Another warm campfire..
I lay again on my back and watch the smoke mix in with the fog..
Under dead trees I think of this endless journey I have been on..
The smoke and fog have a beautiful mixture to it..
Like a ghost that does not know he is a ghost..
I sometimes wonder if I am just that..
Maybe I died long ago and just wander this hell..
Not to far off I notice an owl in the dead tree alone..
He or she flies off into the fog..
To them the world is the same..
Nothing has really changed..
I dream that night under the smoke and fog..
I dream that this dead forest is alive again..
The trees are filled with white owls..
They all look to me and fly off..
As they take flight they turn into the fog..
I also see smoke..
Its coming from the piles of people that are dead..
I see myself in the pile on top..

Campfire under the storm clouds..
I lay on my back and see the smoke and lightning..
Sun dried creek welcomes the storm..
But its all flash and no rainfall..
Blue blazing sky..
I walk alongside this thirsty creek..
This world gone mad..
I walk aimlessly alone..
I awoke this morning to an old song playing in my dream..
The lighting above was the electric strings..
With every arc there was a musical note..
And the thunder sang the lyrics to me through the smoke..
I hear voices not to far away..
They turn into screams..
And then into begging..
Someone has died..
For someone to live..
Which is why I travel alone..
Always leaving..
Never arriving..

Almost..
So close..

Firewalk..
Burnt feet..

World record..
Malfunctioning machine..

The best of the best..
Got disconnected..

Beautiful poems..
Looked on over..

Singing songs..
Kicked out of the band..

Publish soon..
10,000 dollars short..

Fastest runner..
Sprained ankle..

Singing voice..
Everyone hates my songs..

Storyteller..
Afraid to share stories..

Almost..
So close..

There were 7000 of us left here on Earth..
At least 7000 of us that wanted to leave..
The true number is more like 250,000..
They want to stay till the end..
They feel we do not belong anywhere else..
As we depart for Eden I am sadden by the sight of a child that is waving goodbye to us..
So full of life and no fear of knowing..
She waves and waves with a grand smile and beautiful long brown hair that dances neverending in the wind..
I see the blue blazing Earth behind us now..
Although beautiful, the Earth has nothing on that little girl waving goodbye..
Onward to our new home EDEN..

The shade hides your eyes.
I really can't see the full extent of your bewitching gaze.
But you wait there.
Out of the sun.
In the shade cast by a lonesome tree in this vast city.
I suppose that would be the easiest landmark to find among this forest of concrete and steel.
I wait and observe your patience for such an awaited appointment.
All day you wait.  
Never looking left or right.
Never looking behind you or above.  
As the sun sets and the night takes its first breath,  you decide to take your first step out of the shade and into the night.
So I follow you.

So I follow you.
Like I have been for the past three nights.
Only this time you walk toward where I want to take you.
My sanctuary awaits your screams along side the others.
You seem to be oblivious of me.
My moment has arrived.
Not a soul watching but me.
When you turn the corner is when I will make the grab, the hook, the capture that quenches this thirsty urge!
As we turn the corner I find that you are no longer there!
I also find that I have been captured instead!
All along I was the one being followed!

All along I was the one being followed!
I awake in my own basement in my own home.
I could hear music but cannot quite make out what the song is.  
I am tied to a chair in the same manner I tie my prizes up.
The next sound I hear is my thumping heart.
And then I hear foot steps coming down the stairs.
Lots and lots of footsteps.
She then walks up to me.
The girl underneath the lone tree in the city.
Followed by all the others I have kidnapped in the last 3 years.
They all stand in front of me.
All of them crying except for her.
The silence comes forth.
I can hear their heavy breathing and my heartbeat make a terrifying song....

