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Oct 2018 · 355
You've shown me destiny
Before you I didn't believe in anything,
now that's kinda off putting,
because I finally found my destiny.
I didn't know there was such a thing,
but you bring,
me to a new reality,
of possibility,
and open up my originality,
because you're the one meant for me,
and I'm the one meant for you,
and our pull,
is to the other,
as we covet to be together,
and strive for the better.
For the first time I finally feel complete,
that I'm just so glad we had the chance to meet,
because you'll always have a seat,
next to me.
Your lows are mine,
so I'll always help you shine,
and as you rise,
I will too and I realize,
that with you my life is great,
with you I finally believe in fate,
because two beings like us,
were always meant to be together.
A meeting like ours wasn't chance,
there was some outward attraction,
that pulled and pushed,
until we finally crossed paths,
and I wasn't sure how to act,
at first,
but the steps came to me,
as we started to see,
how our similarities,
were many,
and instead of differences,
you just feel like a counterpart,
someone for me to catch when you're getting that frown,
so I'll drown,
those woes,
as I put a crown,
upon your head with my emotional support,
just to show you your real worth.
You tell me all the time you're lucky,
but I'm the one who knows,
that we're both in the throws,
of something that grows,
as we've felt the attraction of the future,
and our present is clear,
you're the only one I want to be near,
and hold in my arms till the setting sun,
because our paths have always been connected,
but the universe finally let us visualize,
our one true prize,
and that's our union,
that will be something that always goes on.
Oct 2018 · 382
When you're gone
I know you're busy and I should be patient,
but your absence always leaves me wanting more,
and to show you in how many ways you mean to me.
I leave you those messages to know,
how much I love you,
but sometimes I wonder if it's too much.
Do I talk a lot,
am I already pushing you away,
is there too many things I'm already saying,
do you really appreciate me,
am I really worth your time,
are you really accepting of me,
and everything I do?
These questions just come rushing in when you vanish,
and sometimes it's hard to manage,
myself left alone,
because you've always been my core,
and without you everything starts to feel cold,
so I feel the need to light that fire again,
by flooding you with my feelings,
and hoping you appreciate your significance to me,
but I don't want to pour so much onto you that you drown,
under the weight of my praise for you.
So I'm going to continue the only way I understand,
and that's present you with my deepest of sentiments,
without it seeming like an emotional brandish.
Our connection runs hard and deep,
and the thing I want most is to make it blossom,
so I'll try my best to not oversaturate,
the soil that we're walking on,
but sometimes that's difficult,
as longing makes the heart grow in it's devotion.
Oct 2018 · 484
The spell of love
I've been struck through and through,
it's as if a spell has been cast on the substance of my very being,
and it lures me towards you with every passing moment.
My spirit has an attachment now,
and I'm so pleased the one to cast it upon me is you.
You've conjured up every positive emotion at the same time inside,
and I'm only at my full potential when you're around.
An immediate attachment from the hex I'm under,
and I'm forming a new habit of dependence upon your presence,
like my heart has been glamoured because you have me enamored.
When you're gone I feel you still from this enchantment that I'm under,
a wondrous opulence inside of me that can only grow,
and fill me so much that there isn't room for anything else,
all my affections point in one direction,
that flow from me to you by the way you sing your siren song.
This charm has placed a new appeal of allurement,
a fascinating enticement that controls all of my motives,
and tempts me to run to the finish line already.
A seductive illusion that has me captive,
and I don't want to ever let go,
of the magic you've given me,
because my new favorite fairy tale,
is the one we're currently writing.
Oct 2018 · 323
My one true love Jim
It was a late night again,
as I always drink for the win,
and continue to test my limits,
with my one true love,
the one I'll keep above,
all else and who'll never let me down,
as I attempt to drown,
away my night with my dear old Jim.
Sometimes I'll let his pals,
Jack, Jose, and Johnny tag along,
but there visits are never as pleasant,
as that good ol' Beam.
