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Friendship is male, Friendship is female, Friendship is love, Friendship is support. Make friendship a reality, And you shall understand. It is a dream that cannot be shaken, It is dream that can never be awakened. Practice power in friendship, But do not practice power over friendship, Win a true friendship, but do not fake the friendship. Friendship ends with broken promises, Friendship ends where trust melts, Where time becomes unimportant, But hold your hands together. Make the dark, light, Make the cry, laugh, Make the heart, love, Make the friendship spring, like roses.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 5:59 PM UTC
Friendship
<> The Instigation: Edmund  Black, commenting on “weary weighted,” I agree with Kim; This is poetry at its best :)“ <•> *both of you shush! there is no “better” in poetry mine yours theirs, alive or not, just gasps tears and blood whimsical smiles and isles cuts and burns of pained revelations, hidden in fog, that words try to delete away, through the shrouded mists of human tissues, unconstrained by the bounded shape of the human cell, our first, our own self-imposed jail tissue, too, baby soft, or, purple beating majestic bruised blotches by those weaklings whose kindness never fully developed;   or old man mine whose skin cells erodes, so poems and light weary weighted, lightly flake off for your “betterment” mostly tho for worse good humans all await, in patientce lightly hidden, residents of dark sunspots in the glaring existence exposer of the unlit lighthouse whose time will come they get it how we get there unimportant get there GET THERE get there that is the poetic mission critical no path best or style preferred- no compare just, but, any path that lifts and elevates, to the commonplace* the common place *where all costarred, universal, where common is the temple mount of highest praise, holy smoke rising, a place that that discloses and closes, is scribed/described honestly as a connective, which is the simplest successive call my poems, blessedly common! that an honorable, so gladly accepted and so much more meaning-full than merely best or better* for that, I’d gladly weep, for no praise ever been bettered 8/2/18 406pm on the jitney to my isle
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 4:15 PM UTC
the common place... (for Kim Johanna Baker & Edmund Black)
<> The Instigation: Edmund  Black, commenting on “weary weighted,” I agree with Kim; This is poetry at its best :)“ <•> *both of you shush! there is no “better” in poetry mine yours theirs, alive or not, just gasps tears and blood whimsical smiles and isles cuts and burns of pained revelations, hidden in fog, that words try to delete away, through the shrouded mists of human tissues, unconstrained by the bounded shape of the human cell, our first, our own self-imposed jail tissue, too, baby soft, or, purple beating majestic bruised blotches by those weaklings whose kindness never fully developed;   or old man mine whose skin cells erodes, so poems and light weary weighted, lightly flake off for your “betterment” mostly tho for worse good humans all await, in patientce lightly hidden, residents of dark sunspots in the glaring existence exposer of the unlit lighthouse whose time will come they get it how we get there unimportant get there GET THERE get there that is the poetic mission critical no path best or style preferred- no compare just, but, any path that lifts and elevates, to the commonplace* the common place *where all costarred, universal, where common is the temple mount of highest praise, holy smoke rising, a place that that discloses and closes, is scribed/described honestly as a connective, which is the simplest successive call my poems, blessedly common! that an honorable, so gladly accepted and so much more meaning-full than merely best or better* for that, I’d gladly weep, for no praise ever been bettered 8/2/18 406pm on the jitney to my isle
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When you think you are addicted to being liked, when you feel like the unimportant ones don't like you. When you feel sorry for yourself, for being loved by only those who matter. When you think all you have is not enough. You're wrong, go to sleep.
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Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 7:26 PM UTC
unappreciated efforts
i. the curly, green-haired leo with the cry-baby tattoo on her left calf; fish net stockings and loud guitar playing and menthol cigarettes. driving through the park at 9 pm, ***** shots, the white house with the a-frame roof, hugs that made your heart feel as warm as she did crying as i left my room again to be intertwined with a girl who did not love me, but i wanted to; months pass, lonely car rides with one-sided conversations and seven years gone, quiet disconnection that made you feel as cold as i did ii. brown eyes, brown skin, round glasses and chicago streetlights. holding each other close on the subway lakehouse parties in the beginning of spring and pisces season and tarot readings and soft kisses on the train. holding hands at the aquarium, sweet poetry and calm and a sense of oneness that made you feel important hurt for the third time a panic, a loss i held their heart in my hands and let it fall harsh unimportant i still carry the guilt on my fingertips iii. short hair. freckled cheeks, i fell in love with the way the skin crinkled around her eyes when she smiled. an apartment, a home built around our lips touching wrapped in blankets on the couch, dense smoke and her hand on my leg while she drove. chinese food and waking up against her chest and laughing so hard my ribs hurt crashing. her anger withering away my heartstrings; pain and crying alone in the bathtub moving away drunk tears on the interstate punching my thighs in place of the way her words made me hurt
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Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
people i lost last year (and how i lost them)
i. the curly, green-haired leo with the cry-baby tattoo on her left calf; fish net stockings and loud guitar playing and menthol cigarettes. driving through the park at 9 pm, ***** shots, the white house with the a-frame roof, hugs that made your heart feel as warm as she did crying as i left my room again to be intertwined with a girl who did not love me, but i wanted to; months pass, lonely car rides with one-sided conversations and seven years gone, quiet disconnection that made you feel as cold as i did ii. brown eyes, brown skin, round glasses and chicago streetlights. holding each other close on the subway lakehouse parties in the beginning of spring and pisces season and tarot readings and soft kisses on the train. holding hands at the aquarium, sweet poetry and calm and a sense of oneness that made you feel important hurt for the third time a panic, a loss i held their heart in my hands and let it fall harsh unimportant i still carry the guilt on my fingertips iii. short hair. freckled cheeks, i fell in love with the way the skin crinkled around her eyes when she smiled. an apartment, a home built around our lips touching wrapped in blankets on the couch, dense smoke and her hand on my leg while she drove. chinese food and waking up against her chest and laughing so hard my ribs hurt crashing. her anger withering away my heartstrings; pain and crying alone in the bathtub moving away drunk tears on the interstate punching my thighs in place of the way her words made me hurt
