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Dream Dec 2018
Its gonna be another day, another week, another month,another year

Its gonna be a new me, walking into gates and places ive never been.

It going to be adventurous finding new company or maybe even a new me.

Its going to be a discovery of the world ive never seen.
Dream Jun 2018
Lets run behind the clouds,
where the stars will be clearer.
We'll peep through the mist,
we won't let them find us.
And when it rains,
we'll fall from the sky with Angel wings,
Ending the
Love drought.
Dream Aug 2020
I'm a fool to be typing this out. I know you're doing good without me. I know you're taking all the anger out at the gym. I think I saw you drive past me last night. Or so I wished.

I hope you're well. I hope your dreams seem closer now. I hope you're at peace, Knowing that you don't have one crazy girl to be forced to text or call every day. At peace with your phone switched off, focusing on your work how you said things would be if I hadn't walked into your life.

I've typed this out, Knowing I can't hit the send button. Knowing I'm going to delete this anyways.

I'll always love you. I stopped hoping to stop loving you. I love you still. And always will.
I couldn't send this to him. So I posted this here.
Dream Oct 2020
Pain,



               Love,
      



                      Pain,



                                   You


     .
Dream Dec 2018
You were at fault,

And

I blamed myself.

Because

I loved you even through the heart break.
When you truely love someone, you start to justify their wrongs too.
Dream Oct 2018
I wasn't born a poet.
The world made me one.
The world is cruel
Dream Jul 2020
Absurd is the box of memories.

How meticulously created memories cause the greatest agony.

A box only to be opened with you for it to give me ecstasy.
Dream Nov 2018
Use the colours of my soul to create art,


With your mind as the paintbrush,


On the canvas of my heart....
Your mind has encapsulated my heart. It has made a home within me where you reside. And this home will never belong to anyone how it belongs to you.
Dream May 2019
Come give this Cinderella the love she needs,

After midnight when she's in her rags and her fancy dresses are gone
Dream Jun 2019
Your mind is confined in cages built by your own insecurities.
Dream Jan 2021
Sometimes I choose to let go,
I let my words flow.
I let them speak
Hoping they'll explain me.
Im complicated,
They say.
But I wish i came with a dictionary
Because even I don't understand me.
My purpose, I know
My desires, I don't.
Why do I choose to let go,
When control is all I know.
Each time I cry,
You're the only reason why.
Please leave my thoughts,
Leave my mind.
I'm trying to leave all this behind.
I choose to let it go.
Even though control is all I know...
Dream Oct 2018
I've begun a war, i wanna abandon.
But the love in me, the one you can't see, is the only reason im here.

I wanna defeat gravity.
I wanna be high and woke.
I wanna blow all these thoughts and the **** called feelings up in smoke.

I want that liquor in my hands and my *** on the floor.
Till i find my way, i won't take steps no more.

Don't wanna go home, cause walls gives the body warmth not the soul.

Give me words to express how i feel.
I don't wanna be real.

I wanna dissappear into the crowds, and not come out.
In my own world.
Im gonna cover up, i won't let them know.
Cover up, i won't let it show.
Cover up.....my broken soul
I wrote this a while ago⛧
Dream Jun 2019
Cracks in the paint doesn't mean the wall is about to collapse.
Just keep going no matter what, when you're facing difficulties overcome them. It's not the end. If there's a problem in your life or relationships then face them head on. Don't assume it's over because of one Crack that you have seen in your beautifully painted wall. Just like the paint, relationships need maintenance. So don't break up because of one small issue.
Dream Aug 2020
I added water into my dehydrated body.

Just to cry some more.
Dream Jun 2020
Dear George Floyd.

I write this to you today in hopes that your soul is in peace.

I write this in hopes that your martyrdom won't be another headline or simply another name in the papers. I write this in hopes that perhaps another man of Color won't lose his life to racism.

I write to you today to let you know that we will fight. We will fight so no man has to lose his life because of the color of his skin. We will fight so no race is called "thugs" again. We will fight for another 7 years for those 7 minutes of pain you felt.

Our fight is not over. Our fight has just begun. No man's life will be as cheap as a packet of cigarettes again.

25 May 2020, and George Floyd will be remembered.
Dream Jul 2020
On most winter nights I turn on the heater to keep me warm.

Tonight, I turned on my thoughts.
I lay warm in the blanket of memories.
Tonight, I feel warmer than most nights.




The heater was better,
It didn't make me miss being in your arms...
Dream May 2020
Strip me to my core. Without laying your hands on me. And watch me be your, devotee.
Dream May 2019
You said that the distance caused you pain.


