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"talented" poems
I loved you, at first, more than anything. Nothing else mattered, If I could be by your side, I would’ve protected you from a n y t h i n g. The feeling of your lips touching mine. Cold and dull, is it wrong that I still miss them? Your eyes drifted to others, never straying to mine, never filled with the same spark. Why won't you look at me? You would say it, those three words and I could only listen as you say it to the others. Not to me. Never to me. They always got your love, and warm smiles, while you gave me your screams of "You should be happy. Why aren't you happy?" My orders: never to be near you, holding hands was forbidden, we did not know each other, not publicly. They would get the wrong idea. “She's just a friend,” You would say. Forcing me into a corner, chained, As your collar (pleaseithurtsithurts) leaves me b r e a t h l e s s. It was all a game, wasn't it? Of how fast I could love you (whatwasithinking), of how much I could bleed (Goditwaseverywhere) of how long before I couldn’t take it (saveme,please,anyone) You were the king, and I, your faithful pawn, Just another piece on your board. Your touches, never warm, never tender What an artist you were, Always defacing your canvas with your brushes, Aren’t you talented? Is this what love is? Take it back, please, I don't want this anymore. I just wanna forget (getitoutgetitout). “It’s okay, you don’t have to love me, no one ever does.”
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May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
You (Dont) Love Me
I am adept In the art of being okay I have mastered the craft Of covering my troubles I use all sorts of fancy facades Acrylic, oil, watercolor You name it. I can paint over nearly anything You will never know How late I was up last night Or why. My eyes flicker Like candlelight But you couldn’t see You couldn’t possibly see I’m too good For that. I can dance, too Waltzing away my sorrows Carefully tip toe-ing the Pas-de-I-am-fine I get a standing ovation every time I’m very talented, you see. But my all time favorite Is my disappearing act I’m still perfecting it Right now But one of these days I’ll show you How I Slip Slip Slip Away Right through your fingers.
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May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 4:37 PM UTC
The Art of Being Okay
My Court is a battle As a Queen, I will endure so my kingdom thrives Standing in gardens My treasure trove of colours that never fails me Flowers bow gently The winds make the tall trees sing Rivers flow calmly Scents drift in the light I hear its sweet melody As I stand with pride A Queen now enters The daughter of Spring and Deer The tender Queen Fawn Who smiles so sweetly Fragrant, soft-spoken and kind With deer by her side Another Queen comes The angel with a kind heat The gentle Queen Sue Who has healed her wounds, broken her chrysalis And spreads her warm light Another Queen comes Wise and soon to be married Joyful Queen Donna Who goes with the flow A talented haikuist with a flower crown Another Queen comes She who is always giving The giving Queen Kim Whose crown's a halo And her words, so spiritual fragrant and calming Another Queen comes Who has birds singing so sweet The sweet Queen Robin Who is a true joy Whose words are just like music A kindred spirit And now a King comes Who is very much like me The great King Omni Who is an artist Who is both seen and unseen Very much like me Another King comes Ever so mischieveous The playful King Paul Such a playful tease He who makes me smile and laugh And looks out for me Another King comes His heart is strong and tender The wise King Edmund Who writes for himself Speaks so well of others and how vital love is To these Kings and Queens Thank you for your melodies You are golden souls For now I do see The true power of my quill My ink is gold too I write out my life My pain, my fears and my loves And my achievements I must stay above I will walk with my head up and ignore the bad People will hate me But I will thicken my skin to be a true queen I will empower And give you all your respects and never denounce I am a true Queen With a Court that is growing steadily but strong The reign of Queen Lyn Who is sensitive and shy It has just begun
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 3:21 PM UTC
The Queen's Court