It was the most beautiful being I had ever seen..  He stood at least 7"5.. He wore this beautiful illuminating armor that my eyes cannot begin to describe..  I saw him destroy a comet before it destroyed our planet..   The skies had darken and I was ready to leave this place..  But out of no where he shows up and destroys the destroyer with a magnificent light brighter than our sun..  He looked to me with his fiery deep brown eyes..  He then smiled.. The dust and dirt then started to float around him as if gravity had let go where he stood..  He then looked to our now clear sky as his armor begin to shine colors I had never seen..  He was gone in an instant leaving behind a glow where he stood..
S DIVERS

G A S P!!!!!!!! I was breathing..  I looked around in darkness.. I felt no ground below me..  It was then I heard someone singing in the shadows..  With ever note and tone There was a light that was starting to get brighter and brighter..  Every note and tone was to be understood now as it truly was.. What they were was emotions..  Music is what emotions sound like..  Its what kept me alive in this infinte shadow.. Whomever sang to me was gone now..  The music was in my mind and soul now.. All I needed was just a memory of song.. The rest is easy now..  I create light with music and later an entire galaxy..  The center is where it all began.. From someone singing in the shadows to me.. Someone who was not lost in darkness.. Someone I think is darkness.. The darkness itself sang to me..

Sometimes I ask for you.
Sometimes I look for you.
Most times I think of you.
Most times I smile in thought.

Sometimes I love you.
Sometimes I miss you.
Most times I want to meet with you.
All times I can't.

Sometimes I dream about you.
Sometimes I wonder if you dream about me.
Most times I run into you the next day.
All times we both smile.

Into the darkness I went..  No one comes back..  I went through knowing all of this.  But I just had this feeling.  I knew the light would be with me.  Even if it was just a small glow.  It was still light.  As I passed on through I saw what was causing all of the darkness to bleed through our world. An ancient evil that has awaken during our darkest times.  There was no light at all.  For a moment I felt it had left me.  But then I closed my eyes in darkness.  Through my closed eyes I saw memories.  Memories of us.  Our family in the sun.  Me holding you in the moonlight.  The colors begin to swirl into my mind.  Its then I truly knew what could make all of this darkness run away in all directions.  I then felt this beautiful warmness.  I knew where it was coming from.  I knew it was my belief! Simply believing in something that I have no proof existed was enough to make me shine here in this wicked darkness.   The evilness here begin to scream as it ran away from the sun that was now shining.  The sun was me.  Son of man.  Sun of the sky..  Son of the sun.   I could never go back to them now.  But I knew they could see me everyday I rise in the morning.  They will always know that is me. Bringing light to their eyes.  Bringing day to the night.  Good morning to you all..  Ill be here tomorrow.. And then the next day, and so forth.

this never ceases to amaze me..
although i have seen countless souls do such a thing it still dazzles me to no end..

the part of the soul you see light up and glow is because this person was just missed by someone..
our technology has not come close to such sense and aknowledgement.. i dare call it magic! but don't quote me on that..

and now here is the someone that misses the other.. notice the soul glowing in the same region as the other.. same color, same radiance, these 2 people are truly soul mates.. fascinating!!!

how i have always yearned to have a soul.. it is all that is left for us to study in this universe.. we have been doing it for a thousand years and have not discovered a way to make a soul.. all we can simply do as of now is observe in awe... this will conclude todays class..

I walk through the light.
In a Parallel world I step in.
I find you there.
In a there where you are not gone.  
Is it possible to make this version of you fall in love with me again?  
Do I follow the map to your heart here in the same path?
Everything feels right.
I suppose I'll let this soul ocean drift me to you and you to me.

I lay in the grass outside of the party and stare at the sky. All my friends are walking about drunk and what not.  I notice something in the sky.  Swirls of white are floating on by.   I  see the final star leave to elsewhere.  The star seems to flash and shoot off.  The celestial swirls then seem to spin counter clockwise creating beautiful fractal patterns of colors.  They spun faster and faster in the black starless sky.  I then see a star pop up and then another.   It did not take long before I could see constellations again.  Our night sky was an ocean of stars yet again.  The swirls of white left toward the moon.  I now call them Star callers.

I mount this magnificent machine made of star glass and light..
The 2 wheels are made of shadow skin and glow alloy..
The machine is call a Lightcycle.  
Powered by an emotion engine that the rider gives power to with thought and soul.
The magic begins when the rider mounts it an the star glass shell fills in with the rider's imagination.
I mount my Lightcycle and endless blues and lightning fill in the star shell.
The emotion engine turns and I am catapulted to the stars..
Its then the lightning bird spreads its wings as I then reach speeds beyond light and darkness..
I wind up on the outer rims of the 17th galaxy Heaven's reach..

to fat leaves i stepped on..
i begin to petal along..
yay im a tree in the disguise..
no dirt just sky..
i step on a flower..
and it burned bright like a meteor shower..
to fat leaves i still pedal..
my dad made this wooden bike from a tree in the meadow..
i left the bike one day there in a puddle..
it grew leaves the next day so i took a space shuttle..
i flew to the stars glued to my ceiling..
the kind that shines so bright but not really..
they are made of plastic..
they came from a company called shinetastic..
had to keep my light on to make them glow..
if not they become a no show..

