Fire burning in front of you and I!
Shining so bright those beautiful black eyes!
Colours of our love dispersed in the air!
My hands stuck in your messy hair!
Different shades of yours are out now!
Colours all over still you look so pretty, how?
You are still shining so bright!
The bracelet of your hand reflecting sunlight!
Dancing like idiots, wet and cold!
I just love the way you hold!
Hold my hand tight and close to your heart!
Oh believe me you’re a brilliant work of art!

        -Vivek!

We are who we are when we're alone!
But when we step out we're playing a role!
It's like a movie! Changing character!
It's like a scene! Strange and disaster!
We are being someone we're not!
We're all trying to be bigshot!
Losing yourself playing a role!
Lying to your own soul!
I am shook seeing people being fake!
Oh! For your own sake!
For once, Try being yourself!
Try being who you really are!
It's just one life! go far!
Far as you can and be who you are!

-Vivek!

I can smell your perfume on the polaroid!
I can still taste your lips when I lick mine!
I was somewhere lost in the deep void!
Emptiness of your eyes looking just fine!
Surrounded by the full white chaos!
I don't remember where I was!
We made some great memories!
Captured through eyes in our brain!
I have collected all the stories!
I have collected happiness and pain!
I have collected mistakes and crimes!
All we were doing was havin' a good time!
          -Vivek!

New Year, New Me!
I can be who I was or who I wanna be!
I can sit in my comfort zone!
Yeah I can be alone!
I can sit back and waste my life away!
On make my mark on this new way!
Oh another new blank slate!
I can't decide my fate!
But I can work hard and try!
I don't wanna do this? No I can't lie!
Two zero one nine!
This year I will be more than just fine!
I will convert my  imagination  to memories!
I will start on this new page a new story!

          -Vivek!

We see the same kite!
We share the same light!
Every night!
Same flight!
In the same Ray!
As we lay!
Kite made by stars!
Hand reached out far!
Joining Bright dots making shapes!
Collecting moments on video tape!
We dream of playing on the cold moon!
I don't want this night to end anytime soon!

            -Vivek!

The way she moves around,
flipping her hair!
I guess I have found,
someone to stare!
My chin dropped down,
My heart is out of my chest!
Looks like I've found,
The only place I can rest!
She's smart like a queen!
She's pretty like an actress!
Remember all the time we've been!
On your foam mattress!

                 -Vivek

Mushrooms on my tounge!
Smoke in my lungs!
White line up my nose!
Viens got 'em dose!
I am flying on a different height!
I am having a different fight!
With my ownself!
Staring at this old shelf!
Yeah I am high!
Seeing things like sci-fi!
We overdosed on love, on hate!
You served me death on my plate!
           -Vivek!

Sleeping after sunrise!
Living in the night!
I know it's not wise!
But you hate to play in light!
Madness in the head!
Songs playing on low!
Jumping on your bed!
When are we gonna grow!
In the cold night, in the warm fight!
We promise to hold on to each other tight!
We won't drift apart or at least we'll try!
We end in a misery Eventually and we cry!

       -Vivek!

It's the end of me!
The role-plays over!
All the things that I can't see!
My eyes are covered in clover!
Memories flashing in front of my eyes!
All these strangers and their goodbyes!
Good things about me now I hear!
Guess life was just changing gear!
I was so fast and lost control!
Crashed so hard, but I did my role!

           -Vivek!

It's half past three!
why am i still awake?
You can't even imagine what I see!
Every part of my body aches!
All these demons surrounding me!
They're set free, to feed on me!
As I lay heads up in my bed!
With a sense of deep dread!
I can't even close my eyes!
I am scared to death!
I am giving my alibis!
I can't even feel my breath!
          -Vivek!

I live in this own world that I created!
I created my own rules!
Away from the world that I hated!
Living with these narrow minded fools!
There isn't a bed time nor a time to wake up!
It's just things that I make up!
You are who you are here!
No worries no fear!
This world is small but has one open mind!
Place where you find!
Find yourself, Find who you really are!
These place is wierd, but pain is far!
No animal to live, no birds to fly!
No one to say Hi, No one to say bye!

  -Vivek!

She wore a pink dress!
She seems such a mess!
She looks so good even,
Without them filters!
She's so hot even,
Though it's winters!
Those pretty hair highlights!
Her face is so bright!
She steals the light!
She's so wrong yet,
She seems so right!
I am so scared!
What if I try say hi!
And she hits me with a goodbye?

        -Vivek!