My Court is a battle As a Queen, I will endure so my kingdom thrives Standing in gardens My treasure trove of colours that never fails me Flowers bow gently The winds make the tall trees sing Rivers flow calmly Scents drift in the light I hear its sweet melody As I stand with pride A Queen now enters The daughter of Spring and Deer The tender Queen Fawn Who smiles so sweetly Fragrant, soft-spoken and kind With deer by her side Another Queen comes The angel with a kind heat The gentle Queen Sue Who has healed her wounds, broken her chrysalis And spreads her warm light Another Queen comes Wise and soon to be married Joyful Queen Donna Who goes with the flow A talented haikuist with a flower crown Another Queen comes She who is always giving The giving Queen Kim Whose crown's a halo And her words, so spiritual fragrant and calming Another Queen comes Who has birds singing so sweet The sweet Queen Robin Who is a true joy Whose words are just like music A kindred spirit And now a King comes Who is very much like me The great King Omni Who is an artist Who is both seen and unseen Very much like me Another King comes Ever so mischieveous The playful King Paul Such a playful tease He who makes me smile and laugh And looks out for me Another King comes His heart is strong and tender The wise King Edmund Who writes for himself Speaks so well of others and how vital love is To these Kings and Queens Thank you for your melodies You are golden souls For now I do see The true power of my quill My ink is gold too I write out my life My pain, my fears and my loves And my achievements I must stay above I will walk with my head up and ignore the bad People will hate me But I will thicken my skin to be a true queen I will empower And give you all your respects and never denounce I am a true Queen With a Court that is growing steadily but strong The reign of Queen Lyn Who is sensitive and shy It has just begun
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look how far we have come, just imagine where we will go. Your imagination, is my destination, so sit back and enjoy the show. I might not be as talented with as my counterparts- i rather take my time mastering your parts. crossing your lines, exploring your arts. You can take it anyway you like, just let me take over when we get to my favorite part. I've been turning you on from the start, its only right I get you off. lips so soft, my scent doesn't wash off. Making sick love,send you home with a cough. I tried to rank you, but your off the charts. If this was a game, I'd be the King of spades and you would be the black queen of hearts. My favorite part of this, is playing are parts. I dont know, there is still alot to learn. I hate to see you go, but love taking turns watching you *** and go. writing you these words, i hope the follow you to sleep.Getting wrapped up in my words like I were your sheets. I am not trying to come at you the wrong way- but you've been on my mind all day. Putting you in all the right positions, my edition of feng shui. Take a mental picture and keep it stored away so when I finally see you, I can do things the right way. If it was up to me, you wouldn't know the difference between night and day. Close the blinds, lock the door, unplug the phone, and lets play; you do, everything, I say.
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
Mind Evalution
when i was younger, i used to admire people who were intelligent. now that i'm older, i admire people who are kind. there's the saying that no matter how educated, rich, talented, cool, or "smart" you are, it all comes down to how you treat others. and it's true. choose kindness, because a small act of kindness goes a long way.
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC
kindness intelligence
They say home is wherever you lay your head at night That must be true because my former house has a lock on the door now; a lock to keep me out. I never realized this is how it is to be homeless, the endless wandering of a place to rest at night the endless cycle of hunger and thirst and protection I walk out of work with not a place to be in the world and if I’m being honest it should frighten me. I am a wanderer. I have no sense of direction, no moral pull, nothing to lose and everything to gain. I have this endless feeling of discomfort and an airy breeze where the good in my heart and soul should be. I am a girl, not a very beautiful or talented one. I belong to anyone who belongs to everyone. Home is where I rest my head for a night. Home is a backseat Home is a smoke filled room at 2 am Home is a parking garage Home is a strangers bedroom Home is a feeling rather than a location, but those who have a lock and key and a mortgage fee will never understand.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC
Homeless
He smiles. His future is thought out. His favorite color is yellow. He can speak Spanish. I frown. My future is a mystery. My favorite color is black. I speak only English. He's talented. I'm worthless. He's a charmer. I'm a repellent. He's hardworking. I'm spoiled. He cherishes. I push away. Can our opposites really attract? Maybe in one way. Fore he is the light that brightens my darkness. But I shall not be the darkness that destroys his light.
