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"endorphins" poems
The weak breeze whispers nothing The water screams sublime His feet shift, teeter-totter Deep breath, stand back, it’s time Toes untouch the overpass Soon he’s water bound Eyes locked shut but peek to see The view from halfway down A little wind, a summer sun A river rich and regal A flood of fond endorphins Brings a calm that knows no equal You’re flying now You see things much more clear than from the ground It’s all okay, it would be Were you not now halfway down Thrash to break from gravity What now could slow the drop All I’d give for toes to touch The safety back at top But this is it, the deed is done Silence drowns the sound Before I leaped I should’ve seen The view from halfway down I really should’ve thought about The view from halfway down I wish I could’ve known about The view from halfway down
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Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 9:53 AM UTC
The View From Halfway Down
it's hard to be with you and not get ***** your *** your stomach everything about you makes me feel like I just want to lift you up and throw you on the bed rip your clothes off and **** u so hard until u *** all over and scream and moan and breathe so heavy I want to feel your warm breath on my neck I want to feel your voice vibrate as you give me head I want to hear you say oh yes as I **** you on the desk and lift you up and feel your *** cheeks in my hands girl I can't stand to watch you walk away without having a taste and a sampling of that wetness my body yearns for you it's a machine that wants to be strong and make you feel so good that you can't imagine ever touching another man because I'm your rock When I had you in my arms took hold of you took control of you you're mine now I'm going to dominate you and she likes it she likes when I take over and **** her all over in several different positions on the counter to the bed she ****** me, she was on top and i felt that *** go up and down and clap against my ***** then I flipped her over and got on top and ****** her hard and slow she wanted to *** on my **** which was perfectly fine with me as I was caressing her **** I ****** her against hte wall threw her against the dresser rubbed her *** on it hard and aggressively and made her breath heavily I lifted her leg up and pinned her against the wall and felt all of her walls as I pulled out and slid back in all the way to the tip to the base of my **** she said does that feel good baby I said yeah it's the best she sent me pictures of her *** and **** and her pretty face and I couldn't help but think about how I wanted to take my **** and go up in it pull out and *** all over her *** and make her feel it make her moan make her legs shake and vibrate I want to make her ***** feel like it's having a 7.1 earthquake on the richter I fixed her she was stressed out feeling uneasy anxious and an ****** relaxed her gave her the endorphins she needs to go about the rest of the week let's **** baby let's do it all night long til we can't go anymore and we're left laying on the bed holding each other laying sideways with no pillows forgetting about how we usually sleep and our bodies locked in to each other we're the same one another we're a unit together ******* not just for pleasure but to satisfy our needs and emotionally doing each other good deeds so we can go to bed and get good sleep and be better people we're a strong couple and we always know how to make the bed rumble
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Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 8:02 PM UTC
Make Her Wet
it's hard to be with you and not get ***** your *** your stomach everything about you makes me feel like I just want to lift you up and throw you on the bed rip your clothes off and **** u so hard until u *** all over and scream and moan and breathe so heavy I want to feel your warm breath on my neck I want to feel your voice vibrate as you give me head I want to hear you say oh yes as I **** you on the desk and lift you up and feel your *** cheeks in my hands girl I can't stand to watch you walk away without having a taste and a sampling of that wetness my body yearns for you it's a machine that wants to be strong and make you feel so good that you can't imagine ever touching another man because I'm your rock When I had you in my arms took hold of you took control of you you're mine now I'm going to dominate you and she likes it she likes when I take over and **** her all over in several different positions on the counter to the bed she ****** me, she was on top and i felt that *** go up and down and clap against my ***** then I flipped her over and got on top and ****** her hard and slow she wanted to *** on my **** which was perfectly fine with me as I was caressing her **** I ****** her against hte wall threw her against the dresser rubbed her *** on it hard and aggressively and made her breath heavily I lifted her leg up and pinned her against the wall and felt all of her walls as I pulled out and slid back in all the way to the tip to the base of my **** she said does that feel good baby I said yeah it's the best she sent me pictures of her *** and **** and her pretty face and I couldn't help but think about how I wanted to