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my clumsy limbs                            held together with wet cement               taught rubber bands                          struggle to bind my flesh I am but a mess of unimportant matter another aimless being to fill the space     unique for my twisted thoughts   hysterically pleading with a calm face                     speaking warped words i do not mean          lips sealed like the lid on my boiling ***                       dumping oppressed feeling into its contents                                      bubbling over sweetly burning my raw skin hot blistered I hide behind my cotton disguise my misshapen body covered in a gruesome sweat                          sickening wounds throb for the sight of others                           witness my plague of dry sobs and cigarettes                         and so i shriek silently like my sister and father hold my tongue saturated with sour emotion my poorly constructed moth-eaten being self sabotages in a desperate motion
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Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
w0rse f0r wear
The Canvas (c)08-25-2012 A canvas sets on the edge of greatness and beauty, blank, waiting for the touch of the master’s hand. She takes charge of what is to be. Gentle strokes, broad strokes, strokes that caress the canvas… leaving the marks of imagination, transforming nothing into beauty. The image emerges revealing the thoughts and desires and power of the canvas. It is breath-taking to the beholder. She understands the difference between OK and great. Nothing will do but great. It must emulate the original. It must be the original! So it is with our canvas of life. We start life as a blank canvas. Brush strokes are made by those around us as we begin to grow. Made by mom, dad, friend and strangers alike. All try to add their image to our canvas. An image of who they think we are. As we grow into the artist we strive to be, we accept or reject the strokes of others and create a portrait we strive to become. Some strokes by others can leave an off color, covering who we really strive to be. A brush stroke that is not us can be covered by our touch, our color, our imagination of who we are, adding integrity to the texture and hue. Revealing an inner beauty as the artist of our life takes control, guiding our hand, adding the touches that transform the canvas from OK to great. The Artist chooses the colors, the brushes from which she wants to define her life. The decisions are hers to make as she selects the shades of color, or even black and white, that will define her life. She paints a portrait of peace and joy, of self-less love for family and friends.. All else is unimportant. The things of past are covered. Today and tomorrow are forming a painting that will be great. Letting the Master’s Hand guide our hand, we find freedom flowing freely onto and into our canvas. In doing His will in our life, we are set free. A freedom indescribable at times as we are lost to the distractions of the past. Caught up in the hope and love of today. The Master guides our hand, willingly or even unwillingly at times in our artistic endeavor. As we learn to relax and give Him control of our hands, He reveals the beauty that is within us. It is great. I have heard being an artist and painting described as being easy but living life as being difficult and unsure. Life can be described as a series of brush strokes, choices. Some can destroy the beauty intended for our canvas. Some strokes can create breath-taking beauty which radiates outward, inspiring the ones observing our portrait. This was inspired by a young friend of mine, she left a few brush strokes on my life. They will not be painted over. They will be treasured, remembered for a long time to come. When I look into a mirror, I want to see Jesus, the Creator of my portrait.
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Aug 30, 2012
Aug 30, 2012 at 11:58 PM UTC
The Canvas
The Canvas (c)08-25-2012 A canvas sets on the edge of greatness and beauty, blank, waiting for the touch of the master’s hand. She takes charge of what is to be. Gentle strokes, broad strokes, strokes that caress the canvas… leaving the marks of imagination, transforming nothing into beauty. The image emerges revealing the thoughts and desires and power of the canvas. It is breath-taking to the beholder. She understands the difference between OK and great. Nothing will do but great. It must emulate the original. It must be the original! So it is with our canvas of life. We start life as a blank canvas. Brush strokes are made by those around us as we begin to grow. Made by mom, dad, friend and strangers alike. All try to add their image to our canvas. An image of who they think we are. As we grow into the artist we strive to be, we accept or reject the strokes of others and create a portrait we strive to become. Some strokes by others can leave an off color, covering who we really strive to be. A brush stroke that is not us can be covered by our touch, our color, our imagination of who we are, adding integrity to the texture and hue. Revealing an inner beauty as the artist of our life takes control, guiding our hand, adding the touches that transform the canvas from OK to great. The Artist chooses the colors, the brushes from which she wants to define her life. The decisions are hers to make as she selects the shades of color, or even black and white, that will define her life. She paints a portrait of peace and joy, of self-less love for family and friends.. All else is unimportant. The things of past are covered. Today and tomorrow are forming a painting that will be great. Letting the Master’s Hand guide our hand, we find freedom flowing freely onto and into our canvas. In doing His will in our life, we are set free. A freedom indescribable at times as we are lost to the distractions of the past. Caught up in the hope and love of today. The Master guides our hand, willingly or even unwillingly at times in our artistic endeavor. As we learn to relax and give Him control of our hands, He reveals the beauty that is within us. It is great. I have heard being an artist and painting described as being easy but living life as being difficult and unsure. Life can be described as a series of brush strokes, choices. Some can destroy the beauty intended for our canvas. Some strokes can create breath-taking beauty which radiates outward, inspiring the ones observing our portrait. This was inspired by a young friend of mine, she left a few brush strokes on my life. They will not be painted over. They will be treasured, remembered for a long time to come. When I look into a mirror, I want to see Jesus, the Creator of my portrait.