He always seems,
to get me where I need to be going,
and I'll keep them all flowing,
until I've gotten to that sweet spot,
of feeling and courage,
that fuels me for the night,
and sometimes he'll put up a good fight,
but I win in the end,
because I'll wake up for the next,
time I'm feeling frisky for another round.
My downs aren't as bad,
and my ups swing to the beat,
as I'll always feel merry while I move my feet,
spreading my love to all that will listen.
If you have a chance to tag along,
Jim and I always love the company,
as being alone is the most depressing feeling,
so we bring some friends because it's more appealing,
and we go till the morning,
stumbling into our favorite diner,
for some nourishment after spending that time with him,
and my only remorse is I've run out of time,
will my one true love Jim.
Oct 2018 · 332
Dreams of perfection
When I go to sleep I have the ideal person there.
They're ****, charming,
and we just talk the whole dream,
never worrying about what to say next,
because they just bring the best out of me,
and even when things get silent,
I can just sit and admire their looks.
Their touches drive me wild,
and get me wanting more,
and I can't wait to sleep again,
because there they are waiting for me,
as I am them.
The more I get to know this person,
the more I want to be with them.
When I'm away from them,
I just look forward to the next time I can see them,
because they can put a smile on my face like no one else,
and fill me with love and desire like no other has before.
I find myself fantasizing about them all the time,
and it's a perfect world with us together.
They just compliment me on every level I could imagine,
and their interests are mine,
as are their desires, wants, wishes, impulses, cravings,
and we're just as eager to get into each others arms,
the more we are together,
with a love growing by the minute,
and a passion matched that I didn't even realize was possible.
The only thing wrong with this dream,
is we just don't have enough time together,
and the best part of this dream,
is when I wake up you're there laying next to me.
Oct 2018 · 377
A treasured jewel
I thought my life was complete,
and there would be no more surprises to come,
but then I was shown a new delight,
when you entered my life,
and shown through with your luminescence,
a gem that washed upon my shores,
to sparkle into my very essence.
I couldn't fathom that there'd be someone so similar to me,
and have the pieces I didn't even realize I was missing.
The thing I'm looking forward to,
is to just see you once again,
to hear your voice,
touch your skin,
and just be close to you,
to get another look at the glint that you've given my life.
The worst part of my day is when you aren't there,
because the anticipation starts to build,
for when we'll be together again,
but it makes me want you more,
all just to get another chance to polish the jewel that you are.
Although you are beautiful,
the best thing about you,
is the conversations we have,
that can last all night,
with your ability to shine into me.
You're so kind and caring,
that anyone would be lucky to know you,
but to know I'm the one that you want,
and having the attention with a perfectly cut jewel,
makes me feel like the most blessed being in all of creation.
Sometimes it feels like the distance between us is great,
but you consistently know how to make me feel close to you,
and get me ready for the next time I'll have the chance for your sweet embrace.
My favorite thing is to make you blush,
and I'm waiting patiently to the next time I get the chance,
because I know I'll have you there to do it again,
with the most precious of stones.
Oct 2018 · 283
A ride of suffering
It started as an annoyance,
a small ***** inside,
and that grew,
and grew,
and grew,
and at first I could still function,
keep moving with my normal duties,
but the pain became agony,
as this turn inside was too much to bear.
My hands clawed,
and smashed,
and attempted to stop,
but there was no exits,
or emergency buttons to press,
I was on a ride of suffering,
that was just beginning.
I'd twist,
and writhe,
but nothing helps.
I'm just hitting the peak,
when I can no longer move,
just stuck with my thoughts,
without the ability to act,
and this torment that I must go through.
I want to attack it,
rip it out of me,
cut it,
pull it,
destroy it,
but I can't.
I'm only able to sit and be frozen in misery.
It starts to fade,
I might be OK,
but there it is to build again,
can I take much more?
It slows some more,
and I can use my hands again.
The blood that was flowing,
is leaving my eyes,
and I see more than that red haze again.
I calm back down to normality,
and there is just a soft reminder,
that the pain may return.