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 1:56 PM UTC
Eclipse
What is a man's life worth? A man who cares, gives, loves, shares? And yet, is unappreciated? A man who stands by his wife, through harsh realities? And yet, remains unappreciated? A man who is faithful, fun, talented, hardworking? And yet, remains unappreciated? A man who loves wholly, gives freely, seeks only love in return? And yet, remains unappreciated? For the one who sees, the one who knows, will find that with appreciation, his worth is immeasureable.   His value priceless.
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 7:31 PM UTC
Worth...?
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC
DISABILITY TO ABILITY
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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I'm smart, I tell myself as I fail another exam I'm strong, I whisper as I collapse doing a push up I'm beautiful, I say ******* my waist in as far as I can I'm talented, I murmur as I try to play the piano You're thick, they tell me as I stand and speak before an audience You're weak, they whisper as I dance for three hours straight You're ugly, they say as I shake petals from my flower filled hair You're ******* they murmur as I draw a child with a boat You're smart, I tell her as a brand new scar bleeds profusely You're strong, I whisper as I stick it back together You're beautiful, I say as it fades to white against her skin You're talented, I murmur as she runs off again to play.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 6:19 PM UTC
Smart, Strong, Beautiful, Talented
Endless hours of committed effort, which frequently felt unrecognised and unappreciated. Deep down in your desireful soul, you teased yourself with ambitious day dreams. The incentive of recognition and opportunity, put wind in your talented sails. But now you've got the break, to perform on that mythical stage. The first chance filled spark has ignited, and will hopefully burst into a colourful blazing future. Grasp your chance with your unique determination, seize the opportunity with grit and pride. Achievement is fulfilment, the more you achieve the more you bask in the blissful sunshine of life.
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:45 AM UTC
Achievement
In the hands of someone talented The strings of a violin winds of a flute keys of a piano can move you to tears Just closing your eyes and letting the music flow you can hear them all Cello Viola Violin Flute Clarinet Saxophone Trumpet Harp Piano In the hands of talent you can be moved to tears
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Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC
Talent
"Do not love half lovers Do not entertain half friends Do not indulge in works of the half talented Do not live half a life and do not die a half death If you choose silence, then be silent When you speak, do so until you are finished Do not silence yourself to say something And do not speak to be silent If you accept, then express it bluntly Do not mask it If you refuse then be clear about it for an ambiguous refusal is but a weak acceptance Do not accept half a solution Do not believe half truths Do not dream half a dream Do not fantasize about half hopes Half a drink will not quench your thirst Half a meal will not satiate your hunger Half the way will get you nowhere Half an idea will bear you no results Your other half is not the one you love It is you in another time, yet in the same space It is you when you are not Half a life is a life you didn't live, A word you have not said A smile you postponed A love you have not had A friendship you did not know To reach and not arrive Work and not work Attend only to be absent What makes you a stranger to them closest to you, and they strangers to you The half is a mere moment of inability, but you are able for you are not half a being. You are a whole that exists to live a life, not half a life." --Khalil Gibran
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Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 12:14 AM UTC
Untitled
A message heart delivered by a musing troubadour left footprints upon a well weathered rivers’ rocky shoal the lazy days of the summer’s simmering ethereal breezes lazily waft astir Unknown distance ‘tween yonder skies azure; thoughts of nebulous distances fearlessly ignored to be sure, connectedness sown and deference’s soar from high above, yet beyond vast breadth afar the great divide His brimful heart in hand fulfills passersby thirst needing love here, hearts on sleeves sincere, wellspring sensibilities handed out willingly here voids filled by word of quill … right now is the known needed time Glasses half empty suffused to their half full brims; do unto others you will reap just what ye sow, a poet beyond the bounds of his own demure, bearing immense understanding The quintessential essence of family love drips from heart like heavens rain, testifies the heart's purpose for being A poet’s voice speaks in soul’s timeless tongues