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She hates that she is a woman The putrefying weakness perceived in the curves of her body The naivete shown in her blues With the unintentional flutter of butterfly lashes That refuse to meet the glances of those that pass by The fear-- Of what? That stereotypes are true? She doesn't even know And it sickens her. She sickens herself. She hates that she is white The blandest vanilla The marble statue Somehow revered Worshiped Privileged But simultaneously overlooked Boring Unimportant The Caucasian mongrel In light of the fact that her People Have no proud history Which she can name herself heir to She hates that she is middle class Not poor enough to struggle Not rich enough to be free Just situated dully in the middle A footnote in the statistic That they tell her she must use To identify herself She hates that her belief system Has to be called by a name That she has to choose To be a part of a group As part of her "identity" And she is not allowed To stand by her own integrity She hates that she is American The pudgy, loud-mouthed, laterally-speaking nation The brashly jumps into conflict Guns blazing As its political system decays In the stench of its overwhelming debt and corruption But in truth She hates That they force her To whittle her essence down Into Gender, Race, Class, Religion, and Nationality A vomit-inducing statistic As if there was nothing more to her Than the facts surrounding her existence
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Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC
Her Statistic
You changed me Although you’re not here now I’m disappointed you can’t see who I’ve become I started growing the first time you hugged me The force of your arms Wrapped like a ribbon Around a birthday present that is my body You controlled everything With that universal remote on your wrist I’m surprised my emotions wouldn’t flicker Each time you pressed a button You had so many faces Often times I felt as if I was looking in a mirror Not to say I love my own reflection But those who know me well will say “I look like my personality” You know, Headphones nowadays are two ear buds It’s not meant to go in both ears Both rather so you can have Someone to share your music with Some songs are harder to listen to than others But I’m getting better Do you keep my heart in your fanny-pack? Unzip it like a pulse Keep it next to other unimportant things Cell phone, money, gum I can’t walk gravel roads like I used to Or see lightning bugs the same again I know it’s not right to do But when I’m with a girl I compare her with you Needless to say they never size up So here I am single, which is funny to me People give me compliments like you used to My dimple, the smile and how I act Living with laughter on a mountain You were the echo That made me think Someone else was trying to talk back Now that it’s gone I’m talking to myself I’d take a rocket to the moon with you If you fell, I too would faint And now, Every time I smoke Upwards Into the night sky I am surrounded By a billion ***** of light And they scream your middle name
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Dec 28, 2010
Dec 28, 2010 at 1:29 AM UTC
Nerdy Starr Girl
You changed me Although you’re not here now I’m disappointed you can’t see who I’ve become I started growing the first time you hugged me The force of your arms Wrapped like a ribbon Around a birthday present that is my body You controlled everything With that universal remote on your wrist I’m surprised my emotions wouldn’t flicker Each time you pressed a button You had so many faces Often times I felt as if I was looking in a mirror Not to say I love my own reflection But those who know me well will say “I look like my personality” You know, Headphones nowadays are two ear buds It’s not meant to go in both ears Both rather so you can have Someone to share your music with Some songs are harder to listen to than others But I’m getting better Do you keep my heart in your fanny-pack? Unzip it like a pulse Keep it next to other unimportant things Cell phone, money, gum I can’t walk gravel roads like I used to Or see lightning bugs the same again I know it’s not right to do But when I’m with a girl I compare her with you Needless to say they never size up So here I am single, which is funny to me People give me compliments like you used to My dimple, the smile and how I act Living with laughter on a mountain You were the echo That made me think Someone else was trying to talk back Now that it’s gone I’m talking to myself I’d take a rocket to the moon with you If you fell, I too would faint And now, Every time I smoke Upwards Into the night sky I am surrounded By a billion ***** of light And they scream your middle name
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I am not overweight Yet I don't love being a size eight The media criticizing me Hypnotizing me Making me feel unimportant I know you sympathize with me But I am worth it Part of Gods eternal purpose My thick thighs Are beauty in His eyes And I don't have to worry about being unworthy When I'm giving God the glory he deserves My self image is perseved By Genesis 1:27 Or Ecclesiastes 3:11 He is constantly reminding me That world is full of lies Hiding behind the guise That I need to change Or rearrange myself to be loved This is untrue The God of heaven and earth Created and loves me And everyone of you
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Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 6:08 PM UTC
Beauty of Thick Thighs
Busy people… Oh so busy people…. You step real hard when you walk real fast With your busy scowls on your busy faces Making busy wrinkles in your busy forehead From thinking all those Wondrous… and Special… Busy thoughts… **** sho too busy to Make small talk… or Ask about… or Even be pleasant to Us regular people… Oh so busy… Would make an old man wait for 6 hours For the answer to a 5 minute question… Cuz you busy… Too busy to even answer the phone Especially…  If you know who’s callin’… Sho too busy…Way too busy… To answer For the likes of me… or even him… cuz That’s not what you busy people do… We should all Just be happy To have your Wondrous… and Special… and Busy self To be Ignored by But Oh Mr. Busy… One day… Mayhap… You will look up from your busy-ness… and Find that there are No more some bodies To step past real hard… or To dismiss… as unimportant With your busy scowl and busy wrinkled forehead No more callers To  ignore… or un-pleasantries to share Cuz you,  yourself,  have gotten Unpleasantly old And every body else Is just too busy…
