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During a walk through the hallway of the primary school I find hallways filled with turkeys and leafs and stiff scrawled characters. What is Mr. Smith's class thankful for? Flowers and toys and cars and dresses and pink and purple and soccer and skirts and barbies and family. How could you sum up all of the things you are thankful for in one word? At the end of the hallway I am faced with a choice: *What are you thankful for?* ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What am I thankful for? Happiness, and family and security and nature and friends. I am thankful for friends. I am thankful for laughs and chatts and cries and sobs and games and smiles. I am thanful for ****** contortions and 80s dance sessions, for inabilty to speak. I am thankful for hobos, eating on the side of the road, and for devious scheymes of intoxicatation. Hep beni anlayan bir arkadaşım var müteşekkirim and who listens to my sob stories. I am thankful for singing in the rain. And styling hair in the sink for screeching and howling and hissing. I am thankful for obkirchergasses, for Ströcks and for ice cream plarlours. I am thankful for mentos, and walnuts. I am thankful for bad lip readings and hilarious youtube vidoes. I am thankful for unknown languages and nymphs and for eloquence. I am thankful for good taste in music and for strong opinions. I am thankful for dancing indian pirates with demon chicks and fireballs. I am thankful for two-headed teenagers and barbeques. I am thankful for God and healthy choice prayers, and Hawaii get aways. I am thankful for huge, hanging sweaters and crazy, funky leggings. I am thankful for deep talks about the world's lack of beauty and for poetry buddies. I am thankful for dodgeball playing mice, and poor old wenches. I am thankful for pirate and mermaid adventures. I am thankful for the looks we get: looks of loud disapproval, and whispers of quiet exasperation. I am thankful for golden men and loud singing, for crazy dances with crazy cousins and cute brothers. I am thankful for Aunt Jemima. I am thankful for banging on metal bars with rocks and shouting at the top of our lungs. I am thankful for climbing over gates in order to not step on cracks. I am thankful for amazing humanities teachers. I am thankful for a laugh when the day is over. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How those kids manage to fit all of their thankfulness into one word is beyond me. Even the one-word things we are thankful for, must be described with a million words.
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Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 7:42 AM UTC
Ode to a Turkey
During a walk through the hallway of the primary school I find hallways filled with turkeys and leafs and stiff scrawled characters. What is Mr. Smith's class thankful for? Flowers and toys and cars and dresses and pink and purple and soccer and skirts and barbies and family. How could you sum up all of the things you are thankful for in one word? At the end of the hallway I am faced with a choice: *What are you thankful for?* ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What am I thankful for? Happiness, and family and security and nature and friends. I am thankful for friends. I am thankful for laughs and chatts and cries and sobs and games and smiles. I am thanful for ****** contortions and 80s dance sessions, for inabilty to speak. I am thankful for hobos, eating on the side of the road, and for devious scheymes of intoxicatation. Hep beni anlayan bir arkadaşım var müteşekkirim and who listens to my sob stories. I am thankful for singing in the rain. And styling hair in the sink for screeching and howling and hissing. I am thankful for obkirchergasses, for Ströcks and for ice cream plarlours. I am thankful for mentos, and walnuts. I am thankful for bad lip readings and hilarious youtube vidoes. I am thankful for unknown languages and nymphs and for eloquence. I am thankful for good taste in music and for strong opinions. I am thankful for dancing indian pirates with demon chicks and fireballs. I am thankful for two-headed teenagers and barbeques. I am thankful for God and healthy choice prayers, and Hawaii get aways. I am thankful for huge, hanging sweaters and crazy, funky leggings. I am thankful for deep talks about the world's lack of beauty and for poetry buddies. I am thankful for dodgeball playing mice, and poor old wenches. I am thankful for pirate and mermaid adventures. I am thankful for the looks we get: looks of loud disapproval, and whispers of quiet exasperation. I am thankful for golden men and loud singing, for crazy dances with crazy cousins and cute brothers. I am thankful for Aunt Jemima. I am thankful for banging on metal bars with rocks and shouting at the top of our lungs. I am thankful for climbing over gates in order to not step on cracks. I am thankful for amazing humanities teachers. I am thankful for a laugh when the day is over. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How those kids manage to fit all of their thankfulness into one word is beyond me. Even the one-word things we are thankful for, must be described with a million words.
