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Mark A. Williams                             SEPTEMBER 14, 1962 – JULY 23, 2018 ___________________________________________________________ Wow Mark, Was so, so saddened to hear this news. I haven't seen you in over ten years, but as kids, we had some amazing adventures, didn't we? Partying, camping and swimming at the Hudson lime pits. Mowing down on Pizza and pitchers of Pepsi (and as we grew up, BEER!) at Pizza Hut. (We knew the numbers to ALL the songs on that jukebox by heart!) Hanging out and looking at the stars through Budvido's telescope, listening to Doctor Demento. Laughing hysterically as we ran through Monty Python skits as everyone looked on in total puzzlement because THEY wouldn't discover them until YEARS later! Building underground forts in the North Woods. You, Budvido, Zeke and I playing pinball at 7-11 for hours and hours. Watching Bands, chasing girls and playing Foosball or Pool at the Touch of Class Teen Club. You gave me my first Imported beer . . . a Lowenbrau. I will always owe my passion for those German beers to you and it was fitting that Budvido bestowed you with that moniker. All through Jr. High, sharing a seat on the school bus. You, Matt, Tom, Buddy and I cruising around late night on our bikes for hours. Hanging around in the Jasmine Lakes sign with hijacked beer or getting free bags of Burgers from Burger Queen when they closed at night! Jousting with shopping carts on our bikes in the Winn-Dixie parking lot. Sitting up all night in Jimi's room after climbing in through the window or going on endless space cruises with him and Raymond in the Toyota. (RIP Jimi Carlsen) Sneaking into the nudest Colony and skinny dipping! Always cracking up at the school lunch table. Swimming in my pool and terrorizing my sister and her friends. (Allegedly) Trashing that crook Fast Eddie's produce stand after he refused to pay us for a full day of picking watermelons! Good times, indeed . . . Some of my most precious memories. I can only pray that you know that I wouldn't trade my youth or you in it for anything in the world and you will be sadly missed, Lowenbrau, my old friend. I hope that where you are, your beers are ice cold and that you and Jimi aren't having to glue the Hookah back together. Jeff Gaines July 28, 2018
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 7:00 AM UTC
Message to a Friend
Mark A. Williams                             SEPTEMBER 14, 1962 – JULY 23, 2018 ___________________________________________________________ Wow Mark, Was so, so saddened to hear this news. I haven't seen you in over ten years, but as kids, we had some amazing adventures, didn't we? Partying, camping and swimming at the Hudson lime pits. Mowing down on Pizza and pitchers of Pepsi (and as we grew up, BEER!) at Pizza Hut. (We knew the numbers to ALL the songs on that jukebox by heart!) Hanging out and looking at the stars through Budvido's telescope, listening to Doctor Demento. Laughing hysterically as we ran through Monty Python skits as everyone looked on in total puzzlement because THEY wouldn't discover them until YEARS later! Building underground forts in the North Woods. You, Budvido, Zeke and I playing pinball at 7-11 for hours and hours. Watching Bands, chasing girls and playing Foosball or Pool at the Touch of Class Teen Club. You gave me my first Imported beer . . . a Lowenbrau. I will always owe my passion for those German beers to you and it was fitting that Budvido bestowed you with that moniker. All through Jr. High, sharing a seat on the school bus. You, Matt, Tom, Buddy and I cruising around late night on our bikes for hours. Hanging around in the Jasmine Lakes sign with hijacked beer or getting free bags of Burgers from Burger Queen when they closed at night! Jousting with shopping carts on our bikes in the Winn-Dixie parking lot. Sitting up all night in Jimi's room after climbing in through the window or going on endless space cruises with him and Raymond in the Toyota. (RIP Jimi Carlsen) Sneaking into the nudest Colony and skinny dipping! Always cracking up at the school lunch table. Swimming in my pool and terrorizing my sister and her friends. (Allegedly) Trashing that crook Fast Eddie's produce stand after he refused to pay us for a full day of picking watermelons! Good times, indeed . . . Some of my most precious memories. I can only pray that you know that I wouldn't trade my youth or you in it for anything in the world and you will be sadly missed, Lowenbrau, my old friend. I hope that where you are, your beers are ice cold and that you and Jimi aren't having to glue the Hookah back together. Jeff Gaines July 28, 2018
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You have ripped bellbottoms a shaky smile, The sandy curls that cascade down your back. You smoke till your lungs go black, You sit in the blazing sun meditating till you go tan. You play the tunes of The Beatles and Jimi Hendrix, That suede jacket you wear every Tuesday. You decorate your room with blankets so the colors keep you company, The daisies you wear in your hair till they go brown. You let your cigarette dangle from your thin lips, That gritty sound you make when you form words. Your eyes are always clouded with memories, You wear those circular shades to hide from people. You wipe the tears off of people’s faces, Smile when theres nothing to smile about. Your hands are tatted with henna, and you wear the shirt of a tie-dye spider. All you eat is trail-mix of pistachios and sun-dried apples. You ride in a Volkswagen with windows down to feel the breeze. Your peace sign is like “the healer” to all pain. You take a pull off hookah and a bite of shrooms just to chase away the madness. You create your own reality. When the rain falls down you fling your head back and yell to the world, The face you make when you see animals. He’s like an eagle, ready to sore through the sky and bring positivity. Don’t ever tell me you’re not a hippie, because I’ve never seen anyone as unique as you.
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Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
Hippie
Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high The Forever 27 club playing in the band Janis, Jim and Jimi In hell, oh....ain't it grand We thought them all as angels But, the truth it rings a bell They were dancing with the devil And they ended up in hell Cobain and Amy Winehouse Oh yeah, they're down there too Brian Jones and others Playing hard rock and the blues Sell your soul to Satan Where you go...you do not choose If you spend time with the devil It's nothing but bad news Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high There's others there who did the dance Hit the crossroads, sold their soul Drugs and drink and suicide That's how this devil rolls Some may get redemption For the things they do in life they sold out with their talent They were dancing on a knife The band is hot, and so's the place They play here every night We wish they were in heaven But, deep down you know I'm right Elvis, yes, the king is here He did drugs and did the dance Now, he's singing for the devil He never had a chance Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high So many tortured people So many who did wrong They traded with the devil For the price of just a song Rock and Roll in heaven Has a great band, just the same But, with Janis, Jim and Jimi here They just don't have the game.