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Mar 26, 2012
Mar 26, 2012 at 7:19 PM UTC
Too Busy
I’ve fallen head over heels. Crazed into an unknown and different love. And this time I know. I know it’s different. So different; because my heart beats differently now. Not out of sync. Not out of place. Not beating in pain. It beats like it was meant too; in rhythm to something that matters. Into something that might change you. Into becoming perfect in someone’s eyes. The beauty of something so real, makes everything seem like diamonds. All unique; always and endlessly lasting forever. Communicating sweet gestures and making love seem like a person. You patiently wait and watch it grow. Into a gorgeous emotion. That will never leave your sight. Because now. It’s a part of you; a part of your life. I’ve landed in the arms of someone who makes my bones weak. But manages to keep me together with simple sentences. You are stunningly beautiful. You are everything I could ever want in a person. You give me butterflies when I see you. It makes you fall to pieces. Crumbling like your favourite dessert, but still tasting ever-so sweet. You melt. But you are still intact; more intact you ever thought you could be. And you smile, making you feel whole again. Completing the jig-saw puzzle of your life. We all dream. Of a love which will carry us away. That will make us feel like a fantasy in our own special movie. And we’ll live happily ever after, regardless of where we are. Never doubting anything that may come your way. A love so powerful, that the settings don’t matter. Only the two of you count. Time seems so unimportant when you’re together, because you know what makes you grin. Living your dream, with that one person. Who makes the day all worth it. So I’ve fallen head over heels. Into something I never prepared for. Into something most people can only dream of. And in that moment, when you feel the love in your soul. You are at peace. Cuddling up to the one who made it all happen. Thinking... “Thank you, for making my dreams become real” And they’ll smile, and say “I would never take it back. Your love gets me through the day.” The psychic bond, of the minds. And you’ll melt together, like ice-cream on a chocolate cake. So sweet, so right together, and the moment will last forever. Like lovers.
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Aug 26, 2010
Aug 26, 2010 at 4:07 AM UTC
Head over Heels
I’ve fallen head over heels. Crazed into an unknown and different love. And this time I know. I know it’s different. So different; because my heart beats differently now. Not out of sync. Not out of place. Not beating in pain. It beats like it was meant too; in rhythm to something that matters. Into something that might change you. Into becoming perfect in someone’s eyes. The beauty of something so real, makes everything seem like diamonds. All unique; always and endlessly lasting forever. Communicating sweet gestures and making love seem like a person. You patiently wait and watch it grow. Into a gorgeous emotion. That will never leave your sight. Because now. It’s a part of you; a part of your life. I’ve landed in the arms of someone who makes my bones weak. But manages to keep me together with simple sentences. You are stunningly beautiful. You are everything I could ever want in a person. You give me butterflies when I see you. It makes you fall to pieces. Crumbling like your favourite dessert, but still tasting ever-so sweet. You melt. But you are still intact; more intact you ever thought you could be. And you smile, making you feel whole again. Completing the jig-saw puzzle of your life. We all dream. Of a love which will carry us away. That will make us feel like a fantasy in our own special movie. And we’ll live happily ever after, regardless of where we are. Never doubting anything that may come your way. A love so powerful, that the settings don’t matter. Only the two of you count. Time seems so unimportant when you’re together, because you know what makes you grin. Living your dream, with that one person. Who makes the day all worth it. So I’ve fallen head over heels. Into something I never prepared for. Into something most people can only dream of. And in that moment, when you feel the love in your soul. You are at peace. Cuddling up to the one who made it all happen. Thinking... “Thank you, for making my dreams become real” And they’ll smile, and say “I would never take it back. Your love gets me through the day.” The psychic bond, of the minds. And you’ll melt together, like ice-cream on a chocolate cake. So sweet, so right together, and the moment will last forever. Like lovers.
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Happy as something unimportant and free as a thing unimportant. As something no one prizes and which does not prize itself. As something mocked by all and which mocks at their mockery. As laughter without serious reason. As a yell able to out yell itself. Happy as no matter what, as any no matter what. Happy as a dog’s tail.
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Happy as a Dog’s Tail
Worthlessness: The state of feeling unimportant and useless. This type of feeling is one that hits you directly in the center of your core, picking at your soul. One that makes your stomach feel saggy and your eyes like craters of the sea that over flows and blurs your sight. Worthlessness is one that hinders the passing time as well your ability to move forward and it can come out of the void of extensive thinking. It can cause your words to errupt and crackle off your tongue, only to be washed away by the heavy rain into a puddle of regret and sorrow. All I see on the horizon is a dark blue hue that Cascades over the whole world. All I feel is the bitter, frozen winds and the soft snow that numbs my skin. All I can think of is black and grey clouds that wrap me up and block out any light that reaches out to me. All that I receive for my rescue is a big brown ship that says "I'm sorry, the weight you carry is too much for us", then sails away, leaving me to drown in the middle of the ocean.