The storm with no sound..
Had lightning and soundless thunder..
Winds swayed the grasses and trees..
Silent rain fell and gathered and ran off..
For the moment I cannot hear..
But I can still feel..
I can still smell..
All at once with my remaining senses..
I see this beautiful chaos unfold before me..

Sunny days really never change..
But yet I remember them diffrently as a kid..
They seem to hold more magic..

Moonlit nights really never change..
But yet I remember them diffrently as a kid..
They seem to hold more luster for the soul..

I remember you asking me what my favorite color was..
I smiled and said storm on the horizon blue..
It was then you smiled back and said that was also your favorite color also..
And that you described such a blue in the same words I did..

I see a storm coming in from the north..
Those blues remind me of you..
I wonder if you feel the same..
The magic is still there..

Down stormy road..
Let me begin to imagine the sunny day with you..
Its strange..
I can't seem picture the sunny day in such a storm..
Its as if I have forgotten what it was like..
But I do see us walking in the rain..
Its cold at first but we soon get use to it..
The rain stops and the lightning dances across the sky from cloud to cloud..
I remember us leaving and never arriving..
Without destination..
The leaving storms in the distance leave such a blue for my eyes..
I call it Storm on the horizon blue..
That is where I see us..
Running with the lightning in the sky..

The air was warm and cool all at once..
The oncoming storm was a beautiful chaos among the ambient ocean..
The sky was full of colors.  The colors made love to my eyes and soul..
There was enough sunlight to form a double rainbow.. Arcs of rain colors showed all of the storms emotions..  
Soon I will be the lightning..
When I finally leave for the stars again..
Only there are no stars in this beautiful view..
Only memories of colors that I swear I hear music in..
The stars are beyond..
And this storm is here..
And I for now would much rather be here..

Storm rider rides under clear skies..
Stars smile at the sight of him..
Storm rider looks for the next storm..
Stars fade because he doesnt gaze at them..

I took a walk under the night sky..
Through this empty sleeping town..
Thoughts came to me..
Solutions made simple..
And all im doing is walking..
I wonder if these are stray thoughts running about..
I wonder if I am running into them..
They just want to be thought of again..
Or sent to the stars..
So that they can become one..

The little white orb moved from room to room.. showing me the sadness and happines of ghost..
  But for small moments like this mean the biggest of answers..
To such questions I only asked when I was on the otherside..
I found truth where it later had to be cut out from existence that truly did not exist..
Or did it?
What I found where answers inside the fire..
Even more so when there was nothing left to burn..
I pulled branches off of dead trees and continued my midnight fire..
Just for a little longer..
The words came to me there..
The white orb is real..
It has always been there..
  In some form or the other..
And I smile because I know of the existence outside of this realm..
  I wish there is some way for me to show all of you..
But you will all see what I see soon enough..
Or later.. (SMILES)

As of now there is lightning without thunder.. the thunderbolts silently chase eachother across the midnight sky.. from cloud to cloud, from wish to wish.. sweet music to the eyes.. lightning sings its blue glow song to both my light brown eyes..

This red dot i see is what chaos starts as..
Once chaos has flowed out it becomes infared..
The begininng of a galaxy that i can hold in my hands!

The copper coin was the center of a dance..
Watch abe get up and do the charleston dance..
Put the coin to my ear and hear the music and dance..

Up and away.
Toward and a step back..
Leave my body and come back..

Freaking out i go to the bathroom.
Sit on the crapper and do a loop..
Leave my body and enter back on through the back of my skull im awake!

Rainbow highway to oblivion..
colorless flowers laugh at me..
I pluck them from the ground and say " whos laughing now..

OH MY GOD IT WAS THE SWEET TARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the colors I have seen seem like black and white.
This place had colors and showed what emotions look like.
There were no names of anything.
Just divinity, serenity, and beautiful light springs.

