A smile so tiny.
A glanse so quick.
My heart just skipped a beat.
You’ve been friends for what seems like forever, until one day you realize you don’t really want to hear about this amazing hookup he had last night. You’re not sure why. Usually, you’d be happy for him, but something has changed. When you fall in love with your *** BFF you have to tell him (once you’re sure it’s not a fleeting crush). Who knows? He may like you too. probably NOT.
I am in love, but does she see me
She quickly became my world, she swirled my feelings
She is in my mind, my late night dreams
She is where my thoughts seem to stream
I cant control my heartbeat, something like her, soft and sweet
Can make my heart go wild
Can make my lungs stop the oxygen flow and prevent me from breathing
She wakes my faith and sparks my believing
And my heart breaks when I see her leaving
I cannot understand her
On year has passed
it was a long never ending roller-coaster
there were days i wanted to just disappear days my heart let me down
barely any good times
without a helping hand
I came down this long path
still alive and well
Still smiling but with meaning
Papa I hate you & Thank you
because if things didn't go down the they did
i would never would have met the people i know now
i would not have cried , smiled , almost died , opened my heart
I don't really hate you no more ,( you could go to **** for all I care)
***** been hard , I am Not a kid But I wasn't ready to grow
things just happened like that
Only God knows what Allah has planned for me
I am moving on from your dark shadow !!!~
I am truly Blessed right now
even without you
I am stronger than i believed
I am not alone no more
I feel full, Alhamdhulilaah- Thanking God.
Even without A helping hand,
PAPA.... I am Good Without You
The poems I post after this are all from poems I wrote way back then 2013-2014.
I grew up without my father for the last 14 years, he's alive just not in my life.
Let it out
Let it flow
Let it glow
On your cheeks
Down your chest
Wail loud and long
Like a banshee
Let the wind
Ferry your fear
Far, far away
Give your grief
Worries and sorrow
To the breeze of the night
Roll them all
Into the trash
Throw them out
And let them go
there's this feeling that I can't stop, the feeling of missing you. it will never stop, it started on the day that you left. you left a mark on me and it will forever stays there. I can't undo the love what's done is done. I've got this feeling that you will be back by my side but my instincts are always wrong just like how I believed that you will never leave
A dream so vivid yet clouded.
This dream laid dormant trapped in its own prison.
scarred, my mind shrouded itself from the cruel world
I curl up in the fetal position
an innocent feeling such that I don't feel safe to curl out of
Here I go, off to live another day, knowing you are still out there.
— The End —