for my depression...your welcome -_-
"115"

[Verse 1]
No one can see me and
I've lost all feeling and
I know I won't die alone
I'll stop you from breathing and
all your deceiving and
this house is not my home

[Pre chorus 1]
No
More forgiveness
No
and the reason is
I know I wont die alone

I have returned

[Chorus 1]
and everyone dies and
everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again

Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115

[Verse 2]
You stand for nothing and
overlooked something
I'll bring you down all on my own

I'm the end I can taste it
I'll justify hatred
I am the chosen one
left hand of all that's sacred

[Pre Chorus 2]
No
More forgiveness
No
I'll bring you death and pestilence
I'll bring you down on my own.

I have returned

[Chorus 2]
and everything dies
look to the skies
to see the end of all creation again

See with your eyes
my army of flies
when no one's alive
bring me 115

[Bridge]
I've lost all form and unity
where has my life gone
I'll bring you doom that you can see
and bring you down to see you bleed.

[Outro Chorus]
and everyone dies and
everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again

Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115

and everything dies
look to the skies
to see the end of all creation again

See with your eyes
my army of flies
when no one's alive
bring me 115

and nobody cries
when everyone dies
and no one's alive
bring me 115
~ Elena Siegman
115
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/elenasiegman/115.html
Ich wünschte, die Leute nur wissen konnte, warum ich darüber schreiben, was ich tue.

Ich wünschte, die Leute könnten verstehen, wer ich bin, und was ich erlitten haben .

Ich scheint, wie wenn ich zum Vergnügen zu schreiben , ist es immer noch so sinnlos empfindet .
Sie meine Geschichte hören , so wird es nicht wieder passieren
von ,
Bluten- Diamanten
what did I say? If you care, you'll translate it
When I was little,
I used to swear up and down that I would never stop playing with my
action figures.
That I would never let my legos rest.
I used to play
all day.
Sun up,
to sun down.
Each time varying and tweaking my story line just a little.
Luke would be vader's father.
Spiderman would be a villain,
and Batman
could fly.
I used to think
everything was a game.
It all looked so inviting.
I used to play
like I was a grown up,
but now that it has come ever closer,
I wish to go back.
I wish to go back to a time,
where homework was 2+3,
and writing was,
"tell me about your day today"
now it seems so complicated.
All the substituting for x.
My mind,
sometimes still
imagines a great game of war.
My mind still thinks
of strategies for my army men.
But then they fade.
My imagination has gone and died.
I haven't kept my promise
to that little boy
I left behind.
just reminiscing on my younger days
"my life is like a horror movie.
With many twist and turns.

"My life is like flowers,
blooming in the daylight.

My life is like being locked in prison,
always so dark and cold."

My life sheds warmth
that covers my bones."

"My life is like getting hit with stones,
always a bruise somewhere.

"My life is like a box of chocolates......
i never know what I'm gonna get.

My life is like being trapped in a wall of fire,
surrounded by things that will only hurt and scorch. "

My life is like hot co-co
on a snowy day."

Their lives were so different,
yet they made it work
anyways.
isn't it beautiful when two people who are completely different find a way
to love each other?
Me,
Sitting in study hall,
i don't know a soul.
As a matter of fact,
I don't know MY soul.
I wish i could make sense.
I wish I could tell you why
I separate myself
from everyone and anyone.
I feel
like a lost dog.
Wandering the streets looking for nothing to find.
I feel like a star,
exploding through supernova.
I feel my body go limp.
I fall to the ground,
like a stuffed animal,
but instead of white stuffing,
I am filled with lies,
and pain,
abandonment.
I wish there is something I could do
to take this pain away.
I tried to pray,
I tried to stay,
but all it did
was push me away.
I feel so small.
alone
Peculiar.
But the thing is,
there is no logical reason.
Maybe it's because I have not been clinically diagnosed
with depression yet.
Is it apparent?
Does it appear in my poetry?
I want to make myself a god,
but i am only a powerless human.
A ghost in the fog,
no one to see me.
I wander for days
like a stray dog,
looking for
nothing.
It’s amazing,
The places you learn to navigate
*in the dark
my mask is pretty.
Its got happienes all over it.
Gleaming smiles, and a convincing laugh.
My mask has no fear.
It shines when nothing else will.
It's a great actor,
successful poet,
talented singer,
amateur artist,
great thing little mask.
My mask shows people hope.
Serenity,
insanity.
my mask remembers the person behind it, too.
The countless tears that strolled down my face.
It remembers the fears I have of going home,
returning to emptiness
My mask reminds me that I'm alone,
while taking me to others that could not even care.
My mask has a plastered smile when I just want to scream.
It strangles me,
"reputations
reputations"

