I walk to fight
The demons
Of the past
That I fight inside me
So I go out for a walk
I the hopes that this battle
Royale
Can ease off
But sometimes
It does ease
And some times the painfull drama previails
So I take another walk.

In a sea and mountain of liquid mercury
One of the toxic elements
There on top is a yellowwish
Orangery topazy with
Silver spheres
Problebly baodings of  varying sizes
Is this a dream or did I take my meds

In the parking lot
Two friend
Talk to eacother
Catching up and
Remembering the good
Old days before
Te pink and purple vaporwave sky disappears
Into the night.

Purple ocean
Purple waves
Pink sky and
Purple clouds
This cruise as gone vaporwave
And soon everything is in pixels......
Some vacation!!!!

Freaking rush hour
I am either
Trying to get home
Or get to a flight
This time it's a flight
And there are many cars
Stop and go
Will I make it to my flight
On time
Or will I miss it because of
Rush hour.

Shouldn't we all
Be hippies
And flower childrrn
For they are happy
Kind
And easy going
The world would
Be a better and
Happier place.

Antarctica
A lifeless
Cold barren
Waste land at
The other end of the world
But when I see it
I see life
Possibilities
And a interesting place
Think positive.

As the cruise ship
Lives the city
I wonder what
Awaits
On the other side of
the pond

My emotions twisted up
and destructive
like a tornado
Watch out for my mood
The winds
And my annoyance the
Window speed
Watch it I might tear your roof
Off.
Stay out of my way.

Who ever said
Love and forget
Is wrong
You will love
And you want to remember
Unless
They betray you
Then love and forget.

Hey squashhead
See that blood on your lip
It's not from a fight
It from a fight you
Are going to have
With cancer
A fight
You mostly not win
If you keep on freaking smoking
That blood is from your damaged longs

As the light hit s the out line over her face
Just by the outline
That this is
A tortured
Soul both
Spiritually
And physically
For she
Had childhood trauma in her life
But as broken as she is
She tougher than leather
Ans wants to live life

Try learning that
You very first love
Is druggie
And has ***
When she used to be so brilliant
And loving
And full of life
When you two had
So much in common
That is pain
Right there.

You want to know about pain
Try going to sleep
Having nightmares about
Your trauma

You want to know about pain
Try waking up to
The flashbacks
Of the physical
Torture
You endured

Want to know about about pain
Try having people trigger you


Try living with it all your f*cking life

Don't
Let
Your
Colours
Fade
Away
On
You.

My loving Hill
My sweet heart, I cannot wait to start and finish med school. So we can be together both as lovers and coworkers. Two pathologists, two persons one soul.
I hope that your kisses taste as sweat as your sound.

Your lover
Starry

Love has come and gone
The trust is fleeting
Like blossoms
On a tree
How can I tell witch is
Loving fact
Or hurtful lie
When you betray
Our love
I am like seasons
I come in phases
And I know that I will find
Another in the spring
Sorry.
Most
move
on.

Dearest darling Hill Morty
I am writing this told tell you them I wasn't able to talk to you my love. Our loving conversations  that which we have keep me sane. I cannot til we me and have that first real kiss. I can just feel it now.


Your lover
Starry.

One night
God and the great satan
Were in the graveyard
Hoping
To
Switch
And trade souls
From the
Blessed
And from the ******
The blessed when to paradise
And
The ******
Where cast
Into the hell fire
Every Halloween.

As the anime thinker
Is contemplating
On her pas
She
Thinks
Msny
Different things
From
The good
To the not so good
But she sits and stares
Of
In to
Space
As if catatonic
Or ******
But then
She realizes
Don't
Let your
Colours
Fade.

As the boeing's engines
Start
To fail
A
Gaint purple butterfly swaps in
To save
The plane
It's passengers
And its crew
From certain
Destruction

As I go
Stargazing
I see that someonr
Took
A sharpie
And draw all over the sky
As the sun sets
These
Doddles
Are the work of the creator
For only
It can do this
Much
Detail
In a drawing

The love we shared
With each other
Has gone to hell
And back
Now our love
Forms the stars
Of the Dippers

As
I
find
love
The whole universe cracks
And the fabric of
time and space
rips.