take my **** and go up in it pull out and *** all over her *** and make her feel it make her moan make her legs shake and vibrate I want to make her ***** feel like it's having a 7.1 earthquake on the richter I fixed her she was stressed out feeling uneasy anxious and an ****** relaxed her gave her the endorphins she needs to go about the rest of the week let's **** baby let's do it all night long til we can't go anymore and we're left laying on the bed holding each other laying sideways with no pillows forgetting about how we usually sleep and our bodies locked in to each other we're the same one another we're a unit together ******* not just for pleasure but to satisfy our needs and emotionally doing each other good deeds so we can go to bed and get good sleep and be better people we're a strong couple and we always know how to make the bed rumble
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(gulp) Couldn’t resist a minute more. Relapse. I again… After six months sober... Here. In this pain I know all too well. Ten years lost to this drug my veins ache for. First breath in the morning and last thought at night, all consumed by it. Every cell in me craves it. That physical euphoria my body portraits. Feels like someone has poured pure joy into every single muscle and fiber of my being. It makes me feel so content Every single bit of me is singing and buzzing with life and love. It's like the ecstasy of ******* that first blissful, pleasurable pulsation of endorphins and serotonin. This is what I feel when I first take LOVE. And then... And then, the honeymoon stage is over. Fights erupt. Never-ending debates. Miscommunications. Misperceptions. No trust. Accusations. Lies. “I’m done...” … Again, it feels like a part of my soul is leaving my body. Again, sitting here numb. A toxic love... I’m addicted to, And there’s no way around it. It’s already deep intertwined with my veins. Yet, no matter the toxic, tragic event that happened before, I sit here, and I want nothing more than to spend my life next to this soul. To see his eyes unchanged as the skin around it wrinkles and grows old is what my heart will always desire— to stare at those eyes for the rest of eternity. Dead air… So here I’ll wait, until you decided to come into my life again and repeat this déjà vu.
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Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 8:54 PM UTC
Relapsed
when i run i imagine an airport and you at the opposite end with open arms and me running towards you longing for your embrace when i squat i imagine a burning house a heavy wooden column on my shoulders and you between my legs your life being mine to save when i do pull-ups i imagine a steep cliff and your face meeting mine drawing closer, closer, closer at my every ascent when i deadlift i imagine you trapped underneath the belly of a car with you looking for me to lift the trunk and allow space for your escape when i bench press i imagine myself (this time) trapped underneath the belly of a car with me pushing the car above to be able to return to your company when i do curls i imagine you a mile away a rope attached to your hips and with each tug i repeat you grow closer by a couple of feet when i shoulder press i imagine a promise of a good shoulder rub courtesy of your hands once i squeeze out those last. three. reps. and when my spirit is spent and exhaustion takes over imagination, i shall revel in the endorphins pulsating through my veins and pay gratitude to my iron muse, my unseen lover.
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 7:40 AM UTC
Workout Inspiration (My Iron Muse)
what they don't see: your hand entwined with mine, how alive I am by your side what they don't hear: your deep voice, telling me how strong I really am what they don't realize: they've been dreaming of me, alone and lonely but I'm the opposite I've got you, my secret warrior, supplying me endorphins loving me- better than they ever can we're the victors of this broken land, secret warrior and I
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May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 11:16 PM UTC
Secret Warrior
Those green eyes that penetrate and burn I’m instantly smitten you think that I’d learn nothing good ever comes from a girl with beautiful eyes they know how to deceive and make me believe their lies but the endorphins flow my heart is racing away maybe I’ll learn my lesson but I won’t learn it today
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Jan 22, 2011
Jan 22, 2011 at 1:24 AM UTC
Those Green Eyes
The feel of the pen on the paper the poet grabs a verse. the dripping of morphine the flow of endorphins flow of electronic lines across the monitor let’s hope we don’t flatline this mere mortal needs a portal to the stars this mere mortal needs defibrillation to the heart the way the poetry forms in the lungs and the mind the way life needs beauty is sometimes unkind I am the blood transfusion the illusion of poems bells chime Electrons flow Radioactive X-rays know Poetry opens doors I am the emergency poet I will take flight in flames never shall I be tamed But I will make that heart beat and get you out of your seat And on the road to recovery and discovery Because poetry heals and steals back our songs what could go wrong?