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 12:12 PM UTC
Dancing with The Devil
Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high The Forever 27 club playing in the band Janis, Jim and Jimi In hell, oh....ain't it grand We thought them all as angels But, the truth it rings a bell They were dancing with the devil And they ended up in hell Cobain and Amy Winehouse Oh yeah, they're down there too Brian Jones and others Playing hard rock and the blues Sell your soul to Satan Where you go...you do not choose If you spend time with the devil It's nothing but bad news Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high There's others there who did the dance Hit the crossroads, sold their soul Drugs and drink and suicide That's how this devil rolls Some may get redemption For the things they do in life they sold out with their talent They were dancing on a knife The band is hot, and so's the place They play here every night We wish they were in heaven But, deep down you know I'm right Elvis, yes, the king is here He did drugs and did the dance Now, he's singing for the devil He never had a chance Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high So many tortured people So many who did wrong They traded with the devil For the price of just a song Rock and Roll in heaven Has a great band, just the same But, with Janis, Jim and Jimi here They just don't have the game.
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The music may have died for some That day in nineteen fifty nine Don McLean said that it ended But I say, it's just fine The day that Buddy died I feel it only took a wound and though it has been 60 years I think it's been re-tuned If silence reigned when the music died The Beatles would be missing They picked their  name for Buddy's group An act that had some hissing The Rolling Stones...would never play If the music died as told There would be no Exile on Main Street There would be no band so bold The Hollies, well that's simple They were named after the man If the music had really died that day Would Graham Nash still be a fan? To me it took a major wound A shot that slowed it down It changed music's direction Took it to another town With Elvis silent on German soil The Beatles took the lead They made sure music was living And many others did they breed Bobby Darin, Mama Cass Jimi Hendrix and The Pearl Jim Morrison and Brian Jones Made the music spin and twirl When Elvis Died, it slowed a bit With Lennon shot...some more But, the music never, ever died For those who're keeping score For each one lost...another comes To fill the void with sound It may have been quite wounded But the music's still around Each generation keeps it In it's own and special way That's why Buddy's music Is still played on air today So, please don't think the music Died way back in fifty nine Just look at all who've come on since All your favorites and all mine.
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May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012 at 7:18 PM UTC
The Music Never Died
I learned on the Saturday I met you that "love at first sight" is a serious illness. It infects the body and consumes it whole, leaving nothing but happiness and affection in place of the empty, hopeless shell it once was. I learned on Tuesday that good music and Star Wars references assist the speeding up process of a first kiss, And just how good knowing that it would be your last first kiss ever felt. On Wednesday, I learned how hard it was not to say "I love you" out loud. Instead, I resorted it to silently mouthing the phrase when your head is turned. On Thursday, I learned that you like to swirl the New York Cheesecake and Red Velvet Cake flavors of frozen yogurt, just like I do. It reminded me of the concept of being soulmates. Our secret dance reminded me of a movie from the 1920s. Thank you, Louis Armstrong, and the lake in San Angelo for providing the perfect atmosphere. I learned on Friday how easy it is to talk to the person you love for seven hours. I also learned that I don't care how tired I look in the first photograph we took together, because I've been a different person since last Saturday. On the second Saturday that I met you, I learned how hard it is to watch a movie alone with you while your lips are so close to mine. I learned a lesson on willpower, and also that it's easier if we watch movies in theaters. But even theaters can't keep us from sneaking kisses every once in a while. That day I learned how easy it is to dance beautifully with the soulmate you've known only for a week. I also learned that I'm not the only person who sees the beauty I see when we are together. I glanced over your shoulder during the Jimi Hendrix guitar solo, only to see our group of friends staring at us in awe. It didn't distract me from the butterflies I had from your arm being around me. Later that same night, I learned how anxious I feel, slipping love notes into your pocket, and saying goodbye, if only for two weeks. That week, I learned that two Saturdays is all it takes to make you certain of whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 11:10 PM UTC
Saturday
I learned on the Saturday I met you that "love at first sight" is a serious illness. It infects the body and consumes it whole, leaving nothing but happiness and affection in place of the empty, hopeless shell it once was. I learned on Tuesday that good music and Star Wars references assist the speeding up process of a first kiss, And just how good knowing that it would be your last first kiss ever felt. On Wednesday, I learned how hard it was not to say "I love you" out loud. Instead, I resorted it to silently mouthing the phrase when your head is turned. On Thursday, I learned that you like to swirl the New York Cheesecake and Red Velvet Cake flavors of frozen yogurt, just like I do. It reminded me of the concept of being soulmates. Our secret dance reminded me of a movie from the 1920s. Thank you, Louis Armstrong, and the lake in San Angelo for providing the perfect atmosphere. I learned on Friday how easy it is to talk to the person you love for seven hours. I also learned that I don't care how tired I look in the first photograph we took together, because I've been a different person since last Saturday. On the second Saturday that I met you, I learned how hard it is to watch a movie alone with you while your lips are so close to mine. I learned a lesson on willpower, and also that it's easier if we watch movies in theaters. But even theaters can't keep us from sneaking kisses every once in a while. That day I learned how easy it is to dance beautifully with the soulmate you've known only for a week. I also learned that I'm not the only person who sees the beauty I see when we are together. I glanced over your shoulder during the Jimi Hendrix guitar solo, only to see our group of friends staring at us in awe. It didn't distract me from the butterflies I had from your arm being around me. Later that same night, I learned how anxious I feel, slipping love notes into your pocket, and saying goodbye, if only for two weeks. That week, I learned that two Saturdays is all it takes to make you certain of whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.