unknown breaths from another understanding realm too deep for words; yet the word sayer struggles to see his forest ‘s poetic beauty for to see beyond the pendant beauty within its magnificent grandeur of his own gifted heart’s nurtured trees. ~ The Twist This poem was not written by me. It was written almost four years ago, lying fallow in some passing cloud. Writ for me by someone effervescently more talented than I, and one of the poets whose quality of work, and command of our shared language is something to which all of us should aspire. I post it now as yet another homage to the true author. For in reading it, never was a poem was far more clearly, an unwitting self-portrait. **It was written on August 21st, 2013 by Harlon Rivers** by Nat Lipstadt
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Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
Ode to a Brimful Poet...with a Twist (2013)
A message heart delivered by a musing troubadour left footprints upon a well weathered rivers’ rocky shoal the lazy days of the summer’s simmering ethereal breezes lazily waft astir Unknown distance ‘tween yonder skies azure; thoughts of nebulous distances fearlessly ignored to be sure, connectedness sown and deference’s soar from high above, yet beyond vast breadth afar the great divide His brimful heart in hand fulfills passersby thirst needing love here, hearts on sleeves sincere, wellspring sensibilities handed out willingly here voids filled by word of quill … right now is the known needed time Glasses half empty suffused to their half full brims; do unto others you will reap just what ye sow, a poet beyond the bounds of his own demure, bearing immense understanding The quintessential essence of family love drips from heart like heavens rain, testifies the heart's purpose for being A poet’s voice speaks in soul’s timeless tongues unknown breaths from another understanding realm too deep for words; yet the word sayer struggles to see his forest ‘s poetic beauty for to see beyond the pendant beauty within its magnificent grandeur of his own gifted heart’s nurtured trees. ~ The Twist This poem was not written by me. It was written almost four years ago, lying fallow in some passing cloud. Writ for me by someone effervescently more talented than I, and one of the poets whose quality of work, and command of our shared language is something to which all of us should aspire. I post it now as yet another homage to the true author. For in reading it, never was a poem was far more clearly, an unwitting self-portrait. **It was written on August 21st, 2013 by Harlon Rivers** by Nat Lipstadt
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Silly little ********* spitting up her heart Wishing she was talented Wishing she was smart Slice and bite and beat yourself all above the knee Never swim and never cry then nobody will see Stupid little ********* tearing out her eyes Punishment doth bring success Perfection carries lies Tell them all it was the cat Conjure up some cheer Fill your life with silent screams then nobody will hear Crazy little ********* cutting up her wrists Pushing down with all her might as hands turn into fists Blood is pouring out your veins and you stop to stare Knowing if you died tonight then nobody would care
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 2:32 PM UTC
Ode to a *********
Bob Marley Spoken Word 5/1/2012 What comes to mind when I say; Bob Marley? Is it a stereotypical ‘idea’ of a Rastafarian; ***** dreadlocks & *** smoker? Or is it a … An intelligent and talented man; who wanted change in a positive way? Yeah he had dreadlocks and didn’t see any harm in the herb. That was his apart of his religion and beliefs. You can’t call yourself a true fan if that’s the only reason you’ve liked him because he smoked *** It’s time to get over that; you need to realize what he truly was about. He gave us knowledge about history, Uplifting and positive rhythms, happiness when you’re down, music to stop us from worrying when shaken and songs of freedom. This man told us powerful messages through his music. This guy was brilliant and I sure as hell don’t think of him as a ***** dreadlocked *** smoking Rastafarian. Who’s a bad influence on children, most definitely not! Children should listen and gain knowledge. We in the world are lucky to have a man that lived; who still lives in millions of hearts away. I’m glad we had such a wonderful human being he is one of the biggest inspirations to me. I will live to tell messages in my writings that will be a part of history. - One Love
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May 6, 2012
May 6, 2012 at 9:36 PM UTC
Bob Marley Spoken Word
She's lonely, but she seems happy She's tired, but she moves forward She's down, but she doesn't drown She's hopeless, but she's not careless They say she's pretty, but she feels ugly They say she's smart, but she feels dumb They say she's talented, but she feels incompetent They say she's strong, but she feels weak *She has no one, but she ain't gone And that she,* Is me.