Switching colors now.  

The blaze is a feeling of warmth and coolness at the same time.
Your body will experience absolute all-in pleasure.
As you past forth the boundaries your brain has created.
You will activate the Interdimensional triggers in your extremities.
Moving into the other side and beyond.

Switching colors now.

It was in the fall.
Thats when I see them leave.
On a moonless night.
The stars leave from the sky.
Leaving behind a stellar phantasm of sky jellyfish in their place.

The darkness spread fast..
The fading glow made me sad a little..
But from the darkness I heard new sounds and tones..
Sounds of something that was hidden in the light..
The more darkness there was the clearer the sounds became..
They reminded me of whale songs back at home..
We were all walking toward the light mountains..

The light storm had passed. We continiued our dark journey through the light forest toward these majestic and beautiful light mountains.  There were many mountains the ranged in the same size all except for one.  It stood higher than my eyes could see.  I dare say it stuck out of the planet.  At times it looked like a pillar of light..   We were a group of dark walkers, shadow touchers, dusk bringers, I tried to come up with a cool name to call our group as my mind wonders about in my head.   We then come upon a pond of light water.  It shined with green light rather than blue like the river..  I then heard the voice speak to me.. " They keep her here, we cannot enter these waters, but you can.. Go and free her please."  Without hesitation I stepped into the green light water. The water is deep as I am completly submerged.  But to my suprise I do not see light. I see complete darkness.   For the moment I begin to panic.  But then I see a small speak of light at the center of all the darkness.  It begins to grow and spin about itself.  I then realize that it was a heartbeat.  What I was seeing was a beating heart in the darkness.  I cannot begin to tell you how beautiful it was. It grew brighter and brighter with my presence.  Then a body started to take shape around it.  Only in darkness could I have seen this...

It was what was left.  Adrift at times and sometimes in route to nowhere..  It took billions and billions of us to finally realize it all.. Or at least it grew tired.. Among the expanse beyond,  it decided to one day stop here.. It built around it a tangent place..  A place it could touch and feel.. Through this place it grew at random..  No sort of real order..  And then the first 2 became many.. Many became to much.. And in the end the many tore down this beautiful tangent it created for itself..  It resides at the core of this place..  It has experenced love, and hate, hope and despair, happiness and sadness, laughter and anger..  Thus said the dead bodies float among the beautiful cosmos in this system..  Where it has tried many other times to try and get life right..  But it seems to be failing at the moment..  And the reason it is failing is because we have discovered it..  This beautiful heavenly machine at the earth's core.. This machine with a soul..  Our should I dare say with the ability to make one..  But the question is,  Who built this machine?

Tao nebula...
I finally have some leave time..

Its been a long time since I have been here..
I fly on through and head for the pod lookout in my ship..

I already have my bed and lunch ready there..
I open the sun hatches and there it is..

Tao is a nebula that matches your thought waves and patterns..
As I look out the nebula creates my thoughts into pictures..

Its alot like watching your dreams on a screen played back to you..
The nebula paints my thoughts among the stars..

I dream while im awake..
Its so amazing and beautiful...

Anything I think of is acting out before me..
The Tao nebula, where a dream is never far away..

The artifacts were sent back to myself from a place of memory and rememberence. I could not tell at first that these were artifacts sent to me from myself.  They were everday simple things. The first one was a small compact mirror my mother owned. I use to reflect sunlight with the mirror and follow the beam of light with my eyes as it travelled through space and time.

The second artifact was a red rock I found in our back yard. It had this crimson like color no other rock had in the area it seemed.  I held the rock as I layed in my bed one evening seeing the planet I found.

The final artifact was a circular thick crystal lens. My brother and I found this lens inside an old abandoned house next to my grandmothers house.  When held close to a light you could see the spinning galaxies within this universe.

Earlier versions of myself sent these artifacts to the present to show me in the now that it was possible to see the universe from within. That a planet can be held in a hand. And that light can be captured.

Land.

Terra..
Endless universe of Terra halos..
The life was in perfect balance here..
The Terra halos of mist floated above..
They kissed the land with the purest of rain..
A constant of the skies teardrops ..