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listen - hear no sound, feel only wind on its way, ghostly nothings, but hush to sharp wings of ocean birds so fraying as they cut the sky, shuttle to fairways, far aways, in plaintive cries, i hear what they say, sailing into the jeweled skylights, but i am only weight of air, still on ground, i mumble out, sidle the bone tides that roll to land, grains of clarity, i am mist and tear, a world of hollow, i am that sound - of ocean in a shell.
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Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:09 AM UTC
Hollow
Woke up this mornin' Barely knew where I was. Woke up this mornin' Still feelin' a buzz. Woke up this mornin' Mouth tasted like fuzz. What day's it today? Don't nobody know. What day's it today? Do I got some place ta go? What day's it today? Jumped up and stubbed my toe. It's Monday mornin'! I got an achin' head. It's Monday mornin'! I want ta stay in bed. It's Monday mornin'! I'm wishin' I was dead. I got the Monday mornin' blues Not the day I'd choose! Got the Monday mornin' blues Wishin' I had me some ***** In da game a life, I AWAYS, always lose! The Monday mornin' blues Got da blues! Da Monday mornin' blues Blues blues blues The Monday mornin' bluuuuessss. . . GOT DA BLUES!
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Jan 14, 2013
Jan 14, 2013 at 8:49 PM UTC
Monday Mornin' Blues (Blues Poem)
Retailers hope to net profits with the overlapping of holiday seasons. Thanksgiving is yet to be history; but, out comes the Christmas trimmings. No big surprise seeing holiday reminders arriving and filling mail box, comes with pre-season, this early blitz of commercials on tv now the net. Early arrival of holiday brings bell ringers standing between shopper's exit, a failure to repeat and repeat donations, brings looks of extreme displeasure. Each and every time you enter or exit discount, drug, and many retail stores, shoppers face not only bell ringers; but, 365 days donate at register requests. Most can't equal billion dollar give aways by Bill and Melinda Gates' circle. Most work extremely hard and donate but also choose to live on budgets. I donate and have nothing against charities; but, how much should one give? Retailers, putting shoppers on the spot, asking for donations upon check out? Never a pinch penny when it comes to sharing when there's an "actual" need, generosity is always a personal choice, I let guilt not be my companion in giving. Multiple donations to canister's of amnesiac holiday bell ringers? Wont happen! Nothing against legit charities; but, giving until you're broke, you "will" be needy.
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Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 8:04 AM UTC
Charity
I don't want smart. I want spontaneous. I don't want roses and a candle-lit dinner. I want drunken nights by the campfire. I don't want a boy that says 'I love you' Because I don't believe in love And, even if I did, I'm not emotionally capable of feeling it. I want a boy that's okay with that. I don't want a boy that showers me with compliments or a knight in shining armor. I don't want mushy love letters or romantic get aways. I don't want a boy who's looking for a wife because I don't believe in marriage. And I don't want a lover. I want a partner in crime. I want a boy with chaos flickering in his eyes. I want a boy who smiles a lot. I want contagious laughter. I want loud. I want steamy kisses where he presses my body into his and my skin tingles. I don't want late night phone calls or 'Good morning' texts. I want a boy that calls me out on my ******** I want a boy that pushes my buttons. I want a challenge. I don't want a boy that makes me feel pretty. I want a boy that makes me feel alive. I want a boy that taps on my window in the middle of the night And brings me on a starlit adventure. I don't want a boy that makes love. I want a boy that will **** me raw. And I want a boy that will let me pass out on him afterwards. And I want a boy that won't get offended if I move away in the middle of the night Because cuddling hurts my neck and his heartbeat is keeping me awake. I don't want a boy that holds hands. I want a boy that drives too fast. I don't want a boy that babies me. And I don't want a shoulder to cry on Because I'm not fragile And I can take care of myself. I want a boy that pushes me into oncoming sprinklers And doesn't hold anything back. I don't want a boy that's looking for forever because forever seems like a really long time. I want a boy that goes day by day. I don't want safe. I want to go fast. I want to live on the edge. I want exhilaration. I don't want to be wanted. I want to want.
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 5:44 PM UTC
I'm not looking for love.