The bull
The drama
The cheating
The lies
The trust of another
The Loyalty
The compassion
The romance
and passion.
The caring

Dad stop
Forcing me to
smile and laugh
I am not a dog or cat
I will
Smile and laugh
On my terms
Thanks.

Did I will
Started smiling
And being respectful
When people aren't going to try to cure
Ptsd
And autism
But accept people like me
As we are
Human

Have
You
Ever
Been
Hated
For
Something
Traumatic
Happening
To
You­
And
Been
The
****
Of
Ignorance
And
Stereotyping
Because
Of
It.

Since the TV
Industry
Looks down upon
My fellow sufferers
Of PTSD
I look at the TV with derision
Look down at it
I do watch it
For the ignorance
It prepelles.

Dear Unfollower
I have a medical condition
With a name and
That name is
Post traumatic stress disorder
If you don't
Enjoy or
Like the things I
Write about then
Forever hold you peace
Thank you

PTSD is a form
Of stress, anxiety, and worry
It is not a flipping
Excuse to
Act like animal
So criminals grow up
And admit you faults
Cause this is
******* me off.

This is no
Ordernary bus
You do go on it
To go to work
Or to school
Unless
Work and school is
Battle field
And your job is to save the world.

The guy looks like he is going
To climb Mt Everest
But that axe isn't for ice
It's for fighting off enimes
And saving the world
Swing he will
If you get in the way of
His goals.

This pink teddybear
Is not like all
Pink teddybears
You don't want to take
Her to the hospital
Or to a sleepover
For she has
An additude
And
A foul mouth

With the fact that
This young woman
Did a lot more
Than house work
And Imvu
This week she
Proudly holds
Up a star
Offering it
To the creater.

The bartender asked
Dark matter
What do you Want to
Drink
He said that he wanted
A tiny star
Innocent
On the rocks
Thus the star is gone.

Little star
As Rihanna
Said
Shine bright like
A diamond
A diamond in the sky
Or star.

This empty
Bottle of Lemonade
Though ankockious
It my minds play thing
I can set it up
Take pics
The way I want to.

The
On the stone wall
There stands
An empty bottle of
Lemonade
It was throughly
Enjoyed
By the person
Who left it there.

As I fly in
My private jet
I sea as we climb allitude
The clouds rolling
Over the mountains
As the sun rises
What a wonder full
Sight.

The rosd to
Turkestan
Is along
And ordugious
One
But if you think it is
With it
Then take the trip
There are many landscape and scenes
From history.

Cry me a river
For crying
Is the best
Way to let it out
With out
Using the F word
There is no shame in it.

Little girl
Don't do it
There is hope
There is a light at the end of
Of the tunnel
Silver linings
And without darkness
We cannot see the moon
And the stars.
We All go through this at some point.

We all
Change places
We All change time and history
We All change our
Thoughts
But
We can change the future
For the better.

Dear
Desperate person
I just want you to
Know that I am hear
If you need me
Need and ear to sound off on
Some to get you through
This hard time.

When I see a
Clear dusk sky
In the evening
I like to imagine
That
We have more neighbors
In our solar system
And that we have more moon
Like that of a scifi or fantasy novel
Back to reality.

Beyond someone's
Garden
There stand a body of water
A pond
Beautifully
Reflecting
The evening
Sunset
How surreal
Yet beautiful

Is this an imvu
Chat room
Hell no
This  is made by the universe
Not related on
A mortals compute
See the sheer beauty
Of it all
The i Island and a bridge.

I the alps
There are
Many a wildflower
Grouwing
And flerishing
Want
To
See.

As an ice River flower
The locals
Say it was from the gods
And goddesses
Of the Himalayan
Mountain
For each peak
Is the home of either.
So when you see a river
Think where it came from