Sep 2018 · 339
No apologies
You show me that little bit of skin,
that gets the blood flowing,
and then you look my way with your little smile and a wink,
and then keep on walking,
with just a hint that there will be more,
but you know you won't be giving it up soon,
so you just look over your shoulder with that typical,
sorry not sorry,
as you always planned too.
The next day you were going out,
and then you decided to flash,
me a little ***,
and then put that away too,
because you knew,
we were already running late,
and it would have to wait,
so you turn to me and say again,
sorry not sorry,
as we go out pushing it back again.
We were playing around,
and as you were going down,
you were feeling frisky,
and a little risky,
as you look up at me,
while on your knees,
and asked, "Which hole would you like?,"
and at that moment I felt the sweet release,
and saw your little grin again,
with that short little phrase,
of sorry not sorry,
again and again.
Sep 2018 · 824
Isabella's end
I remember when I first met you,
you were so excited to meet me,
as I was you.
The way you could fill me love,
and joy,
and fun,
it was only you Isabella,
that would show up at the best of times,
and always make me beam with joy from just your presence.
For you I would do anything to make sure I made you as happy,
as you made me.
I'd even go out of my way to make your favorite meal,
just to get a few more of your kisses,
because you being that joyful,
gives me the best delight.
You'd lie with me all night,
just because you knew I wanted to be next to you,
and you were always the best one for cuddling.
When I had to move,
you could not come with me,
and I regret it,
but I can't take it back now,
I just hope you were as happy in your last moments,
as you were in your best moments.
I'll always remmeber you Isabella,
as you are forever apart of me,
but you had a long and good life,
and I know you can rest forever more,
not having any more cares,
or anything else ever bother you again.
Even though you're a black lab,
there is no one else that I've been that close with,
and even though some people think you're just a dog,
you will forever be my best companion.
My best freind died today,
and I'm just happy I got to know you,
but I will be mourning a while longer,
before the pain starts to fade.
I wrote this for someone else.
Sep 2018 · 620
I'm the worst influence
Whenever you say no sometimes I'll take that as a challenge,
to infiltrate your mind with things you wanna do,
but you say there's no time to.
I look for the chinks in your disposition,
and I get inside through the tiniest holes,
penetrating your thoughts,
and inhibitions,
to push towards the naughty,
or just to the "I shouldn't",
but never towards the "I wouldn't",
cause I know you too well.
I know you'll enjoy it,
I'm just a slight push from time to time,
a little devil on your shoulder,
that can take a hold of you.
My whispers are subtle when needed
or blunt when I know you're in the mood,
but you'll fall for it eventually,
because I know what makes you tick.
That soft correction,
the subtle jabs at your self restraint,
and getting into what I know you want.
I'll make you stay up too late,
enjoying yourself as I take joy,
just knowing I got you doing more than you expected.
Sep 2018 · 308
Fixing your mistakes
You've made a mistake,
and want to take it back,
but that's not possible,
it's out there now,
and you don't know what to do,
you can try to ignore the issue,
but that can build and grow.
You try to deflect,
but that can cause more problems than there was before.
You've thought about lying,
but if you're ever caught,
the devastation that follows will be too great to ever take back.
The only course ahead feels the worst when you must confront it,
you have to tell the truth.
Speak about what happened,
and don't look back.
Take the consequences of your actions,
because they really aren't as bad as you think they'll be.
If you're truly loved,
you'll be forgiven,
and if they can't get past your mistake,
then it was never meant to be,
but you have support,
you have those who will lift you,
and don't listen to those self reflections that lie,
listen to the outside forces that only want what's best for you.
You can always count on me to steer you right,
and correct your currents when they get too choppy,
just come by and ask any time,
I'll change course for you when the time is right.
Sep 2018 · 403
Wasting time the wrong way
I'm not attempting to delay in any way,
but there are just so many things that catch my attention,
so many interests that I just don't have the time,
and I pile high the amount that I want to do,
at the same time,
that when I try to contemplate,
what my next move will be,
something new shows up and distracts me again.