I don't want smart. I want spontaneous. I don't want roses and a candle-lit dinner. I want drunken nights by the campfire. I don't want a boy that says 'I love you' Because I don't believe in love And, even if I did, I'm not emotionally capable of feeling it. I want a boy that's okay with that. I don't want a boy that showers me with compliments or a knight in shining armor. I don't want mushy love letters or romantic get aways. I don't want a boy who's looking for a wife because I don't believe in marriage. And I don't want a lover. I want a partner in crime. I want a boy with chaos flickering in his eyes. I want a boy who smiles a lot. I want contagious laughter. I want loud. I want steamy kisses where he presses my body into his and my skin tingles. I don't want late night phone calls or 'Good morning' texts. I want a boy that calls me out on my ******** I want a boy that pushes my buttons. I want a challenge. I don't want a boy that makes me feel pretty. I want a boy that makes me feel alive. I want a boy that taps on my window in the middle of the night And brings me on a starlit adventure. I don't want a boy that makes love. I want a boy that will **** me raw. And I want a boy that will let me pass out on him afterwards. And I want a boy that won't get offended if I move away in the middle of the night Because cuddling hurts my neck and his heartbeat is keeping me awake. I don't want a boy that holds hands. I want a boy that drives too fast. I don't want a boy that babies me. And I don't want a shoulder to cry on Because I'm not fragile And I can take care of myself. I want a boy that pushes me into oncoming sprinklers And doesn't hold anything back. I don't want a boy that's looking for forever because forever seems like a really long time. I want a boy that goes day by day. I don't want safe. I want to go fast. I want to live on the edge. I want exhilaration. I don't want to be wanted. I want to want.
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OUT-WORN heart, in a time out-worn, Come clear of the nets of wrong and right; Laugh, heart, again in the grey twilight, Sigh, heart, again in the dew of the morn. Your mother Eire is aways young, Dew ever shining and twilight grey; Though hope fall from you and love decay, Burning in fires of a slanderous tongue. Come, heart, where hill is heaped upon hill: For there the mystical brotherhood Of sun and moon and hollow and wood And river and stream work out their will; And God stands winding His lonely horn, And time and the world are ever in flight; And love is less kind than the grey twilight, And hope is less dear than the dew of the morn.
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Into The Twilight
I wish I didn't know why Yet crazy will have An eye for an eye The giving That eventually takes Life and love Make no mistake! Fear and karma Are nothing more Than crazies way To Heaven’s door Crazy teachers Crazy test From such labor There is no rest! Crazy enlightens That is true Crazy enough To play so cool While jumping into The logical maze Attempting to hide Your crazy aways...
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Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 8:45 AM UTC
LOGICALLY CRAZY
I miss your ***** Almost as much as i miss your ******* I want you more than i can comprehend These perverted thoughts i dont even pretend Theyre not all i think about all day Also i can honestly say I ********** to her At a massive rate It blows my mind How one of a kind This georgious ******* girl is Please oh please will ya be my miss I swear ill be better to you Than anybody ever you never knew If you swear down youll be mine Ill bring you flowers on valentines Black roses that remind us of death and **** Ill make sure you are aways well lit High as a kite you know what i mean? And dispite of how crazy it seems, When i do finally greet death, Hopfully overdosed on some neat **** I will be embraced by satan himself, BUT WHAT NO! WHATS THAT BEHIND THE SHELF?! Out flys a glorious Anni Chariot pulled by badass pegasi She pulls out her mighty scabard Slices and dices the decaying ******* wait wait went off track a bit That last part...didnt quite fit But im just obsessing Seriously not messing I want you so bad It makes me so mad I want you and all of you Im not queit sure what to do From there But i dont care. My one and only demand I just want to hold your hand
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Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 2:57 PM UTC
Anni the badass Satan Slayer
I don't understand why I am so caught up In wanting go be pretty You can BUY pretty It comes in pretty bottles Scented cream-form Sealable powder containers And tube mixed with glitter A beautiful soul Cannot be bought But a kind-of-ish guy friend Told me I was pretty today I think he was just being kind though And I wouldn't be interested anyway Then earlier today Some random grade 2 kids Yelled at me As I was walking out the door: You're hot Great so five seven year old boys Think I'm hot I don't think that counts In fact it probably means im extra ugly 'Cause you can't trust a grade 2's taste But that's not my problem My problem is Beauty is aways What girls are complimented on When it is so common It has a price tag. What has our society descended to When "pretty" is the goal
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC
Pretty
My dearest Little Brother, if there were only words to describe how I feel, I would tell you that you are amazing, you're truthful, and your real.  You've come from depths and the darkest of despairs, you've lived through things that people only conquer with prayers.  Yeah, we get it, you weren't dealt the best hand of them all. But look at you now Will, still standing there tall.  You've made it this far, yeah with a lot of love, but what is family for if it isn't to give you a shove. With your head held high and optimism in your heart You've realized that everyday is a new beginning, a fresh start.  Yesterday is gone and the past; it doesn't matter. "I knew who I was this morning but I've changed a few times since then." Once said the Mad Hatter.  Forever changing, we all aways are.  Like Alice in Wonderland, trying to get home from afar.  There are so many obstacles blocking the path to our destiny, but in the end we find out it was all for necessity. Hardship and obstruction are the root of all things great.  You have to overcome them to set yourself straight. You have to trudge through the agonizing and the bad So when you wake up you realize that there is no reason to be sad Your blessed in more ways than one can fathom A family that loves you and believes in you, you have them. We set our standards on what we think people want from us, But not you, no sir you don't understand the fuss.  You march to your own drum, make friends wherever you go I've seen you go through a lot and I just want you to know You've come out on top but there's still room to climb So don't give up hope and don't say your fine. Talk to me when you need an ear Know I love you and I'll always be here.
