Yo, I say yo You think you can just ignore a ***** like me Read my messages but I get no reply What, you hoping a ***** will cry? ******* too ***** Dis ***** right here ain't gon die in no ditch Thinking yo lack of words gon **** a ***** Naw naw imma come out on top Gon have me a dime piece and a guap You gon wish you gave me the time of day Instead of being a ***** and making me feel some type of way
This one is about a former coworker that would only talk to me when we were working together but since me getting fired she only reads my messages but doesn't reply.
day by day enduring mental and physical pain what does it feel like to lose yourself? what does it feel like to lose your mind? feeling breathless and not able to think straight hyperventilate and feeling pain in your chest your heart starts to feel pain as well worried that you won't be able to carry on even for days to come
my heart is a warzone, and you invaded just so you could attack. you were never careful about how you treated me, you just wanted to cause as much destruction as you could and then retreat. but i will soldier on, pretending everything is okay, although the scorched earth around me is crumbling and burning. but everything is okay, its okay.
your fire still burns in my heart my lungs are gasping for your air i mourn the loss of you vulnerably and emotionally i scream in agony as i think of us my heart belts hymns of you you were always so concerned about hurting me because you knew that one day you would rip my heart apart and leave me too broken to be fixed by anyone else