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RQ Sep 2019
The darkness is my only friend
It feels like I'm colour blind
I'm in a silent movie
Everything around me is colourless
Black,white,grey is all I see
A little bit of happiness is all I seek
The pain is gone, leaving me numb
It still comes back for more
Day by day hiding my wounds
Bottled everything up
Letting it go freely into the ocean
Prayed and prayed for the right one to open it
Seeing light at the end of the journey
I gained my vision
Believing this beautiful soul will open it up
There is always a little hope
there is always hope
RQ Sep 2019
the fog is thick
i wander around endlessly
looking for someone
or even a sign of a silhouette
it felt like a maze
calling out if anyone is there
not a sound was heard
walking down this boulevard alone
the night draws
the gentle breeze passes by
the road seems endless
i can't escape
RQ May 2021
be a river and let everything flow
then be a waterfall as it flows down and crash
when it crashes into a lake you can begin anew
a lake is your new beginning
if it does not work out be a river again
be a stream and flow into the ocean
be free in the open upon the horizon
RQ Sep 2019
Seven billion people in this world
A universe with infinite choices
Given a chance to live
On a planet called Earth
I chose you
An angel sent from above
Your beauty and grace caught my eye
I see a bright future ahead of us
Just.. I don't know how to express my feelings to you
I just hope one day you'll notice me
Seeing you makes me happy
My heart races
Butterflies in my stomach
Thoughts are running wild
But I still don't want anyone but you
You're the only one I want to embrace
I believe you're the one for me
One day, we can fly away into the horizon together
Because...
I know you'll be my happy ending
RQ Jun 2021
A garden of dahlia
Where memories are stored
The moonlight shines upon the flowers
My heart is buried under

They shine bright during the autumn
Like my love for you during the summer
So breezy in the spring
Now my soul is frozen like winter

The dahlias hold the memory of us together
I was left drunk gazing at it
I smile while my tear rolled down my cheek
And land on the flower

If only I could hold you once more
Like how I hold these flowers
I won't let go of you when you're in my arms
Because we both lost each other before
RQ Jan 2021
I did everything I could to reach you.
Why can't you see?
Were you trapped?
Were you lost?

Day by day I keep telling myself you were the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.

Why did it end up like this?
Was I the enemy?
I have loved you with all of my heart.
I never faked anything.
I did nothing to hurt you.

My feelings.
My love.
My trust.
My misses for you were true and sincere.

You were my happiness.
You were the one I longed for.
You were the one I was destined to be with.
You were everything I wanted. I needed.

Why did you leave me in the snow?

I found the light in your eyes.
When I hugged you I never wanted to let go.
Now I am trapped in an unknown tundra.

All I see is a frozen-glacial domain where it once was a spring garden field I walked along with you.

I will now have to burn down the winter you've left me in to walk once again into the spring.. even if it's without you.
I was the poem you failed to read
RQ Sep 2019
The way you shine through my windows panes in the night.
It feels like you missed me and needed me.
I feel your warm hugs that got me out of my bed.
Calling me out to play underneath the night sky.

Can your gentle breeze heal these wounds?
Can it blow away the pain I've endured?
I looked up to the sky, it's dark blue.
Keep this a secret, I trust you.

I wish nights like this lasts even longer than daytime.
Spending the night with you brightens me.
If this moment could last forever,
I won't go back to a long period of slumber.
is anyone out there?
RQ Sep 2019
My reflection can be seen in the water, shimmering in your beautiful moonlight.
Calling me out of my bed to come outside.
Another night with you, the wind blew a cold gentle breeze.
You were surprised I didn't freeze.

Remember the questions I asked you before?
Some of the wounds are no longer here anymore.
Each night spent with you eased the pain.
When the sun comes out I have to endure fatigue and migraine.

I wish the Sun doesn't exist at all
Or swing it away like a baseball
I wish to have nights with you that lasts for eternity
I know that you will never leave me

During the day I missed you so bad
Longing for you to be in the night sky to shine down on me
Moonlight, moonlight don't ever go
Please stay everglow
my poems were made last year
RQ Sep 2019
The sun sets upon the horizon
The moon shines bright along with the stars
Another night to spend with you
It feels like an eternity by your side
I'm always happy when it's your time
You are irreplaceable
I'm brave when I'm with you
Nothing else matters
It's just us
And I still can't read my own feelings
But a smile says it all
heal
RQ May 2021
On a dark and stormy night
The rain falls from the sky
Flashes of lightning sparks across the night sky
The sound of thunder echoes
But your light shines the brightest

I locked myself in room, overthinking
Looking out the window and wondering
Gazing out into the dark blue sky
I see you shine

In need of comfort I look for you
You were there for me whenever I feel blue
Dearest moon you are ever so true
I want to go out to have a better view