I want to plan ahead,
I want to follow through,
I don't want to get behind,
and waste more time,
but it's like any addiction,
I just come back for more abuse,
to my management of the next interval,
that prevents me from advancing,
but I can't help the return,
there's always something new to see,
new to experience,
and I know that I'll enjoy what I come across.
Sometimes I wish I could disconnect from it all,
and go for the simple,
but those thoughts don't last long,
as I know I'll end up wasting that time too.
I guess I'm just on an endless loop,
that keeps pushing me to the next destination,
and I know I can still get done what I need to,
at least that's what I keep telling myself.
Sep 2018 · 298
No ordinary poem
You and I aren't ordinary,
there are some things about us that are very,
unique and can cause me to feel very cheery,
and I'll never be weary,
as long as I have you to help me carry,
my thoughts around when things get scary,
and when the need comes you can be contrary,
to my point of view when necessary.
If there even requires a situation that needs me to be wary,
I can lean on you to get me out of that hairy,
situation that I've gotten in with your ancillary,
advice that at this point is customary,
to how we treat each other in a way that feels honorary.
It's nice to be reminded that the lows are just momentary,
while we've built our own monastery,
of commitment and our own sanctuary,
that is anything but temporary.
You've turned me into a visionary,
you're own personal emissary,
that treats you anything but secondary.
You and me are contemporary's,
equals even though my itinerary,
puts you in the front of my list of preliminary,
love and support that is anything but unnecessary,
and through our care of each other in this planetary,
scale of admiration and fascination is to the point of extraordinary,
it will be all I'll ever need to make me want to stay around as long as possible and out of the cemetery.
The best decision I ever made,
was just saying hello to you.
I stopped driving along in life long enough,
to pick up a new passenger to welcome along for my ride.
It opened up a new world to me,
and new wonders and splendor,
and you always have the words of encouragement,
and the perfect things to say,
I mean I never knew that there could be someone like you in this world.
How is someone like you not made up?
An unimaginable wonder,
that seems to exist just to compliment me.
We've built different lives,
made different paths,
but they all seem to converge to one destination,
and that's to each other.
Our roads have come together,
and built a highway,
that only adds more lanes,
as time goes by,
we'll have built the largest,
most well traveled road,
that everyone will want to travel on,
as it'll have the best scenery,
smoothest ride,
and the most amazing pit stops.
Many roads have *** holes form,
but we always have exactly what we need to,
to patch these holes,
as we fix each other,
having the perfect passenger,
as we'd never tire of the other,
and somehow find even more to say,
to each other with no signs of slowing down,
as we increase our speed,
not knowing where we are going,
we do know our passenger will be right there,
riding right beside the other.
Sep 2018 · 568
A moment in time
If I had to pick any moment in time to be in,
the only time I'd ever pick is now,
because this is the time with you in it.
No other moments matter because it all seems so empty before you showed up,
and now that you're here, everything has gotten brighter,
and I get to look forward to the next day,
just because I know you'll have at least a small part in it.
I'll keep going on through time,
traveling the only way I'm allowed,
but now that my life has it's sunshine,
my present and future are something that I'll enjoy for the rest of time,
and I'll never have another moment I'll want to miss.
Sep 2018 · 216
A story of perfection
Perfection is a notion that you should strive for,
but it's not an expectation you should expect to achieve.
It's just the goal,
and the closer you get to it,
the better you'll feel about yourself.
When I mention your perfection,
I know you aren't,
no one is,
but it's our relationship I'm describing.
I've never had someone to open me up so fast,
and already be there for me no matter what.
Every aspect of my being has inmproved since you came into my life,
and I see no signs of anything slowing down.
I don't know how it's possible,
but every day is better with you in it.
I didn't know each day could top itself,
but you've managed to find a way to do that with me.
If you were suddenly gone,
I don't know what I'd do,
it would be like the lights turned off,
and I'd have to stumble through the dark to find my place again.
The lows would be great and unimaginable,
and I don't know how I would be able to pull through it.