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Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 6:17 PM UTC
For My Little Brother
My dearest Little Brother, if there were only words to describe how I feel, I would tell you that you are amazing, you're truthful, and your real.  You've come from depths and the darkest of despairs, you've lived through things that people only conquer with prayers.  Yeah, we get it, you weren't dealt the best hand of them all. But look at you now Will, still standing there tall.  You've made it this far, yeah with a lot of love, but what is family for if it isn't to give you a shove. With your head held high and optimism in your heart You've realized that everyday is a new beginning, a fresh start.  Yesterday is gone and the past; it doesn't matter. "I knew who I was this morning but I've changed a few times since then." Once said the Mad Hatter.  Forever changing, we all aways are.  Like Alice in Wonderland, trying to get home from afar.  There are so many obstacles blocking the path to our destiny, but in the end we find out it was all for necessity. Hardship and obstruction are the root of all things great.  You have to overcome them to set yourself straight. You have to trudge through the agonizing and the bad So when you wake up you realize that there is no reason to be sad Your blessed in more ways than one can fathom A family that loves you and believes in you, you have them. We set our standards on what we think people want from us, But not you, no sir you don't understand the fuss.  You march to your own drum, make friends wherever you go I've seen you go through a lot and I just want you to know You've come out on top but there's still room to climb So don't give up hope and don't say your fine. Talk to me when you need an ear Know I love you and I'll always be here.
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when i first  met you i knew that i wasn't that fool who knew everything  that no one could  ever  assume. i know you want me to come with ya to California, but I have to stay until you come back after your plane  boards ya. But you know all summer we can get under a tree and lay there  under a cover. But i know you  got alot of plans all summer. But you know after college and stuff   i might become  a mother . But you know , you know  I'll see u alot more after you come back from California. ooooooo California i want u to know that i aways want ya to be happy with the greatest person  who's aways their  to of bored yea. I love u alot  huby husband fiance  Jonathan can't  wait to see u when u get back  Huby husband fiance.
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 9:03 PM UTC
A song for my for my fiance that i wrote before he lives for California.
summer, spring, winter, fall, it always carried a whiff of cleanliness, like lysol, bleach and daffodils had made a not so secret love child. there were never any marks. no signs of mistakes, accidents, humanity. the floors glistened like the sun beaming off a black convertible. the windows, you couldn’t even tell they were windows. not without the panes. transparent like the shores of the Mediterranean. I never touched anything. I held my breath among glass, ornaments, picture frames. afraid one intake would show up like a smudge that could never be wiped off, no matter how much one tried. she fits the house. like those china dolls, polished to perfection. blonde hair rolled in unison curls. no frizz. never any fly aways. face just like those windows, eyes raging in a storm too far away. his room was the only one i could sink in. legos scattered (i always stepped on the yellow ones) clothes fuming with dirt and almost manhood. his posters crooked, carrying characters dressed in armor, or tuxedos, animated, weapons in hand. his bed, never made, incasing the last impression of his body (he always slept on his side) a spot of drool still visible, blankets holding his scent. soap, laundry detergent and oranges. game controllers trashed, bite marks, dents, too many battles. i finally breathed when i walked in.