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Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 3:31 PM UTC
Worthlessness
***the bells ring and ring distant and unimportant but they speak warning.***
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Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC
distant
I lift my head ever so slightly, snuggle back in. When do we ever really owe ourselves? And what? Respect? A second chance? Slumber is what we deprive ourselves, or make bed-ridden with guilt, when we should rejoice. I am at peace when the phone is unimportant, and I forget the day of the week. Hell, this poem was perhaps my biggest feat. But I'll tell you more, once I get some more sleep.
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
Unsinned 2: Sloth
(for Cyril Connolly) The piers are pummelled by the waves; In a lonely field the rain Lashes an abandoned train; Outlaws fill the mountain caves. Fantastic grow the evening gowns; Agents of the Fisc pursue Absconding tax-defaulters through The sewers of provincial towns. Private rites of magic send The temple prostitutes to sleep; All the literati keep An imaginary friend. Cerebrotonic Cato may Extol the Ancient Disciplines, But the muscle-bound Marines Mutiny for food and pay. Caesar's double-bed is warm As an unimportant clerk Writes I DO NOT LIKE MY WORK On a pink official form. Unendowed with wealth or pity, Little birds with scarlet legs, Sitting on their speckled eggs, Eye each flu-infected city. Altogether elsewhere, vast Herds of reindeer move across Miles and miles of golden moss, Silently and very fast.
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The Fall of Rome
You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because, in one of the spun sugar fragile sequences of the events in your life, it works out. There is a place, somewhere amidst star stuff and cosmic collisions, where you are not the problem daughter or the biggest disappointment or the most regretted kiss. There is a place where you sink into a desk in your eight a.m. class and a boy with bags under his eyes and a hole-y sweater pulled over his knuckles says, "hi." There is a place where your father comes back from the war with sand grit in his eyes, blood under his fingernails and lets you save him.  There is a place where you live in India, where you aren't afraid to love, where everything hurts less, where you stopped punishing yourself for the faults of your parents. You are a girl. Not a dart board or a guilty verdict or the final, desperate ****** of a sword through someone's chest. You are made of the same stuff as Marie Antoinette and Catherine the Great and Elizabeth, and you can command the winds too. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because no one ever asked you about the scars on your thighs but that doesn't make them nonexistent or unimportant. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because you've grown: stronger in some ways and weaker in others, but you are still a result of rhapsodies in violet and trees bowed to the sea and soldiers with wind burn on their cheeks. Tonight, you are going to wrap your own arms around your own chest and breathe, swaying silently to no music. You are going to memorize the sound of silence, and you are going to listen hard for the even, jagged, pitter patter of your heart. You are going to thank your body for waging war against itself, you are going to apologize to your head for bruising your heart. You are going to feel the roughness of the floor and the vastness of the entire world and all of the eventualities spread before you. You are going to remember that this is only one, that atoms and molecules are flighty, whimsical, prone to selfishness and longing for the promise of stability. You are going to press your lips to your own wrists and know, as surely as Anne Boleyn knew when she walked to the guillotine, that no one can save you but yourself. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because you are not an accident of the multiverse. You are purposeful and beautiful and young and reckless with your feelings, but you are not a mistake. Listen to the trembling of your heartbeat and breathe. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight.
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 12:51 PM UTC
Why You Aren't Going to **** Yourself Tonight
You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because, in one of the spun sugar fragile sequences of the events in your life, it works out. There is a place, somewhere amidst star stuff and cosmic collisions, where you are not the problem daughter or the biggest disappointment or the most regretted kiss. There is a place where you sink into a desk in your eight a.m. class and a boy with bags under his eyes and a hole-y sweater pulled over his knuckles says, "hi." There is a place where your father comes back from the war with sand grit in his eyes, blood under his fingernails and lets you save him.  There is a place where you live in India, where you aren't afraid to love, where everything hurts less, where you stopped punishing yourself for the faults of your parents. You are a girl. Not a dart board or a guilty verdict or the final, desperate ****** of a sword through someone's chest. You are made of the same stuff as Marie Antoinette and Catherine the Great and Elizabeth, and you can command the winds too. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because no one ever asked you about the scars on your thighs but that doesn't make them nonexistent or unimportant. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because you've grown: stronger in some ways and weaker in others, but you are still a result of rhapsodies in violet and trees bowed to the sea and soldiers with wind burn on their cheeks. Tonight, you are going to wrap your own arms around your own chest and breathe, swaying silently to no music. You are going to memorize the sound of silence, and you are going to listen hard for the even, jagged, pitter patter of your heart. You are going to thank your body for waging war against itself, you are going to apologize to your head for bruising your heart. You are going to feel the roughness of the floor and the vastness of the entire world and all of the eventualities spread before you. You are going to remember that this is only one, that atoms and molecules are flighty, whimsical, prone to selfishness and longing for the promise of stability. You are going to press your lips to your own wrists and know, as surely as Anne Boleyn knew when she walked to the guillotine, that no one can save you but yourself. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight because you are not an accident of the multiverse. You are purposeful and beautiful and young and reckless with your feelings, but you are not a mistake. Listen to the trembling of your heartbeat and breathe. You aren't going to **** yourself tonight.