Yet.

It was this pain that caused the distance
Dream Oct 2020
Don't you worry, my love, I'm doing just fine.

I smile all day and I take my tablets at night.

I talk all day and I flood my pillows at night.

Don't you worry, my love, I'm perfectly fine.
Thank you for your concern.
Dream Mar 2019
Instead if learning how to swim,

I developed gills.


Nothing can destroy me now.

I don't feel like I'm drowning anymore.
Dream Jun 2020
Drugs and more

no doubt they've killed my soul.

Knifes and wounds, guns and more

No doubt they've killed my soul.

Arms and veins, blades and more,

No doubt they've killed my soul.

Powder and needles, pills and more,

No doubt they've killed my soul.

No more fear can't live no more,

Im the one who killed my soul.

Euphoric in a second and dead in next

Save us before we rest.
I'm not a drug addict. I wrote this to express how drugs and the "dark" world can "**** your soul" yet you have no one to blame but yourself.
Dream Nov 2018
I thought..
  

'' And i give myself to you completely, let us immerse in each others existence.

Let there be no barrier between our love.

......
Let eternity be the limit.''

......
Dream Jul 2018
You were my everything.

But you can't have everything.

-Dream
Dream Aug 2018
There's moments spent with you that I'll never forget. A brave me, I've never met. A fearless me,safe in your Haven. I hope I can meet her again. It was a feeling I've never experienced before,but one I'm dying experience again. The reason I stopped talking to you was not because I was angry( although I was at first) but because after everytime we spoke I got caught in my feelings, and saw rays of hope. However the next day I would see you with Her and my heart broke all over again. I have cried way more than you can imagine and yet I tried soo hard to hate you but I couldn't find enough reasons because our connection, every conversation felt so **** real. Yes, what you did wasn't right. You hurt me. Really bad. But you did it because it made you happy. She makes you happy.......and thats all I wish for you. I can't unlove you, And I don't want to because what you made me feel was incredible. I do not regret anything. Nothing at all. Even though I've told you I do. But trust me every experience is valuable to me. We were truly amazing while we lasted. I don't want to end this year with a bitter taste and leave with regrets. This is everything I didn't say.
A text to my ex.
Dream Nov 2018
Babe.....


Please stop feeding my fears....
Dream Jan 2019
Let me make all your fantasies come true,


Come here let me feed you.
Dream Jul 2019
I felt safe with you.

But I forgot that the same fire,
That gives warmth holds power,
To destroy all that's in its path.
Dream Dec 2018
You set me on fire

everytime
i catch your eyes burning
into my bare
skin.
Dream Oct 2018
Ill always be foreign to all land...

I dont belong on the ground...
Dream Apr 2019
Let's pretend forever doesn't exist.


Let's live now.
Today.
This minute.
This second.
Dream Sep 2018
I once heard one broken heart say to another broken heart that ''i wish we were not made of glass''.
Only a broken heart understands the plight of another.
Dream Mar 2019
That morning,
I met a woman.

Skin beginning to wrinkle...
Mid 30s I assume.

She walked into the ***** engineering faculty's
bathroom.

She Greeted me politely while I fixed my messy hair.
Her smile,
Fake.
Yet polite.

Her problems
Visible on her face....


I never saw her again.
Dream Feb 2019
His eyes give me the intoxication I need to escape reality.

He gives me the high I need.
I love you.
Dream Sep 2018
If you can't make her smile.
Don't.

But atleast don't make her cry....
Dream Jan 2021
Hope hope go away.
Come back another day.
Today I hoped for him to come back..
Come when i look ahead and see the colour black.

Come when I need you the most.
When I just wanna feel the coast.
Come when I lack myself
Come how you came when I was twelve.


Hope hope go away.
Come back another day.
Today I hoped to see him again.
Today I hoped I end up with him.
Hope hope, I'd rather die
Than to live a life where I always cry.
Hope always seems to arise where not needed.
Dream Oct 2018
I am made by your opinions, not skin.
I am polite as i am vulnerable. And i am quite when your bass speaks.
I cover up as men stare,lustfull eyes look if your skin is too bare.
I dress to impress,I cannot be a mess.
If i am too lean i am anorexic, If i am too chubby i am fat.
If i wear specs,i must surely play chess.
If i walk with my head held high my ego is too big.
If i look into your eyes I'm probably overconfident.
If i see your flaws i am too judgmental.

