When the world is ending
Death is the beginning
I will be there standing
To show the world
Despite the distance
People and problems
My love wins ....
And tell u
I LOVE YOU ❤️
For the first and last time ...

PEOPLE SAY THAT EYES DOESNT LIE
CAN A STRANGER LOOK INTO MY EYES AND
TELL HOW DEAD I AM INSIDE??

Hey boy
I told my heart that  
Every time I looked into your eyes
You made me feel how it is to be in paradise......
So don't let that words break
And let my heart bleed 💔

AFTER 50 YEARS
" EVEN THE MOST-WELL BUILT BUILDINGS
ARE BOUND TO CRACK
BUT HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT
I STILL DONT HAVE
A SLIGHTEST OPENING
IN MY HEART TO LET YOU GO "
EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME

you are my story for love
you are the meaning of my forever

all the words to express the feelings
all the feelings i am expressing
pointed you
propel me in the
direction of your fantasies
letting  me to exist in your speculations
The day I met you
was the day I understood
how frightening being apart can be.

I am just looking at the moon  
It reminds me of you
I was crying for you
and then suddenly
he also left me alone .......

HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO SMILE?
WAS MY FIRST THOUHT
NOW I KNOW HOW HARD IT CAN BE TO SMILE
TO HIDE THE TEARS IN YOUR EYES...

just like the ocean kiss the shore.
I want you.
all of you
all the time
in my dreams
in my breaths
in my skin and bones
in my blood
I desire for us to be the great Patroclus and Achilles.
just like how the Achilles calls Patroclus "PHILTATOS"
and how the Patroclus knows Achilles in "DEATH."
I shall know you at the end of the world.    
What I desire between us is their love to one another.  
cause I am not ready to let you go yet.
but just like Patroclus
I shall long for you in the after world.

I saw you at you worst
I know all your worst sides
But I still think you are the best
So please stay with me forever
At my worst till I become
YOUR BEST

is it only me or everyone think:
" Sun die every night for moon.
and the moon brings him back to life every morning."

HOW DO YOU KNOW IT'S "LOVE"
HOW DO PEOPLE TELL ITS LOVE
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ALL YOUR LOVE IS FINISHED?
DOES PEOPLE RUN OUT OF LOVE? LIKE FUEL FOR A CAR ...
HOW LONG CAN A PERSON LOVE ANTHOER PERSON ...
DO YOU THINK ALL THE " TILL DO US APART PROMISES ARE TRUE "
WHAT DOES A PROMISE MEAN??

You taught me the art of eye contact
And yet u left me
So now I am so lost
And losing all my inspiration

I am falling apart
because of you
and for your love
I look up to you
With all the love i have for you
And with my heart in the hands
Thought you will get me
But you look the other way
And you throw out my heart
I fell down deep and
Never found my way back
But you were happy
And I was lost........

You are the biggest mistake of my life
that I want and will keep on doing
But not now because you left ...
I still remember
our first hello
And last goodbye
I just wanted
To tell you that was love
So much love between
Hello and goodbye
At last my beloved
I LOVE YOU I still do
even if you are not here

god
can i miss him a little less and love him a little long

HOW DOES THAT RUSH FEEL ?
THAT FIRST TOUCH RUSH
THAT FIRST KISS RUSH
THAT GLANCE RUSH

now i just watch them slowly walking away
while killing me a little inside
with every step they take

I know your love is
Deeper than ocean
Higher than mountains
But I just don't know
How to swim and
How to fly
I am trying hard
To learn
How to swim and
How to fly together
With you and
To give you back
The love that is
Twice deeper than ocean
And twice higher than mountains to you

As the day goes by
the breath gets heavier to breath.
the mind gets weighed down.
heart get burned.
with all the things it sees, takes, heard.

CAN EVERYONE HIDE THE TEARS
BEHIND ALL THE BRIGHT SMILES
CAN EVERYONE ACT NORMAL
WHEN THEY CAN'T EVEN BREATH
CAN EVERYONE WALK PROPERLY
WHEN THEIR HANDS AND LEGS WENT COLD
DOES EVERYONE ACT FINE WERE U ARE AT THE EDGE OF
JUMPING OF A CLIFF
DOES EVERYONE NEED ONE SOUL WHO CAN SEE THE
STRUGGLE TO BREATH
THE SHAKING HANDS
THE TEARS WHILE SIMLING
THE PAIN INSIDE ...