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*Being unemployed is like…. Being stuck in a hole in the ground with a broken leg and no cell phone, while surrounded all on sides by people who ignore your very existence, or treat you as if you are less than…. well…anything. Their silhouettes casting quickly passing shadows on the concrete around you. No one offering you a hand. Each time you reach out for help you are rejected coolly and professionally. No one wants a failure, but they also don’t want the responsibility of helping to create a success. The ones who do reach out for you, don’t really care about your success or well-being. They see a quick buck, easy to replace or move past, should you realize you are worth more than their verbal abuse and manipulation. No one wants a self-valuing person either. They don’t even want a human, with thoughts emotions and memories. All hiring businesses want, is a robot to do their every bidding with no complaints, no questions asked, even if that person’s health or sanity is on the line. Or even their life. In a world created by ourselves, we are unimportant.*
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Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 12:07 AM UTC
Unemployed
1. Her thick brow, Is only her choice. A stance against norms. 2. Ribbons and flowers, All tangled in her hair. A decorative crown, But beauty is not defined here. 3. She had many lovers, Of many kinds. But promiscuity, Does not define worth. 4. Drink more than the men. To dance with a love, They can never have. 5. Politics are unimportant, Only the ideas in your mind. Of equality and charity, But it will leave somebody dead. 6. Be bold and smart. Follow your own direction, Maybe dress like a man 7. When a trolley crashes, Leaving you wishing for death, Draw on your bandage. Don’t let your broken column Break your strength. 8. Don’t fall in love with artists, They drink too much, Cheat too much. And will break your heart 9. Fall in love with artists, A musician, maybe a painter. You’ll never be bored, You’ll always be drunk. 10. Just don’t let them break you, Don’t stop painting because you’re hurt. Don’t give them the satisfaction, Of breaking your wings. 11. You don’t need anyone, When you have wigs to fly. Don’t need feet, Or anyone else. 12. You probably feel like a freak, Like the weirdest person you’ve ever known. But as long as you’re weird with me, You’ll never be weird alone. 13. Make friends with the past, With people you’ve never known. It’ll always be a source of security, No one can leave that’s already gone. I look at Frida through her paint, through her words, through the story of her life she has taught me not to be afraid.
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 10:45 PM UTC
Thirteen ways to look at Frida
1. Her thick brow, Is only her choice. A stance against norms. 2. Ribbons and flowers, All tangled in her hair. A decorative crown, But beauty is not defined here. 3. She had many lovers, Of many kinds. But promiscuity, Does not define worth. 4. Drink more than the men. To dance with a love, They can never have. 5. Politics are unimportant, Only the ideas in your mind. Of equality and charity, But it will leave somebody dead. 6. Be bold and smart. Follow your own direction, Maybe dress like a man 7. When a trolley crashes, Leaving you wishing for death, Draw on your bandage. Don’t let your broken column Break your strength. 8. Don’t fall in love with artists, They drink too much, Cheat too much. And will break your heart 9. Fall in love with artists, A musician, maybe a painter. You’ll never be bored, You’ll always be drunk. 10. Just don’t let them break you, Don’t stop painting because you’re hurt. Don’t give them the satisfaction, Of breaking your wings. 11. You don’t need anyone, When you have wigs to fly. Don’t need feet, Or anyone else. 12. You probably feel like a freak, Like the weirdest person you’ve ever known. But as long as you’re weird with me, You’ll never be weird alone. 13. Make friends with the past, With people you’ve never known. It’ll always be a source of security, No one can leave that’s already gone. I look at Frida through her paint, through her words, through the story of her life she has taught me not to be afraid.
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"you give too much. you're a good person, really. but you give too much. you never want others to feel as alone or as unimportant as you do, so you give & give & give so they can feel good. but in the process, you're only teaching them that you aren't worthy to receive. you're giving & giving & giving & hardly ever giving yourself a chance to receive. so people get used to that. people get used to you giving so much that they feel like they don't even have to try anymore. i know all you know how to do is give... you give without expecting anything in return except genuine appreciation. but then you get sad when you realise giving so much has left you feeling empty because you've given so much to others that you have nothing left to give to yourself. you give too much... there is such a thing as giving too much. continue giving, but realise that there's limits to how much you can give others. stop giving to the point where you feel used, unappreciated & empty. give freely... but there are limits in that giving. you give too much... i think that it's time you gave to yourself." — dear self, stop giving so much.
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Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 1:31 PM UTC
dear self, stop giving so much
Who is left that cares for what's precious and finds a way? is there an awareness that allows for love and caring to be expressed? what ego was more important? what winning or need to feel better was more important? funny how the need to rush away from the most important communications distort every communication always in a hurry to move away from only to never really completely have what is needed for the right communication impatient with this, in judgment of that, closing off all feelings after the next determination all that was missed because of this cell phone or this "appointment" who truly held no self created distraction? where nothing would have interfered with what should have been held in the highest respect for however long it took? what was more important than truth expressed and feelings shown? what deserved making what was precious not a priority? What will sit there as a stone unturned and a pain to ruminate because a mis-communication was digested as truth when it wasn't.   And love wasn't allowed the path to bloom and caring wasn't mutually expressed Funny how the only way I could ever express myself in full is to write a book because nobody involved ever really has the time, patience, open-mindedness and lack of ego and judgment to hear it without changing what it is--being taken away or held in possession of by another to shield what is complete in explaining so why not expose everything and be without judgment, fear, or the ticking clock why not make that the most important thing instead of the short fuse, the agenda that makes it unimportant, the hate that ends all communication Why not love and love with patience, caring, open-mindedness for wasn't there plenty of times where love was needed for you and it was given and given and given some more? Where is the love?   Where is the love that has infinite patience to hear and stay with friction until it no longer is?  Where is what is most PRECIOUS? But the prissy spoile friends say no, and the television personalities say no, and the opinions of others pre-determined yours, and the opinions you chose you are a prisoner of--but why is what is so precious in the overall scheme of things not the most important thing?