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Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 8:06 PM UTC
china dolls & oranges
I look up and wear my best smile. I say cheese just for an added effect plus a free cute little chuckle they will surely buy into it now! Falling into the trap that I am ok Even though I'm not I used to be able to go places not caring about appearance. But others stared. I was the weird kid who didn't smile laugh frown or cry. Apparently if I don't look the part I become an outcast. People tried to guess my problems      Maybe she needs counseling.      Have u considered ADHD?      Is she depressed? They wouldn't stop. The questions surrounded me I would lie awake wondering "What are the theories they made today?" I couldn't take it anymore. I Put The Mask Back On I hated it but there were too many questions; my reasons became less and less believable, and more and more suspicious. I aways wear the mask now. Can't forget to smile! Say cheese! Oh and laugh at that, I imagine it was a joke. Take that smile off now, they might be saying something serious. Wrinkle your forehead, As if you are confused. Because that's what normal people do. I think. And no matter what, don't take the mask off again. Because they will know this time that it was all just an act, right from the start.
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May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
Cheese
You grew up so fast little angel You used to be so small, with your blue eyes and annoying laugh And now the fights have turned into something else We both grew up But you with your curly golden hair that looks so funny when it gets too long aways puts a smile on my face You grew up faster than I did Promise that you wont leave me Even though I get mad at you sometimes Because I would never leave you My little angel I would walk through the ends of the earth for you I know you would do the same for me You grew up my little angel You turned into something so beautiful Something that would make anyone proud Listen carefully now because little angel That is what I am I am proud of you I hope you know that Even though we hate each other sometimes I will always be your sister And you will always be my brother I will always love you
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Dec 26, 2013
Dec 26, 2013 at 9:04 PM UTC
My little brother with curly hair
Still alive But barely breathing I searched but didnt find a meaning My persistent heart wont stop its beating I get high instead of sleeping Finding veins to shoot some speed in Countless hours ive spent tweaking Im Just a ****** and a fiend Playing victim To a cycle so vicious Hard to admit im the one who chose and picked this Im on my own hit list My lifes the perfect nightmare thats ever been scripted my Memories play out in tragedies Remembering saddens me Ive been more stressed than any kid should ever be And yet i never let them see The Years spent living in denial I want to cry but fake a smile Something i learned as a child They wont hurt me if i never let them in I never learned how to get vulnerable I just held it all in Bottled up feelings Never once expressing How it feels inside my head All alone no one knows me Ive aways been a phony Force feeding myself so im not too noticeably boney I Cant cope unless im high Needle full of dope until i die My wills too weak to be freed What was a want has now become a need Im getting Paranoid as my track marks are getting harder to hide My Blood thickens as it dries
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Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 4:45 AM UTC
Methamphetamines
have you ever wanted something so bad you'd give up everything just to have it? a few years back, all i wanted was to be so ******* happy. i would've given up everything and everyone for that state of everlasting euphoria. two years after, the world has knocked some sense into me, and i realised you can never really be that happy, at least not all the time. so instead of aiming to be unrealistically happy, i wanted to feel something, anything would do. you see, when all you feel is extreme sadness, all you'd want to feel is extreme happiness. but when all you feel is nothing. when you're hollow, when you're so empty you can't feel yourself exist, all you'd want is to feel. all you'd want is to exist. to know what complete feels like, to know what feelings feel like. at the age of thirteen, this is all i've really wanted, but i knew that just because you want something doesn't mean you'll get it. (life's no wish granting factory.) (there are no fairy god mothers, unfortunately.) (you've got no one but yourself, i think.) (now, here's where you come into the picture stutter portrait stutter masterpiece, stutter reality.) so far long, i haven't met anyone with the potential to be considered a real friend. i mean, for the most part of my existence, my friends were picked out for me. none of them knew how to stay, not with someone like me, and i didn't know how to stay either. you weren't like all those other friends, you weren't someone, someone else has picked out for me, i wanted you as bad as i wanted to feel something and i think you were the only person i couldn't imagine myself giving up to that. you were the only person that i felt like holding on to. felt..? with you, empty is a foreign word to me. you are fulfillment in it's only form. you are what makes me, and you're the only one i'd allow to break me. (although you never do.) you are the only one i feel like giving every part of myself to, take all of me. don't give any back. i don't need any back because i feel you existing within me -in my thoughts- the only place i spend so much time zoning off in because it's the only place i get to completely have you. there's a thin to thick line between love and need and it's deadly (when it's both at once) but i've only ever felt alive with you. and even god is a witness to all the love I have for you and my inability to let go is enough proof to how much i need you. i need you in many ways other than needing you to be mine, in fact i don't think you can ever be of anyone's possession. i don't think you can belong to anyone entirely, because you are the universe and you are what keeps everyone going even when you can't keep going yourself. please, always keep going or else everything will die away with you. you're not everything a person should be but you're all i ever wanted in a person and i know you're not perfect but your mistakes don't define you either. don't let anything define you, because you're much too much to fit under words. i love that you're guarded, and you don't let many people in, but baby, i swear you're loved x100. you are wanted. (i'll aways be the one to want you most though.) i love trying to understand you. i love you for everything you are and everything you could ever become and i'll love you for now and years to come. so for this year, all i really want is you. you to be okay. i guess i finally found my euphoria and maybe you do end up getting what you want.