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Dec 8, 2021
Dec 8, 2021 at 2:54 PM UTC
The Emergency Poet
Head down inside the sink you tried Sick as a dog you wish you died Pick up yourself, no time for suicide Rest your health, no need to do it twice I think it's time for a new tattoo Make it mine, The man you wish you knew Make your statement that your love is true No need to wait then for tomorrow to prove Euphoria Sweet Euphoria Complete Euphoria Euphoria Sweet Euphoria Complete Euphoria Give me more of them endorphins Happy chemicals keep me happy again Fly away from zombie world and depression Electro shock, lobotomy, dysfunction Give me more of that legal stimuli To enhance me to the feeling of being high Step away from the world its all a bunch of lies Tried to see it their way, can't say I didn't try Euphoria Sweet Euphoria Complete Euphoria Euphoria Sweet Euphoria Complete Euphoria
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Mar 12, 2017
Mar 12, 2017 at 8:42 AM UTC
Euphoria
Asking silly questions About places I no longer live And people that Maybe should have stayed friends Who really burned bridge Both of us No innocence here Who really threw first stone More questions that don't matter Naked answers drained of endorphins Let me be the honey sweet mulled wine Take me to dinner with your Prada White girl no *** pearly teeth Telling me really 'All men are pigs anyways my darling' Making me her plump little Sunday swine 'Shall I feed at thy trough' Earns me a red cheek'd slap
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 7:32 PM UTC
Pearls
Mind is a super computer they say. It can think of millions of stuff in a matter of day. From the bombings in Iraq, to the hurt in my best friends heart. From the moment its up, It never stops, To stop. Blink or breathe. It keeps running at night. The subconscious consumes power. Often leaving the mind tired at the break of dawn. When it meets people, it reads the signs at many levels. Subject of talk, Body language. Positivity of the vibes, The way the person jives. A handshake. A wink. A hug. A swiftly made jug* It notices everything. In all this processing. It accumulates a lot of clutter! And the mind with all the confusing thoughts, becomes like hot butter! Sparks fly like an electronic of fire! And it needs something to distract it. What works best is a bit of exercise. A bit of chattering, Or writing it all out. Some find solace in Games or Movies. Why do they work? Because they engage all senses, And make the mind groovy. Smoking and doping do great too. But reducing the processors of our mind to grade two! Hallucinating and dreaming 80% of it. The mind thinks its being more productive that most of it. But illusions destroy us further. Making the mind believe it’s just another wonder. Wonder though it is. Using only 10% of it we create, Science, History, Mystery, But this wonder has a lot on bate. If it goes in the wrong direction. Even thinking too much is an addiction! Original thoughts are like endorphins to the mind. Making it jump and do cartwheels inside. Stimulating discussions are named that way, Because engaging in one makes us jumpy all day. It satisfies the mind that, I have done something constrictive besides, Whiling my days in sorrow, and waiting for the morrow. Mind is like a baby that need attention, if not given that it runs in all directions. Mind is a super computer that needs, the dedication of a programmer. Be that programmer and feed your mind the right numbers, And see it become the eighth wonder! *Jug- short for juggle.
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Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 2:51 PM UTC
Ode to the Human Mind
Mind is a super computer they say. It can think of millions of stuff in a matter of day. From the bombings in Iraq, to the hurt in my best friends heart. From the moment its up, It never stops, To stop. Blink or breathe. It keeps running at night. The subconscious consumes power. Often leaving the mind tired at the break of dawn. When it meets people, it reads the signs at many levels. Subject of talk, Body language. Positivity of the vibes, The way the person jives. A handshake. A wink. A hug. A swiftly made jug* It notices everything. In all this processing. It accumulates a lot of clutter! And the mind with all the confusing thoughts, becomes like hot butter! Sparks fly like an electronic of fire! And it needs something to distract it. What works best is a bit of exercise. A bit of chattering, Or writing it all out. Some find solace in Games or Movies. Why do they work? Because they engage all senses, And make the mind groovy. Smoking and doping do great too. But reducing the processors of our mind to grade two! Hallucinating and dreaming 80% of it. The mind thinks its being more productive that most of it. But illusions destroy us further. Making the mind believe it’s just another wonder. Wonder though it is. Using only 10% of it we create, Science, History, Mystery, But this wonder has a lot on bate. If it goes in the wrong direction. Even thinking too much is an addiction! Original thoughts are like endorphins to the mind. Making it jump and do cartwheels inside. Stimulating discussions are named that way, Because engaging in one makes us jumpy all day. It satisfies the mind that, I have done something constrictive besides, Whiling my days in sorrow, and waiting for the morrow. Mind is like a baby that need attention, if not given that it runs in all directions. Mind is a super computer that needs, the dedication of a programmer. Be that programmer and feed your mind the right numbers, And see it become the eighth wonder! *Jug- short for juggle.