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I frequent a little taco stand Every time that I'm out west With Elvis behind the counter Dressed in his leathers best Janice Joplin doing dishes With Southern Comfort breath Arguing with fry cook Jim Morrison Over the best way of cheating death Jimi Hendrix works the tables That they have set up out front Recommending the mushroom taco With the psychedelic crunch Marilyn Monroe...the entertainment Nightly serenades the gents While wearing here favorite T-shirt Bobby Kennedy for president I highly recommend the little taco stand If you ever find yourself out West Who's going to show up to take your order that day Could be anybody's guess
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 7:51 AM UTC
Mid-Western Taco Stand
i. I’ve heard people say on various occasions “if it’s meant to be, it will happen.” I don’t buy it. Lots of things never happened that should have. ii. Talking to Jimi was like having a conversation thru the plexi-glass of a prison visitation room. They could see each other, they could almost touch each other, but a layer of bullet proof glass stood between them and true intimacy.  Yet, there were times when the wall was more like the shell of a bubble—thin and pliable and sticking to her fingers when she pressed against it. And Jimi’s shape would begin to take form with her touch, and the reality of his true self would show in defiance of his expectations. iii. Jimi just didn’t seem to get it. It was like he thought every word Mango uttered about her crushed spirit and just trying to survive was some sort of manipulation tactic.   “You don't act like you did before.” She said. “I'm sorry for that, you never leave my mind though.” “The things going on in your head don't talk to me or spend time with me or hold me....they just stay with you and I am all alone.” iv. “Jimi, I can’t focus, I can’t concentrate on anything! The sound of my thoughts are so loud that reality is just background clamor and white noise!” “I’m trying, I’m doing the best I can. What more do you want me to do?” “Move out! Make the leap! If you’re not happy there, if you don’t want to be married to her you shouldn’t be there. If being with me isn’t enough motivation to leave, then leave because Lizi deserves more than a fake husband.” “I’m **** I’m just a coward. I don’t like myself for what I’m doing.” “The only one who can change how you feel about yourself is you. Sitting around thinking about how ****** you are isn’t going to change a **** thing.” “Neither is yelling at me.” “Then I guess we’re at an impasse.” v. Something in their relationship had died. Not unlike the many times Mango’s heart had been broken and her hope had been lost. But it was harder for Jimi, taking that leap of love in the first place was the most difficult thing he had ever done.  And now, he had never experienced such intense levels of pain, he thought his heart would literally stop beating, and he would be swallowed up by the enormous cavity in his chest.  Mango wanted to know if he could love her again, and he didn’t know, he honestly didn’t know. He wanted to, but now the part of him that feared he would not be enough for her had taken over, and his sense of fear and overwhelm was too much for him to bear.
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 2:45 AM UTC
Jimi and Mango iii
i. I’ve heard people say on various occasions “if it’s meant to be, it will happen.” I don’t buy it. Lots of things never happened that should have. ii. Talking to Jimi was like having a conversation thru the plexi-glass of a prison visitation room. They could see each other, they could almost touch each other, but a layer of bullet proof glass stood between them and true intimacy.  Yet, there were times when the wall was more like the shell of a bubble—thin and pliable and sticking to her fingers when she pressed against it. And Jimi’s shape would begin to take form with her touch, and the reality of his true self would show in defiance of his expectations. iii. Jimi just didn’t seem to get it. It was like he thought every word Mango uttered about her crushed spirit and just trying to survive was some sort of manipulation tactic.   “You don't act like you did before.” She said. “I'm sorry for that, you never leave my mind though.” “The things going on in your head don't talk to me or spend time with me or hold me....they just stay with you and I am all alone.” iv. “Jimi, I can’t focus, I can’t concentrate on anything! The sound of my thoughts are so loud that reality is just background clamor and white noise!” “I’m trying, I’m doing the best I can. What more do you want me to do?” “Move out! Make the leap! If you’re not happy there, if you don’t want to be married to her you shouldn’t be there. If being with me isn’t enough motivation to leave, then leave because Lizi deserves more than a fake husband.” “I’m **** I’m just a coward. I don’t like myself for what I’m doing.” “The only one who can change how you feel about yourself is you. Sitting around thinking about how ****** you are isn’t going to change a **** thing.” “Neither is yelling at me.” “Then I guess we’re at an impasse.” v. Something in their relationship had died. Not unlike the many times Mango’s heart had been broken and her hope had been lost. But it was harder for Jimi, taking that leap of love in the first place was the most difficult thing he had ever done.  And now, he had never experienced such intense levels of pain, he thought his heart would literally stop beating, and he would be swallowed up by the enormous cavity in his chest.  Mango wanted to know if he could love her again, and he didn’t know, he honestly didn’t know. He wanted to, but now the part of him that feared he would not be enough for her had taken over, and his sense of fear and overwhelm was too much for him to bear.
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JIMI HENDRIX MOTHER LOVE BONE PEARL JAM ALICE IN CHAINS MAD SEASON SOUND GARDEN NIRVANA FOO FIGHTERS etc.....
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 4:17 PM UTC
GRUNGE
“My sole goal in life is to keep racing down the interstate without a clock so I can keep going until people forget who I am.” In my head I knew I was wrong hypocritical, insane, illogical, but above all I was still humane! This, yes, this sole fact is what keeps me separated from you draw a straight line down the road we lived on the squares and the circles. You, with your fancy plaque and NHS bumper sticker With the family of four and no reason to feel failure With your perfect scores and magnificent vernacular Who let you have it so easy?! Me, with my Jimi Hendrix poster family of who knows how many and the chance to earn my GED in a few years Why was it me?! You met your wife in the 10th grade You gave her a promise ring and everything Even took her with you on spring break Who said you didn't have to try?! I was placed in the wards that year they said it was insanity I thought I was just thinking ahead Why can’t they understand?! BUT THEY ALWAYS UNDERSTAND YOU! You, your Shakespeare perfect jargon Mr. Right, Perfect, next coming of Beethoven You were made to please everyone and become important! And that’s what separates us. Even though it’s the same street that raised us I bought the Harley and your parents got you the Chevy. And I recall the one time I was flying down the interstate And caught up to you as you were going nothing higher than 70. I stared at you and you kept your eyes on the road. I don’t blame you, I knew that you just wanted to see my bomber jacket I have a skull on fire on the back of it So I gave you a great view hope you enjoyed it.