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Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 4:55 PM UTC
conversations that take place in my head with you: (not really with you, just, you, the one in my head.)
have you ever wanted something so bad you'd give up everything just to have it? a few years back, all i wanted was to be so ******* happy. i would've given up everything and everyone for that state of everlasting euphoria. two years after, the world has knocked some sense into me, and i realised you can never really be that happy, at least not all the time. so instead of aiming to be unrealistically happy, i wanted to feel something, anything would do. you see, when all you feel is extreme sadness, all you'd want to feel is extreme happiness. but when all you feel is nothing. when you're hollow, when you're so empty you can't feel yourself exist, all you'd want is to feel. all you'd want is to exist. to know what complete feels like, to know what feelings feel like. at the age of thirteen, this is all i've really wanted, but i knew that just because you want something doesn't mean you'll get it. (life's no wish granting factory.) (there are no fairy god mothers, unfortunately.) (you've got no one but yourself, i think.) (now, here's where you come into the picture stutter portrait stutter masterpiece, stutter reality.) so far long, i haven't met anyone with the potential to be considered a real friend. i mean, for the most part of my existence, my friends were picked out for me. none of them knew how to stay, not with someone like me, and i didn't know how to stay either. you weren't like all those other friends, you weren't someone, someone else has picked out for me, i wanted you as bad as i wanted to feel something and i think you were the only person i couldn't imagine myself giving up to that. you were the only person that i felt like holding on to. felt..? with you, empty is a foreign word to me. you are fulfillment in it's only form. you are what makes me, and you're the only one i'd allow to break me. (although you never do.) you are the only one i feel like giving every part of myself to, take all of me. don't give any back. i don't need any back because i feel you existing within me -in my thoughts- the only place i spend so much time zoning off in because it's the only place i get to completely have you. there's a thin to thick line between love and need and it's deadly (when it's both at once) but i've only ever felt alive with you. and even god is a witness to all the love I have for you and my inability to let go is enough proof to how much i need you. i need you in many ways other than needing you to be mine, in fact i don't think you can ever be of anyone's possession. i don't think you can belong to anyone entirely, because you are the universe and you are what keeps everyone going even when you can't keep going yourself. please, always keep going or else everything will die away with you. you're not everything a person should be but you're all i ever wanted in a person and i know you're not perfect but your mistakes don't define you either. don't let anything define you, because you're much too much to fit under words. i love that you're guarded, and you don't let many people in, but baby, i swear you're loved x100. you are wanted. (i'll aways be the one to want you most though.) i love trying to understand you. i love you for everything you are and everything you could ever become and i'll love you for now and years to come. so for this year, all i really want is you. you to be okay. i guess i finally found my euphoria and maybe you do end up getting what you want.
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My debt-ridden past, More than I asked. The transactional present Less pleasure, more torment. An easy-payments future More payments not fewer. So many give-aways At a price I can never pay. It's new-consumerism With the soft bite of fascism. And I'm badly infected now.