it wants me to be someone that I want to forget!
This mask may make me look good on the outside,
but honestly
I'm dead on the inside,
like a tree
still standing,
but not functioning
Like ****,
I can't be who I want to be,
because that person is far stranger than anyone you've ever seen.
I can't
be
myself
this mask I hold buries me in my own darkness.
It holds the knife to my throat.
My mask saves me but curses me.
This reputation I hold is supposed to define me.
But I'm losing everything
everything
the girl I like is fading away
my best friend is noticing my flaws
nothing is working
anymore
MY TOWER IS BREAKING
MY MIND FADING.
<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Into a word
of
chaos
I am dying.
This mask is burying me beneath the surface.
It's consuming me.
Eating my life whole.
This ***** of a feeling.
This....darkness.
Is all because it makes me good
This mask brings me a feeling of belonging.
But after all,
it is
just
a
*mask
to my inner self,
I hear you
Child sitting in the wind.
Poetic motion to ease his troubled mind.
His best work at hand.
Love life's  troubled.
Girl he loves,
Troubled.
School life is going south.
Bullied by his parents.
Tough  life he's  living.
Misunderstood.
Suicidal as ****.
Viewed as some wierdo schmuck.
He writes
They read.
He swears beauty doesnt last
He's  seen  it all before.
Comes up with his name
bleeding diamonds
This name holds himself more power
More meaning.
Zach seemed to have been forgotten.
And all thats left his the wind and his poems.
His life
Seems helpless.
Girls seem uninterested
Whats there to love about him?
He was always forced into  secrecy  
Never won a girl's heart in his life
Wanted the best
Only as b.d he knew
How to share who he  was
Only one best friend
Only two talents.
One: writing
Two: screamo.
Put them  together.
Some type of fan base?
Are you?
No.
Maybe
Let him bleed the  diamonds
He needs to bleed
To be
heard
understood
*loved
This is about me, my life. Please dont hate
Hi, you.
yes you.
the one who is reading this ;)
do i have your attention?
good.
lets begin.
My message
to you
is to
stay strong.
dont let them shut your door.
guard the light.
be the light
own the light.
My message to you
is that
i love you
though i dont know you
i love you
because
you are
and always will be
human.
you cared to read this.
so
i love you
so much
and any day you feel like no one does,
read this poem again.
everyone needs a lift somedays. if this is you, well this is for you.
i love you!
thx,
Bleeding Diamonds
is it safe to say,
that I wanna go my own way?
I want to take my own path,
despite what you say.
I have a name.
I hold power to it.
I hold everything into my heart,
the good
the bad
and everything in between.
I wish
people could understand,
just what my brain knows to be true.
I wish you could see
just what it is that makes me
me.
I hope you can learn
that i am going to take my own way
because maybe
i DO know better
my passion is for you.
It's for everything you are.
Your eyes
your hair
your smile
your personality.
My loyalties remain to you.
I will not let you down.
My queen, worth a thousand moons.
I love to tell you I love you.
It soothes my soul.
See, you aren't like many,
you have morality.
You gave your everything.
it got my love.
I want you by my side forever.
You mean that much.
Without you, my life would be anarchy.
you bring peace and order to my desires,
you keep them in check.
I love you baby,
i hope you know.
I can't live without you.
I can't breathe.
I can't see.
Without you.
My angel from the sky.
Unmatched beauty.
Unmatched personality.
The perfect match.
for me
life
rendered in time.
Made for those who could only see it through next November.
if you wanted,
I would hold you,
'till the stars in your eyes shine.
Please,
hold on
everything will be alright.
Just remember,
if there is no one to love you,
I will be there to tell you that I do
I love you, ***.
Just hold on.
Make something begin in your life.
Make something *work