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Sleeping someone somewhere Dreams of drinking daises Laying lucid loving lavender Adapting admiration of the ages Koala kites, kaleidoscope cries Bubbles blowing bare beauty Riding radiance rapidly realizing Forsaken focus freeing form Soaring sensation seeps synchronicity Dripping differences deranged Rearranged ripples randomly react Enacting endorphins equally engaging Induced ignition infinitely intact Pulsating precision purpose full pact
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Oct 19, 2012
Oct 19, 2012 at 4:52 AM UTC
Yonder yarn
Sun, heat and sweat and what remains but the bone the indecipherable whisper on our ear the bitter aftertaste of a potent drink you show me your tattoos, i show you mine you show me your scars, i show you my poems you show me your breast, i show you my sun, heat and sweat the ghost of a body that has not yet died pill after pill till the stomach is pumped till the brain swims in endorphins, nirvana, heaven till the night screams to be heard and the moans fade till the bone-sun rises and clobbers our throbbing skulls no more for once i want to sleep by 10:00 pm sharp for once i want to know what the birds sing what maria callas means by "vissi d'arte" for once i yearn to be silenced by another's dream dissolve in the radiance of a pure syllable vanish beyond the confines of light
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Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 8:55 PM UTC
X-love with a shotgun
My mind is out of focus And my mouth is dry My eyes are too heavy 'Im so very tired And my face is blank My heart is slow My body is so warm Then it turns cold Now my body twitches My breathing is getting deep I can't trust my ears Or images that I see It seems that I'm here But my mind is gone Time seems so short But feels so long My system needs a shock Or a wake up call When you talk to me Its like conversing with a wall Caffeine don’t do a thing Caffeine won;t do a thing Caffeine does nothing Caffeine do something The sunshine hurts my eyes My mood is so damp I'm like a zombie Try to get up but I can't Brain drain Brain drain Causing me mental pain Brain drain Brain drain My head can't sustain Brain drain Brain drain Everything looks the same Brain drain Brain drain I feel so lame Brain drain Brain drain I can't concentrate Brain drain Brain drain Worn out from this game Wake me up Get me up Keep me up Give me up My head begs for endorphins But I cant oblige Now I'm feeling down It weeps and it cries Keep my head spinning At every minute of every day But now I'm running on fumes You got nothing to say You got my heart, hold it oh so tight I go behind your back doing things that ain't so right Wrap me up in all this drama I wanna leave I need to take a break I'm almost outta steam In school I'm barely getting by Because I'm focused on getting laid and getting high My mind wandered off To where it shouldn't have been So now it has died And buried with my sins I wanna go back to normal Original thought process Mind and body went to hell and back All I can do is digress I had too much fun for way to long So now my right is left and my left is wrong I've got all this stress and it piles up But it's on my shoulders and I can't pass the buck I find no enjoyment in what I once held dear Becoming eternally empty is my deepest fear
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Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC
Brain Drain
My mind is out of focus And my mouth is dry My eyes are too heavy 'Im so very tired And my face is blank My heart is slow My body is so warm Then it turns cold Now my body twitches My breathing is getting deep I can't trust my ears Or images that I see It seems that I'm here But my mind is gone Time seems so short But feels so long My system needs a shock Or a wake up call When you talk to me Its like conversing with a wall Caffeine don’t do a thing Caffeine won;t do a thing Caffeine does nothing Caffeine do something The sunshine hurts my eyes My mood is so damp I'm like a zombie Try to get up but I can't Brain drain Brain drain Causing me mental pain Brain drain Brain drain My head can't sustain Brain drain Brain drain Everything looks the same Brain drain Brain drain I feel so lame Brain drain Brain drain I can't concentrate Brain drain Brain drain Worn out from this game Wake me up Get me up Keep me up Give me up My head begs for endorphins But I cant oblige Now I'm feeling down It weeps and it cries Keep my head spinning At every minute of every day But now I'm running on fumes You got nothing to say You got my heart, hold it oh so tight I go behind your back doing things that ain't so right Wrap me up in all this drama I wanna leave I need to take a break I'm almost outta steam In school I'm barely getting by Because I'm focused on getting laid and getting high My mind wandered off To where it shouldn't have been So now it has died And buried with my sins I wanna go back to normal Original thought process Mind and body went to hell and back All I can do is digress I had too much fun for way to long So now my right is left and my left is wrong I've got all this stress and it piles up But it's on my shoulders and I can't pass the buck I find no enjoyment in what I once held dear Becoming eternally empty is my deepest fear