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 1:40 AM UTC
Superficial Neutrality
“My sole goal in life is to keep racing down the interstate without a clock so I can keep going until people forget who I am.” In my head I knew I was wrong hypocritical, insane, illogical, but above all I was still humane! This, yes, this sole fact is what keeps me separated from you draw a straight line down the road we lived on the squares and the circles. You, with your fancy plaque and NHS bumper sticker With the family of four and no reason to feel failure With your perfect scores and magnificent vernacular Who let you have it so easy?! Me, with my Jimi Hendrix poster family of who knows how many and the chance to earn my GED in a few years Why was it me?! You met your wife in the 10th grade You gave her a promise ring and everything Even took her with you on spring break Who said you didn't have to try?! I was placed in the wards that year they said it was insanity I thought I was just thinking ahead Why can’t they understand?! BUT THEY ALWAYS UNDERSTAND YOU! You, your Shakespeare perfect jargon Mr. Right, Perfect, next coming of Beethoven You were made to please everyone and become important! And that’s what separates us. Even though it’s the same street that raised us I bought the Harley and your parents got you the Chevy. And I recall the one time I was flying down the interstate And caught up to you as you were going nothing higher than 70. I stared at you and you kept your eyes on the road. I don’t blame you, I knew that you just wanted to see my bomber jacket I have a skull on fire on the back of it So I gave you a great view hope you enjoyed it.
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in our besieged republic snipers are popping up everywhere taking *** shots ending lives with a well placed head shot active shooters star in world premier events jokers rise like dark knights casting large looming shadows on real 3D cinemax multiplexed screens sprinkling overpriced buckets of popcorn with generous dollops of blood others head back to school still ****** about missing recess and excessive sentences to detention halls where bullies tortured scrawny inmates with wedgies and painful ***** twisters they’ve come back to even the score leaving bullet hole pockmarks on Sharpie smudged   smart boards declaring endless summer vacations for classrooms of children who don’t give wedgies and only dream of soft ***** these urban guerillas are now working to liberate airports from the tyranny of TSA agents fulfilling PATRIOT ACT duties for 10 bucks an hour and last night the latest active shooter showed up at the Garden State Plaza, -my hometown mall of america- mumbling about his Grand Theft Auto score, strung out and crashing from an unfilled pharma addiction script he grew up as a Highwayman in Teaneck a former classmate working at Nordstroms said he was a really good kid he was, one of the good ones, he could have shot some people but the only person he shot in the head was himself legions of police officers surrounding the mall stood down grateful for overtime milling about in the flashing red strobes inhaling the heady blue fumes rising to commend Bergen County Blue Laws and next Sunday’s time and a half active shooter training day Jimi Hendrix: Machine Gun Oakland 11/5/13 jbm
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 1:12 PM UTC
active shooter
in our besieged republic snipers are popping up everywhere taking *** shots ending lives with a well placed head shot active shooters star in world premier events jokers rise like dark knights casting large looming shadows on real 3D cinemax multiplexed screens sprinkling overpriced buckets of popcorn with generous dollops of blood others head back to school still ****** about missing recess and excessive sentences to detention halls where bullies tortured scrawny inmates with wedgies and painful ***** twisters they’ve come back to even the score leaving bullet hole pockmarks on Sharpie smudged   smart boards declaring endless summer vacations for classrooms of children who don’t give wedgies and only dream of soft ***** these urban guerillas are now working to liberate airports from the tyranny of TSA agents fulfilling PATRIOT ACT duties for 10 bucks an hour and last night the latest active shooter showed up at the Garden State Plaza, -my hometown mall of america- mumbling about his Grand Theft Auto score, strung out and crashing from an unfilled pharma addiction script he grew up as a Highwayman in Teaneck a former classmate working at Nordstroms said he was a really good kid he was, one of the good ones, he could have shot some people but the only person he shot in the head was himself legions of police officers surrounding the mall stood down grateful for overtime milling about in the flashing red strobes inhaling the heady blue fumes rising to commend Bergen County Blue Laws and next Sunday’s time and a half active shooter training day Jimi Hendrix: Machine Gun Oakland 11/5/13 jbm
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i. He stared at the woman, eyes darting to memorize her angles and features,   at any moment this mirage could disappear. For two full minutes he was unable to speak, too scared to let words loose; they can no longer be hidden once they’ve been exposed. So he kissed her instead, because he liked how it felt to no longer feel alone. ii. The grip of loneliness refused to let her go, like the claws of a jealous lover. “One thing for certain, there is no god. We are completely alone, love is ******** “What if I showed you that you are not alone, how would it change your life?” “I think I might actually be happy.” “You are happy when you let yourself be…there is this…fire inside of you,  but every time the momentum starts to build you tell yourself whatever you need to hear to keep it from taking you.” iii. “Why the hell are you starting this with me? This isn’t right.” “Who says I’m starting anything?” “Oh, you’re one of ‘those’ guys.” “What are ‘those’ guys?” “The type of guy who pretends that he doesn’t know what he’s doing, and doesn’t admit to what he’s doing so he can play innocent when he’s called to the carpet. But in reality,  he knows exactly what he is doing, and most of it is premeditated.” “Like ****** “Yeah, something like that. There is a good chance something or someone could die in this scenario.” iv. They laid still for a while, trying to catch their breath. “I think your parents named you after the wrong Craig Finn character.” “Oh, yeah?” “They should have called you Hallelujah, because you sound like an angel when you *** She smiled and she kissed him and they made love again, and she felt like an angel. v. He started out the door and turned, lifting his shy head to look at her “As far as I’m concerned, you are the only one I’ve ever slept with.” She stopped breathing, afraid to believe the nouns and verbs that were floating.   She repeated the sentence out loud after he walked away. They were the most loving, pure and perfect words she had ever heard.