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Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Precious
Who is left that cares for what's precious and finds a way? is there an awareness that allows for love and caring to be expressed? what ego was more important? what winning or need to feel better was more important? funny how the need to rush away from the most important communications distort every communication always in a hurry to move away from only to never really completely have what is needed for the right communication impatient with this, in judgment of that, closing off all feelings after the next determination all that was missed because of this cell phone or this "appointment" who truly held no self created distraction? where nothing would have interfered with what should have been held in the highest respect for however long it took? what was more important than truth expressed and feelings shown? what deserved making what was precious not a priority? What will sit there as a stone unturned and a pain to ruminate because a mis-communication was digested as truth when it wasn't.   And love wasn't allowed the path to bloom and caring wasn't mutually expressed Funny how the only way I could ever express myself in full is to write a book because nobody involved ever really has the time, patience, open-mindedness and lack of ego and judgment to hear it without changing what it is--being taken away or held in possession of by another to shield what is complete in explaining so why not expose everything and be without judgment, fear, or the ticking clock why not make that the most important thing instead of the short fuse, the agenda that makes it unimportant, the hate that ends all communication Why not love and love with patience, caring, open-mindedness for wasn't there plenty of times where love was needed for you and it was given and given and given some more? Where is the love?   Where is the love that has infinite patience to hear and stay with friction until it no longer is?  Where is what is most PRECIOUS? But the prissy spoile friends say no, and the television personalities say no, and the opinions of others pre-determined yours, and the opinions you chose you are a prisoner of--but why is what is so precious in the overall scheme of things not the most important thing?
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This is a song to celebrate banks, Because they are full of money and you go into them and all you hear is clinks and clanks, Or maybe a sound like the wind in the trees on the hills, Which is the rustling of the thousand dollar bills. Most bankers dwell in marble halls, Which they get to dwell in because they encourage deposits and discourage withdrawals, And particularly because they all observe one rule which woe betides the banker who fails to heed it, Which is you must never lend any money to anybody unless they don't need it. I know you, you cautious conservative banks! If people are worried about their rent it is your duty to deny them the loan of one nickel, yes, even one copper engraving of the martyred son of the late Nancy Hanks; Yes, if they request fifty dollars to pay for a baby you must look at them like Tarzan looking at an uppity ape in the jungle, And tell them what do they think a bank is, anyhow, they had better go get the money from their wife's aunt or ungle. But suppose people come in and they have a million and they want another million to pile on top of it, Why, you brim with the milk of human kindness and you urge them to accept every drop of it, And you lend them the million so then they have two million and this gives them the idea that they would be better off with four, So they already have two million as security so you have no hesitation in lending them two more, And all the vice-presidents nod their heads in rhythm, And the only question asked is do the borrowers want the money sent or do they want to take it withm. Because I think they deserve our appreciation and thanks, the ********* who go around saying that health and happi- ness are everything and money isn't essential, Because as soon as they have to borrow some unimportant money to maintain their health and happiness they starve to death so they can't go around any more sneering at good old money, which is nothing short of providential.
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Bankers Are Just Like Anybody Else, Except Richer
This is a song to celebrate banks, Because they are full of money and you go into them and all you hear is clinks and clanks, Or maybe a sound like the wind in the trees on the hills, Which is the rustling of the thousand dollar bills. Most bankers dwell in marble halls, Which they get to dwell in because they encourage deposits and discourage withdrawals, And particularly because they all observe one rule which woe betides the banker who fails to heed it, Which is you must never lend any money to anybody unless they don't need it. I know you, you cautious conservative banks! If people are worried about their rent it is your duty to deny them the loan of one nickel, yes, even one copper engraving of the martyred son of the late Nancy Hanks; Yes, if they request fifty dollars to pay for a baby you must look at them like Tarzan looking at an uppity ape in the jungle, And tell them what do they think a bank is, anyhow, they had better go get the money from their wife's aunt or ungle. But suppose people come in and they have a million and they want another million to pile on top of it, Why, you brim with the milk of human kindness and you urge them to accept every drop of it, And you lend them the million so then they have two million and this gives them the idea that they would be better off with four, So they already have two million as security so you have no hesitation in lending them two more, And all the vice-presidents nod their heads in rhythm, And the only question asked is do the borrowers want the money sent or do they want to take it withm. Because I think they deserve our appreciation and thanks, the ********* who go around saying that health and happi- ness are everything and money isn't essential, Because as soon as they have to borrow some unimportant money to maintain their health and happiness they starve to death so they can't go around any more sneering at good old money, which is nothing short of providential.