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Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 11:38 AM UTC
New Kingdom Come
Fawaz Poems Published 7 Drafts 3 DRAFT EDIT Fawaz 3m Untitled Justice in the cage of injustice* I saw the justice being robbed and **** in the broad day light , I touched Justice in the Nature but in the societies I didn't really touch it, where is the justice? there are no justice in this country but not in the world, even if we see it the question is did the justice see us?no, They have covered it face. they made some people rich and made some poor ,They say they saw Then they go and lie , They put the innocent people in the prison, for a crime they committed not, They let the guilty get away And make the innocent people rot aways is this the justice we are clamoring for they made injustice anywhere to threat justice everywhere ,they made law below some and made the same law above some ,Justice must be for all ,not just for the criminals and the riches. The justice is the only purest shape of the voice, Justice with no partial is what we, the innocent people, long for, justice is for all not for some but if there still no change, I think a time is coming when the children of injustice will not show how educated they are nor how tolerant , they will come out with guns ,they will come out with cutlasses and **** the justice by themselves and the atmosphere will never be control again , give us the justice not the Caprice. The fragrance pen *The fragrance pen
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Dec 17, 2018
Dec 17, 2018 at 3:39 AM UTC
Injustice in the cage of justice
"If I was a bird, I'd be an owl." If I was a bird, I'd be a- "Don't say pigeon! I hate pigeons." Pigeons? What is so horrid about them? I thought and feared for my potential existence. What if I was a pigeon? What if my feathers were grey? What if my belly was fat with breadcrumbs and street scrap? What if low coos did escape my throat in efforts to keep warm and draw love? What if children did push me to fly away? What if I did choose to sit on trees, and **** on statues of prominent people. If I was a bird I'd be a warbler- no, a worrier. One that plucks its feathers, be it grey or rainbow-colored. One that grows weak when flying in the cold, but makes it south, all in all. One that doesn't have a beautiful singing voice, but chirps aways all in its lonesome. If I was a bird, I'd peck at windows, only to fly away when someone comes to open it. Because I know when I'm not welcome.
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 4:18 PM UTC
If I was a bird...
well, wasn't it so oh so beautiful once upon a time: a naked man holding a fruit - fast-forward.... a monkey holding a rat: hmm... enter Elvis: ahum ahum hum: shimmies aways... if genesis was to be rewritten again it would be a monkey holding a rat thinking about a tailor and a barber with a schizoid format of interpretation of an octopus! said whaaaaaaaa-t? said that. maze needs no rat, rat needs no maze, man needs both rat and maze - but man doesn't need rat, when he's already acquired a need for a maze... and there's the: a need to acquire a maze and disavow a rat... the human "concept" of a soul: or animation force - has become degenerate from monkey through to rat... if the ancient Adam was naked holding a bitten-into apple; modern "man" is but a monkey holding a rat. i'm far from casting the logic of counting or spelling... even though i can do both... that man needs a maze but not the rat... in reality: the rat is not welcome... but to conduct a proof / pirson of meaning there is a rat: in a maze... so Tetris is debunked... and? the monkey has evolved and thus devolved to a rat status! no... wrong... technology supports the antithesis... the rat is the proof that a monkey is in a cage, and can peel a banana! **** wrong answer: the rat can bite off its own snout! ¡ay, caramba! wrong again? can anyone be right using this ******* spreschen?!
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Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 7:43 PM UTC
modern man: but a monkey holding a rat
Lone seabird in a late dawning, Sickles the gray rays of the sun, Here on a ridge I can see aways, Skerries, blasted by seas parade. The moon fades as sun is rising, My hair is groped in wind on fire, In the late morning suns' glowing, My breath uncatched as the wave. Lone seabird in old sky forlorning, Searches for a proud fish breaking, In the frosts of broke tides trawling, My heart sails above gusts keening.
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Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 4:12 AM UTC
Late Dawning
To tell the story of the nice-guy is to tell a tale of unlost innocence.   There is no complexity that circumstance can’t remedy.  There is no effort to niceness; only a ****** world that blossoms on genetically mutated ideology, growing larger than generations past. Tomorrow, in Houston, a butcher will wake up to slaughter a cow he may have named.   There will no be no tears when he grills steak for the wife he wooed and the children he prescribed himself.   Three daughters, from fifteen to twenty-two.   Tiramisu for dessert.   Ten guns in the cabinet beneath the stairs and innocence buried behind the woodshed. Pretend now, that you are forgiven.   Mistakes fade like snow angels, regrets float like chemtrails. You love you as much as the world always did.   You have not seen friends struck down by powders or lunacy, you have only lived in the glow of their light.  Hearts remain full.   The word swagger hasn’t been hijacked by hip hop and bluejeans still mask imperfections.  Sunsets are memorable, and so are first dates and last kisses.   Sun won't blister fragile shoulders.   Fields blossom just in time to suit your irregular taste buds, satisfying sweet corn cravings on Christmas. Forget your father’s words or a stranger's hand.   Forget improbability, impossibility, impotence, importance, impatience and improper goodbyes.   Forget the tears cried alone into ***** filled sheets at midnight.   Forget the effect but remember the cause, camouflaged like a landmine of good ideas.   Forget the fights and slow-turn walk-aways that turned words flaccid.   Forget friends ******* ex-girl friends and amphetamines crashing into hallucinations.   Nice-guys vanish like good ideas, lost in the shuffle, looking for pen and paper, just like house cats die on the forth of July, and all that’s left are ashes on a mantel alongside fraudulent grins.