As I was looking in this guys eyes!
Something's that I realized!
I saw he's lost in the darkness!
Alone in the hollow!
Fallen deep into the emptiness!
No one's trying to follow!
Life's such a vain!
Every heartbeat feels like pain!
Wanna get out of the quicksand of mind!
But it's just complicated things that I find!
I was tensed like I just watched thriller!
When I realized I was standing in front of a mirror!

       -Vivek!

I am a legend!
Heard about my story?
Heard about my end?
Heard about my Glory?
But honestly,
You don't even know me!
You only see,
What you really wanna see!
There's more to my life than just a lesson!
There's love, pride and obsession!
My misery and pain is what they really took!
To represent me on pages of an old dusty book!

              -Vivek!

This isn't me it's someone else!
Someone waiting ringing the bells!
Someone so shy and insecure!
Someone so harsh and impure!
Someone so tiny and little!
Someone so big and brutal!
Someone is laughing,
Someone's crying!
Someone gave up,
someone still trying!
I don't remember their names!
I don't remember their games!
They're all inside me!
They all wanna be free!

   -Vivek!

Stay strong, fight hard!
You'll fail but play your card!
Keeping doing what you like!
One-day you'll get a strike!
Life is unfair!
But You'll get your share!
Someday What you want will happen!
Failure will make you sharpen!
It's okay to be sad sometimes!
Failing is not a crime!
Dedicate yourself and you'll be successful!
After winning, failing seems cool!


                                               -Vivek!

In the summer heat!
These lazy afternoon we're free!
You said you wanna meet!
Beneath the mango tree!
In the monsoon rain!
With these hot tea!
You're remedy to all my pain!
In your arms is where I'd rather be!
In the winter cold!
Playing in the breeze!
You're out and bold!
Whenever I see you, I freeze!
I'll be around you through the season!
I'll Never leave no matter what's the reason!

            -Vivek!

If parallel world theory is true!
Then some place!
Around the space!
I belong to you!
If my dreams were true!
You would've know I exist!
You would've loved me too!
We would be playing in the mist!
You would lose your control!
On the floor we'll roll!
I'll handel your love and agression!
Only if we lived in my imagination!
          -Vivek

I've some scars, it can never be seen!
You can't imagine the places I've been!
All my flaws and insecurities!
Trapped in the big walls of this small city!
I’ve Some big marks! Some small!
Some big wars! Some silly fall!
It’s like My heart isn't beating anymore!
Trying not to imagine how it was before!
I've some stories I can't narrate!
I've some moments none can relate!
I've seen the guy in the mirror cry!
But I still try!
To forget all of it!
But my scars won't let me move a bit!

-Vivek!

In my old rusty car!
Driving along the beach!
Thinking about the life of our!
Put your head out and reach!
Taste the salty water!
Sun burning hotter!
It makes your skin glow!
Everything is moving slow!
Warm breezes starts to blow!
Sand mixed in air like it's snow!
I was so lost in your perfect face!
Crashed around the curve at high pace!
        -Vivek

Under the star roof, planes passing by!
Reaching for the stars, planets saying hi!
Only if i could control the time!
Would forever let this darkness shine!
I love this song that stars Sing!
I love to watch this Neptune ring!
Looking deep into the black hole!
Seeing my past, present and future role!
Flying with this creature!
Bright pink light through aperture!
Back at Earth big blue!
Oh! This wonderful imagination that grew!
            -Vivek!

I am broken!
In pieces!
Words spoken!
Increases!
I am falling apart!
I am missing my heart!
Find my Brain!
Can't see? find again!
I don't know where they are!
I guess somewhere Far!
Far away from sorrow!
Chasing denaro!
Wish I could restart!
Wish I could follow my heart!

-Vivek!

Drizzling in the sun!
Everything is shining!
Everyone's on the run!
Birds are hyming!
Then I looked right across the street!
I can't feel my heart, can't feel the heat!
It felt like either I am dead!
Felt like you're an angel in heaven!!
Or am I just dreaming in my bed!
Then you boarded bus no. Seven!
Never saw your face ever again!
I am still waiting in the sunny rain!

            -Vivek!

Lit the candles, turn off the light!
Hearing you sing for me whole night!
Looking at your face and eyes!
Hearing all the truth and lies!
Don't know as the time flies!
Loud laugh turned to silent cries!
I've seen it all!
All the disconnected call!
All the sadness, all the pain!
In the sunshine and in the rain!
All the loss, all the gain!
Long walks on the lane!
With you and your lovely talks!
Wanna go for endless walk!

-Vivek!

I sometimes wander at the night!
Just to see them bright lights!
I sometimes wander between the sky!
To see them various colored kites!
I sometimes wander below the sun!
To feel the warmth and the burn!
I sometimes wander between death and life!
To feel the joy and the grief!
I sometimes wander between milky way!
To hear what planets have to say!
I sometimes wander in my brain!
To feel the happiness and the pain!