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he's tripping, but not coerced by gravity; rather a Molotov cocktail of endorphins lobbed straight at his prefrontal cortex. some find this distasteful, some find it deplorable; god help me, I find it adorable. (it's the only time he'll admit he loves me)
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 11:33 AM UTC
mdma
When distance separates and too much time has passed Just outside the door I stand with excitement I feel like a magnet so close to its opposite partner the invisible pull stronger than steel I open the door and all my baggage falls then I set my things down and we embrace I feel like the last puzzle piece discovered under the couch fulfilling the final perfect fit Your brain isn't supposed to have feeling But I do, and this feeling I love I feel like a waterpark made for young endorphins to play every curvy slide in my brain for free
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Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 12:57 PM UTC
An Embrace
born underwater a ****** to the birth of creation complacent verses bathing in lakes wasted her patience ocean poems emotive prose the notions grow breast strokes sowed in silly string civilized sovereignty divinity’s reliance divided by Earth’s dire needs fires breathe regardless of the rain she breeds seeds beneath the sand hold no reason to lie in wake so we speak in foreign tongues with dominance a mistake to take her language for another world visions died with imminence and grandiosity a coliseum’s misconstruction catalyzed combustion’s coldest counterculture living within the wind sinning stings it’s singularity glaring stares impaired all sages of their clarity careful conscious turned rotten swimming in the toxins glossy water robs apostles of oxygen filtered riddles fiddled this conviction’s symmetry & now the god’s live in ignorance and misery crimson skies abysmal cries they’re looking at the ground astounded to the loud doubts that overpower clouds powdered optometry devoured flowers of their solitude another rotten petal for every sentiment left misunderstood confused prisoners gifted with the write to think proles sentenced to wonder why the caged bird sings a paradox of broken thoughts to question it’s intentions matter undermined the undefined enlightenment spirals in the light comprise a present tense evanescent destination sensei keep I humble so many stripes up in my wavelengths widowed endorphins scrape the pain away balanced chemically an efficacy of electricity many marvel but the master’s prophecy is destiny
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Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 4:13 PM UTC
white skies
born underwater a ****** to the birth of creation complacent verses bathing in lakes wasted her patience ocean poems emotive prose the notions grow breast strokes sowed in silly string civilized sovereignty divinity’s reliance divided by Earth’s dire needs fires breathe regardless of the rain she breeds seeds beneath the sand hold no reason to lie in wake so we speak in foreign tongues with dominance a mistake to take her language for another world visions died with imminence and grandiosity a coliseum’s misconstruction catalyzed combustion’s coldest counterculture living within the wind sinning stings it’s singularity glaring stares impaired all sages of their clarity careful conscious turned rotten swimming in the toxins glossy water robs apostles of oxygen filtered riddles fiddled this conviction’s symmetry & now the god’s live in ignorance and misery crimson skies abysmal cries they’re looking at the ground astounded to the loud doubts that overpower clouds powdered optometry devoured flowers of their solitude another rotten petal for every sentiment left misunderstood confused prisoners gifted with the write to think proles sentenced to wonder why the caged bird sings a paradox of broken thoughts to question it’s intentions matter undermined the undefined enlightenment spirals in the light comprise a present tense evanescent destination sensei keep I humble so many stripes up in my wavelengths widowed endorphins scrape the pain away balanced chemically an efficacy of electricity many marvel but the master’s prophecy is destiny