I don't know where my life would be today without you,
and I know I'll never have to.
So when I mention perfection,
it's because of all the love we have for each other,
and how much better we both are with us in the others life.
You've done more than I would dare ask of anybody else,
and I'm so happy that if I did ask,
your answer would be yes.
Sep 2018 · 604
The rock of stability
I'm your rock of stability,
forever vigilant,
forever here,
I can weather the worst storms,
and I won't budge during the harshest winds.
I've taken mud slides,
and tidal waves,
but I'll stay strong for you.
My will is the sturdiness of iron,
as I am ever persistent,
and ever looking,
for any cracks that form over time,
but I will chisel away at myself,
and make a fine sand,
that I can use to complete you again,
and fill those cracks.
I'm always firm and a solid ground for you to step on,
I've even opened a cave just for you to hide in.
That's not something I do for anyone,
but I'm so happy it's you I let in.
As the oceans rise,
and the lands change,
there will be one thing waiting for you,
your mighty rock,
where you have carved your name inside my walls that will last,
till the end of time.
Sep 2018 · 346
Fixing pain with love
It might seem like the world doesn't care about you,
that you don't matter,
that you won't make it,
what's the point,
I should leave,
it won't matter if I'm there or not,
but this isn't true,
those are just lies inside of you.
The pain is never the same,
but it's a constant,
and you never want it,
but my heart is with you always,
to hush those voices,
and get you to make better choices,
As we continue,
things will get easier I just know it,
I'll do everything just to show you,
the love inside,
and get you from trying to hide,
away from the world,
and the eternal flame that we have lit,
will allow us to make as much time as we see fit.
I love you with all my heart,
and I love you just the way you are,
but there's just one thing I don't want,
and that's this hole inside of you.
I'm going to dig into it,
because that's where we'll find,
the troubles that lie,
within you and then we'll be able to cover it up,
as we plant our flag on top,
and we'll know those little voices will have finally been laid to rest.
Sep 2018 · 919
Promises of forever
You're making my heart erratic by how good you're making me feel.
Having you in my life has made everything ideal.
A goal I thought I'd have to strive,
but without knowing you'd arrive,
everything began to come with ease.
You have vice grips on my heart and you know just how to squeeze.
I've dropped the ball on my promises in the past,
and have learned how to not jump into something so fast,
but I know how far I can push myself and stretch,
so when I promise you something it'll never make you wretch.
They will only be things I know I can keep.
They'll last forever and cut deep,
because there's honesty in my words.
It has spurred,
me into actions I didn't know were capable.
Creating something that will live past forever that you have enabled.
I'll make sure you stay stable,
dealing with anything you're unable,
to face alone.
I'll give you the love that you've needed and should have always been shown.
Sep 2018 · 474
I'm proud of you
You've made me so proud,
I'm so happy that you've allowed,
me to know that you've needed help,
and always telling me how you've felt.
I cannot begin,
To tell you the appreciation I have for you letting me in.
You're doing what you need,
to love yourself at your own speed.
I'm so glad you're making the right steps,
and are correcting the depths,
of your soul,
so you can finally be whole.
Everything about you is beautiful,
and soon you will know that too.
Sep 2018 · 237
The Harbinger of Happiness
The harbinger of happiness comes when you least suspect.
When he's here you don't know what he'll affect.
You'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll forget about pain.
That comes later, with his absence, and you'll need him again.
He fills you with joy, and ecstatically so.
You've been affected in ways you don't even know.
Your brain will turn to mush,
the thoughts in your head will all come to a hush.
None of that matters, because you're experiencing ecstasy.
It'll feel like you're on a cloud, so happy and carefree.
Tears of joy are common, your heart will feel as if it'll burst out your chest.
There's nothing in this world that will make you feel more blessed.
Pain will leave your life, when he's come for you.
You'll beg him not to leave, but he's only passing through.
It'll be the best day of your life, you'll never want him to leave.
But when he does, a whole day you'll need to grieve.