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 12:38 PM UTC
Jimi and Mango i
i. He stared at the woman, eyes darting to memorize her angles and features,   at any moment this mirage could disappear. For two full minutes he was unable to speak, too scared to let words loose; they can no longer be hidden once they’ve been exposed. So he kissed her instead, because he liked how it felt to no longer feel alone. ii. The grip of loneliness refused to let her go, like the claws of a jealous lover. “One thing for certain, there is no god. We are completely alone, love is ******** “What if I showed you that you are not alone, how would it change your life?” “I think I might actually be happy.” “You are happy when you let yourself be…there is this…fire inside of you,  but every time the momentum starts to build you tell yourself whatever you need to hear to keep it from taking you.” iii. “Why the hell are you starting this with me? This isn’t right.” “Who says I’m starting anything?” “Oh, you’re one of ‘those’ guys.” “What are ‘those’ guys?” “The type of guy who pretends that he doesn’t know what he’s doing, and doesn’t admit to what he’s doing so he can play innocent when he’s called to the carpet. But in reality,  he knows exactly what he is doing, and most of it is premeditated.” “Like ****** “Yeah, something like that. There is a good chance something or someone could die in this scenario.” iv. They laid still for a while, trying to catch their breath. “I think your parents named you after the wrong Craig Finn character.” “Oh, yeah?” “They should have called you Hallelujah, because you sound like an angel when you *** She smiled and she kissed him and they made love again, and she felt like an angel. v. He started out the door and turned, lifting his shy head to look at her “As far as I’m concerned, you are the only one I’ve ever slept with.” She stopped breathing, afraid to believe the nouns and verbs that were floating.   She repeated the sentence out loud after he walked away. They were the most loving, pure and perfect words she had ever heard.
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I've always been in place, in situ Maybe (just maybe) ... I'm sui generis? When my lifeline intersected with spacetime on this continuum I found myself moving toward a collision course with duality and non-duality Moving towards a zero-point What are we talking about? Nothing (Rafelski & Muller, 1985) As a geographer, the mimetic expression was dualistic As one plane flowed through another; as fiat lux flowed through Medicine Rock I found wisdom I further explored the duality @ this place (also known as University of Lethbridge) The U of L is an interesting duck It walks like an Albertan university It talks like an Albertan university But one of these things is certainly not like the other The U of L got its chops as a house of learning for the Liberal Arts Follow those roots and you'll see conduits to another spacetime known as UCBerkley U of L memetics share material memories from the birth of the Free Speech Movement (1964) And as Arthur Erickson drafted up his plans for Canada's centennial gift to the Province of Alberta, I'm sure he would have been partaking in the pleasures of this particular spacetime I'm sure at the very least that he was listening to Hendrix wax on about Castles As Erickson designed this modernistic monolith called University Hall There were influences such as Arthur C. Clarke and his novel 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) He was certainly knowledgeable of the Blackfoot stories of the Old Man And of course as an architect he would be versed in gravity and how built structures on a slope tend to creep toward base-level Strange but true, Erickson's first degree was in foreign languages So what I see is Canada's premier architect wrote a poem for us in 1968 In a foreign language And that poem would be expressed over the next forty to fifty years Some of those primary poetic elements were: Berkley, California Hippie Movement Creep (or gravity) Base level Blackfoot creation stories of the Old Man Jimi Hendrix poetry and his savage musical genius "and so castle's made of sand melt into the sea, eventually." So let's reinterpret that line to be more U of L centric (through my glossy apertures) "and so monolith's made by man melt back into god eventually." ........ ....... ...... ..... ..... .... ... .. . zero~point . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........
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Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 10:33 AM UTC
Towards an Indigenous Science
I've always been in place, in situ Maybe (just maybe) ... I'm sui generis? When my lifeline intersected with spacetime on this continuum I found myself moving toward a collision course with duality and non-duality Moving towards a zero-point What are we talking about? Nothing (Rafelski & Muller, 1985) As a geographer, the mimetic expression was dualistic As one plane flowed through another; as fiat lux flowed through Medicine Rock I found wisdom I further explored the duality @ this place (also known as University of Lethbridge) The U of L is an interesting duck It walks like an Albertan university It talks like an Albertan university But one of these things is certainly not like the other The U of L got its chops as a house of learning for the Liberal Arts Follow those roots and you'll see conduits to another spacetime known as UCBerkley U of L memetics share material memories from the birth of the Free Speech Movement (1964) And as Arthur Erickson drafted up his plans for Canada's centennial gift to the Province of Alberta, I'm sure he would have been partaking in the pleasures of this particular spacetime I'm sure at the very least that he was listening to Hendrix wax on about Castles As Erickson designed this modernistic monolith called University Hall There were influences such as Arthur C. Clarke and his novel 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) He was certainly knowledgeable of the Blackfoot stories of the Old Man And of course as an architect he would be versed in gravity and how built structures on a slope tend to creep toward base-level Strange but true, Erickson's first degree was in foreign languages So what I see is Canada's premier architect wrote a poem for us in 1968 In a foreign language And that poem would be expressed over the next forty to fifty years Some of those primary poetic elements were: Berkley, California Hippie Movement Creep (or gravity) Base level Blackfoot creation stories of the Old Man Jimi Hendrix poetry and his savage musical genius "and so castle's made of sand melt into the sea, eventually." So let's reinterpret that line to be more U of L centric (through my glossy apertures) "and so monolith's made by man melt back into god eventually." ........ ....... ...... ..... ..... .... ... .. . zero~point . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........
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JEFF the Brotherhood, Metric, and Phantogram FIDLAR, The Broken Social Scene, The Zac Brown Band King Khan and the Barbeque Show, Matt and Kim, Vampire Weekend, Creedence Clearwater Revival. Jimi Hendrix, The Flaming Lips, Artic Monkeys Florence + the Machine Death Cab for Cutie, Bon Iver, Band of Horses, Parlovr Kings of Leon, The Strokes, Yellow Ostrich, Cage the Elephant *** Pistols, The Ramones, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Bob Dylan Young the Giant, The ** Ugly Casanova, Modest Mouse, The Doors Coldplay, the Beatles, Led Zeppelin, The Rolling Stones Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Smashing Pumpkins Titus Andronicus, Bob Marley Queens of the Stone Age, Mana, The White Stripes: all gnarly
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Jan 23, 2013
Jan 23, 2013 at 5:56 PM UTC
all gnarly
I frequent a little taco stand Every time I'm out in the Mid-West With Elvis behind the counter Dressed in his leather best Janice Joplin doing the dishes With enchilada breath Arguing with the fry cook Jim Morrison Over the  best way of cheating death Jimi Hendrix works the tables That they have set up out front Recommending the mushroom taco With the psychedelic crunch Marilyn Monroe...the entertainment Nightly serenades the gents Wearing her favorite T-shirt Bobby Kennedy for president I highly recommend the little taco stand If you ever find yourself out West Who's going to show up to take your order that day Could be anybody's guess...
