the deception rings on. Like the feeling of being stabbed in the back. like being tortured in the middle of a football stadium. Spittin' out blood, wiping away the tears. Your deception made me crave pain. Made me swim with my demons. And you? You go on wishing death upon everyone you meet. your ghost never left. but it never stayed. It follows me, just as you once did. I smell your perfume. In the elevator. Up the stairs. It follows me. It wont let me forget you. everything you are. All the hell I endure. The pain. and all I can do. is laugh.