Sep 2018 · 265
No more rainbows
Now that you're gone my rainbows have blue again.
All the colors in my life have begin to fade.
Eventually they'll all be dull and all I see is grey.
The sun has begun to set and the sky is red.
Eventually it will finally be gone too.
I know you've always wanted what's best for me,
so for you I will push on.
I can't be sad forever, but there will never be that rainbow again.
My heart has cratered, and now I only feel the void.
Although there is no replacing you,
I'll attempt to fill the hole inside of me.
You've always looked out for me,
so for you I will take care of myself,
and I hope whatever has happened to you there is no more pain.
Sep 2018 · 243
It's ok to breath
When it seems like the whole world is looking in your direction,
it sometimes feels as if you've lost connection,
between your senses and it's like your body forgets to breath.
The more there's focus,
the worse it gets,
and the spiral begins,
and you continue to speed,
towards the finish,
but all it does is take you more moments,
to get through what you need,
but soon you can't take it,
you just need to finally take that moment,
but it isn't enough.
Your breathing is rough,
as your words begin to stammer,
and stumble,
trying not to mumble,
you just want to pull through.
Just remember it's not as bad as you think you're doing.
Everyone's listening,
not judging the little mistakes that you're making.
Just take the time for yourself to breathe.
It's OK just to breathe.
No one's going to judge you.
You've already got there attention,
and it's no one's intention,
to mess you up.
It's just the nature of what you have to do.
Just remember,
it's OK to breathe.
I've got faith that you'll pull through.
Everyone wants you to succeed,
and I know you will.
Sep 2018 · 284
Battle friends
We met on the fields of battle,
back and forth are blades rattled.
After I nearly came to my demise,
out reached a hand and gave me a surprise.
It was on that day that I came to realize,
that friendship could be had at the brink of death.
We then continued forward, giving our enemies there last breath.
A pal to travel through the lands for laughter,
a new friend to look forward to hereafter.
Some think that it's all just a game,
but finding a friend is something I'm proud to claim.
Sep 2018 · 377
Flight of the Valkyrie
Tonight you feast,
getting ready to slay the beast.
You'll mount your ride,
and get ready for that slide,
into battle you will go,
running past any enemies that may slow,
down your progress for the two days you'll be gone,
until the moment you're back where you belong.
You'll concur and succeed where others have not,
your enimies will run cold, as your blood runs hot,
to sleigh them all, with your wicked spells.
With your words you can summon the strength to send them to hell.
They'll try to trick, and try to betray,
but you'll be on top and victor of the day.
I look forward to the tales that will be told,
because a warrior as fine as you, is among the most bold.
Sep 2018 · 285
Just smile
I just want your smile.
Sometimes it feels like it's been a while,
since I've seen your lovely face.
One thing that will get me going and put me in my place.
You're so nice and thoughtful,
that smile makes me feel so powerful.
It's nice to know I have someone,
to inspire me to keep going and never be done.
I know sometimes you won't always want it,
but I'll never quit,
to try and make you smile every day,
and begin to make those feelings fray,
and fall apart,
that can stop your heart,
from wanting to let loose that wonderful smile.
Sep 2018 · 409
You're so shiny
You're personality is just so shiny,
it comes out and shows the best in me.
When you're near everything seems to just gleam,
if someone's near they'll see what I mean.
The shadows disappear into a glittery mist.
They lights come out to say hello in your midst.
Your waves cause sparkles,
causing my heart to grow,
and allowing it all to flow,
into what it's meant to be,
because you're shiny.
Heading to get what I need,
and there I see,
your halo,
it's so bright that I can't keep you out of sight,
although try as I might,
there you go making my world full of rainbows from your afterglow.
When I look at you I confuse you for the sun.
You're so bright and so much fun,
I just feel lucky to have come across that glint.
In case you need another hint,
you're just so shiny,
it's amazing just to get a glimpse of you.