I am a woman, not of skin but of your words.
Women need to break illusions of being inferior. And women need to stop judging other women. If we want to be treated equally to men then we need to stand united. If we feud amongst ourselves we are  defeating the purpose of fighting for respect. Nonetheless i am a proud woman. I thrive to encourage women in the world to not bow down to men as if we are their property. We need to unite and stand up for fellow women who go through lots of sh*t. *** trade, ****, being paid less and inferior treatment in the workplace is unacceptable. We need to fight for the respect we deserve. Women are not *** toys and men need to grasp this concept. Sooner or later.
Dream Mar 2019
I crave your scent.
I crave your touch.
I crave your mind.
I crave your love.
I crave your eyes.
I crave your voice.
I crave your words.
I crave your stares.
I crave my body burning.
I crave you.
Dream Jun 2018
Ive died over and over.
With every teardrop, mourning at my own funeral.
Yet i have risen from my grave ,over and over.
Each time, better than before.
And when you came along this time, i prepared myself to immerse in mother nature once again, only to be risen from my mistakes.
Yet again she will heal me with no fail, and nurture me till i find someone again, to die for.
Dream Jul 2021
Took me way too long to understand.
That
I loved a man.
Who was nothing but potential
I loved a man.
Who I wished,
Would understand
Who I am.
What I need.
Who I wished I could be.
I loved a man who I had hope would simply stay forever.
I deserved better, and I wanted him to be that better.
Yet he never saw the need to be any better for me.
He'd rather leave.
Dream Jun 2018
Its in my blood
In my veins
In my brain

Feels good to feel insane
Feels good to feel laughter
For once.

Its in my heart.

Those pills i once popped.
Those who i once trusted,betrayed.
Couldn't pay em bills
Couldn't feel sane again.
Didn't wanna repeat the same mistakes as those who couldn't get home before 1.

Mama told me i wasnt made for that life. I begged to differ.
Now im indifferent.
Couldn't tell who was better.
The society i was being dragged into or the family who said they would stay.

Liquor drowned me
People crowded me
Knowledge left my senses.
Dream Apr 2020
Today, I saw the sunrise.

Yes, I was up all night.

But it wasn't as sweet as it used to be.

I was up all night, suffering from insomnia, in tear puddles caused by your memories.

As the sun kept rising I hugged the teddy you gave me, for my eighteenth birthday, a little tighter, wishing it was you.
Some days are just worse than others. I wish i could share these moments with him. Love is a tricky *****. It'll cause pain and pleasure all at once.
Dream Oct 2020
̶"̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶"̶ ̶



"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝"
Sometimes things don't work out because one partner didn't want it to work bad enough....
Dream Jul 2018
How did you say all that....
And not look back once.
How do i not see any remorse¿
Its crushing me to know that you didn't want to see me move on
But you were the first to move on.

-Dream
Dream Sep 2018
Baby i thought bout you
Maybe i wrote bout you
Baby i rode witchu
Maybe i fought witchu

Could've been, should've been, would've been but it ain't. Tryna forget boutchu but i can't.

But she prolly don't even think boutchu no more.
She with her other sides, she don't feel for you no more.
She ain't the type to help you grow.
You left me for a ***.

But i ain't cryin no more.
Lovin you ain't my habit no more.

But karma is a b**h.
You left me for her
she left you for him.

You made your choice.
I made mine.
It's over
And time to move on.
After a whole phase of 'he broke my heart' i learnt that life goes on. If he made his choice then nothing is stopping me from making mine. After lots of wars in my mind i learnt that i was only fighting myself. And now all im going to say is that its high time i move on
Dream Jun 2020
Unequally democratic,
Laws made equally,
punishments biased.

Kills for the Black man,
Patience for the white.

"I can't breathe"
He cried.
Phones recorded,
Yet
He died.

A black man's life,
At a packet of cigarettes price.

A white man kills,
Yet still alive.

Justice we seek.
What they had promised to provide.
Yet we take on these streets.
Again, to fight.

We take on these streets with your name in bold.
History books will proclaim you as gold.

In hopes that your name will be the last.

We will fight 7 years for your 7 minutes.
We will breathe.
We will breathe.
Dream Dec 2018
Every teardrop of mine has a story to tell,

listen.
Dream Nov 2018
And for once, i decided to listen,
My mind and heart still at war.

I decided to choose you instead.
Dream Apr 2020
As she heals.
We heal.
As she breathes.
We breathe.
As her fury decreases
We mend our ways.
Dream Jul 2018
You lost me.


Thanks to you,
I lost me too.
 
-Dream
Dream Nov 2019
If love is a drug,


Then I am an addict
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