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Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 6:14 PM UTC
Mid-West Taco Stand
Summer Solstice "Everybody knows that the change is coming "Everybody knows that the deck is stacked" Leonard Cohen In Colorado, the Cache La Poudre is burning That's where they hid the gunpowder Has it blown yet? In the Southeast Asia Enterprise Zone The suicide nets are ready for another night's harvest Do we understand that our beautiful electric screens Are polished with blood? In Syria, the death squads are arming For another day in the abattoir Everyone is ready for the bodies I called out to you in the night I dreamed you loved me From the bottom of your soul In the morning, your e-mail address Was blocked, texts came  back forlorn The earth is crying out But Jimi is so long gone No one understands And the wind howls alone In the land of plenty We're all tucked into our corners Of the unlimited cage match Our abs are ripped Our tattoos look good But our eyes are empty. Winter is coming.
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Jun 21, 2012
Jun 21, 2012 at 12:42 AM UTC
Summer Solstice
I learned on the Saturday I met you that "love at first sight" is a serious illness. It infects the body and consumes it whole, leaving nothing but happiness and affection in place of the empty, hopeless shell it once was. I learned on Tuesday that good music and Star Wars references assist the speeding up process of a first kiss, And just how good knowing that it would be your last first kiss ever felt. On Wednesday, I learned how hard it was not to say "I love you" out loud. Instead, I resorted it to silently mouthing the phrase when your head is turned. On Thursday, I learned that you like to swirl the New York Cheesecake and Red Velvet Cake flavors of frozen yogurt, just like I do. It reminded me of the concept of being soulmates. Our secret dance reminded me of a movie from the 1920s. Thank you, Louis Armstrong, and the lake in San Angelo for providing the perfect atmosphere. I learned on Friday how easy it is to talk to the person you love for seven hours. I also learned that I don't care how tired I look in the first photograph we took together, because I've been a different person since last Saturday. On the second Saturday that I met you, I learned how hard it is to watch a movie alone with you while your lips are so close to mine. I learned a lesson on willpower, and also that it's easier if we watch movies in theaters. But even theaters can't keep us from sneaking kisses every once in a while. That day I learned how easy it is to dance beautifully with the soulmate you've known only for a week. I also learned that I'm not the only person who sees the beauty I see when we are together. I glanced over your shoulder during the Jimi Hendrix guitar solo, only to see our group of friends staring at us in awe. It didn't distract me from the butterflies I had from your arm being around me. Later that same night, I learned how anxious I feel, slipping love notes into your pocket, and saying goodbye, if only for two weeks. That week, I learned that two Saturdays is all it takes to make you certain of whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 11:10 PM UTC
Saturday
I learned on the Saturday I met you that "love at first sight" is a serious illness. It infects the body and consumes it whole, leaving nothing but happiness and affection in place of the empty, hopeless shell it once was. I learned on Tuesday that good music and Star Wars references assist the speeding up process of a first kiss, And just how good knowing that it would be your last first kiss ever felt. On Wednesday, I learned how hard it was not to say "I love you" out loud. Instead, I resorted it to silently mouthing the phrase when your head is turned. On Thursday, I learned that you like to swirl the New York Cheesecake and Red Velvet Cake flavors of frozen yogurt, just like I do. It reminded me of the concept of being soulmates. Our secret dance reminded me of a movie from the 1920s. Thank you, Louis Armstrong, and the lake in San Angelo for providing the perfect atmosphere. I learned on Friday how easy it is to talk to the person you love for seven hours. I also learned that I don't care how tired I look in the first photograph we took together, because I've been a different person since last Saturday. On the second Saturday that I met you, I learned how hard it is to watch a movie alone with you while your lips are so close to mine. I learned a lesson on willpower, and also that it's easier if we watch movies in theaters. But even theaters can't keep us from sneaking kisses every once in a while. That day I learned how easy it is to dance beautifully with the soulmate you've known only for a week. I also learned that I'm not the only person who sees the beauty I see when we are together. I glanced over your shoulder during the Jimi Hendrix guitar solo, only to see our group of friends staring at us in awe. It didn't distract me from the butterflies I had from your arm being around me. Later that same night, I learned how anxious I feel, slipping love notes into your pocket, and saying goodbye, if only for two weeks. That week, I learned that two Saturdays is all it takes to make you certain of whom you want to spend the rest of your life with.