Your heart is so precious,
suicide will not win you, my queen
Just remember to open your eyes.
Life was made for you,
I was made for you.
So just let me love you,
I will love you
for ever and ever
Let me think of you everyday,
and the life we have
together
Long live
*my queen
can a man love a woman,
but not want to do anything about it?
My To Do List:


1. Wake up to face the day         6:00
2. Let out the dogs:  6:10 AM
3. Check the basement for any messes 6:15 Am
4. Get dressed for the day and gather materials    6:20
5. Leave for school      6:30
6. Do my best in school 8:00-3:20
7. Get home and feed the dogs      5:00 PM
8. Help prepare dinner      5:30 PM
9. Eat          6:00
10.   Rush to get a good start on homework    6:40 PM
11. Let the dogs out AGAIN           7:00PM
12. Do dishes        7:15 PM
13. Worry about being too loud   7:17 PM
14. Wash table             7:45PM
15. Re check the kitchen for cleanliness   7:50 pm
16. Rush to get back to homework    8:05 pm
17. Get ready to let the dogs out again    8:50 PM
18. Get an overview of what homework I need to finish at school. 8:52
19. Listen for a commercial to come on to let the dogs out that way I don’t interrupt the show. 8:58
20. Quickly let dogs out again 9:00 PM
21. Let dogs inside 9:10 pm
22. Wait for another commercial to say goodnight    9:20 Pm
23. Say goodnight     9:22 PM
24. Take a shower 9:25 Pm
25. Get ready to go to bed   9:45 PM
26. Repeat    6:00 AM
This is litterally EVERY DAY
Do not think i have given up.
Do not believe i am gone.
I have done neither.
I am just *done
My voice has often been silent
My voice hass been so
Quiet.
Shhhh
Shhh
Sh
S
.
I was taught to stay silent, disreguard all anger
But one day i was caught
I spoke out.
I was going to tear the barriers he made down.
When i spoke
Only one stood.
But that person made me feel so good.
I found the gift to lead.
I planted a seed.
And now,
My empowerment is growing
sprouting
&
Im getting older.
Im seeing the world for what it truely is.
It is not the painted picture i had been lead to believe it was, no.
It is a dark place.
No face to trust.
which is why
I want to change this place.
It starts with one,
One who marches to the beat of his own drum,
His own heart
MY VOICE
Will grow
L
LO
LOU
LOUD
LOUDE
LOUDER
Until the world either falls or stands
But i want to fix things.
End police brutality.
End racism
End slavery
End sexism
End hunger
And i know im not the only one for change.
You...YOU!
You have just as much power as i do.
We are limited only by our cell,
With the key in our pocket.
The door is wide open
The time is now,
But will you choose to walk through it?
The world needs you.
The world needs me.
Because we are lost.
And though we may not be wandering,
There always is a path.
And my voice is leading me
Where's yours?
Where is the hero in you?
Where is that soul that burns with passion
i dont have one
*******!
There is something in all of us!
We need to be awoken.
And if my voice is the one to wake us up
so be it

Lets fight
What this world
*has deprived us of
I came to America when I was 7, so I was used to the heat. A while ago, something happened that changed my neighborhood forever, one of the biggest fights that happened yet.
              It was hot that day. I came to my friend Jamie’s porch to get some shade and my friend James came too. My friend Jamie was always happy and usually never sad. James had a pit-bull dog named Resub and lived in a three story house, including the basement. We were sitting on the porch, talking, and laughing. I was quenched and went to my house to get some water. I left my phone and James said he would watch it. I went and got a cold glass of water with exactly 4 ice cubes in it.

As I sipped the cold water, I heard yelling. I ran to the porch and my phone wasn’t there. I panicked and run the doorbell to Jamie’s house. Her brother opened the door and said, ’’you glad I can’t come outside because I will, F* you up’’. She handed me my phone and slammed the door. I could hear her mom yelling at Jamie and I knew something was up.