        -Vivek!

Beautiful sky a smile on my face!
Winds and clouds having a race!
Winds are touching my face !
N clouds are putting smile on it!
Smile that is wide enough!
To fix all my broken stuff!
Broken heart and broken mind!
I hope someday I will find!
Find happiness that can take away my pain!
Happiness that takes me to my destiny!
I wanna be Happier than
ever!
Pain is smart but I am clever!
I hide it behind my smiling face!
But still tears leave the trace!



-Vivek!

You're an illusion in my head!
You're just a thought in my brain!
A thought that is mislead!
A mirage in a desert plain!
I am walking towards you!
You are starting to fade away!
Not so fake, not so true!
Listen to what I am tryna say!
You're a fictional character!
You're the shining distraction!
Tempting like a gold glitter!
You're nothing but a reflection!
      -Vivek!

I flew way too high!
My wings are cold and frozen!
It's a last goodbye!
I am about to be broken!
Smoke coming outta my mouth!
Can't say a word but I wanna shout!
Angel's singing by my ears!
Satan reaching through my fears!
I'll have to go there's no choice!....I am free!
In my head mom's voice it rejoice!....me!
I guess i kinda  know!
Where i have to go!

Looking back now all I see..
Many good times and great memories!
Wish i could relive them! Wanna be there again!
Feel those laughs and feel those pain!
Feel those falls and those climb!
Wish I could go back in time!
To the moment When I was free!
As I look at this freakin’ big Sea!
I don't remember my grade!
Wish all these memories never fade!
These are the memories that'll go with me!
As I travel this life's chaotic sea!

         -Vivek!

Looking straight In your eyes!
Tear drops falling to your chin!
I am burning inside!
Tell me how bad I've been!
I let you down!
I made you cry!
I made you frown!
I yelled the lie!
Like they were fact!
I did some crimes!
I am sorry about that!
About the bad times!
          
          -Vivek!

I am alone but I am not!
Sometimes yourself is all you got!
Surrounded by crowd but no one to talk!
It's a long road to walk!
Walk towards  your destination!
Don't follow the tradition!
Make your own way!
You'll have to stay!
To reach somewhere!
Stay on the road ‘til you die!
Even the clouds waves good-bye!
Now that you've reached your destination!
Start a new journey with a new imagination!

        
                                        -Vivek!

I know we can't be a thing!
That's why I haven't asked you out yet!
I know you can't wear my ring!
After all these time what do I get?
Was it all a waste?
Dancing with you holding your waist!
Making you food!
Treating you good!
Taking you to your fav place!
This is what I have to face?
Little did I know you're gonna leave!
But I still can't believe!

        -Vivek!

Life's unpredictable!
We're not able!
Not able to tell what day is our last!
The world is vast!
So try living ur life to the fullest!
Get things off your chest!
Tomorrow might never happen!
So do everything today!
Try doing things your way!
We won't get this life again!
Enjoy both happiness and pain!
Find a goal Don't live in vain!

-Vivek!

Empty bed feels so cold!
How a shy girl turned so bold!
I see you got a new hand to hold!
A new shoulder to put your head!
All different stories that I read (red)!
Shore's so empty,
without you by my side!
You didn't even consider,
no matter how hard I tried!
And I didn't realize!
I was the journey not your destination!
I was just a train through those stations!

             -Vivek!

I see the sadness in those eyes!
I don't know where the smile flies!
I just want to catch that smile and put in ur face!
For you to be happy forever!
But You should never!
Never fake your smiles!
I wanna see those sad eyes!
I wanna see what you've been through!
I wanna see what you're going through!
I can't change the past I know!
But I can let our future grow!

-Vivek!

They'll judge no matter what u do!
You'll be alright after this too!
If u start living. Not being scared!
Remember everything you shared!
With yourself, with your mind!
No one will get cause the whole world is blind!
This is the place where you find!
The real you, the you you want to be!
The you, that you set free!
Lying here beneath the tree!
I'll let my soul free!
Fly away with all this wind!
The wind touching my nose!
The wind holding me close!
Go to place where you wanna be!
See things the way u wanna see!


                                   -Vivek!

Feeling something!
I just wanna sing!
Sing the song which describes!
Describes the beautiful you!
I was falling apart and failing bad!
I was feeling stressed and feeling sad!
I was about to give up!
But u made me strong!
You took away all my wrong!
You made me happy,
You made me cry!
You made me bold,
You made me shy!