You're so shiny,
I cannot dream that there'd be a being so bright,
but then you came and I knew,
that things are different,
it's all better,
I see what's made you tick,
you've seem to do the trick,
of taking any pain,
and filling those holes with sunlight.
Sep 2018 · 274
The tale of the unicorn
I look for those who deserve my attention,
it makes me want to give them my affection.
When I talk to them it is my intention,
to help with there ascension,
to happiness and the prevention,
of sadness and cause its remission.

It's not out of pretension,
or a sense of condescension,
but because it causes me jubilation,
to better those who deserve my concentration.

My happiness and love are just an extension,
that spreads from my heart like it's from another dimension,
and when you deserve it all I'll do is mention,
all the wonderful things about you and remind you those bad thoughts are just an invention,
of your mind and I'll help you get rid of that fixation,
on the negative and cause all your positives an inflation.

All of this is done because I'm a unicorn that gets rid of all the tension,
in your life and increase the duration,
of what makes you great and cause the negation,
of the bad parts inside yourself in relation,
to how you might lie to yourself since the bad is an abomination.
Love isn't just and expression,
it's a part of who you are,
and it's OK if you don't feel it time to time,
but you will.
You just need someone who'll love you for you,
and make sure that you're never left in a cold place.
The cold hurts,
but it's never as bad as it seems.
Especially when you find the one who'll light the fire in your soul.
It's like you've waited your whole life,
to finally meet this person.
It'll take you on a wild ride,
and you'll never know where you'll be next.
You're heart may feel like it'll burst,
and your brain will sometimes stop working from all wonderful burst of chemicals,
that will addict you into a state of wonder.
You'll never want it to stop,
and sometimes it must,
but that's OK because you've had that taste,
and you'll hunt for the rest of your days to get another bite.
Sep 2018 · 224
Sleepless night
When I go to sleep,
it never gets that deep,
because I spend all night,
thinking of how we might,
have another chance together.
You've made my life so much better,
by being with me,
I'm just so filled with glee.
It's hard to want to close my eyes,
because I've already won my prize.
I toss and turn all night,
and try to sleep but I'm too filled with delight.
I wake up earlier than I normally do,
because I've taken a drink from your brew,
of love,
romance,
and ecstasy,
I'm so happy this is my new normality.
I want this to never stop and I already know,
it will never have to because you're my rainbow.
Sep 2018 · 201
A simple little love note.
Another day has gone by but I'm still only thinking of you,
I just love you so much and all that you do,
if this continues I know for years,
we'll be able to bring each other to tears.
Sometimes there will be sadness and that's OK,
I'll just be able to put that smile on you every day,
and my only goal will be your happiness,
and to melt all of your stress.
I know with you it'll be the best time of my life,
and now I know it'll never end because you make me so ripe.
Sep 2018 · 170
It'll be ok
You'll be OK because life is too grand,
no one here wants to see you go,
here's a better plan.
Sleep on it and in between write,
all your problems and strife.
I know you have loved ones just give them your hand,
and If you're still uncomfortable I'll take a stand.
I can be a listening ear if you want or nothing at all,
but once that is done so many people will fall.
Don't think of the sadness,
the pain,
and the tears
this is just a moment in time and I want to see you around for many years.
Sep 2018 · 265
My Valentine Poem
Some say it's a made up holiday,
that it's a made up way,
to cash out,
and a pay day for the corporations,
but don't let there alterations,
take away from any meaning,
that you aren't seeing.
It's a day of love and romance,
that you should spend with those you want,
and only give if you feel the need.
Don't close yourself to something wonderful like friendship,
just because some people want to try to manipulate,
and get you to fake,
a smile and a nod,
to those who'd try to obligate,
you to anything you don't want to.
You just need to feel the love in your heart and soul,
let it grow to something special,
and when you let others know,
just what they mean to you,
you'll realize the meaning of the day.
Just know you are loved and wonderful for just being you,
and after you've heard this little chime,
I hope you find yours and have a wonderful Valentine.
Aug 2018 · 279
You're always there
Every morning when I say,
hello and there you are to stay.