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Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 9:40 PM UTC
SHE
I have this friend across the pond As bright as clear-night stars Intelligent and talented And faster than souped up cars But she has her flaws, alas As all the best poets do I know this to be a fact, of course Who hasn't got one or two? After all, it has to be said Perfection is lack of character to me So I'm keeping my eye on my talented friend And watch as her mind flies free                                                 By Phil Roberts
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Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 9:11 AM UTC
MAPLE SYRUP
I love to watch you play Hear the sweet notes drift out of your saxophone A lovely melody You don't always see me I listen all the same Such lovely skill escaping in the form of sound coming out of that wonderful saxophone Maybe it's not the sound That enchants me so But the handsome player Whom I get to call my own My gorgeous love   Smart and talented to the end <3
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Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC
My Saxophone Player
No ****** or dawdling just for fun Gotta be the best gotta be #1 I scrutinize every detail Until I am done If I am not perfect I turn face and run Its just a day in the life of a perfectionist I could go on and on and make a long list, but I'm hopeful already that you all get the jist I'd love to sit down and draw some cool art But if every line wasn't perfect I'd crumple it up or tear it apart However, I know that I'm talented and sharp as a dart But my ideals are too critical and not very smart However, this is my reality. So I hardly can start Eh, Scratch all that - I guess I need to restart Its all in a day of a perfectionist I've reversed on my promise and made you a list I'm second guessing myself that you're getting the jist I'd love to sit down and write a poem or two But it's impossible to write perfection though - we all know this to be true That fact on its own is bringing me down and making me blue Its making me sick like I'm getting the flu How can I ever release this poem? What will I do? Ugh! I've gotta scratch this again and come up with something that's new! Don't you see? This is the life of a perfectionist I've given examples and made a small list But I'm confident now that you all get the jist Of just what's its like being a perfectionist. Hold up! There is one more thing I'd like to say I beat myself up every night, every day And although I fall short, I pray and I pray That this wicked perfectionism will not stay That one day I'll be content with myself and that it'll stay that way. Now I'd like to wrap this all up - if I may Well, I guess thats just the way it is In a day of the life of a perfectionist You've heard my reasoning and you've witnessed my list So I can certainly say that you all get the jist Of exactly what its like being a perfectionist
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Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 6:26 PM UTC
Perfectionist
No ****** or dawdling just for fun Gotta be the best gotta be #1 I scrutinize every detail Until I am done If I am not perfect I turn face and run Its just a day in the life of a perfectionist I could go on and on and make a long list, but I'm hopeful already that you all get the jist I'd love to sit down and draw some cool art But if every line wasn't perfect I'd crumple it up or tear it apart However, I know that I'm talented and sharp as a dart But my ideals are too critical and not very smart However, this is my reality. So I hardly can start Eh, Scratch all that - I guess I need to restart Its all in a day of a perfectionist I've reversed on my promise and made you a list I'm second guessing myself that you're getting the jist I'd love to sit down and write a poem or two But it's impossible to write perfection though - we all know this to be true That fact on its own is bringing me down and making me blue Its making me sick like I'm getting the flu How can I ever release this poem? What will I do? Ugh! I've gotta scratch this again and come up with something that's new! Don't you see? This is the life of a perfectionist I've given examples and made a small list But I'm confident now that you all get the jist Of just what's its like being a perfectionist. Hold up! There is one more thing I'd like to say I beat myself up every night, every day And although I fall short, I pray and I pray That this wicked perfectionism will not stay That one day I'll be content with myself and that it'll stay that way. Now I'd like to wrap this all up - if I may Well, I guess thats just the way it is In a day of the life of a perfectionist You've heard my reasoning and you've witnessed my list So I can certainly say that you all get the jist Of exactly what its like being a perfectionist
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My talented tongue Auditions for the lead role In your sold out show.