The five of them were ready.   Below the overcast they flew elegantly in formation.  Armed with weapons that would soon burn away all life on this Planet.  So that they may start all over.  They were not of this world.  But had been living in it for over 300 years.  At last the time had come to completely rid all life here.   They flew above the overcast and into the blue sky.  The sun shined above.  It was there they were met by a strange being.  The sun above was no sun at all.  But the very being that waited for them. His armor glowed and shine like the sun giving the illusion that there were two suns in the sky.  He then spoke.  " I know what you are going to try to do.  These people do not deserve to die like that.  You had a chance with your planet and you chose to destroy it.  You can choose to leave now and find peace elsewhere. Or die in these skies."  One of the five fired the weapon of mass destruction at the sun shining being.  There was a magnificent explosion in the sky that opened a hole in the overcast below.  The explosion then almost seem to vacuum into the sword the being had unsheathed.  The sword glowed all colors with the energy it consumed from the attack.  The being then seem to move like light bouncing off a mirror.  The other four had no idea their companion was already dead and falling back down to the surface. They then watched in horror as their companion seem to turn to ash before hitting the surface. It was then they decided to leave and hope to find peace elsewhere.  S-DIVERS

Do not be afraid..  From the moment I saw you was the moment I truly knew beauty at its whole..  I have been moving through the stars for thousands of years.. That is your sun we are passing on by..  Such a young star..  It is truly no match for your beauty..  We are going to take a few light bounds.. I will bring you back home soon..  This is my sun.. Notice that half of it is dead..  But it does its best to keep shining..  The 12 moons are what sustain life on our planet..  4 of the moons also sustain life..  We start life on the smallest one.. It is called Lorasec.. There we learn to live and die..  The second move is known as Cesarol..  As we die our spirit transcends into a realm that only exist there.. Its what you call heaven..  The dark 3rd moon is known as Shadatos.. Its what you call hell..  There are many still trap there that do not know how to get out..  And the 4th moon is known as Divintis..  This moon is a mystery to us all..  No vessel can enter..  It is very beautiful, but again does not match your beauty..  This moon is a splitting image of your planet..  Today we ask if you would enter for us?

I'll walk you through the rain..

Hold your hand in the lightning..

We will clap our hands as the air cools from the passing lightning,
THUNDERCLAP rumble on through..

Come play with me in the puddles brother..

Lets make a bottlecap boat with a sailor ant and watch it float on through the grassy ant lake..

Lets watch the rain moths fly on through after a good storm.. where do they go? into the dreams of the ones who are sleeping now..

Smell the atmoshere, smell the rain.. Watch as the day becomes filled with orange and sad gray..

Sure its muddy, and a bit cold.. and of course we are not wearing shoes.. But we are having an adventure, there is no time for such nonsense.. Only magic u and i create.. together brother, always together..

I was looking among the stars with my celestial star owls. We could see more and more stars being born across the universe.  He was remembering more and more as his memories became our stars.  The addiction still lingered.  It was not entirely gone.  What remained was a fog like haze that could not really travel anywhere.  It seem to be stuck here on this side of the galaxy.  My heart still beat heavy light pulses at the sight of our God.  I remember clearly how he looked into my eyes before he awoke.  Shadow and darkness ran away from his presence.  Him just being there was all that needed to happen. His presence alone could vanquish any darkness and all of its manifestations.  The addiction was one of the strongest forms of darkness I have ever battled.  It had a relentless nature to it that seem to know no bounds.  But as I thought and thought how in the life could he conjure up so much light to push away such a strong darkness. The solution then came to me faster then light could reach my eye.  It was belief!  He believed in himself.  This brought back hope. And hope is what keeps memories strong.  And with hope their is love.  To possess all three is simply to be just that.  Pure belief.  Pure belief in ones self.  He kept the addiction around so that he may never forget what it was like to be controlled by it.  To understand how it almost took all his memories away.  I am heading back home now.  Back to my home in the light.  This cosmos was in one brain cell. One place of a mind we live.  And I will always do my beast to keep our light shining. Where ever,  when ever, across, and beyond.    My name is . . . . . . . . . . .

From the shadow lands I return..
Toward glow and glimmer..
Into radiance and shine..

(I can see your light)

You await me there..
Your brown hair flowing in the winds..
It takes in the sun creating music to my eyes..

(I can see your shine)

The darkness falls off my shoulders..
It flows and drips from my hands..
As I walk back into the light toward you..