             I ran to James’s house, and as usual, he was playing basketball. I asked him what happened, and he told me he didn’t know while staring at Jamie’s house. His hand couldn’t stay still and he was scared, Scared of something. I asked him again and he said he didn’t know. I told him he did nothing wrong and that I was going to be on his side the whole time. He said, ‘’okay… I was sitting on the porch right, then, I said my heartbeat was loud and Jamie wanted to feel it. She reached into my shirt and felt my heart.
As soon as she took her hand out, her mom thumped on the door and told Jamie to get in now.

She yelled and told me to leave off her porch’’. I told James they did nothing wrong and he kept playing basketball.
That night, Jamie’s mom had a party, and her family came. Jamie’s brother Nathan, a tall strong boy, came and asked me gently and quietly. ‘‘what did Jamie and James do?’’. Defending my friend, I said, “Nothing!” He asked me one more time and I gave his the same response. He looked at me dead in the eye and started walking to James’s house. I tried to stop him, but he just walked past me like a stampede of elephants. He banged on James’s door, and James’s dad came out. Nathan started yelling at Mr. Jay, James’s dad, and Mr. Jay has an angry vain on his head. Mr. Jay took Nathan by the shirt and pushed him down to the street. He told Nathan to stay away from James, and his house. He walked back in his black door and slammed it shut. Everyone in the neighborhood came out and saw the whole thing. As Mr. Jay’s door slammed filled the silence, someone said, ‘’****!’’ I ran to James and made sure he was okay. We went to a basketball court and started playing 21. I lost, only 18 to 21, and James was bragging.
             As soon as we left the basketball court, we were mobbed by Jamie’s family. “F
you James!” one yelled. “Ima beat yo a*!” Nathan yelled out. By then, the whole neighborhood was outside and looking in awe.

They covered the streets live vultures covering their prey.

Just waiting for something to happen. Moments later, we saw flashing lights. Red, white, and blue. It was the ops. Someone snitched. Everyone was in fear. They all slowly walked back to their houses and the cops talked to each of us. They informed us that if we don’t leave each other alone, they will press charges for attempted violence, public disturbance, and other big words I didn’t understand. From then on, we haven’t talked to Jamie’s mom, Nathan, or Jamie.

