grey clouds split the sky
one side bright
another side dark
i was on the dark side
looking out the window of the bus
droplets of rain fell on the glass pane
the water flows down like waterfall
just like a tear rolling down a person's cheek
i kept staring at the sky that's still split in half
reflecting on myself being overwhelmed with emotions
am i happy?
or am i just sad?
only time will tell
as day by day passes by

Tick tick tick
Tock tock tock
Tick tock tick tock
The sound of a clock
The unstoppable movement of time
It keeps moving forward
It never goes backwards
If only we can turn back time
Undo the bad things that happened to us
Unfortunately we can't
We can't stop time
Time is a force to be reckoned with
Time is of the essence
Tick
Tock

darling take a chance on me
i want to take a chance on you
let's take a chance on we
just you and me
give me all of you
and i will give you all of me
darling take my hand
and i'll love you for eternity

do you remember when we used to talk?

do you remember when we used to laugh?

do you remember when we share secrets together?

because i do

I did everything I could to reach you.
Why can't you see?
Were you trapped?
Were you lost?

Day by day I keep telling myself you were the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.

Why did it end up like this?
Was I the enemy?
I have loved you with all of my heart.
I never faked anything.
I did nothing to hurt you.

My feelings.
My love.
My trust.
My misses for you were true and sincere.

You were my happiness.
You were the one I longed for.
You were the one I was destined to be with.
You were everything I wanted. I needed.

Why did you leave me in the snow?

I found the light in your eyes.
When I hugged you I never wanted to let go.
Now I am trapped in an unknown tundra.

All I see is a frozen-glacial domain where it once was a spring garden field I walked along with you.

I will now have to burn down the winter you've left me in to walk once again into the spring.. even if it's without you.

My reflection can be seen in the water, shimmering in your beautiful moonlight.
Calling me out of my bed to come outside.
Another night with you, the wind blew a cold gentle breeze.
You were surprised I didn't freeze.

Remember the questions I asked you before?
Some of the wounds are no longer here anymore.
Each night spent with you eased the pain.
When the sun comes out I have to endure fatigue and migraine.

I wish the Sun doesn't exist at all
Or swing it away like a baseball
I wish to have nights with you that lasts for eternity
I know that you will never leave me

During the day I missed you so bad
Longing for you to be in the night sky to shine down on me
Moonlight, moonlight don't ever go
Please stay everglow

The way you shine through my windows panes in the night.
It feels like you missed me and needed me.
I feel your warm hugs that got me out of my bed.
Calling me out to play underneath the night sky.

Can your gentle breeze heal these wounds?
Can it blow away the pain I've endured?
I looked up to the sky, it's dark blue.
Keep this a secret, I trust you.

I wish nights like this lasts even longer than daytime.
Spending the night with you brightens me.
If this moment could last forever,
I won't go back to a long period of slumber.

Let me go if I am an option,
Let me go if I am not worth your time,
Let me go if I don't matter to you,
Let me go if I mean nothing to you,
Let me go if you can't make time for me,
Let me go if you are ingoring me,
Let me go if we aren't fated to be,
Let me go and you can be free.

day by day enduring mental and physical pain
what does it feel like to lose yourself?
what does it feel like to lose your mind?
feeling breathless and not able to think straight
hyperventilate and feeling pain in your chest
your heart starts to feel pain as well
worried that you won't be able to carry on
even for days to come

On a dark and stormy night
The rain falls from the sky
Flashes of lightning sparks across the night sky
The sound of thunder echoes
But your light shines the brightest

I locked myself in room, overthinking
Looking out the window and wondering
Gazing out into the dark blue sky
I see you shine

In need of comfort I look for you
You were there for me whenever I feel blue
Dearest moon you are ever so true
I want to go out to have a better view

Heading out into the cold downpour
Walking in the rain towards you
Looking up with a smile
Dear moonlight let's be together forever
Me and you

Dark grey clouds fill the sky
Strong winds blowing in every direction
Walking alone with nothing to cover myself
I continued my journey in the rain
Drip-drop comes the downpour
Hoping the rain would wash away my pain
It just added more and more pain
No shelter around I pressed on
As the raindrops fell from the sky
I feel hurt
The more I venture the more hurt I felt
Until I arrived at my destination I feel safe
Ending off my journey, I only got scars from the rain.

In a world with infinite choice
In a world with limited space
The moonlight shines bright
You're the one I choose to embrace

There are many fish in the sea but I chose you
The one I see filled with beauty and grace
I still can't read my own feelings
But a smile says it all

In my own reality, I still don't know what love is
Would you show me the way to true love?
Show me what is in your reality
One day we can fly over the horizon

And still in my own reality I still don't know how to love you

I'll leave you be...