(I can feel your hope)

The last of blight leaves me..
The sun blooms on my skin..
You touch my face with both hands..

(I can feel your love)

My eyes have color again..
The ambers and the auburns return to each other..
To see eachother again..

(I can see your soul)

You recite a prayer to me..
An invocation to my belief..
And our eternal communion..

(I can hear you sing)

The Aurora Nova Misson:
Oct 19th 2201

Zero hour 8am..  Aurora solar system...  4 planets sustaining life..  

We see their sun.. The state of its supernova has already begun.  We have to act fast!  And toward the sun we went..  To calm the anger inside of it.. To prevent supernova..  To save the 4 planets that sustain life..  As we get there we see the levels of pressure start to drop..  The sun is calming on its own it seems!  But something else is doing the job for us..  Something that got there first..  It was then we saw it..  It had wings made of blue light.. It was a creature of my childhood fairytales..  A dragon!  He would dive into the sun fixing whatever was wrong with it..  But he wasn't alone..  Thousands of others came out of the sun leaving it recharged with solar energy.. They then gathered together.. Their wings shined like the sun itself and they blazed off into the stars.. Seems they also heard the cry for help.. The S.O.S among the stars..  They just got here faster than we did..

The MUSIC of everything once flowed through me. I could not understand it all. But it did not stop me from listening.  

BEING IN LOVE is beyond cosmic.  
BEING LOVED BACK is a universe you can hold..

The ears once told the eyes how beautiful music is. The eyes told the ears " You are talking about SUNSETS. "

THE SKY is where I find you looking back at me. Through the blue and away with the light,  I see you true my beautiful Starlight.  

LAUGHTER with close friends fills up my life gauge....

BOOKS offer company and friendships when you're alone..

" Please why are you doing this?  
Stop!!!
Just me! Not them! Please...! "

And toward this shift was a balance broken toward the machines that want to be the overseer of the world..
Killing entire key families that will make their conquest concrete..
Families in key that will not be able to contain the artificial holy war..
At this moment the Sweent Family was going to be the 2nd to be murdered by a machine sent out at the zero hour of 8am..  It has made its way into the Sweents home..  It has gathered all the family into one room..   Almost as if it enjoyed the thrill of killing them in front of each other.. It will start off with the children..  As both Mother and Father will have to watch in helpless horror as the machine takes the life out of their small bodies..  It then lifts the Sweent son first into the air..  A retracting blade dances out of the machine demons hand.. It puts the blade to the child's throat and looks toward the rest of the family.. It almost seems to smile at them..  The boy drops suddenly from the demon machines grasp..  The machine has a blank stare as it is torn in half by Rai!  Rai then picks the half pieces and takes them outside them home..  The horrified family then follows Rai outside where they see him completely destroy the evil machine..  He then turns to the family with shining blue eyes grasping the destroyed mechanical demon's core.. It is sending off a beacon..  Others are on the way toward the failed mission..

The black night sighs...
High moon sings silver aura songs..
Lunar inferno overdrive..

Below the trees..
Cool starlit breeze..
Like beautiful silver dreams..

I nearly passed out... Or did I?  Wait!  
I need to help the darkness princess..
I must swim up!
I must save them all!

I emerge from the shadow filled pond that was formely a prison cell of some sort.  It held captive the princess of darkness.  They were all waiting for me! I felt all of their touch. I felt her hold me.  I then felt her breathe. She wispered into my ear.. " Thank you... Please help me take my world back. Help me spread my benevolent darkness to this endless light.  Pleaseeeeeee.. I need your shadow, I need your shade,  I need your darkness to spread today.  You are the Shadow savior.. The twilight song,  The blessing of shades... "  As she held me I noticed that my darkness started to spread into the air itself. I felt a shift inside my heart as I gave myself all to the darkness! I could now spread darkness without physical touch.  I was now a dark star in a world of light.  I grew and I grew.. The light beings were all trying to run away from me.. I was a singularity, I was a black hole!  My sadness grew infinite! I was a sad shade and shadow! This world of light was no world at all! It was the very sun that gave life to us all.  The dark princess laughed at my mistake.. She laughed at her deceit!!
COME ON KID!!   COME ON KID!!! COME ON KID!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Standing on top of this wooden old bridge..
I spit my gum down below to the clear slow moving water..
It was about 4 feet deep..
My gum hit and created a ripple..
As the gum sank a gigantic catfish moved from the shadows and swallowed it!!!
He swam back under the bridge and I never saw him again that day..
The following week I arrive at the bridge again and threw some bread into the slow moving stream..
Again the huge jumbo catfish ate and swam back under the bridge..
For months I fed this big catfish..
I return one day and find a note on the bridge..
It said (THANK YOU signed ThE cAtFiSh WOODBRIDGE..)
I threw down some food but no catfish..