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curtains closed, hood up, doors barricaded, windows ******* shut another pipe, another hit, that was a mistake, **** it lie down, close eyes, heart racing, telling me lies, need a mask, another guise panic panic what was that noise? deluded thoughts persisting, mind twisting, panic ever increasing, endorphins releasing lie down, get back up, will this panic ever stop? another pipe, another hit, that was a mistake, **** it (c) mandy rigby 03/13/2014
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May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 2:53 PM UTC
Crack Psychosis
A guy said, "Wow! My stress level Has really dropped. I am elated! I owe it to my meditation." "Yes, and maybe endorphins," I stated. "What?" he asked. "What do you mean? What do orphans have to do with it? I'm TRYING to share what happened to My mind, and here you go and ***** with it." "No," I chuckled. "You don't understand. You see, 'and orphans' is not what I said. It has nothing to do with orphans. I was saying 'endorphins' instead." "There you go again," he continued, "Saying it over and over again: 'And orphans, and orphans.' You sound like A nitwit with a capital 'N'!" "I, a nitwit?" I said, astonished. "You are the one who keeps repeating 'And orphans.' Now I see that trying To reason with you is self-defeating." "Self-defeating? B...b…but," he stammered, "I was merely attempting to share The benefits of my meditation. Orphans are neither here nor there." "Listen: I WASN'T saying 'ORPHANS'!" I yelled. "And frankly, I have to confess Meditation in your case is Of questionable effectiveness." "Although your criticism," he said, "Should bother me, I will not let it." He walked away, and as he did, He mumbled, "And orphans? I STILL don't get it." -by Bob B (7-27-21)
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Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 11:04 AM UTC
And Orphans?
When I think about the executioner I think about at the moment after impact How every one goes limp into total relaxation When I think about the executioner I think about our children in mortal terror And I weep. When I think about the executioner I wonder what he does after Is there exhilaration? Andrenial and endorphins, Whiskey speed and morphine Prayers all night, Telling their god about all they gave, Maybe feeling nothing like killing a fly Or are there endless movies of regret? When I think about the executioner I think about the man in the fiery cage Head bowed The man looking to his left Before the shot goes off When I think about the executioner I think of the last breath Before death When I think about the executioner I wonder about being there And how I will react.
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 9:14 PM UTC
The Curse of Consciousness
You are the          liquid sugar I rub into        my skin soaked through to my pores so deep within on a cellular level as I gulp it down swish in saliva in liquid love           sounds washed through my system in textured               spin     you balance out the thickness of my insulin            you pique           hot energies into blush-fused                 crush swirling endorphins and hormones in maelstrom rush my cheeks on fire, ripe fruits drip           juice I must     breathe   in staccato to control          this   sluice   But when I get peak-high and then             slope       so            low you harmonize the taut,         slick pull of my        undertow flow It's just a matter of a few words, syll-a- bles spoken velvet-voiced              cool smooths the rough       of my      broken So please         inject it, fresh into the river of my blood      Bring it over,    hot sugar, before  I surge    into         flood
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Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
Sugar Rush
For you to notice me If you only knew I mainly want to talk, but my human side lets off. Images of my rough hands around your soft waist to let our souls mix and seep when our eyes meet. To sweet delight of soft serve with every curve I follow I only want to talk Exchange another note of human emotions and social interactions See we lack the capacity to physically understand And leading you off isn't in my objective I just get stiff with kisses on your neck I can almost feel your hands on my back Your legs tighten around my thighs Endorphins rush when your back  curves and your chest touches mine Temperatures rise, I can see all the signs I still want to talk Your interests interest me Lets take a walk If we stand still I'll examine your body My heart will go lively With electronic  sparks I only want to talk But when you laugh I get this shiver A cold quivering That you wouldn't notice In an instance we are on the grass with a breeze blowing your hair And I'm grabbing your *** I don't want to move too fast You then reach for me A heavenly breath runs across my neck I almost turn wild A stone to the ocean Oh how opposites attract I just want to talk However clever I might be how has your day been Lets get deeper mentally I'll exchange ****** innuendos lets see if you notice I'm just a man in not trying to be a pervert Then you smile and it takes awhile to adjust My imagination turns rough I envision us at a picnic a diamond in the rough Shoes off and your happy So I am too You make to first move Now I am excited and don't know what to do You look at me The eye contact  from green to brown We stare then our lips touch Our eyes close to love the moment As these can't be seen Emotions run rampant And I suckle on your teet But I just want to talk