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Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 3:58 PM UTC
Tongue, going places (haiku)
My poem is called how to be forced into a talent show. It's very easy to be forced into a talent show when you're me. No, I am not saying, "Ooooo" look at me I am Michael Ryan and I am the most talented person in the world. I'm more saying, "oooo" look at me, I'm such a nice person that I will do your talent show, even though I don't want to. Yes, that is what I am really trying to say, but not in a conceited kind of way, because that's not me. I was forced into this talent show from the very beginning. The very beginning, the very first sign up day. and I thought "hmm I don't have any talent", and she was like oh yes you do, well of course I believe her. And from that moment I've felt slightly uneasy, because to be honest she can't be there every day to tell me "hey you have talent." And to be honest all I'm doing is a SPOKEN WORD poem, which is pretty much just me talking. What a talent that must be...but not really. Then my friend tried to jump on board with me to do a duet of a poem, so I was forced even more in to this situation. But luckily that person changed their mind and so I was just stuck with my original oh you have talents person stringing me along into this over thought situation. Just to let you know I did eventually try to tell them hey I think I'm not gonna do(but then they cut me off), and told me once again you got talents, and please please please do my talent show. So of course I can't say no, that's not what a nice guy would do, which I am. And this is what came to me, how about I just write about how one is forced to be doing this in front of a group of people, even though you already said no soooo many times. And to be honest this is terrifying, because I just came up with this, 30mins ago. Even though I sat for many hours thinking what to write, it just never felt well right. And ugh seriously this is so stressful, that I really do wonder why I am even up here. I could be sleeping right now, but instead I've been convinced to do this. And there's no guarantee anyone or myself will even like this. But sleep, **** I know I would like to fall into that right now. Just dreaming, peacefully, to be sleeping and not on a stage, being gawked at by some strangers.
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Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 10:55 PM UTC
The Talent Show
My poem is called how to be forced into a talent show. It's very easy to be forced into a talent show when you're me. No, I am not saying, "Ooooo" look at me I am Michael Ryan and I am the most talented person in the world. I'm more saying, "oooo" look at me, I'm such a nice person that I will do your talent show, even though I don't want to. Yes, that is what I am really trying to say, but not in a conceited kind of way, because that's not me. I was forced into this talent show from the very beginning. The very beginning, the very first sign up day. and I thought "hmm I don't have any talent", and she was like oh yes you do, well of course I believe her. And from that moment I've felt slightly uneasy, because to be honest she can't be there every day to tell me "hey you have talent." And to be honest all I'm doing is a SPOKEN WORD poem, which is pretty much just me talking. What a talent that must be...but not really. Then my friend tried to jump on board with me to do a duet of a poem, so I was forced even more in to this situation. But luckily that person changed their mind and so I was just stuck with my original oh you have talents person stringing me along into this over thought situation. Just to let you know I did eventually try to tell them hey I think I'm not gonna do(but then they cut me off), and told me once again you got talents, and please please please do my talent show. So of course I can't say no, that's not what a nice guy would do, which I am. And this is what came to me, how about I just write about how one is forced to be doing this in front of a group of people, even though you already said no soooo many times. And to be honest this is terrifying, because I just came up with this, 30mins ago. Even though I sat for many hours thinking what to write, it just never felt well right. And ugh seriously this is so stressful, that I really do wonder why I am even up here. I could be sleeping right now, but instead I've been convinced to do this. And there's no guarantee anyone or myself will even like this. But sleep, **** I know I would like to fall into that right now. Just dreaming, peacefully, to be sleeping and not on a stage, being gawked at by some strangers.