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Tory Lanez Drake The Weeknd PartyNextDoor Post Malone ILoveMakonnen RDGLDGRN Kyle G-Eazy Rae Sremmurd Future Travis Scott Lana Del Rey Bryson Tiller Jhene Aiko Cal Scruby Twenty-one pilots The Neighbourhood Zayn Malik Jimi Hendrix Nina Simone Damian Marley ft Nas Stephen Marley ft Wyclef Jean ft Nina Simone (Song:keeper of the flame) No-Maddz (Song: Shotta) Jesse Royal
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Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
You know who is awesome (r&b/ rappers/singers)
reveling in the unity of contradiction the omnipresence of disjunction the opaqueness of transparency the anarchy of governance the unknowableness of the zeitgeist the banality of chiqueness the slavery of fashion kinda like being a hipster in Brooklyn with no conscience of consciousness or is it no consciousness of conscience? one is a statement the other a dumb question seeking an intelligent answer truly the tragedy of comedy or is it the comedy of tragedy? enough of these silly questions....   why don't it just fall apart? how does it stay together? accessorize smartly tight ensem put together right Music Selection: Jimi Hendrix ifasixwas9 Oakland 6/21/13 jbm
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
Happy Birthday Jean-Paul Sartre
As I let my mind wander into time, and release these binds that have me confined, I began to feel a great energy, like the sun had been compressed and put into me, and as time tic tocs and unwinds into its trail of infinity. I realize a trinity mind body soul, they burn as a whole, for the mightiest of goals. and as time unwinds it'll leave you behind. unless you get your spot in, a line of legacys never to be forgotten Confucius, Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Martin Luther King Jr, George Washington, Ernesto ‘Che’ Guevara, Nelson Mendala, Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, Steve Jobs, Stephen Hawkins, Leonardo Da Vinci, Wolfgang Amedeus Mozart, nikola tesla, Wael Ghonim, Jimi Hendrix, Joseph Stiglitz, Reed Hastings, François Rabelais, Archimedes, Sigmund Frued, Charles Darwin, Aryabhata, Bob Marley, Garrett Morgan, George Washington Carver, Aristotle, John Locke, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Plato, Galileo Galilei...and many many more... Stand for something. Think outside the box. Evolve and express yourself. Make a difference  #STEM #LegacyToIfinity
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Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 5:31 PM UTC
Thoughts of a Legacy
A Four day concert, created by Roberts, Rosenman,  Kornfeld, and Lang Was originally supposed be a three-day  music festival, and up it sprang But the citizens of citizens of Wallkill, N.Y. did not want their nice quiet town filled With drugged up hippies that would overrun, and with this idea they were not thrilled With many battles and protests, Wallkill passed a law on July 2, 1969 banning The would be concert from going forward leaving the town quite less enchanting Almost not getting off the ground, hippies all over demanding refunds for their tickets Stepping forward, Max Yasgur offered his 600-acre dairy farm so no one would picket The new location for the Woodstock Festival would be Bethel, New York No one from the other town would not have complaints or come uncorked Despite the many problems of people threatening to quit Woodstock got off the ground despite things still being chit This concert was poorly planned with two major setbacks, as news spread that it was free There were congestion of cars that policeman had to turn away, for as far as one could see Organizers lost huge amounts of money while hippies walked through gates without paying But it was estimated that 500,000 people made it to the concert and they came in swaying The music seemed to play non-stop as people sat and listened and some would play It was very muddy from all the rain of what it did from much of the concert everyday Listening to greats such as Creedence Clearwater Revival, Santana, Jimi Hendrix, Sweetwater Can’t forget, Grateful Dead, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, Jefferson Airplane and Ten Years After The concert ended and picking up the pieces began, that wasn't just the trash that was left behind It was the lawsuits that many filed against the organizers since beginning to end put many in a bind The greatest music festival in history later put to a movie that is divine Something that will forever be talked about from the summer of 1969 Copyright 2013 All Rights Reserved
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Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 10:15 PM UTC
Woodstock
A Four day concert, created by Roberts, Rosenman,  Kornfeld, and Lang Was originally supposed be a three-day  music festival, and up it sprang But the citizens of citizens of Wallkill, N.Y. did not want their nice quiet town filled With drugged up hippies that would overrun, and with this idea they were not thrilled With many battles and protests, Wallkill passed a law on July 2, 1969 banning The would be concert from going forward leaving the town quite less enchanting Almost not getting off the ground, hippies all over demanding refunds for their tickets Stepping forward, Max Yasgur offered his 600-acre dairy farm so no one would picket The new location for the Woodstock Festival would be Bethel, New York No one from the other town would not have complaints or come uncorked Despite the many problems of people threatening to quit Woodstock got off the ground despite things still being chit This concert was poorly planned with two major setbacks, as news spread that it was free There were congestion of cars that policeman had to turn away, for as far as one could see Organizers lost huge amounts of money while hippies walked through gates without paying But it was estimated that 500,000 people made it to the concert and they came in swaying The music seemed to play non-stop as people sat and listened and some would play It was very muddy from all the rain of what it did from much of the concert everyday Listening to greats such as Creedence Clearwater Revival, Santana, Jimi Hendrix, Sweetwater Can’t forget, Grateful Dead, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, Jefferson Airplane and Ten Years After The concert ended and picking up the pieces began, that wasn't just the trash that was left behind It was the lawsuits that many filed against the organizers since beginning to end put many in a bind The greatest music festival in history later put to a movie that is divine Something that will forever be talked about from the summer of 1969 Copyright 2013 All Rights Reserved
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Dancing with The Devil Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high The Forever 27 club playing in the band Janis, Jim and Jimi In hell, oh....ain't it grand We thought them all as angels But, the truth it rings a bell They were dancing with the devil And they ended up in hell you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head Cobain and Amy Winehouse Oh yeah, they're down there too Brian Jones and others Playing hard rock and the blues Sell your soul to Satan Where you go...you do not choose If you spend time with the devil It's nothing but bad news Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head There's others there who did the dance Hit the crossroads, sold their soul Drugs and drink and suicide That's how this devil rolls Some may get redemption For the things they do in life they sold out with their talent They were dancing on a knife The band is hot, and so's the place They play here every night We wish they were in heaven But, deep down you know I'm right Elvis, yes, the king is here He did drugs and did the dance Now, he's singing for the devil He never had a chance you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high So many tortured people So many who did wrong They traded with the devil For the price of just a song Rock and Roll in heaven Has a great band, just the same But, with Janis, Jim and Jimi here They just don't have the game. don't get caught dancing with the devil in your head the music's great, but you will end up dead don't get caught dancing with the devil in your head don't get caught dancing...don't ever get caught dancing don't get caught dancing ...with the devil ....i your head.