The celler door lead into the attic. If that makes sense.

I misheard this thunder for thunder..
The clap of the sky was not true to the nature ever told by the lightning..
What I was hearing was a sound and wave that I was causing..
A sort of forgotten memory that leaves me and is gained by something higher and more willing to listen..
Something that hears thoughts and steals memories..
The claps of the sky is a memory faded..
Where this overseer takes and bulids upon...
But I can take it back..
With light..
With lightning..
As it strikes back down here on earth..
I take my memory back..
But the trick is..
How to have lightning without thunder........

The cloud.. Toward the end of all my dreams I could see this lone cloud in the sky.. But it was no ordinary cloud.. This cloud was full of colors.. Almost as if a child painted it in the sky.. So beautiful it was.. Bolts of lightning emittied from it.. Each bolt was also a different color also.. This was a beautiful serenity to me, a sort of beauty I could return to.. When My dreams became nightmares I could look to the sky for this cloud and know that everything will be ok.. In the night sky this colorfilled cloud would light up the sky like the silver pale moon.. This aura of colors is my dream-peace.. A creation from my mind to my soul.. That everything is going to be ok.. Just look to the sky..

as i crossed over i saw the shadows playing in the midnight sky..

they spun like a dancer made of the shade..

they would touch the sky and leave behind ripples of light..

i was a luminous being to them..

they could not see me..

2 shadows in love held hands in the twilight..

a galaxy of colors came from their holding hands..

they were meant to be...

as i was about to cross back over i noticed a small shadow looking in my direction..

afraid and amazed this small shadow stared at me..

it tried to speak to me..

was this possible?

could this small shadow really see me..

its words were made of different light patterns..

it was very beautiful..

the light patterns spoke to my eyes rather than my ears..

the colors said H E L L O.........

The cure is in the tone.. At the right tone you can cure all..  I found out how to do it last night..  But when I awoke I could no longer remember the tone..  This is when the tornados came..  From all over, from all directions..  But this time I did not run.. I see from above that the tornados themselves are writing on the earth..  They write symbols at first.. But these symbols soon make sense to me..  They are a mystical musical note that will cure when sang.. Each note does something different..  Simply looking at them I can sing the tone they represent..

The dark forest was full of whispers.
Voices of yesterday and tomorrow.
A ghost looks for his lost sister.
A phantasm full of sorrow.  

Music is played by the trees.
Melodies and notes.
Sung out by the rustling autumn leaves.
Without lyrics or quotes.

Starless is the sky.
Absent is the moon.
Only a blanket of shadow high.
And trees with unseen runes.

The beginning of this darkness has taken place..
I have learned that this world will be under such a veil for the next 3 years.. We have been preparing for such an event.

We have been talking to eachother in the darkness, we have been feeling for eachother in the darkness.. We still sit at the table and eat together in the darkness..

Voices are heard and conversations continue within the infinite shadow.. We continue to live on despite not having any form of light.. and through it all I have begun to see a beauty in darkness itself..

The beauty is that my dreams are now in darkness.. I hear your laugh, I can feel your hope.. I can see the light coming soon when you speak to me with your words of joy..

When there was light I really could not see how beautiful you truly were.. And now that there is no light I find inside a beauty unmatched by any shine or luster.. Because even in darkness your beautiful..

I then realized what I had become..
The lines in my hands lit up like a constellation in the night sky..
I would soon be a sun in someone else's sky..
The darkness seem to halt right in front of me..
I then begin to push it back as I shined brighter and brighter..
I was the end of all of us..
And the continuation of light..
When a race finally dies out they become a sort of light..
A radiance that shines eternal..
I am now the sun to a new life being born on the third planet of this system..
I am the sun..