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Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 4:31 AM UTC
I just want to talk
For you to notice me If you only knew I mainly want to talk, but my human side lets off. Images of my rough hands around your soft waist to let our souls mix and seep when our eyes meet. To sweet delight of soft serve with every curve I follow I only want to talk Exchange another note of human emotions and social interactions See we lack the capacity to physically understand And leading you off isn't in my objective I just get stiff with kisses on your neck I can almost feel your hands on my back Your legs tighten around my thighs Endorphins rush when your back  curves and your chest touches mine Temperatures rise, I can see all the signs I still want to talk Your interests interest me Lets take a walk If we stand still I'll examine your body My heart will go lively With electronic  sparks I only want to talk But when you laugh I get this shiver A cold quivering That you wouldn't notice In an instance we are on the grass with a breeze blowing your hair And I'm grabbing your *** I don't want to move too fast You then reach for me A heavenly breath runs across my neck I almost turn wild A stone to the ocean Oh how opposites attract I just want to talk However clever I might be how has your day been Lets get deeper mentally I'll exchange ****** innuendos lets see if you notice I'm just a man in not trying to be a pervert Then you smile and it takes awhile to adjust My imagination turns rough I envision us at a picnic a diamond in the rough Shoes off and your happy So I am too You make to first move Now I am excited and don't know what to do You look at me The eye contact  from green to brown We stare then our lips touch Our eyes close to love the moment As these can't be seen Emotions run rampant And I suckle on your teet But I just want to talk
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We’re all just dancing. That’s life, an infinite and cosmic dance. The sound waves that the world produces wanders from polka to jazz all the way over the Appalachian mountains to finger picking bluegrass. Yes, life is simply a dance But dancing is not simple. What is the goal? To feel good! But for who to feel good? Is it enough that my endorphins rise To the rhythm of experience? No. To dance alone is beautiful, But not enough. So the point of the dance: To feel good! I and you and her and them and all. But how? Cause that is important. Well, first you have to hear the music Then you have to listen to the music Then you have to feel the music Then you can live the music We’re all in this beautiful dancehall I believe it’s called, The Universe And the music is soft So we have to listen close And we have to get close Cause we wanna get each other high But we have to watch out for each other’s toes Happiness for the individual is only possible When everyone is dancing to the same tempo The song can be different But the tempo must be the same Everyone moves in syncopation Toes are in tact and souls are in communion And there it is The cosmic dance To get my high I get you high And to get us high We get the neighbors high And it can be a beautiful cycle Just, when your neighbor steps on your toes Pretend you don’t notice Life is a dance Dancing is fun.
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Feb 26, 2013
Feb 26, 2013 at 8:47 PM UTC
The Dance
Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 1:26 PM UTC
INADEQUATE
Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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stainless steel and skin do make the worst of friends the friction the senses survive and protect will love always leave is light simply a lie stainless steel blades play god and death defy electric is my mind my heart is numb and small senses just lave Over walls cold and tall am i just worth not the love ; you're unaware. doesn't hurt much i'll go deeper so you care my mind only filled with endorphins happy red pockets of proof of life; the raccoon fed stainless steel and skin do make the best of friends buzzing, living. the cuts and seams i penned
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Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 8:24 AM UTC
iron and steel (tw // self harm)