My demons are there for me
When you aren't.

Sometimes it hurts.
Sometimes there's nothing you can do.
Sometimes it doesn't stop.

I was a ride or die girl.
Now I'm a dead girl.

I'm not afraid to fall,
I'm afraid to land.

I'm not falling for you.
We don't work.
I'm not falling.
You keep smiling.
I refuse to fall.
You deserve better.
I won't fall...
Because I've already fallen.

We need a little magic.
Our world's kind of tragic.

Treat me like a **** game
And I'll make you regret playing.

You stoke my disire,
Your personal fire.

You keep trying to fix me.
I just get worse.
You want the girl I was,
But you broke me.
And you can't fix broken people.

All I wanted was some one to look at me and say "You're Mine"

You hurt me.
You lied to me.
You broke me.
But I loved you anyways.

I'm sorry that you like me.
But if you met me you would regret it.
I can't do this to you.
If you get to know me I'm not that great.
Getting close to me isn't safe.
A warning isn't enough.
I have make sure you don't come back,
No matter how much it hurts either of us

I'm sorry to those I hurt.
I know I can destroy with words.
I know you didn't mean it.
I know I can be mean.
I'm sorry.

I can't resist you,
But you can't keep me.
I'm not enough.
You're too much.
So maybe it would be easier for us both,
If you stopped coming back.

All I wanted was a break from caring,
But it seems I've gone numb.

If someone put in as much effort in
to a relationship with me,
As I do for them,
How different would I be?

If I don't let you in,
You can't leave.

I'm not afraid of commitment.
I'm afraid of giving up control.
Of letting another person in.
Who can just walk back out.

Every one has barbed wire.
It pulls away but you only grip it tighter.
It cuts into your hands.
But you refuse to let it go.
No matter the pain.
No matter the cost.

What are you so afraid of?
...
That you'll leave me like the last person who said that...

I'm here.
I'm visible.
But I am disconnected.
I'm too afraid to shatter the walls.
As long as I stay in here no one
can hurt me.
I'm not quite happy,
I'm not quite sad.
But I am safe

When you torment me, I'll leave you.
When you try to bend me, I'll be unyeilding.
When you give me a lifetime of regret, I'll be the bigger person and forget.

Give what you owe and take what you deserve.
No more no less.

If you don't take the mask off every once in a while, you'll suffocate.

Sometimes all you can do is wait.
Wait for the tears,
Wait for the relief.
But sometimes they don't come.
Sometimes,
You lay down,
You state at the roof,
You shake with sadness.
The tears don't come
And the relief doesn't come.

I gave and gave.
A slice of my trust here and there.
Until there was none left and none returned.
Sorry you came a bit late, I'm tapped out

If you hurt me again
I'll show you true betrayal and pain.
I'll be your villain.

I lie.
I cheat.
I manipulate.
My moral compass may point South.

This joy is temporary.
This relationship is temporary.
This feeling is temporary.
But this scar, it's not.

If you don't intend on staying
I'd rather you leave now.
I have no interest in temporary love.

I guess it just too much to ask for someone who says
"I wont leave you"
And actually mean it.

When I give you everything
You tossed it away like nothing.
But I blame myself for letting you back in.

I lay down and just hope to fall asleep before I fall apart

I am tired of the ongoing fight,
I'm done explaining.
So I will sit silently.

You strip me down to the core.
Force me to resurface painful secrets.
Pressure me to empty my mind to you.
You scrape out my heart while it beats.
You may as while dissect me while I breath.
Then you have the audacity to tell me I hurt you.

If a life breaks it will take a while to fix.
if you can ever fix it.
The pieces are sharp,
and the blood is thick

At the end of the day, no matter what, I find my mascara smudged.
Whether it be from tears of sorrow or joy.
After a great day, when I feel there is nothing wrong in the world, my mascara is smudged.
After a day so bad it makes me question my will to live, my mascara is smudged.
No matter what it looks like someone could be going through something completely different than what you think.

I need you to just stop,
Go away,
Don't look at me with those big brown eyes,
I need some time,
Please, you're going to make me cry,
I know how it feels to be on you're end of the bad news,
I'm trying to hold back from old patterns,
but you're difficult to forget.

This isn't a storybook,
Don't stay when I say to leave,
Don't wipe the the tears you caused from my face.
I don't need to be saved.
Don't expect a fairy tale ending,
If I say its over, it's over.
When it's done, it's done.
This isn't going to be a happy ending.

I loved you as one loves their significant other,
But I see you different now.
I can’t deny you’re the perfect piece to my perfect puzzle,
But I can’t love you romantically...
I hope you’re okay when I say I can only love you as a brother.

I know you sacrifice your happiness to get me to trust you,
I know you will give up someday,
I know you hate this whole situation,
I know this hurts you, that I hurt you.

If I could just wake up and start trusting people again I would,
If I could see the world the way you see it I would,
If I could just trust you I would.
I don’t think you realize how much it hurts me to know how you feel,
And that you would ever give up on me,
It hurts like hell to know I’m hurting you and I can’t do anything about it,
But what about me?
I have been through hell and back,
Forgive me if I can’t trust you,
Forgive me if I can’t forget what I’ve been through.
I’m already hurting and your not helping.
All I can think about is how much I hurt you.
Are you thinking about me?
What About Me?

When a heart breaks it falls into shards,
And every time someone brakes it they take a piece with them,
And it gets harder to put it back every time,
Soon enough there’s no pieces to piece together.

I want a boy who looks at me as though there's something worth seeing.
I want a boy with eyes full of mischief,
I want a boy who isn't afraid to be vulnerable,
I want a boy who sees my flaws and continues to love me.
I want a boy who can love me.
I want a boy who I can love.

You told me I'd never do it,
That my dreams are unrealistic.
Well maybe they are, but I'm gonna do it.
I'm gonna do it twice and look **** good doing it.

The road to hell is a long one.
And it's paved with my good intentions.

She needed to be saved,
But her Prince was nowhere in sight.
So she forged her sword and wore her armor.
She slayed the dragon and any who dared cross her.
Soon she was more feared then any Dragon or man.

I never had the chance to be soft.
I was always ****** knuckles and broken glass,
I wanted them to fear hurting me.

When they judge most, care the least.
Their thoughts aren't yours to carry.
Drop their comments and strut over them like a red carpet.

It kills me but I've never been so alive,
My vitals drop, my temperature rises,
All because you're near,
You keep me on the brink of death,
But if you leave today, I won't wake up tomorrow,
Your my perfect poison,
My only antidote.

I told you once, twice and many more times,
But you can't seem to release your grip,
Or even get a grip,
You're not the one for me,
I'm not the one for you,
But you can't stand the thought of me with someone else,
He is kind,
He treats me right,
He is trustworthy,
He isn't you.
You need to leave me alone
Learn to forget me,
Just let go