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Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
dancing with the devil (edit)
Dancing with The Devil Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high The Forever 27 club playing in the band Janis, Jim and Jimi In hell, oh....ain't it grand We thought them all as angels But, the truth it rings a bell They were dancing with the devil And they ended up in hell you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head Cobain and Amy Winehouse Oh yeah, they're down there too Brian Jones and others Playing hard rock and the blues Sell your soul to Satan Where you go...you do not choose If you spend time with the devil It's nothing but bad news Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head There's others there who did the dance Hit the crossroads, sold their soul Drugs and drink and suicide That's how this devil rolls Some may get redemption For the things they do in life they sold out with their talent They were dancing on a knife The band is hot, and so's the place They play here every night We wish they were in heaven But, deep down you know I'm right Elvis, yes, the king is here He did drugs and did the dance Now, he's singing for the devil He never had a chance you start hearing the background music and the devils in your head shut your mind to everything forget the words he's said if he gets you dancing, it's not long till you'll be dead when you're dancing with the devil in your head just look at all the others that he's led don't be dancing with the devil in your head Remember, dancing with the devil In life will take it's toll For, dancing with the devil In the end will take your soul Many who have done it Reached the top only to die Many souls we thought in heaven Could never get that high So many tortured people So many who did wrong They traded with the devil For the price of just a song Rock and Roll in heaven Has a great band, just the same But, with Janis, Jim and Jimi here They just don't have the game. don't get caught dancing with the devil in your head the music's great, but you will end up dead don't get caught dancing with the devil in your head don't get caught dancing...don't ever get caught dancing don't get caught dancing ...with the devil ....i your head.
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my date with thc, serendipitous and sublime, like the first time curious george killed the black persian ***** got me sky-hiking in a cloud of delusion and creativity, climbing ladders of abstraction for nine mystic rungs from mundane muse, regrettable like drunk *** with an octogenarian to lucid peaks of eccentricity, a vaunted house built by jimi and john, long gone, but resurrected this date we split a dime into 3 nickels and rolled every penny into a top-5 billboard joint we sprayed the submarine purple with haze then made the wind cry mary as we gazed at two giraffes making babies on the serengeti, laughing hysterically like schoolgirls watching riding miss daisy then the cbd kicked in and I toodle-ooed my two ungratefully dead hippy stoneheads and crashed from the ninth rung of the last ladder onto grandma's bed, clutching the first lines of my date with thc, serendipitous and sublime... ~ P (#Pablo#hcgktbpp) (8/12/2013)
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Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 7:51 PM UTC
How Curious George Killed The Black Persian *****
These feet have been around Plodded in puddles Clogged and clicked the ground To you they're safe To me you're sound To run round to you Oh crave I could now Golden hair Cartwheel flair Peppermint breath Fly in fresh air Not once whistled Not even splintered despair Since good girl Oh she's been there Since Queen girl Oh she's proved rare Cornish Piskie, Frisk me Arrest me Glisten glitter Blind my gaze Can't resist to see Split open apparel Dizzy me as does Jimi Screeching and peaking in a purple haze Precious stone Clustered diamond Element formed in golden flame Gotta shade my eyes to save Sight to see, pupils in prime Condition to view you ripe and shine Voluptuous mahogany, statue in mind Polished marble, Amazon ripe Almond smoke, velvet scent Dusk swept sun, satin night Will always be, your favourite gent
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Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 4:28 PM UTC
Dandelion
Four white walls adorned with posters. Jimi Hendrix, Pink Floyd and an odd cluster of animals and dinosaurs. and a strange man relaxing his pores. I could learn something from this The wall space around Van Gogh is lined with empty cigarette boxes. A constant reminder of life shortening though they encircle the skull like rabid foxes. I've lost count of how many I've smoked The carpet is littered with stains. A reminder of past strains. Even industrial shampoo will not fade the marks scarred into. I've been here too long The drawers are a symbol of a cluttered mind. Nothing is organized. but anything is an easy find. Random thoughts make the air stale. Only freshened by the 3pm arrival. Its just junk and coupons Its difficult to balance all these things out without a feminine touch to soothe. A soft laughter to rile the doubts. Another pair to line with my shoes. I'll be with you one day Caroline
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Nov 26, 2012
Nov 26, 2012 at 4:58 AM UTC
Equilibrium
i want to remember with you, i want to forget with you. the times when time would fly by like the birds on the horizon of this pastel oklahoma sky never within reach, but we’d always find a way to make a pseudo-artsy instagram photo of the sight i’d try to summon thoughts to speak, to fill in awkward silence with awkward advances but then i’d look at you,  bitten lips sun-stained face half chewed nails and the last thing i wanted to hear was the sound of my own voice i used to imagine your hair a little messier, your eyes a little kinder, your style a little more eccentric, but i never wanted to change who you are. i want to remember with you, i want to forget with you. when we’d sit and stare at the people we wished we never met, and the one’s we didn’t want to. drowning in our own cynicism i think i was the one holding your head underwater and i’m sorry my half-empty attitude got the best of us, but hating people was what made us fall in love, and i’ve never admitted to being a pessimist because i never wanted to be. i wanted to be what you wanted.  i want to remember with you i want to forget with you skipping stones across a dried up river making wishes, singing jimi hendrix like it was the soundtrack to our summer. i felt the most vulnerable whenever we'd drive home and the most infinite the wind combing my hair, your hand in mine we both knew what we were thinking, but neither of us said it, not wanting to ruin the moment, not wanting it to be the truth. i want to remember with you i want to forget with you
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Jan 7, 2013
Jan 7, 2013 at 3:39 AM UTC
graves
i want to remember with you, i want to forget with you. the times when time would fly by like the birds on the horizon of this pastel oklahoma sky never within reach, but we’d always find a way to make a pseudo-artsy instagram photo of the sight i’d try to summon thoughts to speak, to fill in awkward silence with awkward advances but then i’d look at you,  bitten lips sun-stained face half chewed nails and the last thing i wanted to hear was the sound of my own voice i used to imagine your hair a little messier, your eyes a little kinder, your style a little more eccentric, but i never wanted to change who you are. i want to remember with you, i want to forget with you. when we’d sit and stare at the people we wished we never met, and the one’s we didn’t want to. drowning in our own cynicism i think i was the one holding your head underwater and i’m sorry my half-empty attitude got the best of us, but hating people was what made us fall in love, and i’ve never admitted to being a pessimist because i never wanted to be. i wanted to be what you wanted.  i want to remember with you i want to forget with you skipping stones across a dried up river making wishes, singing jimi hendrix like it was the soundtrack to our summer. i felt the most vulnerable whenever we'd drive home and the most infinite the wind combing my hair, your hand in mine we both knew what we were thinking, but neither of us said it, not wanting to ruin the moment, not wanting it to be the truth. i want to remember with you i want to forget with you
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