You've given my life meaning,
and on you sometimes I'm leaning,
but you're always happy to leave me there,
on your shoulder for me you'll bare.
I can't start to express how you've helped me,
to get me so honest,
and loveing,
and so carefree.
My problems just aren't that big anymore,
and that's all because of you since you've gotten to my core.
There's parts of me I've shown no one else,
and you're always there to give me help.
Time will go one and things will fade,
but you'll always be there to make my day.
Aug 2018 · 179
Something Eternal
Even though we just met,
it's felt like I've known you forever,
I can't get enough of our time together.
I didn't know the meaning of eternity,
until you met me,
and every moment with you,
is just a slow dance,
a ticking clock,
I never want it to stop,
keeping my mind and spirits up,
and with you I'm always on top.
I didn't know the meaning of eternal,
before you,
something that can take me far and beyond,
and I know it'll never end.
I've never been this comfortable so fast,
it helps ensures that I know this will last.
I'm starting a journey that will last forever,
and I don't know where it'll go but I know I never,
want this to end.
You see how good we mesh,
how we just clicked,
and how there's nothing that could get you to hate me.
My favorite moments is how we talk all night,
all day,
about everything.
I've opened myself up in ways to nobody else,
and given you an insight to how I work,
and I know you're always be my worth.
If I ever had to pick one moment that would last forever,
it'll be any moment that I've had with you,
because you're so special too.
Aug 2018 · 269
Never again
I'll never be with you again,
even though now and then,
I can't stop thinking of you,
everything has turned to blue,
and now you're with someone new.
I don't understand what was wrong with me,
I tried to be perfect,
but I guess I wasn't worth it,
and now I'm alone,
in my home,
without you next to me,
and everytime I close my eyes it's only you I see.
I didn't want it to end,
I thought it was forever but then,
you decided you were tired of me,
that I couldn't be,
there for you anymore,
I thought I was the one you adored,
but that's not true,
and I'll never have that again,
and every now and then,
something reminds me of you,
and I'm suddenly,
flooded with the memories,
of everything we had.
I was so glad when you were with me,
and then you said you didn't love me.
I was crushed and demolished,
my heart was a crater,
and there was no later.
Now I hear you're with someone else,
it opened up that pain to a new freshness,
and I became a mess.
I know I'll be OK,
I've got to be OK,
the pain will fade and the memories will become faint.
I have to tell myself that,
it's the only way to cope,
but I still can't help it there will forever be a hole,
because now it's over and I'll never have my one again.
Aug 2018 · 214
The masks that I wear
Every where I go,
the people will never know,
all the masks that I wear,
and the feelings I bare.
I always have a smile on my face,
but sometimes that feels out of place,
I try to tell them the truth,
but I can't hurt them so I find something else to say.
In my own way,
I think I'm protecting them,
but bottling up just kills me inside.
I try to hide,
but if I wait too long,
I might burst from the pain,
it's slowly driving me insane,
going so high and low,
on the tides of these thoughts,
experiences,
and memories,
I'm just trying to find me,
again and I know once I've found away to take this mask off,
I can speak the truth again.
Aug 2018 · 326
We're better together
I've had to do some thinking,
sometimes it's like I'm sinking,
and I want to dig out,
but my tools have rusted,
been left out in the weather,
but you showed up with the umbrella,
over the rain in my heart.
You showed me the truth I was missing,
the pieces I wasn't seeing,
and you were able to get the parts in the middle,
while I was only able to see the corners.
I want to fix everything before it's too late,
before I've made the worst mistake,
but I know you'll be there to set me straight.
We'll have each other to make the right choices,
and not listen to those voices,
that can drown your thoughts,
and only let the negative rise.
Together we can weather any tide,
because our boat is built of a sturdy material of trust,
and even though we might hurt the other with our thoughts,
we know it's not on purpose,
and it's just helping our circle of honesty,
that has made us completely,
capable and able bodied individuals,
were apart we were weak,
but together we've become something so strong,
it's what legends are made of.

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