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Im sorry I was scared and too much of a child.
I wasn’t ready for you and I regret that with all of my being,
I’m sorry I chose my life over yours,
You deserved a better mommy.
I regret my decision,
If I can go back in time I would have chosen differently,
I would choose you over me 12152018x times.
If you were here,
I know I’d be the most proud
I would keep all your art
I would go to all your school functions
I would wrap my arms around you and never let you go,
Im sorry I didnt keep you
Im sorry I’m still too young
You see, mommy did loved you
With every part of her heart,
But Mommy knew that we were better off apart
Because Mommy couldn't give you the life that you deserved.

There isn't a single day
Where I don’t wish that I could reach up
And grab you back down to earth,
Place you safely back in my tummy,
And show you how much you're worth.
I choose to let you fly away,
Fly away with the angels.
As look down on me from up above understand my decision, baby,
wasn't done through a lack of love.

Know that momma loves you
Know that you're my one
One day when we meet
I know it wont be sweet
I’ll have questions to answer
And forgiveness to beg for
But when we meet I hope I can be the mommy you deserve.
Vanessa Viniegra Nov 2018
-he said.
And she fell in love with a man who couldn't decide between hello and goodbye.
Vanessa Viniegra Oct 2018
I have become as
.....h o l l o w
.......as the bottles I drink
...............numb
.......as my cold fingers
e m p t y
..................as the inbox in my phone
.....disoriented
.............as how this poem is written

how much more naiveté
do i have to go be,
in order to realize?
because I know im hurting
yet I dont know how to explain the pain
Vanessa Viniegra Sep 2018
Some days there is an ache 
that ripples through my soul like an echo in an empty cave. 
Where it started, I'll never know.
But it seems endless on my empty days...
Vanessa Viniegra Sep 2018
You left and yet I still see you in...
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