-Vivek!

I see this bright night!
I see this darkened day!
I see the darkness light!
Which in the morning fades away!
I see the space end!
I see the time append!
I see this beautiful dirt!
I see this infinite Earth!
I see these coal shine!
I have what's not mine!
I see you but you don't see me!
I am in this cage yet i am free!

         -Vivek!

I can't not see all the suffering animals!
I Can't not see cannibals!
Can't not see people being impolite and rude!
Can't not see people that are starving for food!
I am scared to walk alone at night!
I can't not hear the curses and fights!
I can't not see all the bloodshed!
I am so scared that I can't go to bed!
Humans are now poisonous than snake!
Disgusting how people are being so fake!
Are we really free?
Or just pretending to be!
              -Vivek

Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
Paper boat down on street!
Rain falling down on me!
Deep puddles reflecting tree!
It's cold, **** I miss the heat!
Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
     -Vivek!

Slept on Earth, after glass of Anisette!
Woke up on a strange planet!
They were all looking at me!
No air, no tree!
The people there, They had wings!
They were trying to say something!
But I didn't know what it meant!
It was different environment!
They were all dark blue with tails!
With No hairs, no nails!
The sun was green!
Humans nowhere to be seen!
I started to lean n slept in pain!
Then I woke up on the Earth again!

   -Vivek!

You killed 'em all!
You killed my dreams!
You broke my heart!
You killed my screams!
I don't have a voice of my own!
I am like a toy that you're playing today!
I know when you're grown!
You're gonna throw me away!
I am like a gum that you chew!
Took everything from me and threw!
Me out of your life and you moved!
Just like that I'll be removed!
        -Vivek!

Running with the wind!
Flying with the bird!
Walking on the sky!
That's never the same!
All the clouds saying hi!
Shouting my name!
Floating in the sea!
On flower like the bee!
Swimming in the ocean depth!
Living each breath!
Brightness on the sun!
I am on the run!
Wanna do everything one can!
Wanna be my own fan!
Wanna be in each city and nation!
Tryna live my imagination!

-Vivek!

Is it so bad?
That it makes you so sad!
One day it'll all be alright!
Sun will shine Bright!
In darkness of the night!
You'll find a light!
Everyone goes through this motion!
But every problem got a solution!
There's still a hope!
You can use a rope!
Not on your neck!
What the heck?
Use it to climb up the mountain of nightmare!
At Least Think about the people that actually care!

-Vivek!

Is this reality or a dream?
I remember I’ve been!
Been here before!
Same sea, same shore!
Is this reality or imagination?
Is it truth or a lesson?
A lesson life is teaching me!
Same birds, same tree!
Is it what I want or what I get?
Same life, same regrets!
Is this actually real or not?
Am I human or a bot!
-@vivek_writes

I can see..
Less sky more skyscrapers!
Less trees more papers!
Less roads more cars!
Less church more bars!
Less love more hate!
Less talk more debate!
Less meet more v-calls!
No one lifts when someone falls!
Less tries more cries!
Less truth more lies!
More money no friends!
Nothing will go with you,
when this ends!

Saw your face in the sky!
It's like you started to fly!
Stars made your eyes!
Eyebrows as the bird flies!
Half-moon made ya smile!
Oh it's been a while!
I am searching you everywhere!
God It's not so Fair!
I am finding you please show up!
playing hide and seek? please grow up!
I am so frustrated looking for you!
It's like the thousandth avenue!

     -Vivek!

Please get me outta this maze!
I am stuck deep inside of my brain!
Is this another one of those bad days!
Or is it from overthinking and pain!
It's like a paradox!
There's no escaping!
All this random talks!
Inside my head, I am just scraping!
I am suffocated in my own breath!
Stuck here just waiting for death!
Only you can save me, we'll escape just fine!
All I need Is long walks and yours hand on mine!

Either laugh or either cry!
Either wait or either fly!
Fly away from your insecurities,
Fly away from your fears!
Fight against your tears!
Always, be ready with ur gear!
The opportunities will come!
Strike so hard, your fear be numb!
You'll win someday!
You just need to stay!
Stay calm and stay stubborn!
If life hits u hard in the face!
Stand up, fight and leave your trace!


                                    -Vivek!

You said meet me on the other side!
But I am walking on this Mobius strip!
You said you'll hang on throughout the ride!
But now you say you're  losing your grip!
You say you gotta go!
You say you have to leave!
Was it all a magic show!
Using the tricks up your sleeve!
All the promises you've broken!
Left me all alone, out in the open!
You left me here, Bathing in my tears!
My eyes dark red, Stranded in my fears!

          -Vivek!