The only time we see Jamie is on the bus but it’s an awkward silence when we see her.
DISCLAIMER, not by me, bleeding diamonds.
This is by my good friend Jonathan, who wanted me to share this with you all so he could get some advise, so what do you think?
Going down today's rabbit hole
*what the **** am i gonna find this time
as i set off for the night
snuggle up in my blankets,
i find the profound silence.
the single words ive been waiting to hear all day.
I view the day.
The movie, the car accident.
And i wonder,
who knew?
nighfall sets.
so i wait for the new day,
and pray for simplicity
just rolled off the tip of my brain
I was so foolish to believe
*you actually loved me
Dont leave me
Keep speaking to me
*you're all i have
You will have to excuse me
This will definitely not be my best work.  
I was sort of blindsided.
This poetry café is not normal,
And as you could imagine
I had a hard time writing something hype
This was unexpected.
But sometimes the best things come out of unexpected moments.
A faint cheer in a cloud of fear.
Sometimes there are times where you can’t expect a thing.
So I guess this poem is supposed to be about believing we can do it.
I think we all know we can.
But sometimes even the strongest people fall.
Confidence is great, but ignorance is not.
We are not indestructible.
In fact, failure is inevitable.
The bigger picture is often obscure.
But if one is lucky enough to prevail
It seems as if they sail,
While the rest watch wondering,
What happened to us in which we couldn’t go that far?
We all have a jealous part of us.
We all have those feelings in which we are not proud.
Humanity is sometimes just as evil as it is beautiful.
If we look at history,
It seems to be crowded with pain and unfathomable mistakes.
But pain is not what it takes.
Don’t get me wrong
Life is no fantasy.
There is no magic.
No genies to make our dreams come true.
Instead we have to work hard for the things we get
And sometimes more often than not, we lose what we work so hard to build.
And I know, I know
I can hear it
What the hell am I talking about?
I’m not hitting the theme at all.
And I’m not, or am I?
Because yes we are going to fail
It is impossible not to.
But in fact when we fail,
We have just as big a chance to make a comeback.
Yes that failure leaves us cussin and fussin
But in reality that big picture that once looked obscure
Becomes just a bit clearer now that we have failed.
We cannot go on living life thinking we know everything because there is no room to learn.
If you want to believe that you can do something
You have to prove it to yourself before you tell others.
It starts with you.
You are the beginning of your story,
And you will be there to see the end.
You are present through all of your story.
That is important.
So you know how if you get into an argument
And you say, “You don’t know me”
Well who does know you?
No one truly knows you but yourself.
So you are the only one who can take you where you want to go.
So if you want to go far
You have to get yourself there.
And to get yourself there
You have to be willing to put in the work to get there.
So it’s up to you whether or not you can make it.
It’s your choice to believe that you can do it.
Because in the end
You will be the one to fly, or catch yourself when you fall.
I can stand here and tell you cliché
Don’t do drugs and never smoke,
Or I can simply tell you that the choice is yours.
An inspiring pep talk is only a pep talk
This poem is just a poem.
It’s up to you if you listen to me and what I’m saying
It’s also up to you to criticize my every word.
You can do anything.
But anything can be good or bad.
It’s your choice.
No one is stopping you,
And if they do,
Who cares?
Because they don’t know you, right?
It’s up to you.
Choose to succeed or fall
Either way,
*You can do it.
the deception rings on.
Like the feeling of being stabbed in the back.
like being tortured in the middle of a football stadium.
Spittin' out blood, wiping away the tears.
Your deception made me crave pain.
Made me swim with my demons.
And you?
You go on wishing death upon everyone you meet.
your ghost never left.
but it never stayed.
It follows me,
just as you once did.
I smell your perfume.
In the elevator.
Up the stairs.
It follows me.
It wont let me forget you.
everything you are.
All the hell I endure.
The pain.
and all I can do.
is laugh.
Can you tell me the best riddle of all time?
Love.
It is a mystery.
The ultimate word in question.
Why has it lead me to where I am
today
Why?
What is love?
Concentration
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64
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no repeats
(clap clap clap)
or hesitation.  

What if I hesitate,
to concentrate
and what if I hesitate
to love
to live
*to breathe
Alone on a dark night
Not a soul in sight.
Wind blowing through my hair.
Grass below my feet.
This night seems like such a treat.
Alone at last
Time to think,
breathe
and observe
what beauty
this world
really holds.
The moon is shinning,
the clouds are subsiding
and the only thing here
is me
The smell of spring
fills my soul,
and makes me want to *sing
.
True, a dark night,
only feels
so bright
The morning is coming soon,
so I enjoy this calm, calm afternoon.
I listen to nature,
It really calls to me.
And in the morning,
I will see the bright green pasture.
nature
what a lovely place to be
an ode to nature and the world <3
One
One
One bullet
Is all it takes
*to make me happy again
What do we do?Our spark of life meant for...nothing?
What do we truly do?
The spark of life for...nothing?
I often ask myself
what were my origins for?
My origins fall on an early spring morning.
Spawn of a ****,
I was born to the world.
They often tell me I was always meant to be.
I was a perfect baby
I never cried, and always behaved.
I look at pictures of me.
I was so happy
I never knew what pain was, or what abuse felt like.
It was me and my mom.
I was the light in her life,
and she was mine.
I often see my picture.
The little boy I was.
It all changed though.
Happiness never lasts.
My mother married,
I died.
This person that stepped in
my "dad"
sent me to hell and back.
He never understood
my meaning of life.
The **** he's done,
ruins my origins.
Instead of talking about a happy life,
I am forced to tell my childhood as abuse.
I will never know the life of a boy scout.
wasn't allowed
I will never know summer camp
wasn't allowed
I will never know what it is like to go to a friends house and stay with them for the weekend
wasn't allowed
Though I show you my smile,
it screams pain that echos through my body.
My origins are not worthy of speech.
My origins
*have been corrupted
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