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two days before we loaded the car with what seemed like the entirety of my heart and belongings to move me across the state to attend college, my baby brother found me on the kitchen floor, crying about the microwave. well, not just the microwave. he found me in a crumpled up heap, sobbing that this day would be the last i had to microwave things in this particular microwave. i couldn’t justify my lament then. my dad chalked it up to *** my brother called me a drama queen, and my mom told me i needed to eat less microwaveable things. but i think i might’ve figured it out now. five months later. y’see, i grew up an ARMY brat. attended five different elementary schools, two separate middle schools, one high school, and two colleges. i was never good at saying goodbye, but i’m a pro at walking away. i found out quickly that while the faces and names of my friends and classmates change from state to state, the character tropes stay basically the same. people and places become such replaceable things. i worry, a lot, about being a replaceable thing. there are talented people in this world. people that can divine the past and future from coffee grounds and tea leaves. but can anyone here tell me what kinds of awful things my footsteps say about me? there are boot marks, with my name on them, in places i know i should never have been. and clumps of dirt stuck to my heels that have been with me longer than some friends have. i sat on the floor last night while my love explained physics to me. he told me that gravity is a constant force, and of course, the earth’s gravity affects each and every one of us. but our individual gravity affects the earth as well. according to newton’s third law, the earth pulls of me with the same force that i pull on the earth. my mass disrupts space time. carl sagan once told me through the clarifying prism of the television screen, that we are all stardust, collapsed suns and black matter. we belong to no place. i belong to no place. i belong to no place. i don’t cry about the microwave anymore, i don’t waste my tears on saying goodbye. i know that every thing and every one has their time, and sometimes that time is brief. it’s a hard pill to swallow, ultimately my favorite self descriptor is ‘infallible’. but somedays, i fall just to stand up and see: the sun still rises, the earth still turns, the microwave still makes bomb-ass chicken nuggets, and i am still here.
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Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
chicken nuggets
two days before we loaded the car with what seemed like the entirety of my heart and belongings to move me across the state to attend college, my baby brother found me on the kitchen floor, crying about the microwave. well, not just the microwave. he found me in a crumpled up heap, sobbing that this day would be the last i had to microwave things in this particular microwave. i couldn’t justify my lament then. my dad chalked it up to *** my brother called me a drama queen, and my mom told me i needed to eat less microwaveable things. but i think i might’ve figured it out now. five months later. y’see, i grew up an ARMY brat. attended five different elementary schools, two separate middle schools, one high school, and two colleges. i was never good at saying goodbye, but i’m a pro at walking away. i found out quickly that while the faces and names of my friends and classmates change from state to state, the character tropes stay basically the same. people and places become such replaceable things. i worry, a lot, about being a replaceable thing. there are talented people in this world. people that can divine the past and future from coffee grounds and tea leaves. but can anyone here tell me what kinds of awful things my footsteps say about me? there are boot marks, with my name on them, in places i know i should never have been. and clumps of dirt stuck to my heels that have been with me longer than some friends have. i sat on the floor last night while my love explained physics to me. he told me that gravity is a constant force, and of course, the earth’s gravity affects each and every one of us. but our individual gravity affects the earth as well. according to newton’s third law, the earth pulls of me with the same force that i pull on the earth. my mass disrupts space time. carl sagan once told me through the clarifying prism of the television screen, that we are all stardust, collapsed suns and black matter. we belong to no place. i belong to no place. i belong to no place. i don’t cry about the microwave anymore, i don’t waste my tears on saying goodbye. i know that every thing and every one has their time, and sometimes that time is brief. it’s a hard pill to swallow, ultimately my favorite self descriptor is ‘infallible’. but somedays, i fall just to stand up and see: the sun still rises, the earth still turns, the microwave still makes bomb-ass chicken nuggets, and i am still here.
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My most favorite thing Is when they still have long hair And dress like guys do now Not super baggy pants But not form fitting either And you take them to bed, Or, knowing stems, They take you to bed. And all that manliness About them is still Just barely there, In the slope of their shoulders And the way their hands touch you But then they get undressed And it's the most beautiful Combination Of boy and girl. They're so fresh and confident But not cocky They're respectful and talented And it's like they try to only Show the manly side But then you get into bed And it's like unwrapping A present That only gets better Every time you unwrap it A little piece of their femininity Uncovered just for you, In that moment only.
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 6:46 AM UTC
My Favorite Thing About Stems, Butches, Chapstick Lesbians
I'm so done. I cannot be perfect, I was never smart. I don't even scratch the term intelligent. Never mind me being talented or of any worth. It's not self-pity, It's self awareness.
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 4:24 PM UTC
Self Awareness