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One brisk spring afternoon, a boy found himself adventuring down a local forested path. The sun beamed down through the trees, creating golden stips of light that fought their way through the newly grown greenery. The crunch of the earth beneath his feet could be heard from a distance as unimportant thoughts drifted through his mind. He paused and set himself down on a large rock by a bubbling stream. The water created an ambiance that made a rush of calm flow over his mind. His eyes drifted around a bit, taking in his surroundings when suddenly a butterfly flittered down and flew around his face. A smile spread wide across his features as he lifted up his hand to try to catch it. The butterfly grazed his hand, but then flew away as fast as it could, as it was afraid of the boy. He frowned in disappointment, wanting nothing more than the butterfly itself to flutter down onto his hand so he could admire it once more; But he was left in despair. Two more butterflies of the same pattern found themselves drifting along the face of the boy, and he tried to catch them as well, for maybe they would fill in the gap that the first had left. He caught them both, but only briefly, as all butterflies were beautiful, but fleeting. The boy tilted his head in disappointment, and sat there alone for some time, an array of butterflies coming and going, none of them filling the void left by the first. Suddenly, a pure white moth came into view. The boy scowled, unsure of what to make of the moth as it was nothing like the other butterflies that he had encountered before. The moth flittered around his face, and he raised his hands slightly, prepared to swipe the creature away. The moth found itself landing softly on the nose of the boy, its fuzzy little wings tickling his skin upon contact. He couldn’t help but smile, but felt a little uneasy, as he was only used to butterflies. The boy lifted the moth gently from his nose, and perched it on a nearby branch. It’s little wings lifted its body from the perch, and tried to fly back toward the boy, but he gently shood the creature away. Finally, it gave up and landed itself back onto the branch in which the boy had placed it. There the moth stayed, watching the boy chase butterflies endlessly until he could chase no more.
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Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 10:08 PM UTC
A Moth Among Butterflies
One brisk spring afternoon, a boy found himself adventuring down a local forested path. The sun beamed down through the trees, creating golden stips of light that fought their way through the newly grown greenery. The crunch of the earth beneath his feet could be heard from a distance as unimportant thoughts drifted through his mind. He paused and set himself down on a large rock by a bubbling stream. The water created an ambiance that made a rush of calm flow over his mind. His eyes drifted around a bit, taking in his surroundings when suddenly a butterfly flittered down and flew around his face. A smile spread wide across his features as he lifted up his hand to try to catch it. The butterfly grazed his hand, but then flew away as fast as it could, as it was afraid of the boy. He frowned in disappointment, wanting nothing more than the butterfly itself to flutter down onto his hand so he could admire it once more; But he was left in despair. Two more butterflies of the same pattern found themselves drifting along the face of the boy, and he tried to catch them as well, for maybe they would fill in the gap that the first had left. He caught them both, but only briefly, as all butterflies were beautiful, but fleeting. The boy tilted his head in disappointment, and sat there alone for some time, an array of butterflies coming and going, none of them filling the void left by the first. Suddenly, a pure white moth came into view. The boy scowled, unsure of what to make of the moth as it was nothing like the other butterflies that he had encountered before. The moth flittered around his face, and he raised his hands slightly, prepared to swipe the creature away. The moth found itself landing softly on the nose of the boy, its fuzzy little wings tickling his skin upon contact. He couldn’t help but smile, but felt a little uneasy, as he was only used to butterflies. The boy lifted the moth gently from his nose, and perched it on a nearby branch. It’s little wings lifted its body from the perch, and tried to fly back toward the boy, but he gently shood the creature away. Finally, it gave up and landed itself back onto the branch in which the boy had placed it. There the moth stayed, watching the boy chase butterflies endlessly until he could chase no more.
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When I walked in to biology class a couple days back, I found a gum wrapper sitting on my desk. It was torn in half, with the remaining piece folded right side over left. It became apparent that someone had left it there, deeming it unimportant. As I sat there in biology class, bored as hell, I began to twirl that little piece of paper between my fingers. All of the Wrigley's, printed across the outside, became acquainted with the space between my thumb and forefinger. But when the wrapper fell from my grasp and on to the floor, I realized how easy it was to let it. Hours could pass, even days, and no one would bother to look at the crumpled piece of paper sitting on the floor. When I extended my foot to guide it back within my reach, it came to me how appealing the green box of recycling looked too. Here was a gum wrapper, an inanimate object of no apparent value, forgotten by a student. But it was not the breaking of the no gum rule where things went wrong. The real prize, most would argue, was within the wrapper. The rest should be trash. But, despite the laws of recycling, the wrapper was left here, sitting on my desk, in biology class. I decided to pick it up.
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May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 1:16 AM UTC
The Correlation Between Biology Class And Gum Wrappers
I am just another person Unimportant as a speck of dust In this beautiful paradise. But there is something I can do And I'll do it with love and trust and sacrifice. I am just another face in this beautiful world But I will hold your hand And feel your pain. I am just another girl one of life's mysteries But I will embrace my enemy just as I would with my sister. I am only a flicker, and as mysterious as life is I will soon return to the skies But at least I helped my neighbor without thinking of myself. For I know that in being selfless There is bravery. There is love. There is both. For I know that in being selfless Is the bravest thing in this world. Still I am just another And another would be born At least I left a memory of a heart that is warmed.
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 10:44 AM UTC
Selfless Love