Heading out into the cold downpour
Walking in the rain towards you
Looking up with a smile
Dear moonlight let's be together forever
Me and you
RQ Jun 22
The stars shine bright in the night sky
No clouds to be seen
You shined the brightest amongst them
Nothing could ever replace you
Emitting your presence from afar
Yet it feels close to me
Is someone out there is reaching out to me?
I was never alone all this time
There was always someone on the other side
She longed for me amongst the stars
There I go, following the bright path
Transcending amidst the pitch black sky
I found peace in her arms
Dear moonlight thank you
For now I have found tranquillity anew.
it's 3 years too late but it's worth it, right?
RQ Sep 2019
day by day enduring mental and physical pain
what does it feel like to lose yourself?
what does it feel like to lose your mind?
feeling breathless and not able to think straight
hyperventilate and feeling pain in your chest
your heart starts to feel pain as well
worried that you won't be able to carry on
even for days to come
U
RQ Sep 2020
Let me go if I am an option,
Let me go if I am not worth your time,
Let me go if I don't matter to you,
Let me go if I mean nothing to you,
Let me go if you can't make time for me,
Let me go if you are ingoring me,
Let me go if we aren't fated to be,
Let me go and you can be free.
Let me go please. I am not an option. I want to be a priority.
RQ Oct 2021
do you remember when we used to talk?

do you remember when we used to laugh?

do you remember when we share secrets together?

because i do
RQ Jul 2020
In a world with infinite choice
In a world with limited space
The moonlight shines bright
You're the one I choose to embrace

There are many fish in the sea but I chose you
The one I see filled with beauty and grace
I still can't read my own feelings
But a smile says it all

In my own reality, I still don't know what love is
Would you show me the way to true love?
Show me what is in your reality
One day we can fly over the horizon

And still in my own reality I still don't know how to love you

I'll leave you be...
RQ Mar 2021
the bridges we built
you burnt it

the hopes i stacked
you demolished it

my love for you
you were blind to see it

the memories we had
you forgot about it

the time we spent
you tossed it

i wasted my nights thinking about you before going to bed

i wasted my tears for someone who doesn't care

i wasted my love

my sacrifices are in vain

everything i have done for you

perished
RQ Sep 2020
Dark grey clouds fill the sky
Strong winds blowing in every direction
Walking alone with nothing to cover myself
I continued my journey in the rain
Drip-drop comes the downpour
Hoping the rain would wash away my pain
It just added more and more pain
No shelter around I pressed on
As the raindrops fell from the sky
I feel hurt
The more I venture the more hurt I felt
Until I arrived at my destination I feel safe
Ending off my journey, I only got scars from the rain.
RQ Jul 2021
grey clouds split the sky
one side bright
another side dark
i was on the dark side
looking out the window of the bus
droplets of rain fell on the glass pane
the water flows down like waterfall
just like a tear rolling down a person's cheek
i kept staring at the sky that's still split in half
reflecting on myself being overwhelmed with emotions
am i happy?
or am i just sad?
only time will tell
as day by day passes by
RQ Sep 2021
darling take a chance on me
i want to take a chance on you
let's take a chance on we
just you and me
give me all of you
and i will give you all of me
darling take my hand
and i'll love you for eternity
RQ Sep 2020
Staying up late because I can't sleep
Wild thoughts running, making me overthink
I feel something bothering me but I can't figure it out
In my head I always have doubts.

I can't open up to anyone, I am scarred
It feel like I was put behind bars
Not by any person but an entity
No other than another me.

Headed outside to get some fresh air
Looking up to the sky so bare
Nothing else but the moon
Alone and I hummed a tune.

From child to adult I needed a companion
Everyone else is busy I had tension
I felt like I was alone broken and bent
Then I remembered the moon has always been my friend.

Up in the sky shining bright at night
Talking to it makes me smile.
The moon at night
RQ Jul 2021
i see you in my dreams
i see you in my visions
although you are not mine
i think about you all the time
no one compares to you
you make me happy
you bring me joy
you may not know it yet
i pray someday you will
time will come to pass
because i like you a lot
i really do
all i ever think about is you
i like you a lot
RQ Jun 2021
Tick tick tick
Tock tock tock
Tick tock tick tock
The sound of a clock
The unstoppable movement of time
It keeps moving forward
It never goes backwards
If only we can turn back time
Undo the bad things that happened to us
Unfortunately we can't
We can't stop time
Time is a force to be reckoned with
Time is of the essence
Tick
Tock
Tick tock
RQ Jul 2021
although you're gone
the traces of draft remains
i followed hoping it leads me to you
i wandered through the gales
you are nowhere to be found
i still feel it around me
hoping and praying you'd return
come home
RQ Jul 2021
the endless swirls in my head
they won't leave me be
i tried to catch my breath
yet i still can't breathe
suffocation
is this the end of me?
you came along and fought against the wind
i was saved
the dust settles and i can finally breathe
you gave me another chance to live when i was dying inside
and now you're gone
gone with the wind
a new air to breathe in

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