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Oct 29, 2011
Oct 29, 2011 at 7:42 PM UTC
Spontaneous Human Combustion
To tell the story of the nice-guy is to tell a tale of unlost innocence.   There is no complexity that circumstance can’t remedy.  There is no effort to niceness; only a ****** world that blossoms on genetically mutated ideology, growing larger than generations past. Tomorrow, in Houston, a butcher will wake up to slaughter a cow he may have named.   There will no be no tears when he grills steak for the wife he wooed and the children he prescribed himself.   Three daughters, from fifteen to twenty-two.   Tiramisu for dessert.   Ten guns in the cabinet beneath the stairs and innocence buried behind the woodshed. Pretend now, that you are forgiven.   Mistakes fade like snow angels, regrets float like chemtrails. You love you as much as the world always did.   You have not seen friends struck down by powders or lunacy, you have only lived in the glow of their light.  Hearts remain full.   The word swagger hasn’t been hijacked by hip hop and bluejeans still mask imperfections.  Sunsets are memorable, and so are first dates and last kisses.   Sun won't blister fragile shoulders.   Fields blossom just in time to suit your irregular taste buds, satisfying sweet corn cravings on Christmas. Forget your father’s words or a stranger's hand.   Forget improbability, impossibility, impotence, importance, impatience and improper goodbyes.   Forget the tears cried alone into ***** filled sheets at midnight.   Forget the effect but remember the cause, camouflaged like a landmine of good ideas.   Forget the fights and slow-turn walk-aways that turned words flaccid.   Forget friends ******* ex-girl friends and amphetamines crashing into hallucinations.   Nice-guys vanish like good ideas, lost in the shuffle, looking for pen and paper, just like house cats die on the forth of July, and all that’s left are ashes on a mantel alongside fraudulent grins.
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He hurriedly glanced at his wristwatch again, The shadow of the cross from the steeple Landing in the middle of the watch. A sigh echoed through the church courtyard, And a few rats scurried out of their hide-aways. They should be here by now. The moon hung in the sky, Trying and failing to shed light on what was below. The harsh noise of a truck on gravel reached his ears, And he breathed a sigh of relief. The newcomer parked the truck and lumbered out, Holding several filthy beer bottles in his large, grimy hands. “Here you go.” His voice was gruff, calloused even, as if it was being Grated like cheese. Money from the priest’s hands went into the driver’s hands, And when the priest looked into his eyes, They spoke legends of ****** The truck drove away, and Pretty soon the courtyard was silent again, Except for the hoot of an owl, The contented sigh of the priest, and the Pop of a beer bottle being opened.
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Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 10:36 PM UTC
My priest drinks too much
There's woods outside of town aways that I will not go near There's tales of ghosts and monsters And I don't like the things I hear There's screeching noises unlike those Any animal can make Even in the daylight Those woods just make me shake I've heard tales of people who Let their dogs out after dark They come back, all scared and skittered And they never ever bark There's something in those woods I say Strong magic is around There's tales of children disappearing Never to be found Three years ago I walked on past And I heard a noise....real close I swore something was watching me It may have been a ghost On Halloween, the woods light up With magic from within No one dares to venture there They'll not be seen again Some nights when the moon is full The noises fill the air Of screeching, howling wild beasts Of things covered in hair I've only seen one bird around The entrance to the wood It's a single, lonely raven And to me that isn't good Raccoons, and skunks and squirrels I never see them near this place It's inhabited by demons It's never known god's grace The stories aren't the sort that Make you want to see What is in the woods that howls I won't go in ...not me The woods have always been there And the stories have been too I know the sounds scare me to death And I'm sure, they'd scare you too Don't venture near the woods at night Don't go there in the day Just leave them to their darkness It's just best to stay away
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Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 11:43 PM UTC
The Woods