You are a storm
Everything was quite and dark
Before you came into my life
And then everything
Was so bright when you are with me  
And suddenly everything Was dark again
On the day you left
Just like the storm
You came quietly
Disturbed my life
Made me fall in love with you
Then you left quietly ......

can you pray for me
save my soul for me
i am so deeply stuck
that i couldn't even breath

love , how can i teach you to love me ?
love can never be taught

I can resist Anything
For you But not you
I can lose everything
For you But not you
I just Wana create stories
With you and
Tell them when I am old
Together with you

how to heal the broken parts of the soul
that keep breaking on daily basis
how is that "nothing is so broken that can't be fixed"
while all I feel is feel broken with every ounce of air i breath..

i ran away from the feeling
i am sorry
i am not asking for it back
just don't leave me alone in this

Remember the place
Where you left me
I am still there
Waiting for you
All you wrote
Was just a goodbye
I am still hoping
One day u will just
Find the way back "HOME"

with tears rolling down my cheek
i understood that
"they may want you be the happiest in your life
but you will neve be their first priority"
and this hit me hard...

lost count on
how many times i have wished for
"a little less pain "
in this life

my tears will confess  you
my smiles will confess  you
my thoughts will confess  you
each and every particle of my existence will confess
"THE STORY OF YOU"

at least , at last love me
even though its not the consuming love
i just wanna experience the warmth of it ...

WHY ARE YOU GIVEN THIS LIFE??
WHAT DOES LIVING LIFE MEAN???
WHY ARE THERE DIFFERNT AGES
DOES IT EVER BECOME HARD TO REMEMBER ALL THE MEMORIES
SHOULD WE BE HAPPY TO REMEMBER
OR
SHOULD WE SAD TO ONLY REMEMBER
WHY ARE THERE DIFFERNT PAHSES
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY DIFFERNT FEELINGS ONE SHOULD FEEL
SO MANY QUESTIONS WITHOUT ANSWERS
ALL THE MOTIVATION REALLY WORK.
ALL THE POSTIVE AFFRIMATONS
HOW MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE STILL KNOW THE MEANING OF THE REAL SMILE
HOW MANY OF THEM CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A REAL SMILE ON THEIR LIPS...

"tum haaree vajah se dard
vah meree pyar ki  kahaanee"
the suffering brought on by you
"That's my story for  LOVE"

" Hum the dhoondte jisse
Woh kami ban gaye
Tum mere ishq ki
Sar-zameen ban gaye"
now these lines hit me hard.

you are that someone i waited for desperatly
so that i will be loved differently

he asked: "why do people write poetry
when they can just talk with words "
she replied: "even with words they cant understand but in poetry I can just say I am drowning in the air  and be understood"

WHAT HAPPENDS TO THE POET
when he completes to tell the story ???
does he live eternally through the poetry
he already wrote or does he vanish just like his words

All we do is to
Live in the imagination
Of things that will never
Come across or happens in real life
like each and every person did
i did too but u were my imagination
all ur smiles
all ur laughs
all ur tears
all the funny jokes
and the "just woke up face"
i imagined all to well and everything perfect
but u never saw me in ur imagination

Our love story started when you were there
and I was standing next to you.

Then you had disappeared when I turned around.

I would always walk by myself with you.

In our tale of love

I thus made the decision to stroll by myself.

Without you this moment

U and me can't be together
I know we have  tired
And there were times
when we thought of us
In a future
Now it's just a dream
That is nothing but a black screen
We can't be together
When our meaning of forever is never same

I stood infornt and knocked
the door of my heart
Heart asked .. who's there?
I replied it's me..
Heart told there is no me
It's only you ....
With hope I searched
The door of your heart
Hoping your heart
Would answer it's all me
But when I stood infornt and  knocked
The door of your heart
And told it's me
It told me it's all "her"

while we continued to suffer
we still loved each other

the people whom u think will stay till the end
will always leave at the end
don't worry the only thing they leave with
will be the pain

i never knew that
i was  your 11:11 wish

can i still hold on to you
can i still hold on to us
just a little longer
this dream feels good
than any other reality !!

Perhaps this explains
why God did not endow hearts with bones
because they break so frequently.

i know i was the one who told you to let go
but why do i don't like this feeling???

All the things that were left unsaid.
what does they ****?
the words of free will
just like the tears that
never cross the bridges of the eyes
all the memories of drowning
and never learning never to swim

"i can finally be happy " i thought
after letting you go
but now u haunt me in my dreams ,my thoughts
and most importantly in my memories