You said meet me on the other side!
But I am walking on this Mobius strip!
You said you'll hang on throughout the ride!
But now you say you're  losing your grip!
You say you gotta go!
You say you have to leave!
Was it all a magic show!
Using the tricks up your sleeve!
All the promises you've broken!
Left me all alone, out in the open!
You left me here, Bathing in my tears!
My eyes dark red, Stranded in my fears!

          -Vivek!

I See flowers unfold!
Growing just to end up into a bouquet!
I See humans been sold!
Just to leave everything behind and lay!
People growing old!
Just to die!
People being bold!
From the shy!
No purpose of life!
Don't know this is which zone!
Worried about children, husband or wife!
That they're gonna leave all alone!

       -Vivek!

Under the stars, you and I!
I am bold and you are shy!
Remembering the things we've done together!
I hope this moment stops here forever!
So that I can look deep into the secrets you shared!
Sharing stories with each other!
Loving things that we discover!
About each other!
This moment is amazing!
We are stargazing!
It's fool moon!
In the month of june!
I don't want this night to end soon!
      

  -Vivek!

Walking at the beach!
On sand and fallen leaves!
Looking at the blue sea!
Fresh air and tall tree!
Seeing birds fly!
Beautiful infinite sky!
No wars no politics!
Everyone is living instead of taking pics!
Humans are safe here!
Not even a drop of tear!
Everyone is helping each other!
Everyone is like sisters and brothers!
They say If there's a heaven!Here it is!
Everything wiped out!
Reality hits hard and loud!
There's blood everywhere!
Everyone is trying to be at the top there!
People dying because they get no food!
Everyone hates being good!
Money is superior than humanity!
Forests are turned it to a city!
Think of humanity not about nation!
Help people and make good relation!
Everybody is ready to break bones!
Everyone wants to win alone!
Is this what God wanted us to be?
Is this what God wanted to see?
Is this heaven on Earth?

-Vivek Gupta!

Looking across the river!
A silhouette of you!
Odds aren't in my favor!
Still, In reflection, I am next to you!
Holding hands!
Making plans!
To go eat somewhere!
Still can't decide what to wear!
But are we?
Still what I see!
Reflection fades! You can't be seen!
Was it real or just a dream?

Don't walk away!
Will you just stay?
I am too far away!
Finding the way!
I am in the middle of the sea!
Looking for the shore but I can't see!
Will you be my light-house?
And Take me to my house?
In this thunderstorm!
I can't find a landform!
Please, will you take me through?
Like the wind that just flew!

              -Vivek!

Yesterday I felt like a free bird!
Flying on top of the world!
But, I feel like human Tonight!
Just the same!
Worried about the same fight!
Like it's a game!
Fight of finding myself!
Fight of a good career!
Fighting for help!
It's so surreal!
I am being tortured mentally!
I am so scared to live!
        -Vivek!

How does it feel?
To have a  real friend!
How does it feel?
When it doesn't end!
How does it feel?
when they stick around!
How does it feel?
Being lifted when you're down!
How does it feel?
To share you talks!
How does it feel?
On the long walks!
Yeah I know that I have grown!
But the feeling I've never known!
        -Vivek!

Don't know how to handle the stress!
Don't know how to handle ya dress!
Don't know how to treat you good!
Don't know how to make your mood!
Don't know how we ended up together!
Made promise will stay forever!
I am not as cool as you'd want me to!
Addicted to each other as we grew!
Am not sure if we're gonna last long!
Not sure if I am gonna write a song!
Not so sure if you're the one!
After all this we're still on the run!

           -Vivek!

Seven stations wide!
I lost my pride!
When I saw her in that dress!
I couldn't express!
The feeling I had at the moment!
I could smell her scent!
Looked at the station!
I realized, it's my destination!
Those hairs and those eyes!
That face felt so nice!
I walked out she was on the window!
I felt sad, I felt low!
I felt if I could talk to her!
But I was too scared to walk to her!
-Vivek!

Trapped in the virtual reality!
People with no geniality!
Video game seems real world!
Different types of characters unfurled!
Trapped in choosing cool username!
Trapped in tryna get all the fame!
Trapped in cool insta, snap stories!
In real life there's a different story!
Animals are being treated,
more kindly than humans!
Showing off new skins of video game-
Characters and guns!
Get out of the house and go explore!
There's whole fascinating world out this door!

       -Vivek!

Who really am I?
I wanna know!
Where really am I?
Where I'll go?
Where's my origin?
Where do my soul belong?
Thoughts that have been!
On my mind for so long!
Wide open are now my eyes!
Vanished the curtains of all the lies!
It's endless, colourless, pure and true!
It's god! Don't you wanna know it too?

          -Vivek!

Maybe I am just playing it cool!
Maybe I've been a fool!
Maybe I miss you!
Maybe I don't!
Maybe you do too!
Maybe you don't!
You won't text me!
Neither will I!
Maybe you won't see!
How hard I try!
Not calling!
I know you won't receive!
I am falling!
It's the facts you won't believe!

Dependent on caffeine!
When I was sixteen!
It's mixed with my blood!
Over the top like it's flood!
Through the sleepless nights!
In the ***** fights!
On small rides!
****! time flies!
Missing those days!
Finding the ways!
Can I go again?
Or will I just go insane?

In here it's so cold!
And I am all alone!
It's like someone told!
I don't belong in the zone!
Happiness i can't afford!
Dark empty room with whiteboard!
Written everything positive about me!
But there's no one to read!
I am in this big ranch!
All alone sitting on the branch!
Rollercoaster, but no one to ride!
While covered in allegations I cried!
Nobody wanna know my part of the story!
People just pretend that they worry!

        -Vivek!

We are all of one kind!
You only have control on your own mind!
Though the whole world is blind!
I hope that somewhere you'll find!
Kindness, compassion, empathy!
Love, politeness and  sympathy!
We humans we're weird!
Many people here aren't cheered!
Before it's out of range!
We have to change!
I hope we will care!
I hope we will share!

             -Vivek!

As the white lines disappeared!
The tunnel started to get stuffed!
All the old thoughts reappeared!
Memories and decisions that were tough!
Imagination is on a different pace!
Finding weirds things interesting like ants race!
I am not in my right mind!
This powder is making me blind!
Lips are now turned dried!
Face is starting to turn pale!
Eyes turned red like you cried!
Gold fish in the tank seems like a big whale!

      -Vivek!

In the boiling summer heat!
You're still more hot to me!
I've seen fire street!
You're still too hot to see!
When I look at you my eyes shine bright!
It's feels like you are a source of light!
You keep me warm!
You keep me dry!
You do no harm!
Never made me cry!
You're too good to be true!
Will you let me burn inside of you?

      -Vivek!